[Net King] The life accused by the younger brother

The smile who had been chirping and crooked suddenly realized that Nissan hadn't said a word, and the entire tent was eerily quiet.Looking up quickly, I was also dumbfounded.

I saw Nisan lying on the spot, his glasses had been taken off to the side, his face was flushed, one finger was pressed on his lips, and the other hand was pressed on his heart, his eyes were straight and distracted, and he didn't know where he was. Wherever he looked, he didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't respond to any call from Smile.

Smiling, he recalled what happened just now, and was startled, "Oh, it's over, don't tell me that the part you kissed just now was Nissan's mouth, it's over, will you be punished severely?"With Nissan's old-fashioned level... ah, is Nissan stupid or stupid for acting like this?It's over, it's over, something big happened! '

In a panic, he hurriedly climbed up to Nisang, poked his shoulder carefully, but there was no response, he patted him, but there was still no response, and when he was about to shake, he was suddenly pulled down by Nisan, hugged him vigorously, and straightened himself face, fix it.

Smile only felt that Nisan was staring at him very strangely at this time, a little flustered and eager, wanting but not daring to want it, afraid and looking forward to it.Moreover, I could feel that Nisan, who was above me, was tensing up all over, trembling and slowly moving his face closer to him.

The smile was also infected by Nisan's eyes, his heartbeat kept speeding up, and he became more flustered, afraid that Nisan would punch him in the face, trembling again and again, so he blinked flatteringly to show that he knew he was wrong , but screaming in my heart,

'I got into trouble, I got into trouble again, what should I do, will I be beaten?But it's strange, I also suffer, but why don't I feel anything?I really don’t feel anything at all~~ahhhhh~~~ Is it because of my rough nerves?Anyway, it's definitely not because it's too fast so I didn't feel it.In the rush just now, I knew that I had touched a certain soft and curved part. I thought it was the corner of my eye, and I was still happy that I was so accurate and hit the target, but I didn't expect it to be the lips.And at that moment, Nisan covered his eyes with one hand, and hugged himself tightly with the other. The light touch turned into a real kiss. I really can't blame me for this. If I saw it, I must have walked away. It's too late.

This matter is really, really unfair.And at that time, I felt the heartbeat of Nissan under me was constantly accelerating. After it reached an unbelievable rhythm, I just realized that something was wrong. up.I also touched the wound, it was really really painful!

And could it be that just because the vulgar self touched a certain piece of someone's very special meat, the time of his death is really approaching?Don't~~Don't treat me like this~~Don't you just touch flesh and flesh, as for being hit like this?Really, really, I didn’t make trouble on my own~~I’m not so naughty~~Ahhh~~~Nissan, don’t get me wrong, I really really don’t want to be young It’s dead~~~Ah, why do you still think about this, who will save me~~Mom~~~ I’m in trouble again~~~ Oh, it’s not right, think about how to explain it~ ~~By the way, how did you act in the TV series?Oh, I like you, then what?No, I want to explain that an apology is not a confession~~~'

At this time, Nissan, who had already shrunk the distance between himself and the smiling face to 1cm, could clearly see the fluffy hairs and ruddy lips on the other person's face...

Nisan swallowed his saliva, and then kept some flustered emotions in his mouth. The hot breath that was about to evaporate all the rational breath was mixed together and blown into the slightly smiling mouth. Seriously:

"It's a strange feeling just now, let me make sure, okay? Every time I feel this feeling in my heart, but I can't figure out what is the reason that makes me so hard to control myself every time, and I always have simple emotions. , How could it become such a complicated self?" Seeing that the smile trembled and trembled in fear, and then rolled over, turning into a smile on the bottom, Nissan on the top,

Because Nisan slowly covered his eyes, there was a dark smile in front of his eyes again, his fearful heart was about to jump out of his chest, trembling, with a mournful face, he wanted to break Nisan's hand but didn't dare, so he yelled sadly,

"Be sure again, what are you sure about? What do you want to be sure? What is hard to control yourself? Nissan, I really didn't mean it. Don't clean me up, okay? Don't be angry. I really didn't mean it. Don't be like this, okay, you I will compensate you for whatever I say, okay? Don’t beat me up~~ahhhhh~~I still want to live for two more years~~~ If you beat me to death, no one will accompany you~~ Hero, save a small life~~Hero~~~~ahhh~~~~"

Feeling that my eyes were being covered more and more tightly, cold sweat was about to break out, my eyeballs rolled, and my eyelashes moved a few times in Nissan's palm, and then said in a low voice, "Forget it, a dead horse is a living horse doctor." ，老子豁出去了，尼桑，我喜欢你，喜欢你啊，嫁给我吧！我会永远对你好的！！！啊呸呸呸，前面两句取消，还有别揍我，真的！你calm down!"

Listening to the words of Nissan, especially the last sentence 'I like you, I like you, marry me!I will always be good to you! ! ! 'Like a flash of lightning, it lit up my soul, and struck towards my heart. It was numb and scorching, accompanied by some painful awakening, and finally all gathered in my paralyzed heart. I found it unintentionally, and in an instant, my body and mind, which had been burdened with various emotions, finally relaxed.

With sharp eyesight, he looked down, as if terrified, worried that he would be beaten, but he still played with him obediently.He just kept trembling his eyelashes under his palm, thinking about various ways to relieve his smile, but he didn't notice that his heart, which was already scratched by his trembling eyelashes, was about to explode and was getting tighter and tighter.

Is that so?Is it true that everything is wrong with me?But it needs to be verified again, whether it is true or not.If it is true, then I will be beaten to death by my grandfather for having such a rebellious idea!Will the smile spurn me?Fortunately, although Xiaoyi is clever, she has always trusted me wholeheartedly, and has never given any deep thought to my behavior, otherwise she would have been alienated by her own thoughts long ago!It’s okay, it’s okay, let me think about it again, and think about what to do!

Gradually, my heart, like a drum, slowly returned to its original rhythm as my mind became clearer.Reason seems to have returned at this moment, he exhaled fiercely, suppressed all kinds of thoughts in his heart, and slowly took his hands away from the smiling face, turned over and sat in the corner, looking up at On the top of the tent, I don't know what I was thinking about, and I didn't speak anymore, but the eyes were no longer so indifferent.

Smiling, seeing that Nisan neither scolded nor beat him up, he let go of his panic and turned over to sit up.He sat down in front of Nissan with his head down, carefully tugged on the other party's trousers, and said embarrassingly:

"Nissan, I really didn't do it on purpose. Don't hate me, okay. I won't dare to do it next time. I wanted to kiss only on the cheek, but when I got there, I thought it was Nisan's eyes. I was so happy. Then everyone I panicked before I really kissed you. I’m really not that bad. I came here to kiss your mouth on purpose. Really, I swear! Nisan, I know this is for the most important person, you just treat me as your most important person Well, if you think about it this way, won’t you feel better?”

Silent for a while, looking at Nisan who was still in this posture, he smiled a little at a loss, and looked at Nisan blankly like this. After a long time, he felt very hungry with a smile, thinking about cooking Order instant noodles Nissan first?I didn't know if Nissan would eat or not, so he stood up and went to get instant noodles from his bag.

At this moment, Nissan listened to the sound of unraveling the plastic paper, and his posture did not change. The feeling of powerlessness in his heart finally turned into a sigh,

"I have sushi made by my mother in my bag, don't eat this kind of thing! Do you usually eat this?"

"No, sometimes the uncles will bring me all kinds of delicious food. Well, if it's the master, then there are only instant noodles..."

"..." Nissan moved his chest eyeballs, sighed again, and continued,

"I knew that the master would take care of you like this. He is very sloppy himself. It's good to have a stutter. I know I can't complain. But you consume so much now, and he still makes you eat instant noodles and order takeaway. Wouldn't it be okay to go to the door and bring it in? And you promised me that you would take care of yourself. If those uncles didn't bring you food, are you going to eat instant noodles? This is what you told me? "

Smiling, he held the bento box brought out from Nissan's house, swallowed, and didn't eat it right away, and handed it to Nissan in a fawning manner, "Let's eat together, Nissan, don't be angry with me, we haven't seen each other for a long time , do you want to just be angry with me like this, and then go home with anger at me?"

"Smile, do you really understand... Forget it, I'll stay here, and there will be no such thing in the future",

"Nissan, are you not angry with me?"

"I'm not angry with you, I'm just thinking about something, sit here, you eat, I had dinner with the group of people from the Internet company, but I didn't have any appetite, that guy Zhenzhi invented dry juice, listen The name sounds good, and the few people who tried it were all murdered and sent to the hospital for suspected ghosts, so they were supposed to come in the afternoon, but they arrived in the evening."

"Hey, doesn't that mean you haven't eaten lunch yet? Come and eat together, I'll feed you, you can eat as soon as you eat, how can there be so many people who have no appetite, I have a good appetite, although I was soaked Noodles have been poisoned for countless days. I was busy at noon today, and safely lurked into the sphere of influence of the leopard. It seems that I didn’t eat it. Eat quickly, and my mother will be happy after eating it! Also, Nissan, are you still regretting it? ?”

"I don't have any negative emotions towards you, and I'm not regretting. It's just that the sudden feeling is too strong, so strong that I can't control myself. It seems that my body is always faster than my thinking. To make such a move, In fact, I should be asking you if you were scared by me, and your shoulder is okay?"

"Nissan, you are so kind to me, but you are the only one who is tossed by me, and you never say anything. Um, action, do you mean the action of throwing me away? Well, it's delicious, it's delicious, you eat it too, nah , eat another~~"

After listening to Nissan's words, I finally came back again. I saw Nissan's after a long time, smiling happily, swallowing a piece of sushi quickly in my mouth, and talking while taking it

"Shoulders, of course it's fine. When you threw me away, you managed to control your strength and only made me roll around. I'm used to screaming miserably. Master always strikes with no seriousness, although the injury will heal. Get up, but the pain has to be endured, so if I don’t howl first, it will only hurt more! Well, you come again~~ But you don’t need to feel guilty, you will throw me away, that’s a normal phenomenon, even if it’s No matter how close a brother is, there are things that can be tolerated and cannot be tolerated. I thought you would beat me up."

"No." Looking at the bulging smile on Chi Chi's cheeks, and seeing the sushi stuffed into his mouth, he quickly continued, "The problem is not with you. At that time, at that time, I covered your eyes. Letting you kiss down hard again, did it scare you, uh...then do you hate me?",

"What do you hate? Oh~~ That, no, besides, I was not careful, and everyone was scared. I haven't realized that I kissed your mouth. If I didn't see you later I really don’t know about the soul-like expression, but, Nisan, do you have someone you like? Do you want to keep it for her? All the reactions are so big?”

"No." Nissan lowered his eyelids to hide the emotions in his eyes before continuing, "I was indeed frightened. My reaction surprised me, but it also allowed me to find what I was looking for!"

"What keeps you looking for it? Is it related to what happened just now? Come on, Nissan~~ It's delicious. Mom's craftsmanship is getting better and better, isn't it, Nissan! I miss home so much, miss Everything at home, and you, Nisan. I found that the days after leaving home are so long! Although they are all interesting, there are so many things to learn that I can’t have extra thoughts. When the lessons are over every day, there is only one The idea, that is, go back to the tent quickly, and then go to bed! But when I woke up in the middle of the night, my heart began to feel empty, and then it was like that one, which was always caught by me with traps, hanging in the sky Lonely stars, listening to the sound of the night wind blowing through the tent, squatting until dawn."

He raised his eyes to see the somewhat lonely expression on the smiling face, then quickly lowered his eyelids to cover up the surprise in his eyes, and said lightly, "Well, I too, always sleep badly, wake up in the middle of the night and can't fall asleep again, so I go out play tennis",

Smiling, he looked at the empty bento box that had been eaten, picked up the water that had been burning on the charcoal stove, and the dishcloth, turned on the high beam hanging outside the tent, walked out of the tent, and washed it clean , and took back the backpack.

Under the dark night, the clear sound of insects, and the occasional low-pitched growls of animals made Nissan very worried. He raised the high beam and wanted to check the surrounding environment. Hearing what the master said at the gate of the club, I lost my mind and didn't pay attention to whether it was safe near the tent.After walking a few steps, he felt that his clothes were being pulled, and looked back at Smile suspiciously,

"Nissan, there are traps around me, and the vision is blurred at night, so it is difficult to distinguish. And there are really snakes here. I have disturbed the hunting snakes several times. They are very fierce, but I have already taken measures, the snakes I really hate the smell of a kind of grass. I sprinkled it all around. This was taught by a certain uncle, and it became much easier afterwards! Is Nissan much better?

Well, if Nissan is curious, it’s dawn, let’s go around, and you can see my strange things, hehe, they are all small traps to scare small animals. At first, the master always likes to sneak attack in the middle of the night , came to scare me, I was not convinced, so I also set up some small traps to scare me back.After living for a long time, small animals would often visit in the tent, or they would want to occupy my bed for a long time. After being disturbed, I would starve more times, and gradually set up some traps around me, which was too much. , Sometimes I will be recruited when I go to check it myself, hehe~~ so it must be dawn~~”

Nisan didn't answer the question with a smile, but just lowered his head and pointed with his fingers, the corners of his eyes narrowed into slits with a smile, then touched the blood on his face, and sighed in his heart, "This is what I have always wanted to hold in the palm of my hand. O caring people!The growth is so fast, how much hardship did it take to learn the lesson? ’, Hei Liang’s eyes sank, he took a smiling hand, turned back to the tent, and said,

"Go back to the tent. Although the night wind is cool, autumn is coming. The night wind in the second half of the night will be cold if it blows too much. Don't sit outside all night in the future. I will accompany you."

"Ah, oh, wait, it's night, let's start the fire, the little beasts have traps, and the beasts are useless. Also, Nissan, it's very inconvenient to take a shower here, although there will be cars coming every day Pick-up, but I often miss it, so I asked the staff to bring some water regularly, just for scrubbing. I still dare not approach the water source here. After observing it for several days, I always feel that it is the most dangerous place. "

"Well, where is the master's tent?" Seeing that he was busy lighting firewood with a smile, he also stepped forward to help block the wind and put a fire under the fire.

"Master always comes out of nowhere to sneak up on me. I haven't figured out where he came from, and there is no sign of tents around."

"Um"

After scrubbing clean, the two lay quietly on the paved floor. Since Nissan didn't bring any field supplies when he came, the two had to squeeze together. After seeing that Nissan had fallen asleep for a while, he automatically wrapped his limbs around his own. With a smile, she patted him on the back and lulled him into a deep sleep.

Thinking, it's good that we are used to being close to each other, no matter what I do in the future, he won't think too much about it. Is this God helping me and giving me an opportunity?

I should be very grateful to myself back then, because when I saw a smile, I liked it very much, and wanted to monopolize all his eyes; I wanted to get close to him at will without any reason, and I would not be rejected; I thought of myself as the person he was most willing to be close to; The person he likes most is himself, and the rude decision to make the smile is his own upbringing?Fortunately, the family members are extremely open-minded and trust themselves, so they put their smiles in their hands.

It's just that they know that this trust has been turned into such a situation by me, so they don't know what to do?There is also a smile, if he knows that his brother whom he trusts so much has other secret thoughts in the days to come, I don't know how he will react?

In fact, my mother must have had some premonitions about my many inexplicable behaviors, so she warned me again and again!He didn't point it out clearly, and didn't let me think about it. He just wanted me to pay attention to my sense of proportion, but in the end, I mercilessly rejected it.

If it wasn't for the sudden smile, he would only know how to shout in a daze in a hurry.I really can't see clearly what I have been thinking about for so long, so it turns out that something is wrong all the time, do I like it?Do you want to get close?Do you want to be together forever like this?Want to be closer, want to be more intimate, don't want anyone in between!I want to have a stronger relationship with Smile!Only lovers can do this!

How did I evolve into this step by step?I can't remember it anymore, I just remember that every expression of the smile is imprinted in my heart, I can recall every sentence, every bit of life is so vivid.

Smile, thank you for inadvertently waking me up!Otherwise, when I find out what I want, you have gone away or the relationship between you and me has changed, ruined by me who lost my mind?I still remember that time when you had hallucinations of the general, the fear, the fear, and the discomfort when you said that the man kissed you.You still said in panic that the general is going to kill you!At that moment, it reminded me who almost exploded because of anger, I can't hurt you!Otherwise, my fate may be the same as that of the general.

Maybe you're right, maybe that's my previous life, the feelings we can't escape have become entangled in this world!It’s just that I’m much luckier in this life than in my previous life. Fortunately, I don’t understand. Since I kissed you, I wouldn’t kill you. If I wanted to kill you, but I still kissed you, that would be hopeless despair!I absolutely don't want to become like this, I absolutely have to be patient, protect my sense of humor, and then make plans.

The warm sense of satisfaction from feeding me sushi with a smile just now still lingers in my heart, that kind of comfort is probably what I want.It's just that I am an older brother, this is not an identity that I can like at all!And they are all men, they won't accept the smile, and the family members won't accept it either. What should I do? I have to think about it, and I have to think about it.

Touching his aching heart, Nissan smiled wryly, and was about to close his eyes and fall asleep.At this time, the master suddenly broke in and shouted, "Guoguang, leave with a smile. Just now I found that the behavior of the animals is not right. It may cause an earthquake. If an earthquake comes, these wild guys will hurt you." Humans, hurry up!"