morning and evening breeze

It's the weekend again.

I really hope that Mu Wanfeng will suddenly appear here, but at the same time I don't want him to appear.

What a contradiction!

With such conflicted feelings, the day is over.

"So lost."

I sighed and walked towards the bus stop.

The nearest alley from the restaurant to the bus stop is a small alley, although it is a bit dark, but it is a shortcut after all, and I have been walking for three years.

"Hey, boy." Suddenly someone called me from behind, which startled me.

I turned around: "Why..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was pressed against the wall.

"Hand over the money." The bearded man said viciously, and the other two held down one of my hands.

"I don't have any money." I really don't have any. I only have a monthly ticket for the bus. The salary is directly punched into the card, and I don't bring the card with me.

"Search for me."

I struggled to kick them with my legs, but I was no match for the three of them, who threw me to the ground cursing.

"Hiss..." It seemed that something hard was placed on my back, and I grinned in pain.

"Hey, this kid looks pretty good, I think we should rob sex" said the head of the plane.

"Bastard, I'm a man!" My childish body, won't it just be ruined like this.

"It's the first time I've seen such a beautiful man." The bearded man smiled disgustingly.

I was no match for these three rough and disgusting men, the zipper of my jacket was unzipped, and their dirty hands ripped my shirt open, and a button popped in my face.

I want to cry right now.

"Go away! Bastard! Bastard!" I could only growl weakly.

"Oh, it's thin and tender, more beautiful than a girl!" After speaking, the bearded man took a bite of my stomach.

Then they started to untie my belt.

At this point I don't want to struggle any more, I feel like tears are streaming from the corners of my eyes.

Just when I was about to close my eyes and bear all this silently, there was a sudden scream in my ears.

"Get out!"

Familiar voice.

Mu Wanfeng...

"Hey, Lin Qingchen, are you okay?"

I was finally saved. Thinking of this, my tense nerves relaxed, and I passed out.

Woke up already at home.

Mu Wanfeng sat on the stool by the bed, lay on my bed and fell asleep.

I pulled my hand out of the bed, trying to stroke his hair, but unfortunately, I woke him up, and I quickly withdrew my hand.

"Ah, you're awake, are you okay?"

he asked with concern.

"Hmm..." I turned my head and didn't dare to look at him.

"Then you have a good rest, I'm going back."

He got up.

I hurriedly sat up: "It's so late, sleep here. I'll sleep on the sofa."

After I finished speaking, I got out of the bed and suddenly found that I was not wearing any clothes on my upper body.I hurried back into bed.

"I'm sorry, your clothes are broken, so I took them off for you without authorization."

"No... nothing."

Omg, I'm so excited to be seen naked by him!

Huh?Then why do you want to get back under the covers?

"Then I'll sleep here today, I'll sleep on the sofa, do you still have a quilt?"

Mu Wanfeng asked me gently.

"The quilt is in the cupboard over there, I'll get it for you."

What are men afraid of? Thinking of this, I jumped out of the bed, took out a brand new quilt from the closet with my upper body naked, and handed it to him.

"Thank you."

Mu Wanfeng said in a gentlemanly manner when he took it.

***

After washing up, I turned off the light, not long after, I heard Mu Wanfeng's breathing from the sofa, but I was so awake that I couldn't fall asleep at all!!!

Chapter [-] Red Bean Bread

When I woke up in the morning, it was no surprise that I had two big dark circles standing under my eye sockets like native ones, and my head ached from lack of sleep.

Severe lack of sleep! So I thought of a strike.

I immediately picked up the mobile phone next to the pillow and called the store manager: "Hey, store manager, I feel a little unwell today, can I ask for leave?"

So on the other end of the phone came the store manager's words of concern from mother-in-law and mother-in-law, of course it was very warm.

I hung up the phone, because the sun was shining on my face through the curtains of poor quality, so I covered my head with a quilt and continued to sleep, forgetting that there was another person in the room.

As soon as I covered my face, I heard the "squeak" sound of the door being opened.

"Lin Qingchen, I bought breakfast back."

Hearing Mu Wanfeng's voice, I immediately remembered that he was at my house!

So he got out of the bed immediately, sat up straight on the bed, and the groggyness in his head disappeared instantly.

"Did you go out to buy breakfast?"

This is not nonsense!My inner self despises me.

"Yeah, now that you're awake, go wash your face and brush your teeth, the soy milk doesn't taste good when it's cold."

Mu Wanfeng put breakfast on the small wooden table in the center of the living room (actually my bed is in the living room, because the house is simple and there is no distinction between bedroom and living room).

"it is good!"

I immediately dressed up, brushed my teeth and washed my face in high spirits.

"Red bean bread!"

My favorite!I excitedly grabbed one and ate it. As soon as I took a bite, I realized that I should be more "reserved" at this moment, and immediately slowed down.

What a blessing to have breakfast with Mu Wanfeng! I thought to myself.

"Are you still going to work today?"

Mu Wanfeng took a sip of soy milk gracefully and asked.

I shook my head: "I asked for leave, because I didn't sleep well last night, and my head hurts..."

After I finished speaking, I realized that it was not good.

"Why didn't I sleep well because I lived alone all the time, am I not used to it after I'm here?"

"No no... absolutely not."

I shook my head vigorously.It’s indeed because of you, but it’s not because I’m not used to it, it’s because of excitement!

"Would you like to buy some medicine for your headache?"

Why does he care about me so much? I stared blankly at him.

He said: "I don't know why, but I always feel that I want to take care of you."

Take care of me, how should I answer God, please help me.

At this time, the doorbell rang.

"I'm going to open the door." I quickly put down the red bean bread and ran to the door.

Standing at the door is Yi Songge.

"what are you doing here"

I was surprised with a hint of disgust.

"I want to see you."

Yi Song said and hugged me.

"Come on, let go."

I struggled away and took a few steps back.

He looked up and saw Mu Wanfeng sitting at the table: "So you have a new boyfriend."

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

I said angrily, I don't know why I should be angry, obviously if Mu Wanfeng is my boyfriend, I should feel very happy, right?But now, I feel like saying it from Yi Songge's mouth is like a kind of teasing.

He pushed me away and walked to Mu Wanfeng's side: "You are his new boyfriend, right?"

"Easy Carol!"

I yelled, and I started to get scared, because the next second, the worst outcome I predicted was coming.

However, I heard an answer that shocked me.

is the unexpected power of N.

"yes."

These two words hit my heart, I don't know if I should be happy.

"Well, good luck to you."

Yi Song-geol leaves with a smile, a fake one.

***

Only Mu Wanfeng and I were left in the room, and the quiet air was almost stagnant.

"He... wishful thinking, I'm not gay."

I mustered up the courage to say the opposite, and yes, I have low self-esteem.

"Well, it's fine now, let's eat."

Mu Wanfeng said with a smile, he still smiled like a warm sunshine, which made me unable to see through his thoughts.

But I know he won't hate me, never will.

I was crying while eating red bean bread.

Chapter Ten: The Nightmare Before Christmas

Christmas.

"Hey."

I sighed, I'm alone again this Christmas, Mu Wanfeng must have a sweet date with his girlfriend, damn it!

"Ahem", at this time the class leader came to the podium: "In order to let all single people have a wonderful Christmas, I decided to go to my house for a carnival tonight if you don't have any activities arranged! All the lesbians have already agreed. It's the boys who come down and express their opinions! Those who want to participate come and sign up!"

I don't want it, so many people will definitely go crazy.

"Hey, Lin...Lin Qingchen and...classmate...you will...will go to participate, right?"

At this time, the cutest girl in the class——Hua Ranying came to me, her face flushed with shyness, and she pulled her school uniform skirt uneasily with both hands.

I understood what she meant.

I was too embarrassed to reject such a cute girl, so I agreed.

Sure enough, Mu Wanfeng left with his girlfriend as soon as school was over.

Damn woman! I growled inside.

***

"Oh yeah!"

Sure enough, I guessed right, this group of guys were drinking, singing and making noise like crazy, thanks to the class monitor's parents who kindly lived in a hotel outside, giving us enough space for more than [-] bachelors.

The squad leader's house is really big. I walked to the garden of her house and breathed the quiet air that belonged to me.

At this time, Mu Wanfeng and his girlfriend are having a candlelight dinner, right? My mind keeps replaying scenes of him being intimate with his girlfriend.

"Ah, no, no, I want to calm down, calm down."

I shook my head vigorously.

"Hey, this is not okay, what a great opportunity today is."

"But... I... I'm scared."

There were voices of conversation in the corner of the garden.

Who is it? I am curious to find out.

I walked towards the source of the sound.

"Squad leader and Hua Ranying, what are you doing here?"

I walked over and saw them both.

"Ah, Lin Qingchen, Xiao Hua, then I'm leaving, you work hard!"

The squad leader patted Hua Ranying on the shoulder and walked away.

"Don't abandon me, woo woo..."

With tears in her eyes, Hua Ranying stretched out her hand in the direction where the squad leader disappeared, but unfortunately, the squad leader ran away without looking back.

"Well, what's the matter? What does it mean to come on?" I expressed my doubts about the monitor's words.

"Ah, that... I..." Hua Ranying suddenly became nervous: "I..."

"Don't be nervous, tell me something."

I comforted her patiently, I knew what she was going to say, and I encouraged her to speak out earlier, because a long-term pain is worse than a short-term pain.

"I...I...I...I like you!"

She said it out loud almost with all her might.

I've been confessed to by girls like this many times, but every time I say no because I can't like them.

and so……

"Sorry, I don't like you."

Say that every time, then turn around and leave, it's better to let them give up completely.

"I'm going home, tell the monitor for me."

With that said, the girl was left crying in the dark.

***

I didn't think about it any more when I got home, I lay on the bed and sighed.

It would be great if the night wind is here.

At this time, the doorbell rang.

Is it the night breeze

I opened the door, and blurted out before I could see who was coming: "It's late..."

Only to find out that it was Yi Songge.

"Why are you here, don't you spend the holiday with your girlfriend?"

Easy Carol related to why I broke up with women.

"I miss you."

After speaking, he picked me up and threw me on the bed.

"What are you doing?" I watched in horror as he undid his belt.

"Need to say?"

As he spoke, he began to tear at my clothes.

"Go away, uh..."

His tongue nimbly pried open my teeth.

"hiss……"

I bit his tongue hard, and he let go of the pain.

"Did you already have sex with that man"

"What nonsense are you talking about! He's normal, not my boyfriend at all!"

I don't allow him to insult Wanfeng, yes, I despise myself.

"Then what are you afraid of? Why don't you let me touch it when we are dating? I can't stand it anymore."

"You just want my body, even when you are in a relationship, you sex maniac, do you think I don't know, you go to women every night, you don't like me at all, I'm just It’s just another kind of stimulation you want to have, but I went to meet your parents with you like a fool, and explained our relationship. The result, the result! The way they looked at me, the way they scolded me, And finally beat me with a wooden stick! And you! What did you do standing aside? What did you do except that disgusting sympathetic look! That's the moment, I completely gave up on you! So get out of here !!"

I am heartbroken, and I will never forget what happened at that time in this life.

"Hmph, yes, I just want your body. Do you think you can do it if you let me go?"

He smirked and tore my clothes and pants, and kissed me frantically.

"Don't! Don't!"

I cried and shouted, who will save me, Wanfeng!

"Stop it! Bastard!"

The gravity on my body disappeared, and I cried and struggled so much that I had no energy to pull up the quilt to cover my messy body.

"boom!"

My body lightened.

"It's you again, he's gay, did you know that!"

Yi Carol's voice, like a wild beast exposed.

"So what! No matter who he likes, I don't care, I only know one thing, that is, he is my friend!"

It was Mu Wanfeng. I turned my head and saw him beating Yi Songge angrily in my eyes blurred by tears. Yi Songge was completely helpless.

"stop fighting."

I spit out a few words softly, and seeing Yi Songge being beaten badly, I still feel a little heartbroken, not because he is my ex, but because I don't like violence to solve problems.

"Lin Qingchen." Mu Wanfeng took a look at me, then let go: "You bastard! Stop harassing Lin Qingchen!"

Yi Songge glanced at us angrily, covered his swollen left face, limped to the door, and closed the door forcefully.

"It's okay."

Mu Wanfeng knelt by the bed and covered me with the quilt.

"How did you come"

I wipe away my tears.

"Oh, after saying goodbye to her, I suddenly thought of you, so I bought some food and came here." He walked to the door, took the food bag that fell on the floor, and sat down again: "Last time I saw you eating red bean bread and eating so much food." Xiang guessed that you would like red bean flavored things, look, here is red bean pudding, red bean pie, oh, and red bean ice cream, how about it?"

Mu Wanfeng, you...

I suddenly felt so warm, I felt that I had completely put my heart on this man in front of me, don't be so nice to me, I'm afraid I don't know what I will do.

"thanks……"

I smiled happily.

"How about eating the red bean ice cream? It feels good to eat ice cream on Christmas."

"OK"

I completely forgot about the unpleasant thing that happened just now, got up and straightened my shirt.

"Ah... open your mouth..."

He actually wanted to feed me.

"Eh... no... I... will do it myself."

I blushed, although I really wanted him to feed me, but it was too ambiguous, I reached out and took the ice cream box.

"Haha, I really want to feed you for some reason."

He smiled and handed it to me.

"I...I'm not gay."

I lowered my head and denied myself again, although I don't know if he will believe it.I really despise myself like this, and I am afraid that he will leave me after he finds out.

"Since you say that, I believe you. However, I don't mind if my friend is gay."

Don't you mind? It's probably limited to the extent that there is no friend who didn't confess to you.

"I'm so tired, I just stretched my muscles and bones, can I stay here tonight?"

Wanfeng, he... offered to live with me!!!

"Well, of course."

I said calmly, in fact, my heart was already churning!

Christmas! I love you!!!!

No.11 Night Raid

In a blink of an eye, it's winter vacation.

"Hey... I can't see the evening breeze anymore... Woohoo..."

I was lying on the desk depressed.

Hey, maybe he will still go to the bar to sing, so thinking about it, I decided to go to the bar.

After drinking beer in the bar for two hours, it finally reached twelve o'clock.

I'm an idiot, what are you doing here so early, my hard-earned money, woo woo...

Just as I was depressingly thinking that I would be struggling again this month, there was a commotion in the bar.

"Ah! Night breeze!"

Hearing this, I immediately pricked up my ears and opened my eyes.

Why is Mu Wanfeng really here?

I looked at the stage, he was still charming, dazzling.

"School holidays start today, so, for the next month, I will come and spend a wonderful night with everyone every day."

Holding the guitar, he smiled and said to the vast number of people who are obsessed with him under the light.

"Wow--!"

I just sat at the bar and stared blankly at him until the end of the performance. The shouts around his singing were all blocked by me, only his appearance and movements were deeply imprinted in my eyes and on my heart.

***

"Hey, is it Lin Qingchen?"

At this time, a person stood in front of me and interrupted my thinking.

I looked up, it was Mu Wanfeng.

"You are here too"

Mu Wanfeng asked me with the guitar on his back, which aroused the dissatisfaction of a group of idiots around me.

"Ah, um. It's getting late, I'll go back first."

I blushed, luckily he couldn't see clearly in the dim light of the bar.

"Let's go together, my performance has just ended."

"okay."

Without even thinking about it, I stood up and walked out side by side with him.

***

Mu Wanfeng rolled out the bicycle: "Come on, I'll see you off."

"No, I'll just walk back."

At this time, I waved my hand and refused, obviously wanting him to give it to me.

I'm such a blunt person.

"Don't be so polite, are you friends?"

After finishing speaking, he put his arms around my waist and put him on the back seat of the bicycle (Mu Wanfeng's bicycle is not a cool mountain bike, let alone a dead fly, it is the most common kind, but he looks very good-looking on it) .

He... He actually hugged me, he probably likes me too, how is it possible! Stupid!

I was thinking wildly about the battle between heaven and man.

"Ah, sorry, I hugged you involuntarily. By the way, you are very light."

"No... nothing."

My waist was so hot where he touched it!

***

While riding for a while, something bad happened.

"Mu Wanfeng! I finally found you."

At this time, a girl and a group of men with fierce faces appeared. The girl seemed to be the one playing tennis, and she was Mu Wanfeng's ex-girlfriend.

"Is there a problem"

He stopped the car and I got out of the car too.

"What do you think it's over when you break up with me"

"Didn't you say you don't like me anymore? I also agreed to break up peacefully."

"I regret it now."

The girl suddenly hugged Mu Wanfeng.

It's disgusting, I cursed in my heart while standing aside.

"Let go of me, I don't have feelings for you anymore."

Mu Wanfeng said coldly, for some reason, his indifference made my heart chill, so he is also such a heartless person?

Then if I confess to him, if he refuses, I'm afraid that even real friends won't be able to do it.

"Snapped."

A crisp slap hit Mu Wanfeng's face.

"Hey!"

I can't take it anymore, she's blowing the night breeze!

Just as I was about to rush up and slap her back, the girl yelled, "You think it's over if you do me and dump me, you have to be responsible!"

Done

I suddenly felt something indescribable. The scene of Mu Wanfeng lying on the bed with this girl appeared in my mind. Throw the thought out.

However, how did it become that he dumped you!

"You asked for this kind of thing. I admit that I liked you very much at the time, so I agreed." Mu Wanfeng said lightly: "But girls, don't say such things so shamelessly. If you want money, you can do it tomorrow." Come to my house and get it."

"You...", she became very gentle again: "I don't want to see you walking with other girls, I can't stand it, so let's get along well"

She looked at Wanfeng hopefully.

Hey! You are completely possessive! Wanfeng, don't be fooled by her!

"You go."

With that said, Mu Wanfeng pushed the car again.

"If you don't eat a toast, you'll be fined, beat him up!"

The girl's tone and expression changed instantly. She gave an order, and five men rushed out of the darkness and rushed in front of Mu Wanfeng.

"Mu Wanfeng!"

I wanted to pull him away, but Mu Wanfeng pushed him away from the crowd.

"Lin Qingchen, leave me alone, I'm fine."

***

On the street in the early morning, occasionally a few cars drove past, but none of them stopped.

This indifferent society.

I just cried, just shed tears silently, seeing the man I love was scarred in front of me but couldn't help at all, I hated myself so much.

"Let's go, my anger is gone."

The girl said shamelessly.

"Stop, you bastards."

I looked at them angrily, rushed up and grabbed the nearest man by the collar.

"Brat, don't you want to live? A useless guy like you, why don't you die?"

The man grabbed my hair and threw me to the ground.

"Hahaha……"

They walked away grinning grimly.

Useless guy, yeah, I'm useless, I can't even save myself.

"Lin Qingchen..."

Mu Wanfeng got up from the ground with many scars.

"Mu Wanfeng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry", I came back to my senses and kept apologizing.

"Lin Qingchen, I was the one who got hurt, why are you crying?"

Mu Wanfeng squatted in front of me, wiping away the tears from the corners of my eyes.

"Mu Wanfeng, I'm sorry, I can't help you with anything, I'm weak, I'm useless, I..."

"Lin Qingchen, I understand what you mean. I don't blame you. You are not cowardly. You are very courageous. It's just that they are rascals. There is no need to compete with them. Well, I have suffered so much. Serious injury, won't you take me to your home to rest and treat the wound?"

He said with a weak smile, gently rubbing my hair with his right hand.

"Ok!"

***

I drove Mu Wanfeng home, helped him lie on my bed, and unbuttoned his clothes. Fortunately, the coat was relatively thick, and there were not many wounds on his body, just a few bruises, but his hands, neck and face were seriously injured.

I gently wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and he frowned.

"Did it hurt you?"

I quickly removed the towel.

"It's okay, thank you."

"I'm sorry, I just watched you being beaten but couldn't do anything."

As I said that, I shed tears again, and I hurriedly wiped them away.

"What are you talking about, I don't want to see you get hurt, and what should I do if you get hurt too?"

His words immediately touched my tear glands, and I quickly said, "I'll get the ointment."

I ran to the bathroom and closed the door, turned on the faucet to the maximum, covered my face with a towel and cried.

Wanfeng, I really can't forget you, what should I do?

No.12 The time we spent together

Waking up in a daze, I found that the bed was full of sunlight.

I'm so tired, let's sleep a little longer, thinking this way, then when I was about to close my eyes, I suddenly realized...

Wow! Why am I sleeping in bed!

Why do I sleep on the bed with Mu Wanfeng!

Why am I sleeping next to him!

Hands are still on the quilt on his chest!!!

I suddenly woke up and jumped up, but I didn't think that Mu Wanfeng had already woken up. He stretched out his hand from under the quilt and held my shoulder: "Sleep a little longer, I must have been very tired taking care of me last night."

"Ah, um."

I actually lay down with a cheeky face!

I remembered.

Yesterday, it should be early this morning, after cleaning up Mu Wanfeng's wound and applying some ointment, after washing and drying his clothes, he was already exhausted, physically and mentally exhausted, so he went to his bed and lay down on the bed wrapped in a blanket to sleep After a while, I didn’t want to, it was too cold and the ground was too hard, I woke up shivering, saw that he was already fast asleep and thought: I want to sleep on the bed next to him, as long as I wake up earlier than him, um !Thinking so confident in myself, I went to bed, but I was not brave enough to share the quilt with him, I just wrapped the blanket and rolled his quilt around my body, but, that hand was When did you go there!!!!!

But it doesn't matter, to be so close to Mu Wanfeng, hahahaha.

"Dingling..." The phone rang untimely.

"Hey."

I pull out my phone from my pocket.

From the other end of the phone, the store manager greeted with concern: What happened? Did you have a fever? Could it be that there was a car accident...

Ah! I remembered, today is Saturday, I have to go to work!

So after I said a lot of sorry words, I immediately jumped up, brushed my teeth and washed my face, and went out at a speed of [-] meters to buy breakfast for Mu Wanfeng, can I say lunch?

"You can rest here. Breakfast is on the table. I'll try to come back as early as possible for dinner. By the way, call home. I forgot about it last night."

"Well, I see." Mu Wanfeng stood up, "Why do you feel like my girlfriend?"

"what!"

I felt completely flushed.

"Just kidding, by the way, I don't know your number yet, let's exchange cell phone numbers for easy contact."

"Um."

***

I have been very energetic all day today, and from time to time I took out my phone and turned to Mu Wanfeng's number and stared at it stupidly.

Originally, the working hours ended at ten o'clock in the evening, but because of the evening wind at home, I asked for leave to buy some food and left at six o'clock.

On the bus, when I was thinking about the dishes I was going to make today, the phone rang. When I took out my phone, I wondered if it might be Wanfeng. After all, my number includes the director of the orphanage, the store manager, and Yi Songge, but I've already deleted his number, and he probably won't come to harass me anymore, except for Mu Wanfeng.Hey, popularity is really bad.

I open the phone cover.

"Mu Wanfeng"

It was really him, I answered the phone excitedly, my voice trembling: "Hello"

"What time did you go home? Are you working now? Didn't bother you?"

"No...no...I'm already on the bus, on my way back."

"Is that right, then I'll wait for you to come back. Bye."

"Bye-Bye……"

wait me back……

With great excitement, even the key was inserted several times before the door was opened smoothly.

As soon as I walked in, I saw a lot of dishes on the table.

"Yo, you're back."

Mu Wanfeng came out of the kitchen wearing an apron, holding a plate of dishes in his hand.

"Umm... did you do all of these...?"

"Yeah, because I want to thank you very much, but I bought the materials nearby, because I don't have the key, so it may not be very rich."

"It's well done." I looked at the delicious dishes in front of me.

"Is that right? This is my first time cooking. I don't know if the taste will be bad."

"No, no," I picked up one of the dishes: "Wow, it's delicious."

"Really"

"Of course!" As long as it is made by you, it is delicious, but it is really delicious.

"Oh, by the way, there is one last dish here, I made it specially, red bean rice."

red beans!

My eyes widened when I saw the red bean rice in his hand.

I couldn't help but rushed up and hugged him.

Mu Wanfeng, I love you to death.

"Forehead……"

He spat out a tone of embarrassment.

"Ah, sorry, I'm so... so excited."

In fact, it was an emotional outburst that had been pent up for a long time.

"It's okay, let's eat."

he said with a smile.

I'm so impulsive!Be calm!calm!

***

After eating, Mu Wanfeng went back.

"Would you still go to the bar?"

Standing at the door to say goodbye, I asked him.

"Well, it's a bit disfigured haha, but singing is a part of me that I can't let go of."

can't let go

Will I also become an inseparable part of you?

However, I can at least be sure now, Mu Wanfeng, you are an inseparable part of me.

***

At night, when I calmed down, I lay on the bed thinking, I can no longer have so much contact with him.

For myself, but also for him.

No.13 He was drunk

Soon, the one-month winter vacation passed.

Finally, I can see Mu Wanfeng again, but I can't interact with him anymore, anyway, we can't be together.

Just let me secretly love you until the day when I don't have feelings for you.

After the basketball team practiced, I went home. I was afraid of running into Mu Wanfeng again.During class, I couldn't help turning my head back several times, and almost met his eyes a few times. Although I warned myself not to do this, I still couldn't help it.

***

During the class break, I was walking in the corridor with a few books in my hand, and accidentally bumped into a girl.

"Ah, it hurts."

A girl fell down in front of me.

"It's okay."

I put the book aside and picked her up.

"It's okay, haha, I always walk unsteadily."

She raised her head: "Ah! Handsome guy."

After she finished speaking, she immediately covered her mouth: "Ah, I'm sorry, I'm so excited, hahaha..."

"Oh, I'm leaving then."

I spun my heels.

"Wait, wait, Lin Qingchen."

She stopped me.

I turned around: "You know me"

"Ah...yes! I'm Golin from the class next to yours. I've been paying attention to you for a long time."

"notice me"

I thought it was another confession, but I couldn't stand it!

"Enn", she suddenly ran over and grabbed my hand: "Come with me"

What! Although it is not once or twice to be confessed by a girl, it is the first time I have encountered such a direct and unexpected way of confessing without blushing.

"I have wanted to confess my love for a long time, but I have been hesitant all the time, so I must seize such a good opportunity! So date me!"

She looked at me expectantly.

I really don't see your hesitation at all!

"Sorry, I don't like you."

I gently pushed her hand away.

"I will not give up!"

Her firm voice came from behind.

***

So, every day after that, after every class, Golin would come to chat with me. When I went to the toilet, she would stand by the door, take me to eat with her at noon, and go home together after school after my basketball club activities. .

The word spread in the class and even the whole grade: Ge Lin is Lin Qingchen's girlfriend, which caused dissatisfaction from some girls who had a crush on me, and Hua Ranying also looked at me resentfully.

Finally I couldn't take it anymore.

After the basketball club activities, she was waiting for me as usual.

I took the water she handed me, took a sip and said, "Thank you recently, but, from now on, don't be like this, I won't date you."

Although I am really happy when she is with me for so many days, although it will hurt her heart to say so, I don't want to go against my heart.

"I reject."

Ha I almost spit out the water.

She will be sad or something, it seems that I think too much.

"I'm happy with you, and you're happy too, aren't you? I don't believe you don't like me."

What a stubborn girl.

It seems that she can't be moved, forget it, I think, let her go.

"Let's go, then go back."

I reluctantly picked up my schoolbag, and I couldn't help being indifferent to girls.

Walking on the road, she held my hand, cheerfully like a bird, chirping about what happened in the class.

"Lin Qingchen."

Someone tapped me on the shoulder from behind.

I turned my head, it was Mu Wanfeng.

"See you tomorrow."

With that said, he carried the guitar on his back, stepped into the car and left.

Looking at the back of Mu Wanfeng going away, I couldn't hear what Ge Lin was saying next to me. I just felt that there seemed to be a trace of melancholy in Wanfeng's eyes.

It's an illusion.

***

I was falling asleep, and suddenly I was woken up by the ringing of the mobile phone, who is it, it's so late, I thought with a headache.

"Hey."

Didn't look at the caller ID and picked it up.

"Lin Qingchen..." Mu Wanfeng on the other end of the phone seemed to be drunk, and hiccupped: "Lin Qingchen, come and pick me up."

I woke up immediately and sat up: "Where are you?"

***

After arriving at the bar Wanfeng said, he was found drunk on the bar counter.

"Hey."

I pushed him who was lying on the bar counter.

He raised his head, opened his drunken eyes, and smiled: "You are here."

"How do you drink like this?"

At this moment, I am very worried, what will happen if I drink badly: "I will help you go back."

As I said that, I paid and put his arm on my shoulder.

***

After getting out of the taxi, he started throwing up, and my heart was about to twitch.

After washing his face with clean water, he took off his coat and covered him