[Net King] The life accused by the younger brother

Xiong Zizhi looked down at Smile, who had already cried to sleep, hugged him in his arms, and then leaned down to stick his face against it, not disliking how dirty the snot and tears on Smile's face were.At this time, the mother and father who had been standing outside the door listening to the movement also opened the door, walked in, and asked softly, "Are you asleep?"

"Um"

"This child's paper is still so pitiful, he doesn't even complain, he doesn't even have the intention of blaming, he just knows how to cry. We have kept it a secret for so long, and we want to continue to hide it. If it wasn't for this accident, Maybe he will never know his life experience. Let me help you, wipe him clean and change his clothes, and then let him sleep soundly. "

"Um"

"At the school, you can go to class as usual tomorrow, we will take care of Xiaoxiao, let him go back to school when his mood is stable!"

"But…"

The father who had been silent all this time shouted, "Guoguang, listen to your mother!"

"Yes!" Guoguang quickly straightened his body and replied immediately.

After a while of searching, the lights dimmed, and everything was quiet again. The bear boy flipped his fingers, quickly buttoned the pajamas he put on, pulled the corners of the quilt and lay down, closed his eyes, and fell into a drowsy sleep up.

"No, don't... no, no... not me, don't come to me... no... no..."

The awakened Xiongzizhi looked at Smile dancing with his hands and feet, and kept yelling in his sleep, and the quilt was kicked over. He quickly patted Smile's cheek and called Smile's name.

The smiling face who was woken up had his eyes out of focus for a long time, as if he hadn't reacted from the dream, and looked dazed, dazed.The bear child embraced the smile, shook it, and shouted: "Wake up, wake up..." It still didn't work, so he had to get up and call his father and mother.

The father and mother were startled when they saw such a smile. They seemed to be in a nightmare. The father quickly leaned over and hugged the smile. He kept calling his name in the ear of the smile and clasped his back. , while the mother was silent after asking what the smile was shouting.

After a long time, Smile finally responded to the outside world, and muttered to himself in a low voice, "It's really not me, I didn't mean it."

"Well, it's not your fault, what did you dream about?"

Smile hesitated for a long time and still did not say,

"It's okay, no matter what scary things you dream about, either it doesn't exist, or it's already passed, and now you just need to trust us, we are a family, a family forever, you don't need to be afraid of anything .For you, just go forward, we will always be with you, always. But, you have to be brave, this threshold needs to be crossed by yourself, you know? You have always been a good boy, we will do it for you You are proud."

Smiling, he nodded slightly, indicating that he was about to go to the ground. His father put him down, and then said, "If you two can't fall asleep for a while, you can talk about it before going to sleep."

Bear Boy Paper said he knew, sent his parents out of the room, then walked up to Smile, took his hand, looked into his eyes, and said firmly: "I will grow up, and my arms will also change. As trustworthy as my father, you have to wait for me, you have to trust me."

Smiling, I can think that Xiongzizhi may say a lot of other things, but I didn't expect to come to such a sentence, although when Xiongzizhi grows up, he will become like his father with solid and powerful arms, and no longer need others that's it.

Holding the bear paper with a smile, tears dripped down:

"Thank you, really, I haven't had a chance to say it since I knew the truth, thank you for providing me with a warm home, sheltering me from the wind and rain, loving me, pampering my grandfather, father, mother and more than anyone else. Those brothers who have real brothers are doing good Nissan. I enjoy your love, and I am still so naughty, causing you a lot of trouble, and you never say anything about me, and teach me patiently. I think Maybe, without you, maybe I don’t know where I am? Maybe I don’t have me now. I am really grateful to you. With you, I will not be afraid of anything anymore. You have given me a happy life and taught me It taught me how to think about life, thank you, thank you very much.”

"Well, just be yourself. Your mischievousness is just a small thing. It's a part of life. You don't need to suppress your personality to change. I don't think you will really cause trouble. And no matter what You are my brother. You remember this"

"I'm your brother no matter what? What if I'm not me? What if the little boy in your story is someone else, and I just came here by mistake?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? The little boy in the story is already in the past. It's just a distant real dream. The things we told you are far away from you, a past that no one wants to mention. For us Saying that you are the most important and real one now, we only hope that you can let go of the past and live happily. No matter what you do or decide, just follow your own heart, but you have already promised I will always be with me, only this is not allowed to change!"

"I... thank you, Nissan!"

Although in the final conversation, the two people said that they were not at the same point, but the result was the best.

And the reason why the previous smile was nightmared was because I kept thinking: this family is so miserable, even the child who sacrificed two lives in the end and rescued with difficulty was inexplicably occupied by himself.A feeling of self-disgust enveloped the whole body, as if there was an invisible hand, tightly pinching my heart, it was very painful, very stuffy, I wanted to yell, I wanted to yell, but my whole body was weak, I could only cry uncontrollably.Then what kept lingering in the dream and refused to leave was: the family covered in blood was looking for me to settle accounts, and all my excuses felt so pale and powerless, and I couldn't explain myself. Struggling and shouting for help.

It can be said that Xionghaizhi’s words and deeds really saved him, and he smiled in his heart: When God closes a door for you, he will always leave you a window, and Xionghaizhi is God’s gift for himself The best gift, although I am a child like myself, maybe not capable enough, but the sincere feelings make people feel warm and do not want to let go.Bear boy paper, if I rely on you from now on, will you accept it?From now on, I will never call you a bear boy anymore, you are not a bear, really, how about I sincerely call you Nissan from now on?Well, if you keep silent, I will take it as your answer.

Now that the knot in my heart was finally untied, I smiled a little more relaxedly, let go of my arms around Guoguang, and said, "Let's go to bed, are you still going to school tomorrow?"

"Um"

"Then you can go to class tomorrow with peace of mind, I will go to school the day after tomorrow, I want to be lazy for another day"

"Well, I will take the class notes for you, and wait for me to come back for tutoring."

"Go to sleep then, tomorrow I want to talk to my mother about what happened after I came to your house"

"what's up?"

"It's what happened on the first day I came to your house"

"I don't remember clearly, I just remember when my mother came home with you in her arms, it was quiet and there was no sound, and even her eyes could not turn for a long time, let alone any other movements, like a mother once Point to the doll you showed me.

I always stared at you curiously, and shook your hand when the adults were not paying attention. The feeling in the palm of my hand was soft, warm, and very comfortable. I tried to talk to you, but You never paid attention to me, which made me feel very wronged.

But I still feel that I like you very much, and I thought it would be great if I could hug you, but unfortunately it would be rude to meet like this for the first time, so I kept controlling myself.Later, my mother told me that you would be my younger brother and asked me to take good care of you. I was really happy, very happy, happier and happier than ever.So I suggested to my mother that I want to sleep with you, so that I can hold you openly.

After living together for a few days, I realized that you were sick. You are a very pitiful doll.Although I thought your Yuxue was cute back then, but like a puppet, you can’t cry, cry hungry, look for someone, don’t know pain, and don’t respond to the outside world. You go to the hospital almost every day, just the old doctor Judgment, you have been stimulated too much, cough, that one has become a stupid fool, and it is not certain whether there is any memory of the past.I have been praying for you to get better, don't get sick again, please give me a complete brother, I am willing to treat him well for the rest of my life, and I can give him all the gifts my father bought me.

Fortunately, after a month, I still remember that day very clearly. You struggled non-stop that night, and you cried later, just like a person who has changed from a soulless person to a soulless person.The next day I tried to teach you how to speak, but I didn't expect you to learn it, which made us very happy.I really didn't expect that the content of my daily prayers was really fulfilled. My younger brother recovered from his illness. Since then, I have fulfilled my promise even more.

After that day, my grandfather came to find me. There were parents in the room. They were very serious. I was a little worried that you were going to leave when you recovered from illness. In the end, they just told me some things that you need to pay attention to.They said, 'You must not take a bath as a family, and you must not mention the hot spring. If you do, your brother will get sick again'.

So when you grow up, you are different from other children. No family has ever taken a bath. I am afraid that you will feel inferior in front of other children. So after you were discriminated against, I actually went to many children, but it didn’t seem to work. , They think that the elder brother is not a parent and cannot be replaced.But I think so what, you grew up from my palm, in fact, you still like me the most, right?Smile, isn't it?

I continued with the hot spring trip after testing you countless times. If you were a little abnormal, we would change to climbing the snow mountain. However, it is very dangerous for people who have never trained before, and it is not a good choice.

After the hot spring, I'm really happy. You don't show anything special about the hot spring. Does it mean that the past is just the past, and we are all you have now? "

"Nissan, you are too shameless, although I am very touched, but I absolutely cannot like you the most, hum~~Nissan, I want to hug you~"

"Hold it!"

"By the way, before I was the one you mentioned before I got sick, could I speak Chinese?"

"I don't know, I'm still too young, I can't remember whether you have met before, but your mother is Chinese, so she should have taught her."

"...I'm a bit regretful, I'm going to sleep, good night, Nissan"

"good night!"

When the lights were dimmed, Xiong Zizhi gently read a line from a certain poetry collection:

"Auspicious snow is trying to melt for the first time, the ice melts under the courtyard, and the water is dripping, and the pine needles are still dripping dew."

"Everything is over, don't be afraid anymore, if you try to reach out, I will come and hold it, let's move forward and look forward."

Smiling eyelids moved, exhaled, turned sideways and said:

"I think I should be able to go to school with you tomorrow"

"you sure?"

"Well, I can, don't forget that I am a man, how could I be knocked down like this, you underestimate me~"

"Okay, go to sleep! I will help you convince them tomorrow."

"Well, my dear Nissan, good night"

"Nice dream!"