she is guilty of loving you

Du Yin was a little dumb, as if she didn't expect her to say that, she lost the confidence just now, and the strength in her hands was stronger.

"I know I'm sorry for you, I know... I've always known, Yunyun, so mom wants to make it up to you.

You have to know that back then, my mother had nothing but a woman, even if she took you away, she couldn't afford to support you, and at least you were able to live comfortably by your father's side..."

"You should have thought about it, compared to living with you without enough food and clothing, I don't want to be beaten around every day like a discouraged barrel.

What's even more ridiculous is, you know what, he actually said that I left you in anger, which caused him to run away from his wife.

Inexplicably, it added another reason for me to be beaten, and is there no need to worry about food and clothing?I guess so. "

Jiang Yun's tone was flat, but this made people even more frightened.

Du Yin hurriedly reached out and grabbed Jiang Yun's hand on the table.

"It's my mother who made a mistake. Give me a chance, okay? My mother is living a very good life now and can give you a good future. You believe in my mother, and she will definitely make it up to you."

Jiang Yun withdrew her hand, the smile not reaching her eyes.

"Because of you, the thing I hate the most in my life is being left behind, like garbage, if I say no, I don't want it.

Compensation for what?Um?You left me when I was the most helpless, the most hesitant, and needed you the most. Counting it, it has been more than ten years.

Although it was windy and windy all the way, fortunately, I came here. Although I can't say that I am rich and well-off, it is not to the point where I need you to make up for it.

And, is it really me who compensates?Isn't it the guilt and guilt that you have nowhere to put? "

Du Yin's complexion turned pale and white, and his hands shook uncontrollably, looking at Jiang Yun's tone of voice.

"I've been looking for you all these years, but I haven't heard from you...I..."

Jiang Yun only thought it was funny after hearing it. She had tried her best to restrain herself, but she still couldn't hold it back. She laughed very heartily, as if she had heard a big joke, and she shed tears in the end.

"Where did you find it? Didn't they all find it abroad? I, Jiang Yun, don't have the opportunity to be so free and easy.

I can't think of it at all, it's just that the old house has been demolished, and the old neighbors have moved to a new community.

But if you want to find it, it should be effortless. Why did you say that it is so difficult to find.

Tell me, do you really want to find it?Are you sincerely planning to find me?Is this the daughter you have abandoned for so long?

Or, did you just give yourself a high-sounding excuse, a reason to move yourself?

Tell yourself, imply to yourself, on the day you really meet me, you can tell me as affectionately as you are now, how difficult it has been for you these years, and how exhausted you are looking for me.

However, the facts seem to be a pity. It is clear that if you still want to indulge in the world you created, then you just need to impress yourself, and don’t play up that cheap atmosphere for me.

Well, that's all for now, there's no need to contact, after all, everyone is used to it.

Look, isn't everything going well?By the way, one more question, do you have any other children now? "

After finishing speaking, Jiang Yun looked at the woman across from him calmly.

And the woman moved her lips as if she had just recovered, but she didn't make a sound, and could only nod feebly.

Jiang Yun understood, and she smiled very happily. Sure enough, she still has children, so there is no shortage of her around, so there is nothing wrong with it.

If she wanted to get rid of her own guilt today, she should have done it.

Jiang Yun stood up, looked down at her again.

"Jiang Guocai is dead."

After saying this sentence, Jiang Yun didn't stay any longer and left quickly.

She walked to Su Yu's table, but found that Xu Qinrou was not there. She turned her head and looked around, but she was not there.

Su Yu knew who she was looking for, and looked at her expression slightly.

"She went to the toilet, she just left not long ago, wait a while."

Jiang Yun didn't think about it, nodded, and just stood there and waited.

Xu Qinrou did go to the toilet, but her eyes were clearly red, and there were faint red bloodshots.

Although Jiang Yun told her not to worry and only asked her to stay with Su Yu for a while, in the end she still couldn't restrain herself and listened to those words verbatim.

But she found that the more she listened to it, the more her heart ached, and it was the feeling of suffocation again, like a fish on the verge of drying up, struggling in place, and the pain could not be relieved by half.

Listening to Jiang Yun, who she likes so much, she told the past and suffering in an indifferent and relieved tone.

Why is this person always like this, he always doesn't take himself seriously, why can he be so calm all the time?Can you never care about yourself?

If she didn't know that the protagonist of everything was Jiang Yun, she might have thought she was telling someone else's story.

But no, Xu Qinrou knew that it was her Jiang Yun, the Jiang Yun she had never known before.

The little girl walked along the dark and thorny road, but she still gave her so much brilliance.

Obviously, she is the one who needs it the most.

Her eyes were sore, she couldn't hold it back after all, and the tears fell down one by one, dripping into the pool.

Jiang Yun stood there and waited for a long time, but she still didn't see Xu Qinrou come out, so she couldn't help feeling a little worried, so she wanted to go in and look for it, and at this moment, Xu Qinrou came out.

With a slight smile on his face, he looked at Jiang Yun, then turned to Su Yu who was beside him.

"Su Yu, let's go first, today's task should be considered pretty good," then turned to look at Jiang Yun, "Let's go."

Jiang Yun looked into her eyes and nodded slowly, "Let's go."

Su Yu sat on the spot and didn't say anything. The woman who had been holding Jiang Yun before was also taken away by Fu Cheng, as if she was not feeling well.

It was also because of this accident that Su's mother also apologized and walked away with her. What's the matter, eh.

When she got home, Jiang Yun's face was a little heavy, but she didn't say anything. As usual, she went into the kitchen alone to prepare dinner.

Until the evening, the two of them lay on the bed and didn't say a word to each other. It wasn't a cold war, but Jiang Yun was a little confused now.

The past that had been sealed in the bottom of my heart was revealed, like scabbed wounds, torn open again.

She was a little sad and even a little scared, but she didn't want to tell Xu Qinrou, and she didn't want to spread these bad emotions to her.

So she tried her best to restrain herself, and tried her best to cover up the emotions that were about to burst out.

"Did it hurt at that time?"

Suddenly, a gentle voice came from the night, and it was full of distress.

Jiang Yun heard it, but didn't realize what she was saying for a while, she frowned slightly, and just about to speak, at that moment, her body froze.

Unexpectedly, Xu Qinrou had already rolled over and gently covered Jiang Yun's body, lifting Jiang Yun's clothes with a cool hand.

Sensing her intention, Jiang Yun stretched out her hand to hold her hand that was about to succeed, raised her head slightly, and opened her eyes with a trace of uneasiness in her voice.

"what happened?"

"Sorry, I heard..."

Xu Qinrou lowered her eyes to look at her, and mist formed in her eyes again, she couldn't see clearly in the dark night, as if she was covered with a layer of light.

But Jiang Yun knew it wasn't, she raised her hand, gently held her face, and smiled.

"What did you hear?"

Jiang Yun was obviously laughing, but Xu Qinrou felt more sad than crying. Why should Jiang Yun be wronged, but she felt even more wronged than herself, and her tears couldn't stop falling.

"I heard your conversation with that aunt, Jiang Yun, you don't need to laugh when you are sad, why do you keep pushing yourself?

You can also act like a baby to me, I know you are sad now, you don't have to digest those emotions alone, you still have me..."

Jiang Yun only felt her nose sore, and her eyes were swollen. She looked away, still clinging to the fragility and sadness.

Xu Qinrou didn't give her a chance to escape, and hugged her directly, her head resting tightly on Jiang Yun's neck.

Tears flowed freely and heat spread, flowing down her fair neck into the pillow and disappearing.

Xu Qinrou's voice was hoarse: "Why do you look like a liar, you promised to be honest, but you always tell me at the critical point every time.

Am I stupid for always lightly saying those things so easily, do I really not know how difficult it is for you to be in it?

But you don't want to say it, and I can't force you to say it, it's the same this time, if I didn't hear it, are you still going to hide those things in your heart and digest them alone?

It's unfair for you to treat me like this, I put all my emotions in front of you, but I don't know anything about your real emotions..."

The girl's tears were so hot that they seemed to burn into Jiang Yun's heart with scorching heat.

Her girl was right, it seemed to be unfair to her, but the past was too heavy, how sad it must have been for her to hear.

Jiang Yun raised her hand, gently placed it on the back of the girl's head, and stroked it gently one after another, with a deep nasal voice.

"Don't be sad, Jiang Yun assures you, except for those unbearable pasts, you have set foot in all Jiang Yun's worlds, but those pasts..."

Xu Qinrou raised her head abruptly and looked at her with red eyes.

"No, there is no embarrassment, only grievances, only grievances, little Jiang Yun has only grievances!"

Amused by the girl's serious and cute denial, Jiang Yun couldn't hold back, and showed her first real smile today, agreeing with her.

"Yes, only grievances, little Jiang Yun only grievances, very wronged, no one hugged her like today, and did not tell her that she can cry about these unwillingness and sadness, then, Xu Qinrou, do you really want to listen?"

Xu Qinrou's eyes widened, and there were still a few tears hanging in the corners of his eyes, looking like he was about to fall.

"Listen, be honest when you speak. Don't cover up everything. If you cover up, you will love you less. If you cover up, you will be more cold and violent."

Jiang Yun only felt that her heart was about to soften, and the menace's words made her heart warm.

It was so sweet that Jiang Yun suddenly couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality, so she reached out and hugged Xu Qinrou.

"Okay, then I'll be greedy and get more love from you."