◎"A Sheng, don't cry."◎

On the day of departure, He Liansheng simply packed up his things and changed into a new outfit.

His mask was still on his face, and his hair was tied up in a rare way, looking neat and clean, staring blankly at An Ning.

"After I leave." He Liansheng said, "You will go back to the princess mansion. Do you understand?"

An Ning came back to her senses, with a mournful face: "Your Highness, do you have to go? The princess will kill me if she finds out..."

"Aunt won't."

He Liansheng smiled, patted him on the shoulder, said "Let's go", and walked out the door.

The sky is bright, the sun is high, and it is a good day.

He Liansheng raised his eyes, looked at the high sky for a while, and felt a little dazed.

Footsteps came from beside him, and he thought it was Zhu Shiyi, so he didn't look back, but pursed his lips:

"...I thought you weren't coming."

After returning from the battlefield, at first, Zhu Shiyi still followed him as before.

I don't know if he was caught in his thoughts, but the other party became more frank, and he was straightforward again, and sometimes He Liansheng couldn't resist what he said.

He Liansheng sometimes feels a little stuffy.

Everyone said he was willful, but when he was the most willful, he found that Gu Yuan really hated him, and he didn't force him to do anything excessive.

On the contrary, one of the people around him insisted on coming to Beiyin to disturb his life in spite of his threats, and the other still turned a blind eye after his explicit and implied rejection.

In the end, he was a person who was labeled as "willful", but he had nothing to do with them.

For a time, He Liansheng was so upset that he felt that he might as well have died in the first place.

It's easy for Gu Yuan to say, if he doesn't respond, it's over.But Bamboo Eleven, He Liansheng really didn't know what to do.

He had already classified the other party as a friend, and if he didn't handle it well, he was afraid of hurting Zhu Shiyi.

I was also afraid of hurting the friendship they had built over the years.

However, before he could figure out what to do, Zhu Shiyi suddenly ignored him.

Within a few days after the news spread that he was going to the battlefield with the army, the other party never came to look for him, as if he had disappeared in Northern Yin.

While He Liansheng breathed a sigh of relief, he felt a little bit lost at the same time.

At this moment, he completely blurted it out, and later realized that it was wrong.

If Zhu Shishi had come to look for him, he would have landed in the courtyard without a sound, why would there be any footsteps.

He turned around, and sure enough, he saw Gu Yuan who was also dressed in black and strong clothes.

Gu Yuan has a typical Liang Chu person appearance, handsome and gentle.But now that he has changed his clothes, not only does it not violate the harmony, but it is a bit more chilling.

He Liansheng was a little dazed, but later remembered that in the past four years, Gu Yuan had been trained in six departments, among which was the Department of Punishment, which was in charge of life and death.

Gu Yuan was also a little startled when he heard his words.

"Are you waiting for me?" He whispered, a little hesitant.

He Liansheng came back to his senses in an instant.

"No." He said two words coldly, then paused, and turned his eyes away, "I thought it was... a friend."

Zhu Shishi has a special identity, he doesn't want Gu Yuan to know the existence of the other party.

Gu Yuan paused.

When He Liansheng spoke just now, he could feel the softness of the other party for a certain moment.

It is a kind of relaxation that only acquaintances can have.

I don't know when it started, but He Liansheng looked at him like a vigilant cat.

But just now, he saw the other party's soft belly turned out.

Gu Yuan knew he shouldn't, but he could always think of the day when He Liansheng left.

When he kissed He Liansheng, there was another person in the room.

When they were doing the most intimate things, He Liansheng acquiesced in the existence of that person.

Just a moment.

Soon, he returned to normal.

"Let's go soon." He said, "Patriarch Dugu will practice it for the soldiers at the gate of the city in a while, and we can pass now."

He Liansheng paused, and followed behind him with a "hmm".

The generals sent by Northern Yin this time are all veterans.Among them, the most well-known is Jingchi, which is known as the "Evil God".

At the gate of the city, a man who was nearly fifty years old with sharp features and eyes took the wine that Dugu Che handed over, and drank it all in one gulp.

Then, his eyes fell on Gu Yuan who was at the side.

There was unkind scrutiny and scrutiny in this gaze, Gu Yuan smiled at him, knowing in his heart that his journey with the army should not be too easy.

Sure enough, along the way, because of his status, almost no one around talked to him.

Gu Yuan didn't take it seriously, but lowered his eyes, not seeing the figure in the distance.

He Liansheng was riding on the horse, talking to the soldier beside him.

He was distinguished, but he didn't have any airs, and he was good-looking. He just chatted casually, with a careless face, but the little soldier blushed quietly.

Gu Yuan's hand holding the rein tightened a little, and he turned his eyes away.

After walking for a while, the capital of Northern Yin was left behind by them.

After passing through some deserted villages and fields, after more than half a day, Gu Yuan finally let out a sigh of relief looking at the rolling mountains not far away.

In front of it is Dingyun Mountain.

He has also searched the terrain of Northern Yin in the past few days. The road they went to Yuanding was not easy. Among them, the most difficult thing was the towering mountains in the middle.

If his deduction is correct, they will set up camp at the foot of the mountain tonight and enter the mountain tomorrow.

Sure enough, not long after, an order from Jing Chi came from ahead.

Gu Yuan got off his horse and unconsciously walked to He Liansheng's side.

Probably hearing footsteps, He Liansheng lazily raised his eyes.

"Is something wrong?" he asked.

Gu Yuan sensed something from these two short words, and paused for a moment.

He Liansheng's attitude towards Gu Yuan returned to the past.

Cold, alienated.

As if they were just strangers who had nothing to do with each other.

Just like, he said to Gu Yuan before that he is Sui Yu.

That day, his gaffe in front of Gu Yuan was like a dream that Gu Yuan had.So much so that now, Gu Yuan misses those vicious words uttered by the other party.

At least, at that time, He Liansheng didn't wear the mask of "Sui Yu" to keep him away thousands of miles away, and didn't treat him as a person who was no different from others.

From it, he could glimpse the most real and vivid Helian Sheng.

"Are you still used to it?" he asked.

"Not so delicate." He Liansheng said impatiently.

Gu Yuan was silent for a moment.

He naturally knew that He Liansheng was not that delicate.Today, he followed the big army, never complained of suffering and tiredness, and never asked for any special treatment because of his status.

But Gu Yuan knew that He Liansheng was still not used to it.

No matter what, he was spoiled.

He took out something from his pocket and handed it to He Liansheng.

"Bring it to you." He said softly.

He Liansheng took it, and found that it was a chestnut cake wrapped in oiled paper, and it was still warm.

He paused his fingers and noticed the curious eyes from the people around him.

He Liansheng: "..."

He pushed the pastry back, and said coldly: "No need, I don't like this, Master Gu can keep it for himself."

Gu Yuan pursed his lips.

He was still a little hesitant, He Liansheng had already stuffed the oil paper bag into his arms, and walked to the pool not far away on his own.

Gu Yuan held the oiled paper bag in his hand, and followed him unconsciously.

He Liansheng was washing his hands, and when he heard footsteps behind him, he closed his eyes, but couldn't help it, and said, "Master Gu, you are afraid that others will not know, do we have a personal relationship?"

The tone of this sentence was calm, but Gu Yuan could hear the gnashing of teeth implied in it.

He Liansheng didn't want people in Beiyin to know that the two of them knew each other.

Gu Yuan thought.

He should feel sad about this incident, but at the same time as he was sad, he felt a little secretly relieved.

At the beginning, he concealed the relationship between him and He Liansheng. At that time, he didn't know what kind of mood He Liansheng would be in.

Now he knows.

very uncomfortable.

He is experiencing everything that He Liansheng has experienced.

This is what he deserves.

"I just bought it today." He said softly, "Eat some, I can only eat dry food for the next half month."

Then, he paused.

"They won't think we have any personal friendship." He looked at He Liansheng's profile, "There are many people who like you, but they will only regard me as one of them."

Although Gu Yuan didn't want to show it, the words came out with obvious sourness.

He Liansheng frowned: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Gu Yuan forced a smile and didn't say much.

He had already discovered that He Liansheng's perception of himself was actually somewhat vague.

He didn't know how attractive he was, and he didn't know that with his appearance and status, men and women all over the world could be chosen by him.

Not to mention these rough guys who stay in the barracks all year round.They looked at He Liansheng with admiring and amazed eyes, with unspeakable and straightforward desire/desire.

Of course, if he knew, perhaps he would not have been able to hang himself on the tree Gu Yuan in the first place.

Gu Yuan didn't intend to disturb him, so he put the oil-paper bag aside and prepared to leave.

He Liansheng stopped him.

"Wait," he said.

Gu Yuan paused, turned around, and saw He Liansheng's raised eyes.

Cold, helpless, irritable.

"Let's talk," he said.

He Liansheng didn't give Gu Yuan much time to think.

In the past four years, they have all undergone considerable changes, and the most absurd thing is that their identities have been reversed.

In the past, He Liansheng ran after Gu Yuan, but now Gu Yuan is unwilling to give up.

Gu Yuan humbled to the dust in front of him.

He Liansheng should feel happy about this.

But he didn't.

Seeing Gu Yuan like this, he just felt irritable.

"I was emotional that day." He said calmly, "I didn't think about a lot of words, I hope you don't take it to heart."

Gu Yuan paused, then said softly, "I know."

In fact, he could probably guess the reason for He Liansheng's anger.

He hates He Lianjin so much, no matter who it is, He Lianjin uses him to work for him, and this person knows it and is willing, He Liansheng will be angry.

Most of this anger was aimed at He Lianjin, not him.

Although he had expected it, his heart still throbbed sullenly.

"You don't know." He Liansheng looked at him calmly.

"That day." He said, "My first reaction was indeed worry."

Gu Yuan suddenly raised his eyes.

"It's cheap, isn't it?" He Liansheng smiled, "Actually, I also think that you have treated me like that. My first reaction was to worry that you would die outside. Gu Yuan, if you really Died on the battlefield, I thought about it, I will probably feel sorry for you for a long time."

That was someone he had liked for a long, long time.

If he really didn't care, he would completely ignore Gu Yuan.Even if Gu Yuan really knelt in front of him and begged for his forgiveness.

The reason why he thought of using the Ji brothers to anger him was because he couldn't completely ignore Gu Yuan.

As long as Gu Yuan appeared, he would feel impetuous.

After four years, he still couldn't let go, and now, He Liansheng calmly accepted this fact.

Gu Yuan is his doom.

"...A Sheng."

Gu Yuan moved his lips, and couldn't help it anymore, wanting to touch the opponent's wrist.

He Liansheng didn't hide.

Gu Yuan held him carefully, breathing a little short of breath.

He raised his eyes, but froze in place.

He Liansheng was looking at him without any waves in his eyes.

There is no love either.

He just let Gu Yuan hold him, then lowered his eyes, stared seriously at the place where they touched, looked at it for a while, and then smiled.

"I'm not done yet," he said.

"I may still be unable to let you go." He said calmly, "But that doesn't mean I can be with you."

He said "could", not "would".

Gu Yuan looked at him with a pale face.

"You touch me now." He Liansheng looked at him calmly, but the words he uttered were like knives, bit by bit gouging out Gu Yuan's heart, "I feel disgusting."

"It's the nausea. I know it's not necessary, but I can't help it."

"When I see you, my heart still beats fast. But in the next second, I will think that it is such a person who coaxed me with sweet words and treated me like a snake and scorpion. What's even more ridiculous is, This person actually still likes me. When Bei Yin first had an accident, I thought, you are my last reliance. Then I found out that this reliance never existed. I have never been accepted by you or by the Gu family. "

"Gu Yuan." He looked down at their intertwined wrists, his tone was very calm, "Even if the cracked mirror is repaired, there will still be cracks. What happened has already happened. I can't get over that road." Threshold, no matter how much I convince or even brainwash myself, I can’t cross it, you know?”

"Can you..." He whispered, "Don't force me."

His original intention was actually to make a break with Gu Yuan, but while talking, he raised his head and saw Gu Yuan's red eyes.

He saw the bewildered panic in the opponent's eyes.

Gu Yuan seemed to want to reach out his hand, but he remembered something, and the outstretched hand stopped abruptly in mid-air.

After a while, he opened his mouth, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, and he was in a panic.

"A Sheng, don't cry."

"...Please, don't cry."

He Liansheng lowered his head dully, and saw two hot tears falling on the back of his hand.

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感谢在2022-05-2321:26:16~2022-05-2421:29:51期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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