[Net King] The life accused by the younger brother

The taxi came to a stop near the door of the house. After Nissan carefully hugged the smile out of the car door, he saw a petite figure standing vaguely looking out under the dim light at the door.

At this time, after finally seeing who was coming at the door, my mother, who had been waiting for an unknown amount of time, hurried over to greet her, looked at the smiling face worriedly, and asked, "Why did you bring me back today? Did you lose any strength? "

Nisan looked up and saw his mother's eyes were red, and there were still tears in the corners of her eyes that had not been wiped away in time, and she looked like she had cried a lot.My heart was moved, and I whispered: "It's nothing, I hurt my chest, I was afraid of rubbing it, so I hugged it back, the master has left the medicine, put it on, and I will fall asleep tonight. I kept my eyes closed on the way here. I wanted to sleep, but I was half asleep and half awake due to the pain, and I didn’t make a sound, and I fell asleep with tears in my eyes when I was almost at home.”

"Well", mother walked in front, opened the door for Guoguang, and turned on the lights.It wasn’t until we got to the room that we pointed to the stacked change of clothes and said, “I’ve already taken out the clothes, put away the hot water, and prepared another pot of cold water. I’m going back to the room first.”

After putting Smile on the bed, Nisan turned around and looked at his mother's back, and asked softly, "Mother, does grandfather still disagree with letting Smile quit training?"

"You know?" The mother turned her head in surprise and looked at her son who was still calm.

"Well, when I go home recently, I find that my mother has cried every day",

Mom was silent for a while, and said sadly, "You didn't do this when you were training. Why did you become like this when you came to Xiaoxin? I came back like this every day. I couldn't bear it anymore. I talked to my father a few times. Once, I would always argue with my father because I couldn't control my emotions."

"Mother, it's pointless for you to object anymore, and it's too late. Master is ready to accept Xiaoyi as a formal disciple, and he has already proposed today, let us prepare for the apprenticeship ceremony for Xiaoyi, and one day we will formally apprentice. And... Nisan tilted his head, closed his eyes, and continued with difficulty:

"I found that no matter how I stop or set up obstacles, I can't change the idea of ​​​​Smile. His stubbornness makes me helpless. But I really don't want him to experience a threat to his life like grandpa. I just want to let him If you can live in peace, if you really want to live a life of mediocrity, I will admit it, and I will always take care of him."

Nisan pinched his brows and continued, "However, my father has already rejected it once, so I have to go here. I don't want to be as irresponsible as my father. The surname gives us glory and also gives us Life brings some convenience, so we also need to take the responsibility of continuing the glory of our surname. This is something that we, as younger generations, must realize.

But laughing, we really shouldn't bring him into this.I also approached my grandfather, and my grandfather's attitude was unprecedentedly tough, saying that he was serious.These all make me very at a loss.If I had known this would be the case, I would not have stopped Xiaoyi from changing his surname because of my own selfishness; if I had known this, I would rather have separated him from me and lived his own life earlier, which is much better than the current situation .Too bad I never knew it earlier.

Seeing that dissuasion was unsuccessful, I went to ask the master, and during the training process, I used a ruthless hand to make the smile automatically dispel the idea, who would have evolved into today's situation.Mom, those injuries on Xiaoyi’s body are all because of me and for me, he gritted his teeth and persisted for me, he never gave up for me, he went forward for me, he gave up a peaceful life for me, he chose Standing side by side with me, choosing the most painful growth process is also for me.

Mom, what do you call me?How to repay him?I have been looking forward to the day when he can choose me among all the choices.I finally hoped for this day. He chose me and chose to stand side by side with me to face everything, but I didn't want him to choose in such a situation.Mom, with him like this, how can I rest assured, how can I let go? "

"Guoguang, I understand your feelings, and I understand Dad's feelings. Dad doesn't want his old friend's grandson to be buried here, so he gave Xiaoxiao a chance to choose. Once he chooses the way to go, Dad will not Don't let it go any longer. Today my father scolded me, said I am a woman, and asked me if I really want to let Xiaoyi live a mediocre life from now on, or choose to support him in pursuing his dream. Although my father asked me He is very strong, except for the latter answer, he will deny everything else. Although I can also use it to ask you, but Guoguang, what I want to say is that the matter has come to this point, we need to calm down, we can only Comfort yourself like this, "Smile, he made his own choice. Boys always yearn for the vast sky outside. If nothing happens, it will be a blow to him." Thinking like this will make you feel better.

Also, Guoguang, you are like me, when faced with funny things, emotion always prevails.And my father is always so sensible in front of the big right and wrong, as calm as if Smile is just one of his irrelevant subordinates.And your father, Guoqing, chose to remain silent as always.Man, I really can't understand it!However, you also make me unable to understand that you would ask your master to do such an irrational thing. Have you ever thought about it, what would Smile think of you if you expose it? "

"Well, mother, what you said, I will think about it seriously, the smile will not misunderstand me, don't worry, mother."

"Okay, then I'm going back to my room, if you need anything, you can find me in the room!"

"it is good".

The smile that has been half asleep and half awake all the time, felt that he was gently undressed, the wound was only slightly rubbed in a few places, and then he was picked up, put into the water, rubbed for a while, and then hugged out and put in With cold water, the wound on the body will be hot and painful for a while, and then it will be cool for a while, which is very comfortable.He didn't even open his eyes, and just called out "Nissan" softly.

"Well, I've already melted the master's medicine, and I'll apply it to you later," Nissang replied,

"Nissan, don't worry too much. Uncle's injury is only on the skin and flesh. It only hurts. There is nothing serious about it. It just looks scary. Nissan, you don't think the same way as Dashi and the others, do you?"

"I know,"

After carefully observing the color of the scar, he finally raised his smile, and after gently drying off the water, he roughly put on clothes for him, put him on the chair, and said softly, "I'll apply the medicine to you now, The feeling of this kind of smear is cold and comfortable. Combined with the technique, there will be no pain on the body tomorrow. This kind of one only needs to be applied in a thick layer. It is applied to the injured chest. It feels cold at first and then When the medicine takes effect, the wound will feel very hot, and after half an hour, the pain in the chest will no longer be felt."

"Ah, doesn't it hurt? Doesn't it hurt? Doesn't the joint hurt? It's so amazing? It can't be a painkiller?"

"What nonsense, that guy's medicine is very effective, and I won't let you use painkillers. Also, the joint injury will not hurt anymore, but because you have grown taller recently, you may feel slightly sore or tingling There are still."

"Hey, Nissan, how do you know I'm growing taller? I don't even know it myself?"

"Cough, since last week, when you fell asleep, you would unconsciously rub your knees and ankles. It was the discomfort caused by jumping around."

Smiling and squinting his eyes, he wondered if he had read it wrong. Why is it that Nisan, who is squatting on the ground, has all red ears, and there is a tendency to develop on his cheeks?So he asked suspiciously,

"Have I started to squirm? Then why are your ears red? Is my movement disturbing your sleep? But my size still hasn't changed? Isn't it still the same and only reaches your chest?"

"No, it will be obvious when you measure it in two months."

"Oh, Nissan, hurry up and apply the medicine. I can finally have a real sleep tonight. I really haven't slept well for a month. I can't stand the days of waking up with pain when I turn over. After waking up I also feel all kinds of discomfort, even with my eyes closed, I can still feel the changes in the light in the room, which is simply terrible."

Speaking of this, I gave Nissan a look, and continued to say, "It would be nice to sleep in separate beds, but you can't make sense of it. I didn't dare to turn over. It hurts so much, and it made me stiff the next day. .Also, Nissan, don’t you think you’re really going too far! In the training hall, don’t think that I’m in pain, your voices are low, and my ears are just for show!

Nissan, I don't want to hear what you explain, it doesn't matter to me.However, I just want to say that you don't fully trust me, I know that, after you talked with grandpa that day, grandpa immediately came to me and asked me if I really wanted to go, if I would give up, and also to me said what you mean.I never wanted to give up in my heart, so I persevered, and the uncle admitted me today, and I am really happy.Nissan, don't give up on me, okay?I'll make you admit it to me! "

Nisan speeded up the speed of applying the medicine and rubbed his limbs. He only lowered his head and replied, "You have been growing taller recently. If you don't rub it for you when you are rubbing around, you will fall asleep because your sleep quality is poor. more unstable."

Thinking back with a smile, it seems that these days, when I wake up in the morning, I find that Nissan's hand is on my knee. No wonder Nissan's spirit is also very poor recently, and it seems that he hasn't slept well just like himself.Thinking of this smile, my heart softened.

Most of Nissan's medicine seeped into the skin, so he began to smear the medicine on his chest, and continued to say, "It's not a question of whether to believe it or not. With my grandfather's skills back then, he almost couldn't recover. You only practiced for two years. Will it be okay? Smile, we all need to be sensible."

Smile felt that the chest had begun to heat up, and wanted to touch it, but was blocked by Nissan, so he could only mutter, "It's a little uncomfortable to be hot, Nissan, I know I have no reason to convince you, but you want me to give up? No way I don't say anything big, how about we make an agreement?"

Nissan tied his clothes with a smile on his chest, pushed him into the bed, turned on the wall lamp, and asked calmly, "What agreement?"

"If I can draw with you in two years, how about you let me go? If not, I will listen to you whatever you say in the future!"

Nisan turned around and stared at the smiling eyes, only to feel that his clear and stubborn eyes at this time were like, as long as mother heard the sound of father coming home every night, she would get up no matter how late to make a bath for him. Have a glass of honey water to relieve fatigue.

Orange-yellow, soft and waxy, sweet and fragrant, with the movement of the hand, it sank to the bottom of the transparent glass with a plop, and was immediately surrounded by the lonely water that lost all color, tightly hug.It looks shiny and warm, making people want to hold it, kiss it, and hold it in their hands.After taking a sip, the heart, liver, spleen and lungs are soothed, and any bad mood will dissipate.

Nisan gently stroked the corners of his smiling eyes, fiddled with his eyelashes, looked at the brighter eyeballs that seemed to be stimulated by his shaking fingers, leaned down and asked, "Do you want to be with me that much? Is it dangerous?" Not afraid?"

Without waiting for a smile to open, he quickly pressed down his lips, and floated across his left eyelid like a feather. At the corner of the eye, he paused, sucked, and then touched his heart, taking advantage of his complexion. Completely burned into rouge, said in a low voice: "Okay, it's an agreement, I will wait for you to catch up with me!" Then quickly evacuated, turned off the wall lamp, "Go to sleep, I'll go play some ball."

"Nissan, are you still going so late?" Smile's left eye was a little itchy by Nisan's actions, rubbing it again and again, the more itchy it became.

"Well, let's go to the meeting, you go to bed first." Nisan lowered his head, took the tennis bag and went out.

"Hey, is it Guoguang? What made you go out so late?" Mom, who heard the sound and thought it was Dad coming back, hurriedly stood at the stairs with her coat on and asked,

"I'm going to play some ball and I'll be back soon. Dad hasn't come back yet?"

"Well, your father called and said that it will take another hour to get home. There seems to be a small problem with the car on the road."

"Okay, I'll open the door and come in later, don't wait for me."

"Hey, Guoguang, are you going to fight for so long?"

Mom didn't hear Guoguang's reply, but only saw the resolute back, walking further and further away.

Nissan, who had been playing the ball vigorously, finally stopped panting because his sweaty left hand could no longer hold the racket. He took off his glasses that had already been blurred by the heat, and shook his hands. The beads of sweat followed his movements. It splashed, and under the illumination of the headlights, seeing through it, yellow balls rolled all over the ground.

Tilting his head slightly, closing his eyes, another bead of sweat fell down the bridge of his nose and dripped on his lips. The touch made Nissan's eyeballs roll. The moment he opened his eyes, his sharp gaze seemed to When you are strong enough, you can break through the ubiquitous darkness under the night sky, and see where the things you want are!

Nissan wiped his face, shook his head again, touched his heart that was still beating violently, put down his glasses, and continued to insert coins into the game machine.It was not until the moon gradually faded in the sky, and the fiery red morning glow covered half of the sky, that Nissan packed everything up and went home with his tennis bag.I met my mother who was busy in the kitchen preparing breakfast, said hello, and then went back to the room.

After seeing the smile that was still sleeping, I straightened his messy hair, and the sharp eyes softened. The effect of the master's medicine is still so good.Think about it, I never complained of pain in the past month, but I always hummed and whined unconsciously in my dream, and I often woke up in pain when I turned over, or I froze and didn’t dare to move for fear of waking myself up, or I just got up and went. The guy who spends his time boxing in the courtyard can finally relax a little in the days to come.

Packed up the schoolbag, opened the curtains, let the morning sun flood the room, saw the smile in the bark of Ah Shan, woke up in a daze, picked up the change of clothes and went to the bathroom, and a new day began again.