she is guilty of loving you

"Dong dong dong..."

Suddenly there was a regular knock on the door, Xu Qinrou hurriedly got out of bed annoyed, forgetting that she was not the only one at home.

"Wu Nian? Wait for me to clean up."

Xu Qinrou was tidying up the sheets while talking, after going out, Wu Nianzheng stood quietly aside, his eyes were like a deer in the forest, looking wet and timid.

Xu Qinrou looked at her and smiled apologetically, and found that she was still wearing her own clothes before, so she walked over and lowered her body slightly to look at her.

"Why aren't you wearing the clothes you bought?"

Wu Nian also looked up at her, as if he didn't know how to answer, moved his lips but didn't speak.

Xu Qinrou sighed secretly, the little girl was still a little cautious, as if remembering something, she smiled brightly.

"I remember that I have a black casual dress. I will make a decision for you. I have a similar one. I want a chance to wear a sister's dress. Don't refuse me!"

The voice is soft, and the smile is also soft, containing the unique style and gentleness of spring.

Wu Nian looked a little taken aback, and when he realized it, he immediately lowered his head with blushing cheeks.

Xu Qinrou was not annoyed, she reached out and rubbed her head lightly, like petting a kitten, and said softly.

"If you don't speak, it will be assumed that you agree, sister."

Wu Nian lowered her head, nodded in a very small way, and said nothing, but Xu Qinrou knew that she agreed, and they looked at each other and smiled.

On the other side, Jiang Yun woke up very late, it was really too late when she came back yesterday, and it was already past two o'clock in the middle of the night by the time she packed up everything and went to bed.

It was probably because the moonlight last night was very pleasant to watch, and I slept very peacefully this time.

Jiang Yun got out of bed, opened the curtains, and the sun was pouring in. She couldn't get used to it for a while, so she raised her hand to cover it, and opened her eyes to look outside after the dizziness passed.

The flowers in the flower garden were blooming luxuriantly and surrounded each other. Jiang Yun didn't know why, but she smiled when she saw it, and the corners of her mouth raised unconsciously.

I don't know how long after looking at it, Jiang Yun turned around and took the phone. When she saw the new text message, she clicked in and took a look.

Sender Guotao: Sister Fang asked me to tell you that tonight at 602:[-] in private room [-] of the Beiyuan restaurant, you remember to come here, just yesterday you came to find something to do with Sister Fang, just say it by the way, keep on time Ah You.

Jiang Yun smiled and replied to him: Yes, I understand.

In the evening, Jiang Yun came to the Beiyuan restaurant according to Liu Guotao's information. The waiter took her to the fifth floor according to the private room number she said, and soon arrived at 602.

She stood alone in front of the door, raised her hand and put it down again, hesitated for a while after a few struggles, then gently opened the door and walked in.

The woman inside just raised her head, and the two looked at each other.

Jiang Yun lost the feeling of being at a loss just standing outside the door, and walked straight in, looked at the woman sitting in front of her, and called Aunt Fang respectfully.

The woman looked at her and smiled, her voice remained the same as before.

"What's the matter, you don't know me anymore. You weren't so reserved when you saw me before? Are you going to stand and bow to me instead of sitting down?"

The words were full of teasing, Jiang Yun glanced at the woman, then pulled out the chair opposite and sat down, looking up at the woman opposite.

Time seems to have given her special treatment, and she hasn't changed much from when we first met.

Although she is almost 50 years old, her brow bones are still clear and beautiful, and her overall condition is also very good. If you don't know, no one will doubt her when she says she is 30 years old.

She is Aunt Fang who has helped Jiang Yun a lot. To some extent, she exists like a mother in Jiang Yun's heart.

And what happened back then, Jiang Yun also told her without reservation, Aunt Fang was their unnecessary and absurd youth witness.

Jiang Yun still didn't speak, the woman was noncommittal to her silence, and also looked at Jiang Yun.

The unruly and flamboyant temperament of the girl before dissipated, and now Jiang Yun has a restrained and quiet aura all over her body, which is really different.

After an unknown amount of time, a woman's unique and solemn voice came.

"In the past three years, you have become a lot calmer. Why, the hero saves the beauty and saves life?"

Jiang Yun didn't know what to say, she pursed her lips, then looked up at the person opposite, the words she wanted to speak were dumb in her throat, but suddenly she didn't know what to say.

The woman was not annoyed, but the smile on her face became more obvious, she shook her head slightly, and glanced at Jiang Yun.

"I asked you to come to eat, not just to eat, don't pretend to be a squib with me here, didn't you have a lot of backbone before? Tell me, what do you plan to do in the future, and what do you plan to do with that little girl?"

Jiang Yun's eyelashes trembled, and the boredom in her heart lingered for a long time. She suppressed thoughts she shouldn't have and looked at the woman.

The tone was indifferent: "Same as usual."

The woman couldn't help laughing at her insincere expression.

"What's the usual? What's the same as usual? Friends? Strangers? Or girlfriends?"

Jiang Yun raised her head and met Aunt Fang with a scrutinizing gaze, and she refused to give in, with a bitter smile.

"It has always been the position of a friend, and it will be the same in the future. It will not be one step farther, nor one step closer."

The woman looked as if she hated iron and steel, her tone fluctuated a bit.

"What a relationship looks like is not defined by you alone, it has always been the opinion of both parties.

You think so yourself, are you sure the little girl thinks so too?In a sense, Jiang Yun, you're a little too selfish, it's not that hard to make it clear just once.

You and that little girl are obviously one side of the world and the other side of the sea, but they have a relationship that is constantly cutting and chaotic, but they both have the same characteristics inexplicably. "

Saying that, the woman gave her a meaningful look.

"It's all dead ducks with a hard mouth, and they are strictly guarded against the thought of not wanting to tell others, but what can they do if they tell.

It's just to open your heart, reveal your heart, and go on smoothly and frankly in the future, but you don't say anything to anyone, and you don't ask anyone, for fear that someone will expose someone's wound or pull out someone's thorn.

But have you ever thought that if the wound is not opened for others to see, no one will know where your injury is, where the pain is, how deep the injury is, and how long it lasted.

Why don't you try it boldly, whether it is rebirth from Nirvana or death and the next life is still undetermined, why can't you open your heart? "

The woman's words seemed to be punched in the chest by someone, and Jiang Yun felt her heart beating faster and faster.

She pursed her lips, her voice was a little low, and she didn't know whether to speak to herself or to the woman.

"How dare you? What are you talking about? One person's injuries can heal on their own, but two people will only increase their troubles... If I find out that I brought all the injuries, what should I do?"

The woman sighed, seeing Jiang Yun's worry and fear in her eyes.

"Jiang Yun, you are not the only one who is in pain, and you are not the only one who is healing the wound, other people are also silently enduring those hardships where you can't see.

That year you sentenced the little girl Xu Qinrou for three years. No matter what, I had some prejudice against her, because all the time I saw you pampering that child unconditionally, blocking those who even herself Unknown wind and rain.

I'm not worth it for you, but after what happened, I watched her go through the past three years, and suddenly felt that this child was not easy.

Everyone's visit is rejected by you, everyone can treat it as before, but she can't.

Every time she was rejected for a visit, she would get drunk in the bar when she came back, and she would lie in a small corner calling your name in a small corner.

The bar is full of fish and dragons, the little girl is eye-catching, and there are countless people with a lot of thoughts. She is relying on you to protect her, and relying on us to protect her, she will get drunk there unscrupulously.

You probably don't know that every year on your birthday, she is actually not far from you.

In the winter, the wind was so cold that I wished to freeze my bones to pieces, but she didn't seem to feel it, and stood outside all day and all night.

At that time, I was thinking, is this the end for you, or is it just a crossing before the dawn of the will?Is it the end? "

Aunt Fang didn't know whether she was asking herself or Jiang Yun, she paused, then looked at Jiang Yun again.

"Ignore the rest, I want to ask you, what position do you plan to put Xu Qinrou in when you come back this time? Hmm?"

Aunt Fang looked at Jiang Yun who was opposite, she could clearly see the faint water in her eyes, and suddenly her heart softened.

But she knew she couldn't, if she didn't force them, she didn't know when she would be able to get out of that chaotic relationship.

A sentence of questioning that hit the soul hit Jiang Yun's heart like a sledgehammer, and she seemed to be drawn from those few sentences.

I saw Xu Qinrou who was full of guilt, I saw Xu Qinrou who was drinking away his sorrows, and I saw Xu Qinrou who waited silently outside the prison all day and night.

So, Xu Qinrou is so good, how can she delay her, being able to accompany her for a lifetime in the name of a friend is already the greatest prayer.

Jiang Yun raised her head and met Aunt Fang with a scrutinizing gaze, and she refused to give in, with a bitter smile.

"Friends, still friends, probably only friends."

"Are you willing?"

Jiang Yun also asked herself, are you willing, and the answer is of course not.

But compared to this, she didn't want to drag Xu Qinrou into the mud, so she was relieved when she thought about it, and the corner of her mouth raised an inconspicuous angle.

"In the beginning, it seemed that I was full of unwillingness. Such a good person, I have been studying for so many years, and I have thought about it for so many years. People can only be in a relationship that is not far or close to me. If you are far away, you can't get closer. How can you be reconciled? Woolen cloth?

But, she has her sweetheart, who is also her white moonlight, and the boy she cherishes thousands of times, so she will have her brilliant life.

She should live a safe and happy life, a smooth life. She can choose a man she loves, have a few lovely children, and support the elderly together.

And me, and I can't give her that kind of life, and even on the contrary, my stains may be incidental to her life.

Not only that, but other people will think it's abnormal and point at her behind her back. I don't need to care, but I can't care about her. I don't want to do that, and I don't want to anyway. "

Only now did Aunt Fang seriously look at the girl in front of her. She had grown up, she had really grown up, she was so thoughtful and thoughtful.

But the only bad thing is that I have suppressed my desire in the deepest part of my heart, but can I really suppress it?

Moreover, the two of them obviously didn't talk about it, and they were still living in the lies woven by each other. They were really making trouble for themselves.

Aunt Fang sighed, and turned off the phone, which had been on for a long time, then turned her head to look at Jiang Yun, her tone much softer.

"I don't mean to force you, just follow your truest thoughts. There is one more thing I want to ask you today. Let's talk about those after dinner."

After Aunt Fang and Jiang Yun had finished their conversation-based meal, Aunt Fang let Jiang Yun go first, as she still had something to attend to.

Jiang Yun had no doubts, and left after saying goodbye to Aunt Fang, but when she walked out of the restaurant, there was a familiar figure standing under a tree not far away.