[Net King] The life accused by the younger brother

Nisan looked at the smiling and busy back, sighed, and didn't know what to do, wanted to pamper him, hold him in the palm of his hand, and arrange everything for him.But Smile is indeed a boy, and many of his behaviors have misunderstood him. Do I have to explain it to him every time I want to express my love?

Nissan turned his ring, and Dr. Fein also mentioned that it would be even worse if he could not bear the pressure from outside with a smile.He is indeed too young, and I am really too impatient, pushing him too tightly, just to lure him into my arms step by step, but at the same time forgetting that his physical and mental growth has been too fast .

Nisan has been watching with serious eyes, with arms outstretched with a smile, leaning forward to stand by the sink, washing the dishes, rinsing the dishes, wiping off the water droplets, and carrying them back into the cupboard.In the end, he rubbed the center of his brows, stood up abruptly, clasped his smiling and slightly wet hands together, and rubbed them.When he felt the warmth of his hands rising and no longer cold, he let go of his hands, bent down to wrap his arms around Smiling's back, and pressed him into his arms.

Nisan counted the heartbeats of the smile, the dark eyes kept shaking in the eye sockets, until they froze suddenly, closed them painfully, and opened them again suddenly.He faded away all facial expressions, pursed his lips tightly, and straightened his right ring finger under smiling and puzzled eyes, tapped his ring lightly, and asked in a deep voice,

"Has it brought you pressure and trouble? If so, how about I formally propose to you when you are an adult, when you really need my love? How about I offer my heart? Hanging with the little doll, I can accept it." Nisan finally made his decision, heaved a sigh of relief, no longer hesitated or regretted, just looked at the smile resolutely, waiting for his answer.

With a smile, he withdrew his finger in a panic, covered the ring tightly, and took a few steps back.A pair of bright eyes, amidst the disbelief of the smiling face, became like melted candy, confused and soft, not as bright as before, full of grievances, sadness, panic, and confusion.

"Don't take it, I'm your glory, your love, we agreed, I'm already working hard in this direction. I won two games in a row today, and I didn't disgrace you. I won't take it, Don’t pick it. Nissan, you really hate it. It’s you who say you’re not allowed to pick it up, and you’re the one who says you’re going to pick it up. What’s trouble, what’s pressure, you’re looking for excuses to fool me, you’re a villain, I hate you, I hate you! "

"Smile... that's not the case. I didn't deny you, nor did I tease you, but..." Nissan rubbed his brows, stood up straight, looked away from the side, covered his eyes with one palm, and Covered the tired face.With a sigh, he said softly,

"I didn't think it through before, you...you have always been my glory, my love, I don't know how much I care about you. I always hesitate and think twice when it comes to you, but As long as someone mentions your matter to me, I have to be cautious again."

Nissan took a few steps back, leaned against the wall, looked up at the ceiling, and continued in a deep voice, "Because it's you, not others, I am indeed capricious. I'm sorry, it's my fault. But you are still young, and many things are wrong. I need to think alone and consider everything for you."

With a smile, he slowly let go of the hand that was covering his ring, his body was no longer tense, but his face was still full of displeasure, and he muttered, "I'm young, why am I so small, and you are only two and a half years older than me That's all. Don't get used to it, you should consider yourself my elder."

Nisan ignored the smiling retort, looked straight at him, nodded to him, lowered his voice, and in the light tone, there was a deep worry and annoyance at himself, "It's good if you can calm down." , listen to me."

Seeing that Smile put his eyes on himself, he calmed down, rubbed his temples again, clenched his fists, then looked back at the ceiling, and continued,

"I don't mean anything, I'm just taking precautions. I don't want you to suffer any harm. After all, the relationship between men and men is not acceptable to everyone. I don't want you to be confused when others ask you Now, whether you choose to have something to say, or have nothing to say, the pressure is too great, and you even have to accept the probing eyes of others..."

"Is that so? An unacceptable relationship?" Still thinking about it, he raised his head suddenly with a smile, looked anxiously at Nissan, and asked loudly, "Nissan, what do you mean, the relationship between us Is it abnormal? So it is not accepted by the public, so you want to wait until I am an adult and think it through before making a decision?"

Nisan clenched his fists in bewilderment until his knuckles turned white and the slight pain made Nisan calm down quickly, and he closed his eyes and replied,

"Yes or no, we will still be together, but we will announce it after you can face the outside world calmly. The germination of our relationship is very natural, it is not abnormal, and there is no second way, I also It won't let you get lost. It's just that we can't control other people's thoughts and accept our feelings. Maybe they will not understand, ignore, despise, spurn, and stop interacting with us. Not everyone They are like my mother, who can accept everything so calmly and encourage you and me..."

Nisan said while thinking about it. At present, he can only explain it to him in this way. It is not to confuse the concept, but to hide part of it.Now I really dare not let Smile understand that it is really difficult between a man and a man, I am afraid that he will be overly stressed after knowing this, and he will no longer be able to be carefree and happy, and it is enough to leave it to himself.

Before Nisan finished speaking, he felt that his too hard fist had been dismantled by the approaching smile, and slid into his palm, imitating what he had done before, intertwining and clasping his fingers.

Smiling, he put his clasped hands on his cheeks, and lightly rubbed Nissan's white knuckles, "Nissan, I don't understand what you said, but you have never been afraid of anything, why, Will it be so stagnant this time? Even regret it? For me, as long as it is not considered a woman, it is fine, nothing strange."

Nisan was finally willing to lower his head and look straight at him, with a smile on his half-upturned face. After a long time, he raised their hands, kissed the knuckles with rings, and said in a low voice,

"I'm sorry, I didn't plan everything and paved all the roads, so I let you wear it. It's my fault. I shouldn't be so reckless after a few times of mother's coaxing. Forget, our feelings are not necessarily It will be accepted by everyone, because the road I walked was too smooth, and you have been tolerant of all my willful behavior."

Nisan rolled his eyes, looked at the smile for a few moments, closed his eyes again, his face was dull, "You depend on me infinitely, let me control you, even because of my personal problems, I want to rob you of everything , including the body, I am really too bad."

Shaking his head with a smile, he let go of the hands that were intertwined with Nisan's fingers, and then wrapped his arms around his waist, threw himself towards Nisan, buried him in his arms, and murmured,

"No, Nissan, I am willing, and I was the first to move. You are too serious to dedicate yourself to this. Your behavior is just to verify what is said on TV. You are constantly confirming yourself My feelings for me and my feelings for you. You are afraid, you are uneasy, you want to control everything, and you will not deviate from your own expectations, so you can feel at ease."

Smiling, she stood on her tiptoes, hugged Nissan's neck, pulled him down, rubbed his cheeks, felt a softness, and then continued,

"And you don't have any responsibility for this, you don't need to feel sorry for me because you are a year or two older than me, I am really willing, maybe I am also waiting for your words. Although the moment you put on the ring, I was in a trance, but I soon woke up. I can be sure that here, I really only want you to put the ring on me."

Smiling towards Nisan, he happily shook the palm of the ring with the ring on it. The brilliance on the ring seemed to be enveloped by the gentle light, and the finger connected with the pulse of the smile also disturbed Nisan's heart.

Nisan hugged him with a smile, and couldn't restrain his emotions anymore, walked to the bed, put him down, and pressed Shang to smile at himself with his eyebrows bent.He kissed violently, panting while kissing and asked, "You are still young, are you really sure you can accept all of me, and the various explorations and even contempt that people in this world have made of you because of me? I give Are you short of time? Let you have a buffer period, an adaptation period?"

After the smile felt shaking for a while, the pressure on his body was fierce, and his lips were pried open. It was different from the previous kisses. I just felt that all the emotions Nisan had suppressed for a while seemed to be released wildly at this moment, and kneaded into this kiss. A long and intense kiss.

The more I was kissed by Nissan, the more I felt. Between the rubbing of my body, something seemed to erupt like a torrent, rushing along my limbs and hitting my brain nerves. I was flustered and wanted to raise my hand but was powerless, so I could only scratch it with my fingers. down his waist.But in exchange for more intensive kisses, heat rushed into his head instantly, his body shook violently, and his eyes widened in surprise with a smile.He wanted to speak, but under Nissan's next touch, he gasped and shouted "Nissan!" in his throat.

Nisan kissed down the lips of the smile, opened his collar, squeezed the skin at the collarbone of the smile, and unconsciously drew the hair on the skin that was constantly standing up and trembling with his own hands. out, blooming flowers.The palm casually caressed Xiao Xin's body from top to bottom, and suddenly touched the thing in Xiao Xin's pajama pants, which was very hot against his waist and abdomen, and his body had already been rubbed against Xiao Xin's body. The inner thighs were about to move.

Nissan, who finally woke up, realized that the gun was about to go off. He stopped all his movements for a moment, stiffened his body, and tensed his lips. He looked at the flushed face who was stimulated, but stubbornly bit his lip and stared at himself. smile.

After the smile stopped in Nissan, he let go of his teeth, hoarse voice, gasped loudly, closed his eyes tightly, tears leaked out, and said intermittently,

"Don't kiss me like this, I'm so weird, so weird, I can't take it anymore, I really can't take it anymore, my heart is about to explode, my body is about to explode, and I'm already, already..." She wanted to raise her hand shyly with a smile He came to cover his face, but found that he couldn't even lift his fingers, his whole body was limp and longing for something.

Nisan quickly turned over and lay next to Xiaoyi, panting, and wiped his face after a long time. With a hoarse voice, he tried hard to stabilize his voice, but his voice still drifted from time to time, and he said in a high and low voice,

"I'm sorry, I haven't dared to kiss you recently. I'm afraid I won't be able to restrain myself and I'll want to torment you. Recently, those images of doing whatever I want when I have you will always appear in my mind. But the more depressed I am, The easier it is to be unable to restrain the behavior. Also, I also have a reaction, it’s okay, just lie down quietly for a while, forget its existence, and it will be fine soon.”

"Really? I know, I meditate, meditate, it doesn't exist, it doesn't exist..." Smile was still gasping for breath, muttering to himself, unable to think about anything anymore, just closing his eyes, not He kept breathing.

Nisan moved his body and leaned against the wall as much as possible, with his back against the wall, lying sideways facing a smile, but his eyes were tightly closed, and drops of sweat were soaking Nisan's cheeks. The pursed lips were wet against Nissan's cheeks and the hair on his forehead.

But in the small room mixed with an ambiguous atmosphere, the two of them couldn't calm down for a long time, and their smiles changed from lying on their backs to lying on their sides with bowed waists. After a while, they turned over and lay on their backs again, but soon they were lying on their backs, sandwiched between each other. His legs were dripping with sweat, and he yelled softly, "Nissan, it's still hot, it's still uncomfortable, it hurts so much."

Nissan heard the soft cry for help from Laughing, and opened his eyes suddenly. Under the dim light, the eyes were filled with strong emotions that were so thick that they could no longer be melted away.Nissan slammed down the bed, stretched his waist, kicked his legs, and jumped out.Vigorously drawing the curtains and opening the windows, the cold air from the outside quickly rushed into the room along the open windows.

Then she turned around and smiled, picked up the blanket and folded it over him, and made him stand by the window.He himself took off the long black wool coat hanging on the hanger, quickly put it on, fastened it, fastened it, and ran out as if to escape before the smile could be reflected.

In a panic, Nisan ran to the gate of the medical center unknowingly, stopped in the midst of people coming and going, with a stiff face, and walked out quietly while greeting everyone.

Nissan, who did not go far, just leaned against the pole at the corner of the gate, looking up blankly at the night sky of Munich covered with thin clouds.In a deserted and dark environment, the affection in Nisan's eyes instantly revealed, his eyes flickered, and he frowned, thinking about something.

The smile was blown by the cold wind, the fire in his heart gradually cooled down, and his body was also returning to normal.He tightened the blanket on his body, listened carefully to the howling wind outside the window, looked at the closed door with some worry, gritted his teeth, took out his mobile phone, and dialed Nissan's number.

Feeling the phone vibrating Nissan, the sharp corners of his eyes softened. The moment he took out the phone, a white light flashed on the lens, and he dodged his body suddenly, avoiding the cold wind that hit his back, and twisted his toes again. , looking straight at each other.

Nissan, with a vigilant expression, only pursed his lips when he saw the embarrassingly clapped hands in mid-air, nodded slightly at him, pointed to the phone, and immediately picked up the phone.

"It's me... well, I'm not cold, I'm wearing a woolen coat... no, I'm not mad at you... really not, cough, I'm just, just..." Nisan rolled his eyes, looking like he was making fun of you, Finn stared at him, although he knew he couldn't understand Japanese.But he still bent over to Finn in embarrassment, turned around, half covered the microphone, and then continued in a low voice,

"I really couldn't control it at that time... No, I can't, I can't..." Nisan sensitively felt that Fein's clear but sinister gaze was cast on his back, and he said to himself, he Just one sentence, Nissan, who has been interrupted all the time, really doesn't know how to explain such an embarrassing thing to Smile.

Nissan explained intermittently, on the verge of collapse, "No, I can do it, but I can't do it. Cough, it's not that I can't do it, but that you are not ready, and it's not that you are not ready, but that I want to wait for you Grow up, understand more, can enjoy what I give, and can bear what I take... No, I didn't say you were young, no... In short, cough, smile, let's not discuss this issue, okay? Yours ..."

Just when Nisan's calmness could no longer be maintained, he was trying his best to please his sweetheart and reverse his conception like a kid.Finn was shaking his head and following Tezuka's words, speaking in German at the same rhythm,

"Honey, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I just came out to breathe, I didn't mean to ignore you, how could it be, you are the best, you are the one I love the most, okay, yes, I miss you, we only separated for 2 minutes, and I started to miss you endlessly, I will never be separated from you again, I will come back soon, wait for me, warm the bed and wait for me, okay, I But very bravely, you have to bear it, yeah yeah..."

Listening to Finn's babbling and troublesome words, Nisan took the time to turn around and glared at him fiercely, but he still smiled when he turned his eyes, "Yes, I'm out for dinner, and the special meal is all Not less... yes, I will come back after eating, don't worry."

Nissan, who hung up the phone, quickly responded with a good expression, looked at Dr. Fein with a cold face, and said lightly, "Have you played enough? Are you happy?"

Fein was shivered by the cold, grabbed Tezuka's wrist, dragged him into the medical center, and then let go, "It's so cold, Tezuka, if you can show your tenderness to your little lover a little A little bit for everyone, he must be a charming prince."

"I don't need to be the prince of the public, I already have a hero that belongs only to me." Nissan glanced at Fein coldly, raised his steps, and walked towards the restaurant.

"Hey, it's so late, haven't you eaten yet? Just right, neither have I, let's go together."Finn cheerfully followed Tezuka's pace, glanced at Tezuka who was still silent but walking slowly, cocked his mouth, shook his head, and walked towards the restaurant together.

In fact, Finn had already had dinner and was about to go out for a stroll to digest food. At the gate, he could see Tezuka with a sad face in the distance, leaning weakly on the electric pole, thinking seriously. whats the matter.

After thinking about it for a while, Fein felt that his words at noon should have worked, so he decisively stepped forward to say hello.Unexpectedly, Tezuka, who was in trouble, seemed to have oriental kung fu skills, keenly dodging the palm of his own greeting.

Moreover, when Tezuka answered the phone, Fein was very surprised by his completely different side from the usual way of getting along. He felt that the usual patience in all kinds of laughter had softened his heart.And the current flustered and clumsy Tezuka has completely broken his usual feeling of being a king, calm and steady, with a strong aura, as if everything is under control.

Although he couldn't understand what he was talking about, what was certain was that Tezuka was flattering Xiaoji, flattering him without a bottom line, trying his best to make Xiaoji happy.

Finn followed Tezuka and swiped his card. Since it was already past dinner time at this time, the entire restaurant was empty, and the food delivery was also very fast.Under the surprised eyes of the other party, Fein only waved his hand quietly, picked up his knife and fork, and slowly started eating.

Finn calmly swallowed a piece of beef, and with a serious expression, he cut to the veal steak again. As the knife and fork were grinding against the beef, Finn thought for a while, and asked in a deep voice, "Have you considered what I said at noon? And you mentioned it to Smile? Then you ran into problems again?"

Tezuka paused for a moment, looked loosely at Fern, and after a long time, nodded and shook his head again.Putting down the fork in his hand, it was scorched into a ball with the fork on it, and it was impossible to see what the original thing was, so they put it back on the dinner plate.

Tezuka slightly closed his eyelids, rubbed the center of his brows, and said in a deep voice, "My proposal is to formally propose marriage after becoming an adult, and hang the ring around your neck now, so that there will be a buffer period, and at that time he also I understand love, I understand how to live together, I understand what a husband and wife are. Unfortunately, the smile does not make sense, he is afraid that I will not want him, he is very resistant, but he is not willing to take off the ring."

"So that's how it is." After finishing his mouthful, Finn continued to cut the steak, glanced at Tezuka who was showing concern, raised his eyebrows, and teased him with an indifferent expression.

"Then what are you worried about? He already belongs to you completely. Maybe he doesn't care about anyone's gaze at all? Maybe he only cares about how you will treat him under this pressure? Tezuka, don't underestimate your little lover, he is young, knows few things, thinks less, but because of his singleness, maybe he will be braver than you imagined."

Finn looked at Tezuka who had become a little restless, ordered his dinner plate, held his wrist, and stopped him from standing up,

"After eating, or wait for the data king, Nathan's revenge~~ He is a terrible existence. Also, although Xiaoyi is young, he is very clear. I mean his brain, just like experience It’s something that we’ve never experienced before. It’s naive and playful, but if you’re serious, you can see things more clearly than us in many cases~~ It’s a dream that many people dream of, with a child’s body and an adult’s mind , can not only enjoy the joy and innocence of a child, but also have the brains of an adult to handle some tricky things."

"No, you're wrong. He's not up yet. I've destroyed everything he had before, leaving only his clear thinking. I'm sorry, I'm done eating. I'm going to find him. Thank you for your advice. thank you very much."

Nissan quickly swallowed the last bite, stood up and said goodbye, holding the dinner plate, strode towards the plate collection machine, and then trotted away, never to be seen again.

Fein was the only one left in the restaurant, and he was smiling wryly, looking at the veal steak left on his plate, which was only eaten from the corner, and continued to cut slowly.

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