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Fang Jing was already awake when Ji Lin went upstairs. With his eyes closed, he felt the sound of footsteps mixed with gasps getting closer.

Fang Jing tensed his body for a moment, then tried to relax, creating the illusion that he hadn't woken up yet.

His head was indeed still aching, and the memories he lost and regained were like raging waves, hitting him on the shore and washing him away.

The physical pain he had experienced in Yannan at that time, and the sorrow of being powerless about being hypnotized, all swept over, pulling Fang Jing's whole body continuously, almost tearing him apart.

On one side is Ji Lin's smiling and gentle face in Yuanyuan convenience store, on the other hand, Ji Lin is looking at him with tearful eyes, but he is saying such crazy words that Fang Jing never liked Ji Lin.

This kind of chaotic pain is still in the process of subsiding, but at this time the instigator pushed open the door of the room and stepped into his perception range step by step.

The bed at hand was sagging, and a pair of warm hands gently stroked his face. Fang Jing resisted the urge to reach out and hold it, and tried his best to relax his tense body just now.

"Fang Jing." Ji Lin's voice sounded softly, but no one in the room responded.

Fang Jing lay on the bed as if he had fallen asleep, but Ji Lin didn't miss the momentary stiffness of the big boy's body.He breathed a sigh of relief as his heart, which was suspended in mid-air due to shock, fell back to its original position.

Hundreds of bad guesses in his mind disappeared immediately, only the palpitations of fear were still lingering, Ji Lin couldn't help pinching Fang Jing's face with his hands to calm his fast heartbeat.But in the next second, he was worried that he was using too much force, and immediately rubbed Fang Jing's face lightly, and said in a soft voice: "If you have a headache, rest more, I won't disturb you."

Jiang Han stood at the door looking at him, and asked in a low voice, "Do you need to call a doctor?"

It's all right, don't worry. "Ji Lin looked at the person pretending to be asleep on the bed and said.

Jiang Han hesitated to speak, but finally said nothing, but thoughtfully closed the door for the two people in the room.

Ji Lin was sweating a bit when he went out. Seeing that Fang Jing had no intention of waking up, he was about to get up and take a shower, but he felt his wrists tighten as soon as he moved.

Fang Jing's eyes were still tightly closed on the bed, but the expression on his face was no longer pretending to be relaxed, his lips were tightly pursed, and the knuckles of his fingers turned white from the force he was holding.

Ji Lin frowned, sat back on the bed and leaned against Fang Jing, and said softly, "You hurt me."

But Fang Jing's hand didn't relax because of his words, Ji Lin paused, and suddenly realized something.

The moonlight from outside the window shone on the two of them on the bed.The sound of staggered breathing made Ji Lin's body stiff. He wanted to shake off Fang Jing's hand, but his body couldn't lift the strength.

Fang Jing's brows seemed to be furrowed even tighter. Ji Lin slowly bent down, stroked Fang Jing's brows with his free left hand, and asked in a low voice, "Did you have a nightmare when you frown so tightly?"

Fang Jing still didn't respond, his eyes were tightly closed and he didn't want to wake up.

He heard Ji Lin's sigh still in his ears, and his heart, which had finally hardened, softened for a moment.But it was only for a moment, and he still refused to let go of Ji Lin's hand.

It seemed as if the person would turn around and leave when he let go.

When he was in Yannan, he was obviously still in pain, and when he needed him the most, Ji Lin wanted to leave, refusing to keep even a little memory for him.

Even when they met again, when he left, he was still straightforward, trying to imitate Jiang Han to hypnotize and brainwash himself again.Sometimes Fang Jing really didn't know what kind of position he had in Ji Lin's heart.

He knew very well that since the two met, the relationship between Ji Lin and himself was that of the protector and the protected, but this did not mean that he was willing to be protected by Ji Lin for the rest of his life.

It doesn't mean that he is willing to be sealed up by Ji Lin in the name of protection.

In the 20 years of his short life, except for the colorful childhood when he was ignorant of the world, the bits and pieces of getting along with Ji Lin are the only light in the gloomy memory.

Ji Lin has abilities that are different from ordinary people. He has saved many people and is the protagonist in hero movies.And street wanderers like myself are an unstable factor in society, and they are unknown passers-by who are easily knocked down by heroes in movies.

He has always known the difference between the two of them.

But the soft kiss suddenly fell, interrupting Fang Jing's tangled brain circuit. Ji Lin's voice was soft and gentle, and sounded in his ear with apology: "I'm sorry, can you stop being angry?"

Fang Jing was taken aback, and he let go of his tightly clenched hands. Ji Lin took advantage of the situation and pulled his own hand out.

But the people around him didn't leave. Ji Lin's warm body temperature passed through the thin fabric. He leaned against Fang Jing, rubbed his wrist and complained, "It's red, and it might turn blue when I wake up tomorrow morning." .”

Fang Jing suppressed his urge to open his eyes, but he felt soft breathing in his ears, and his cold heart that had persisted for a long time finally softened into a ball. He was angry at his failure to live up to expectations, but he accepted his fate and stretched out his hand to shake the people around him. into the arms.

It's just that the eyes are still closed tightly and refuse to open.

Ji Lin found a comfortable position, nestled in the arms of the big boy behind him and didn't speak for a while.

"I'm sorry." Ji Lin raised his head slightly and rubbed Fang Jing's chin.

The person who was pretending to sleep with his eyes closed hugged him and turned over, burying his face in the back of his neck.

Ji Lin felt that he was biting himself, subconsciously shrank forward and said, "I haven't showered yet."

The person behind snorted, Ji Lin felt that the room was getting colder, he was taken aback for a moment, then carefully moved back into Fang Jing's arms.

"I really thought I was going to die."

Fang Jing rested his chin on Ji Lin's shoulder, closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "I wanted to find you, but someone stunned me. I woke up from the pain later. I opened my eyes in the laboratory, surrounded by so many people. Many people, none of them are you."

He tightened his arms, and let go when he heard Ji Lin's snort, "It really hurts. I've fought so many fights with Lu Laosi and suffered so many injuries, but the pain this time can't compare to. I At that time, I was thinking, when will you find me? When will you find out that I'm missing?"

Ji Lin turned around with difficulty in his arms, pleading with dry voice: "Stop talking."

The finger covering his mouth was kissed, and Fang Jing said calmly: "I kissed you secretly while you were asleep, more than once. Every time I was worried about you waking up, I expected you to wake up. This way, I don't need to be alone." People suffer because of this relationship, but I can't bear to wake you up, I'm too afraid you will drive me away."

"I won't." Ji Lin said softly.

Fang Jing smiled, "You can't now, but what about you at that time? I have never been a bold person, I dare not take risks, and dare not leave you."

Ji Lin wanted to take back the hand he was kissing, but his palm was pressed against Fang Jing's face.

"I don't know what the group in the lab injected me with, every bone in my body hurts, I'm so scared I'll never see you again. Then you came, I thought I was finally saved, But you don't want me anymore, and you want to send me to Fang Heng, and you don't even leave me with any memory."

Fang Jing laughed suddenly as he spoke, he kissed Ji Lin's hand, and even bit his phalanx lightly with his teeth.Ji Lin felt that the room seemed to be getting colder. He withdrew his hand abruptly and said in a suppressed voice, "Do you think I'm happy to do those things? Do you think..."

"Fortunately, you let Jiang Han close my memory, otherwise every word you said at that time would become my nightmare."

Fang Jing interrupted him, almost growling and asked, "Why didn't you take me away?"

"I can not."

Ji Lin looked at Fang Jing, choked up and said, "How far can I go if I take the two of you away? I just killed all the people in that laboratory, and there are other laboratories. As long as they exist for a day, you Your safety is being threatened. At that time, I didn't know who Su Fei was, and I didn't know if I could trust him. How dare I take you on a risk?"

He sniffed, leaned his head on Fang Jing's chest, listened to the heartbeat, and whispered: "Do you think I haven't thought about it? Find a place where no one knows the two of us, just you and me I told Luo Yan that even if the experiment fails, it doesn’t matter if you become weird, I will take care of you for the rest of your life.”

"I thought about taking you away, really. I really thought about it." Ji Lin repeated, afraid that Fang Jing would not believe him.

The rubber band that restrained the long hair fell out of nowhere. Ji Lin's hair was loose, and Fang Jing's hand was inserted between the black hair, forcing him to look up.

"Why are you still crying?" Fang Jing wiped away tears with his hands, and asked in a low voice, "Are you sad?"

Ji Lin nodded.

"I went to see you secretly. Jiang Han said that I will not be able to appear in front of you until half a year later. I dare not let you see me. That day when you were out of school and it was raining, you were walking out while listening to music in your school uniform. There are classmates talking to you, and I am watching you from the corner of the street."

Ji Lin said with a smile, and stretched out his hand to touch Fang Jing's face, "I have also checked your performance bulletin board, and I will check it every time. Every time I see your ranking rise, I am both happy and worried."

"What are you worried about?" Fang Jing asked.

"I'm worried that you study late into the night, it's not good for your health."

Fang Jing sneered, "Are you happy to peek at me like this?"

"Happy, you can study and live like ordinary people, work and get married later..."

Fang Jing interrupted him, "I'm not happy, what is an ordinary person, do you think you are a monster? You have Su Fei and Zou Fengming, these capable people, do you think they are all monsters?"

Ji Lin paused, and said bitterly: "Is there any difference? I have seen too many things before I met you. Not everyone thinks that having power is a good thing. Even if I have power, I still can't save you." My parents, even if I have the ability, I still haven't... rushed to your side in time. I can only watch you suffer, but there is nothing I can do. "

"But I don't think so. I was the luckiest thing when I opened my eyes and saw you when I fell into a coma." Fang Jing felt cold tears fall on his hands. He sighed, lowered his head and kissed Ji Lin's cheeks. forehead.

"If you think capable people are monsters, and you think you are a monster, then I am willing to be a monster with you."

Ji Lin raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and said in a low voice, "Don't say that about yourself."

"Even if I don't see you for half a lifetime, I won't treat you as a passer-by when I see you again. No matter how long it takes, I will catch up with you. So can you tell me, is Fang Jing's nightmare without Ji Lin over now?"

Fang Jing's eyes were tightly closed. He felt Ji Lin's approach, felt his breath so close, and felt his hoarse voice say, "It's over."

The person in front of him finally opened his eyes, and Ji Lin only saw his own reflection in the black eyes.

Fang Jing kissed Ji Lin's red wrist and asked, "Did Peter Pan come to pick me up?"

Ji Lin smiled and looked at him, "Here we come."