[Net King] The life accused by the younger brother

After Nisan went out, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, and couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning. He rubbed Nissan's pillow and beat it for a while, and then he hugged him very reluctantly. He still had the pillow with Nissan's light tea fragrance , slowly closed his eyes.

I don't know how long it has passed, I have been half asleep and half awake, just unable to sleep with a steady smile, I feel that the pillow I am holding tightly is being pulled out very slowly, I just twisted it uncomfortably, and soon I was shaken by a slight cold The bodies are held together and pasted together.But after being kissed on the eyes, there was a long sigh.

Smile, who hadn't fallen asleep, quickly opened his eyes, looked at Nissan's hazy face, and asked softly, "Nissan, are you sighing? Are you unhappy?"

"No, go to sleep, sorry for keeping you waiting", Nisan stroked Xiaoxi's back, patted it lightly, and looked down, Xiaoxi's bright eyes, which were still open, kept looking Confused look.Nisan kissed his eyes again, and coaxed, "Go to sleep, it's more than your usual sleep time, I'm fine."

Smiling, he hugged Nissan's neck tightly, sniffed the smell that was always lingering around him, rubbed his neck with peace of mind, and said in a low voice,

"Nissan, you can tell me what troubles you have, don't always treat me like a child, don't do everything in silence, don't always make me feel uneasy, don't have something happen, I It's not fair to me to be the last to know."

Nisan stretched his arms and half embraced Smile, and raised his hand to turn on the wall lamp. Under the warm yellow light of the bear wall lamp, he gently stroked his cheek, slid it to the corner of his eyes, and tapped. sounded,

"Well, are you worried about me, that's why you insist on not falling asleep? Do you really want to listen? Let's talk about it. I just want to know why you were depressed after meeting Kuhn that day, um ?”

"This, um, this, um..."

Smile hesitated for a while, then looked up at Nissan, who had been staring at him flatly, and finally mustered up the courage to pounce on Nissan again.And hugged his neck tightly, with tears bursting out, melting into Nissan's collar one by one, and with a crying voice, finally shouted out in fear,

"Kuhn broke a bone in order to try out one action in the performance. It reminds me of Nissan's arm. Why, why, you all don't love yourself so much? It's not that I can't understand your ideals and pursuits, but Before making a decision, why not think about it for the people around you? I am very scared, I have always been scared, I dare not think, what would you do without the recommendation of Atobe and his coach? Can't you do it?"

Nissan was silent for a long time, then turned on and brightened the other wall lamps in the room.She kissed his forehead, pulled the blanket and wrapped it up carefully, then carried him to the window sill, and opened the curtains.Looking at the eternal and bright stars dotted in the night sky, he raised his finger and asked softly, "Do you know why these stars are eternal?"

With a twitching smile and crying, he didn't understand what it had to do with what he said, so he wiped away the tears that came out, his eyes were red, and he shook his head.He grabbed Nisan's neck again, kicked his legs and kicked the wrapped blanket, and with Nisan's help, he finally wrapped it around his waist.

Nisan's pat on the back turned into a caress, "That's because life is short, but only a hundred years. For those beautiful and bright stars like diamonds, a hundred years is just a moment. And they are indeed It is changing, but it is no longer something that individuals can know, it has to be passed on from generation to generation.”

Hearing the smile, he became even more confused, and his mind that couldn't move, stopped the sobbing that was still dripping with tears from time to time.He only held the tears that he couldn't shed in a daze, looked up into Nisan's eyes, and tried his best to think about the meaning of Nisan's words.

And Nisan, who was talking nonsense just to divert the attention of the smile, let out a long breath after seeing that he no longer shed tears, secretly thankful, and finally passed the fool.In the past, in order to avoid being dealt with by Smile when the arm injury broke out, or simply abandoning himself, he played a lot of tricks to let Smile let him go without any investigation.

I really don't want to bring up the past, but if the smile can't be at ease, and it's not good to be depressed from now on, Nisan thinks about it, and there is only one way to make him feel at ease.After settling his mind, he lowered his head and kissed the smiling cheek with tears, took out the handkerchief, wiped it carefully, and then whispered his name,

"Smile, I won't be so irresponsible, they are my responsibility. But you are even more special, I will always guard you unscathed for the rest of my life, maybe a lifetime is too short for me."

Smiling, he fixed his eyeballs and stared straight at Nissan. After a while, he turned away his face and looked sideways at the furnishings in the room. He shivered suddenly, shrank his body, lowered his eyes, and blinked again. Eyes that start to cry.Just said something in a low voice,

"Nissan, you have started coaxing me again. Only I, who is so stupid, will be coaxed by you again and again. When you encounter that thing again, you will still make the same choice. No one will know better than me. In your heart What will be the choice. If you are not my family, maybe I would want to run away and never want to see any scene of you being injured again. "

"Smile!" Nissan pulled the curtains, hugged Smile back into the bed, hugged her tightly in his arms, and murmured begging, "I know it really made you uncomfortable last time, and I won't do it again." Will you meet? You have to trust me, let alone run away without saying a word. Tennis is my dream, but you are all my flesh and blood, so don’t say such things again.”

Smiling, she turned her head to avoid the kiss that Nisan was chasing, and pushed him. After loosening, she rolled over under him, buried her face in the pillow, and said sullenly,

"Nissan, you have no reputation points, but I can no longer avoid it far away. Any thought that I had had has disappeared. For me, even the idea of ​​traveling around alone is not enough. Unknowingly, it has become, as long as you are by your side, it will be fine."

After listening to the smiling words, Nisan let out a sigh of relief, lowered his waist, gently covered his back, propped his elbows on the bed, rubbed his left cheek against his right cheek, and murmured, "Maybe I'll say it again." You don't think anything is credible, but you always believe that I don't want to be a wife. Do you think this is good, if I take the initiative to get hurt again, I will be your wife, okay?"

"Nissan? You are my wife, so what's the point?" She replied with a grumpy smile, twisting her body and trying to go to sleep by herself.

"..." Nisan closed his eyes, hugged the smile that was constantly moving under his body, panted a few times, and shouted, "Don't move, if you move again, I really can't control it." Nisan said After finishing, he turned sideways, lowered his waist, and poked the somewhat swollen and stiff little partner into the smiling palm through his trousers.

Smiling blankly, he squeezed the hot and trembling thing in his hand, until it was completely swollen and stiff, then he spread his five fingers belatedly, completely froze his body, and did not dare to make any more movements.

And Nisan also gritted his teeth, dripping with sweat, pulled away from the body quickly, panting quickly, turned off the wall lamp, bent sideways, turned his back to the smile, and spit out each word in a hoarse voice,

"Although you have promised me that you will not reject me, at least for now, I can't touch you anymore. So, you should pay more attention in the future. And, and, what I want to say is..."

Nissan covered his little friend with both hands, and pressed again and again, but the effect was not great. He could only feel uncomfortable all over his body, grunted a few more times, closed his eyes tightly, hunched up again, and continued,

"If it were me, you could tell anyone that I am your wife. If I say this, will you believe me? As long as I get hurt again, I will take the initiative to admit to anyone that I am your wife. And , if I do it and never get hurt again, if someone asks, you can keep silent, okay?"

Smile's eyes widened in an instant, and he had to admire Nissan for keeping his head clear and negotiating terms with himself when he was so uncomfortable.I was also pressed by Nissan that time, and I had this reaction several times, but Nissan just refused to let himself out, the uncomfortable feeling of wanting to push away violently, and pressing down on Nissan who was constantly stabbing, but he was powerless. The feeling of kicking off is very profound.And the whole process is unable to think about anything, so how did Nissan do it?

The smile dazzled his eyeballs, and he soon felt that Yin Nisang's trembling also moved the quilt, and he didn't hum in a low voice.That disturbing voice that scratched his lungs and deep in his heart made Smile tense his body, and carefully leaned over, gently grasping Nissan's already hot little friend who was about to explode.She said very shyly, "Can I help you?"

"Smile?!" Nissan flexed his lower waist in disbelief, and turned back suddenly, "You want to help me with your hands?"

Nisan, who had reacted, did not wait for any answer, but panted and held the back of the smiling hand, and pulled his hand into his pants, allowing him to hold it without any barrier.He carefully observed Fan's smiling expression, only to see that he was shy but not repulsed, and continued to move his hand with confidence, moving up and down.

Smile kept his eyes wide open and his mouth half-opened. All of Nisang's emotional expressions were like a huge net, rushing towards him, only holding his breath and not daring to disturb Nisang's anything.In my heart, I always thought that Nissan's temperament was serious and rigorous. Even if I smiled, I only smiled lightly. I only had a passion for tennis. I never thought that Nissan at this time was so... the smile tilted his head, is it a peerless beauty?passionate?Or, um, what they say on TV, lead people to crime?

I don't know how long it took, and a smile reached out to caress Nisang's frowning brows, but as soon as he touched it, Nisang grabbed it with his sweaty hands, his five fingers intertwined, and the grip became tighter and tighter.

He opened his mouth silently and painfully while smiling, and closed his eyes.Immediately afterwards, Nisan's other hand eagerly and quickly brought a smile, panted and trembled a few times, and felt hot liquid spraying on the palm of his hand, and his clothes. It also dripped on the shirt and sleeves along the fingers.

Nissan, who finally let it out, was sweating all over his head, approached him with a smile, kissed his forehead wetly, and kept murmuring, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... shall I take you to clean it up?"

Smiling, she opened her eyes, responded with a low voice, and then closed her eyes again. After cleaning up, she put on her pajamas again, and did not open her eyes again.

Nisan had no choice but to hold him in his arms and patted him on the back nervously, thinking that his smile had fallen asleep, so he put him lightly on the pillow, turned around to turn off the power, but before turning around, He was hugged around the neck and had no choice but to pick him up and turn off the power.

Smiling half-opened his eyes, did not let go, just murmured sleepily, "Nissan, did I cause you a lot of trouble, every time you go to the bathroom with an ugly face, do you deal with it?" What? You don’t have to avoid me in the future, I can help you.”

After the smile finished speaking, he closed his eyes in relief, and gradually loosened his hands, which were naturally placed on his chest.Nisan kept smiling with his arms around him, and touched the wall at the head of the bed sideways, without moving for a long time...

After a long time, I sighed low and long, "Smile... You are so good that I don't know what to do. I will make sure that the previous situation will not happen again, because I really want to live like this with you forever, no matter it is ordinary I still chase my dreams. Also, I will restrain myself and keep the etiquette. What happened today will never happen again until you take the initiative..."

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