◎I think... I may have lost the ability to like someone. ◎

When Ding You rushed into Gu Yuan's courtyard, Gu Yuan was sitting alone in the courtyard.

He thought the other party was drunk, and when he took a closer look, he saw the other party's dazed face.

It's hard to describe what kind of expression it was.All in all, from Ding Youchong's point of view, a proud man like Gu Yuan should not have such an expression on his face.

such……

A distraught look.

He was a little surprised, and was about to ask, but saw that the other party's eyes had returned to clarity.

He raised his eyes, recognized the face of the person opposite, and then paused.

"Master Ding." He said, "What's the matter?"

Ding You rushed back to God.

"Yes...uh, that's it." He opened his mouth and stammered accidentally, "I want to discuss this mission with your lord."

"Master Ding, sit down." Gu Yuan said.

Ding Youchong sat down in front of him.

Gu Yuan exhaled lightly and pressed his temples.

"Master Ding thinks." He said, "Northern Yin's attitude towards sending troops is too repulsive, isn't it?"

What he wanted to say was said first, Ding Youchong sighed.

"Exactly." He said.

He can actually understand.

Aside from what happened to Duguze a few years ago, the imperial court's attitude towards Northern Yin was not friendly.

The unfriendliness here has not reached the point of fighting with each other, but whether it is trade, taxation or other things promised by the imperial court, there have been corresponding adjustments.

This is blatant suppression.

Under such circumstances, asking Northern Yin to send troops to assist Liang and Chu is indeed difficult for some strongmen.

Tonight's banquet, the attitude of the Northern Yin people can be seen.

After Ding You rushed back, the more he thought about it, the more anxious he became, and he couldn't sit still, so he came to look for Gu Yuan.

There was no anxiety on Gu Yuan's face.

"Their attitudes are not important." He said flatly, "What matters is Dugu Che's attitude."

Ding Youchong was taken aback.

He thought for a while: "However, the Patriarch of Beiyin previously refused to see us on the pretext that he was unwell, and this afternoon, he still did not give a clear answer. I think..."

He paused and realized something, "Did your lord see his attitude?"

Gu Yuan rubbed his temples.

He raised his eyes.

It was almost midnight, and it was almost time for the epiphyllum to bloom.

... I don't know if his potted flowers were delivered to He Liansheng.

Today, he finally realized the look of anticipation in He Liansheng's eyes when he gave him something.

When I give something to my sweetheart, I always think that he can take a second look.

If I can like it, my mood seems to improve as well.

If the other party doesn't like it, it seems that he is also lost.

Originally, he didn't want to win or lose with Dugu Che.

But he heard the conversation between He Liansheng and Cheng Hong.

Just like when He Liansheng tried his best to find all kinds of good things to make him happy, he also wanted to give each other all the beautiful and precious things in the world.

He came here with the intention of taking He Liansheng back, but when he did this, he never thought of using these pots of epiphyllum to please him.

He just...

I simply feel that when you see such a scenery, the people who see the scenery will also be very beautiful.

"...Master Gu?"

Ding Youchong's cautious voice came to mind.

Gu Yuan regained his senses.

"Dugu Che is willing to see us in the end." He said, "That means there is no room for change in this matter."

He paused, "He's just weighing things up."

"Measuring... what?" Ding Youchong asked.

"Measuring his trust in the imperial court, it is not enough to support him to take risks." Gu Yuan said indifferently, "And his income is not worthy of his efforts."

The semantics of these few sentences are vague, but Ding Youchong has been in the court for several years, so he recalled it in a short time.

He was thoughtful.

"Then Master Gu thinks." He considered his words, "Our conditions here..."

Gu Yuan's hands paused.

He suddenly smiled: "What does Master Ding think?"

This smile directly broke out Ding Youchong's cold sweat.

To be honest, in his heart, he actually felt that the conditions imposed by the imperial court were too much.

But this is an edict issued by the Holy Majesty himself, no matter how much he has an opinion in his heart, he dare not speak it out.

What's more, the battle situation on the border is anxious, if the Northern Yin can really reinforce, it will definitely be a good thing.

He was still struggling with words, but Gu Yuan smiled and changed the subject.

"Lord Ding, don't worry about it." He said lightly, "If you don't wait any longer."

……Wait.

What are you waiting for?

Ding Youchong was startled.

It's just that after today's Bijian incident, when he looked at Gu Yuan again, he already had a little more trust in his heart unconsciously.

Since Gu Yuan said that, he was inexplicably relieved.

He stood up.

"Then don't bother Mr. Gu." He said.

Gu Yuan stood up and sent him out the door.

After Ding Youchong's back disappeared behind the door, Gu Yuan slowly looked away.

After a long time, he raised his eyes and looked at the courtyard not far away that was covered by corridors.

His palms hanging by his side tightened.

After a while, he closed his eyes.

still is……

Take it easy.

he thinks.

He was afraid of scaring He Liansheng.

Like, because He Liansheng was afraid of making him unhappy, he withdrew all his sharpness.

The moon is frosty.

He Liansheng sat on the porch with his forehead propped up, watching the soft and white flowers bloom silently and grandly.

The faint fragrance floated in the air, he raised his head and took another sip of the wine, the aroma mixed with the smell of the wine penetrated into his nose.

After finishing a jug of wine, he stood up unsteadily.

Just as he was about to fall, a hand caught him.

He raised his hazy eyes and saw clearly the calm and serious face of the person in front of him.

"Drinking at night." The other party said, "Because of him?"

He Liansheng didn't answer him.

He just fell silent for a moment, then smiled.

"If I hadn't fallen." He said lightly, "I wouldn't have seen you show up."

He paused, "Are killers like you who have employers so free? This is the second time, right?"

Zhu Shiyi was taken aback for a moment, and then a hint of embarrassment appeared on his face.

He Liansheng was just teasing at first, but when he saw the other party like this, he suppressed his smile instead.

After a while, he suddenly said, "Eleven."

Zhu Shiyi raised his eyes.

"Do you know?" He Liansheng said, "The flowers were sent by Gu Yuan."

Bamboo Eleven paused.

"I know," he said.

He looked away.

...In fact, he couldn't help but follow these potted flowers when he saw Gu Yuan sending them over.

He Liansheng lowered his eyes and smiled.

There was still a slight smell of alcohol on his body, and a little blush appeared on his face.

In the past four years, he has been raised more and more delicate and bright. This smile, quiet and beautiful, made Zhu Shiyi almost distracted.

It was at this moment that he noticed that he was still supporting the other party.

There was a scorching heat from where the palm of the hand touched the skin.

He was so hot that his heart beat faster, but he never let go.

At this moment, he heard He Liansheng's words.

"Do you know? It was five years ago." He Liansheng said lightly, "He worked so hard to win the game just to give me this kind of thing. I must be so happy."

Zhu Shiyi's hand paused for a moment, and he opened his mouth in a delicate tone:

"what about now?"

He Liansheng paused, with a bit of confusion in his tone:

"It seems... I don't feel anything."

Zhu Shiyi raised his eyes.

He calmly breathed a sigh of relief.

And the hand he had been holding tightly, also loosened.

"He lied to you and hurt you." He evaluated objectively, with a calm voice, "So you don't like him anymore, it's normal."

He Liansheng paused and smiled.

"Maybe." He said softly.

"Actually..." He raised his eyes, looked at Zhu Shishi seriously and calmly, "There is another possibility."

Zhu Shiyi was taken aback for a moment.

"Eleven, liking someone is too tiring." He Liansheng smiled at him, "I think... I may have lost the ability to like someone."

He looked at Zhu Shishi and said quietly, "Can you understand?"

He met Gu Yuan too early.

At that time he was only 17 years old.I don't understand anything, I only know that he likes someone.

Therefore, he must give him everything he can think of, including himself.

He has liked Gu Yuan for a long time, but in the end, it was just a fantasy.

However, in this love, he has already consumed too much.

It's just like……

A part of the soul has been delivered.

...and he did deliver.

That was a small part of He Liansheng's life, and the way he escaped was to wrap himself in a shell that belonged to Sui Yu.

However, he was broken after all.

He doesn't know when he'll recover from his brokenness, but, at least...

He didn't want to involve innocent people anymore.

Zhu Shishi did not take his words in the end.

He just silently handed He Liansheng into the hands of An Ning who came in a hurry, and then turned around, leaving He Liansheng with the same back view as usual.

He came silently when he came, and he also walked silently when he left.

He Liansheng lay on the bed, stared at the bed curtain for a while, and finally closed his eyes.

In the next few days, He Liansheng's life was quite comfortable.

Because in the past few days, Dugu Che felt a little unwell, so he didn't see outsiders.

Therefore, He Liansheng also made room.

It just so happened that the hot spring in the back mountain was the place he had always wanted to go. In the past few days, he took some time off and threw himself into the hot spring, soaking in it while cultivating himself.

Everything is peaceful, except...

A person.

That is Gu Yuan.

Since he accepted those pots of epiphyllum, the other party began to send things to his yard from time to time.

Sometimes they are small objects from Liang and Chu, and sometimes they are obviously more precious jade.

It can be seen that they have been carefully selected.Basically all the gadgets he would like.

He Liansheng originally accepted his flower because it was too special, and he didn't want people to send it around, which would only increase his tongue.

It's just that I didn't expect that this gave Gu Yuan some misunderstandings.

He was so annoyed that he all backed away.

After returning, there was silence for a while, and then four things were returned to him.

"My lord has said it." The servant sent here is obviously Gu Yuan's confidant, and he treated him respectfully and cautiously, "...this is the birthday present for His Royal Highness."

Among the four things, there is a jade butterfly tied with a red string, and there is also an isolated copy of the words that He Liansheng once wanted to find.

He Liansheng remembered the past.

The day of his transformation happened to be his birthday, and Gu Yuan also prepared a birthday gift for him.

Also a bow.

It was a bow made by the other party himself, bright red.

It's just that when he lost his temper later, he randomly threw him into a corner of the dark room.

He lowered his eyes.

"Your Highness." The cautious voice interrupted his thoughts, he raised his eyes, and saw Ji Yuanxi and Ji Yuanlan's anxious and somewhat excited eyes, "Soon, shall we go in with you?"

There are dozens of springs of different sizes in the hot springs behind the mountain. If you want to soak together, you can choose a larger spring.And if you want to stay alone, you can also choose Koizumi, which is more private and shaded by woods and pavilions.

What He Liansheng chose was to glance at Koizumi.

He was silent for a moment.

"Wait a minute," he said.

Not long after, a person came hurriedly at the end of the path.

Gu Yuan obviously rushed here, and there was still a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.

However, the moment he saw He Liansheng, he still slowed down a bit.

He Liansheng saw the cautious expectation in his eyes.

"Your Highness." He said softly.

He Liansheng nodded lightly.

"Master Gu."

he said.

"The hot spring here is unique, and it also has the effect of recuperating." He smiled, "Since Mr. Gu is fine these few days, I simply asked someone to invite him to take a bath together. You don't mind, do you?"

Gu Yuan moved his lips.

"...I don't mind." He said, "Thank you for your kindness, Your Highness."

His eyes were still firmly fixed on He Liansheng, He Liansheng noticed this.

He was silent for a moment, then turned around.

"An Ning." He said calmly, "Then take Mr. Gu there. Let someone take care of you, don't neglect Mr. Gu."

Gu Yuan's footsteps paused.

...He Liansheng meant to separate from him.

he thinks.

However, he didn't really think that He Liansheng would specially invite him to soak in the same pool after only a few days of reunion.

He Liansheng was flattered that he could think of him and was willing to invite him to do something.

He took a deep breath, and was about to follow the little eunuch in front of him to the hot spring, but suddenly stopped in his tracks.

He saw the two teenagers following behind He Liansheng.

These two people are very familiar.

Gu Yuan's memory is very good, and he remembered who the two were almost instantly.

...It was the two teenagers who were fighting in the corridor that day.

At the same moment, he remembered what the other party had said, but he had deliberately ignored it.

they said……

They followed His Royal Highness Sui Yu.

Gu Yuan froze in place.

His mind went blank, as if he had suddenly lost his comprehension.

As if aware of his gaze, He Liansheng, who had already turned around, stopped in his tracks.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

Gu Yuan took a deep breath and forced a smile.

"Remember." He said, "I had a relationship with these two young masters before."

His face was pale, and his voice was very soft, "These two... Do you want to go in with His Highness?"

He Liansheng paused for a moment, slightly surprised.

"So I've seen it before." He said lightly, "Yuan Xi, why didn't you tell me?"

"However, since we have seen each other, they must have told the adults about their identities." He paused for a moment, then smiled, "My people, follow me in and serve me. Do you think there is any problem with Master Gu?"

The author says:

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