The actor has a lot of black material

Ling Han thought, oh, no wonder I felt so uncomfortable yesterday. It turned out that it was not just because of sadness, but because of illness.Maybe breaking up with Lu Siyuan is not as difficult as I imagined, but it just happens that I am sick, so I feel a sense of helplessness.

He could see the hurt in Zhu Sheng's eyes, but there was no wavering in his heart, and he didn't even want to comfort or explain.Even if Zhu Sheng sent himself to the hospital and kept on treating himself, it wouldn't change the fact that he was the source of everything that happened.

He felt that everything didn't matter, it didn't matter if he offended Zhu Sheng, it didn't matter if he offended Zhu Beixian, it didn't matter if he lost his job...it didn't matter, even if the world ended, he wouldn't be moved.

The heart seemed to stop beating, as if it was dead.

Zhu Sheng said a lot more, Ling Han didn't say a word, didn't even look at him, finally he was annoyed by the noise, he lay back on the bed, pulled up the quilt to cover his head, and made a gesture of refusal.

The darkness shrouded, but Ling Han felt a little comfort.

Zhu Sheng didn't speak anymore, the room was silent for a moment, Ling Han heard the sound of footsteps leaving, the voice seemed a bit dragged and heavy.

Finally no one left.

Ling Han closed his eyes and curled up. In the small and cramped space, he suddenly felt very safe, as if he had returned to his mother's womb, warm and lonely.

No one else but yourself and yourself.

A face exactly like his appeared in the darkness, lying quietly with eyes closed.

Is he dead?

Ling Han stared at the self in the void, suddenly envious.Whether it is deep sleep or death, it is what he desires now.

That person was floating, quiet and serene. After a while, another face suddenly appeared in the darkness. He smiled, raised his eyebrows, his expression was vivid and elegant, and his eyes were like the most luxurious gems, lustrous and unfathomable.

Ling Han's heart skipped a beat, and he opened his eyes suddenly.

Lu Siyuan...

He can't think anymore...

He got up from the bed, put on his clothes indiscriminately, and hurried out the door with his head down.

It's already winter, and the cold wind makes people have a headache, but it makes people more awake.Only the cold and pain made Ling Han feel his heart beating, and feel that he was still alive.

I took a taxi to the bar street. Many bars in the bar street were not open early in the morning. Ling Han knocked on the doors of one after another, and finally found a bar that was open, and rushed in.It was too early, and there was no customer in the store.

Ling Han looked around and smiled, just in time, he can drink to his heart's content.

Under the surprised eyes of the clerk, he ordered the strongest whiskey, held the bottle and began to pour it into his stomach.

The scorching heat rose from the stomach to the limbs and bones, dispelling the chill, and seemed to dispel the image of Lu Siyuan in his mind.

He has to do something to divert his attention, or he will keep thinking about him.

He knew this was what it felt like to be broken in love.

It was the first time I felt such an uncomfortable feeling that I wanted to die.

He despises the kind of person who can't let go. Since he is broken in love, he should let go as soon as possible. He tries hard to do this.In fact, the current situation is not considered broken love, never been in love, how come the broken love, at most... at most it is the failure of my secret love.

He never thought that he would fall into this situation. It was completely different from the feeling when Zhu Beixian broke up in his previous life. It was a brand new pain that he had never experienced before.He is powerless against the unknown pain.

Maybe alcohol can help him.

If alcohol is not enough, I wonder if sex is okay?

Love is bullshit, isn't it because of hormones?There are handsome guys everywhere, why hang on a tree?

My mind was in a mess, and suddenly many thoughts that I had never thought about before popped up in my mind - why not try a one-night stand!

Indulge, drink, have sex, you will be very happy, and you will never think about those painful things again.

Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore, it doesn't matter if you indulge a little more...

It's not that no one wants him, as long as he hooks his fingers, many people are willing to accompany him.

He didn't believe that without Lu Siyuan, he couldn't find anyone else!

Thoughts thrive once they take root.

There was a blur in front of his eyes, and some voice kept surrounding him, making him irritable and sad.It wasn't until the clerk handed him a tissue that he realized that he was crying, and the noise that made him sad was his own crying.

Hastily wiped away tears, Ling Han was furious.He felt that the person who cried should be someone else, because he couldn't cry, so how could he cry?He's the kind of person who hasn't cried in his adult life.

He is so outstanding and confident, how could he do such a cowardly thing as crying?

Even when Zhu Beixian betrayed him, he never cried.

What is Lu Siyuan, he just looks better, comes from a better background, and just happens to be his favorite.Look at his aloof and dead peacock character, no one can stand it!

So breaking up is the right thing to do!

Let me be relieved early, I can find a handsome guy, find a second spring!

"No need." He pushed away another tissue brought up by the clerk with a cold voice.

I ordered a few more bottles of wine, hugged the bottles and drank slowly in the corner. I didn’t know how long I drank, and fell asleep for a while. When I woke up, there were already many customers in the store, and the sky outside the window was gradually getting dark.

Has another day passed?

Ling Han thought foolishly, mechanically took the wine bottle and poured it into his mouth, and then the burning feeling in his stomach cleared all his thoughts.

He was obsessed with this feeling, his body was warm and light, as if floating on a cloud, light and unburdened, very happy.Don't think about anything, no matter what it is, don't think about it...

Someone came over and said something, probably some old-fashioned pick-up words like "one person".

Ling Han said kindly, "Yes."

In the dim light, the person in front of him was tall, long-legged, and in good shape, but his face couldn't be seen clearly...but his face shouldn't be bad.

Look, I'm still a big seller.

Ling Han smiled smugly, and was about to say "take me away", but his stomach churns, and when he opened his mouth, he spit out a lot of things.

The soaring stench made people shy away, and that person was also scared away.

Ling Han huddled in the booth bored, not minding the mess on the ground at all, and continued to hold the wine bottle to drink.

When the clerk came to clean up the ground, Ling Han couldn't tell the difference between south, east and north at all. He drank the strongest alcohol from morning to night. For a short while, he was awake all the time.

Probably, the clerk was afraid that he would have an accident after drinking, so after cleaning up the vomit on the ground, he tactfully persuaded Ling Han to pay the bill, but the alcoholic refused firmly.

When I was in a daze, someone came over to strike up a conversation.The man didn't mind the mess around him, nor did he mind the stench of vomit, so he walked over and said something.

Ling Han raised his head with drunken eyes, the figure of the man in front of him was blurred, and he couldn't see what he looked like, but he was roughly tall, with graceful lines and a good-looking face.