Wearing the white moonlight of paranoid green tea

The clear heartbeat beat against his palm, as gentle as Shen Qing's kiss on his lips, Gu Qingyu's muscles tensed all over, feeling the moment when two breaths merged.

He knew that Shen Qing would feel sorry for him. During the half hour when Shen Qing's phone was turned off, he had already simulated in his mind countless different responses. He thought, if Shen Qing was angry that he didn't tell the truth, he would betray him. After selling miserably, Shen Qing will let him go after softening his heart. If Shen Qing is sad, he will tell Shen Qing that everything is over, and he doesn't care about that person at all.

No matter what kind it is, Gu Qingyu will tell Shen Qing the love and longing in his heart at the end, and tell Shen Qing that the man can't arouse any emotion in him at all, because his emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy, since the heavy rain when he was 16 years old, It's out of his control.

Whether it is sunny or rainy in Gu Qingyu's world, it is all controlled by Shen Qing.

But Shen Qing was kissing him, tenderly, without allowing him to resist or refuse, the palm on his shoulder was hot, burning through the thick sweater to the bottom of his heart, burning all his reason.

In an instant, the world was turned upside down, and at the moment when he was pressed on the sofa, Shen Qing gently opened his eyes and looked at Lu Qingyu's red eyes, thin sweat on his forehead and neck, and the veins in his hands that were imprisoned on his shoulders bulged, bringing With great pressure.

Then he watched Gu Qingyu lower his head, and gently kiss him on the center of his eyebrows, the corners of his eyes, all the way to his lips, gentle and restrained, and then became aggressive the moment he raised his head back to kiss.

The space in the living room suddenly became narrower, and the ambiguous atmosphere made him out of breath. As his lips and teeth blended together, Shen Qing felt that he was also getting hotter, and his consciousness gradually became blurred. Qing Yu's hand rested on his back The neck also completely blocked the possibility of him retreating, so he could only hold Gu Qingyu's shoulders tighter, feeling the slight tingling pain on his lips.

I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that Shen Qing felt that she was about to pass out. Gu Qingyu finally stopped, but still pressed tightly against him, Shen Qing raised his head, bearing his weight, and Gu Qingyu's heavy voice was next to his ear. breathe.

Just when he thought that Gu Qingyu was about to fall asleep, Shen Qing suddenly felt an itch in his palm, it was Gu Qingyu's fingertips.

In the silent living room where there were only two people's heartbeat and breathing sounds, Gu Qingyu avoided his eyes and wrote his name on his palm over and over again.

Lightly, lightly, lightly, lightly...

love you

……

Shen Qing originally planned to go directly to the legal process, although it was slower but Gu Qingyu didn't have to face these matters in person, but Gu Qingyu refused. At ten o'clock in the evening, Gu Qingyu, who had not responded all this time, sent three consecutive Weibo posts without warning.

The first one was an injury report, named Gu Qingyu, aged 13, with a severe fracture of his arm and other scars, old and new, on his body.

The second is a recording, which is full of men's harsh insults, women's begging for mercy, and the sound of sticks being beaten in the middle.

The third article is a few photos, a dilapidated household registration book, the second page is his wife Qin Yan, and the last page is his son Gu Qingyu. There is no name of the man in the video in the whole book. The photo shows several golden medals, one of which is engraved with the name, Gu Xuan, which is the name of Gu Qingyu's biological father.

After the three Weibo posts, the feathers, who were still apprehensive just now, exploded on the spot and struck out with heavy punches.

[The domestic violence man is dead, how the hell is there such a shameless man, domestic violence gambling can still lick his face and turn black and white, a 14-year-old child, how can he do it! 】

[I really burst into tears, it turns out that Papa Gu is a hero!I said that in the previous interview with Gu Shen, he clearly said that his father is the person he respects the most, but he has nothing to say to his father, because he knows that if Gu's father hears that his wife and children are in such a miserable state after he left, he will definitely be angry. It's sad! 】

[Domestic violence man must die, Heizi who cursed just now come over and apologize! 】

……

In the living room of the apartment, Shen Qing was sitting on the sofa, and Gu Qingyu was sitting next to him on the floor, resting his head on his knee, talking in a low voice about the intersection between himself and Zhang Feng.

Before he was ten years old, he had a normal family like all children, with a gentle mother and a strict but cheerful father. Although his father was busy but very patient, he would buy a rose for his mother and check his homework every day no matter how late he got off work. At that time, the biggest distress for him was that his mother, who was a dance teacher, forced him to practice basic skills for at least three hours a day.

Until the age of ten when his father died while performing a mission, his mother couldn't accept being in a trance all day long, and his immature shoulders couldn't bear the burden of the whole family. That's when Zhang Feng appeared. His frantic pursuit and sweet talk made the weak The woman seemed to have found a harbor, and the two got married impulsively.

Gu Qingyu didn't have any ill intentions towards Zhang Feng at the beginning, although in his heart this person was very different from his father, but for the sake of his kindness to his mother, Gu Qingyu never said anything, even he kept praying, praying Zhang Feng can be safe and healthy, so Qin Yan will not be so sad.

But in less than a year, Zhang Feng saw Qin Yan's depression examination report from nowhere, and also knew the truth that Qin Yan had been using him as a stand-in. He began to mock and insult Qin Yan. She still avoided him, but after she was accidentally bumped by him, she became even more unscrupulous. In order to protect Qin Yan, Gu Qingyu fought with him for the first time, and was injured in his right leg. Afterwards, Zhang Feng did not hide it anymore.

Every day he was either drinking or gambling or beating, scolding and throwing things. Every time he woke up, he started to apologize crazily. Gu Qingyu persuaded Qin Yan many times to divorce him, but Qin Yan always promised to always soften her heart, so this situation continued until Gu Qingyu was 13 age.

Zhang Feng went to jail, and it was Gu Qingyu who reported it.

Then he and Qin Yan lived a peaceful life for more than a year, which was actually not peaceful, because Qin Yan was about to go crazy, and even started to have a relationship with Zhang Feng to let Zhang Feng come out early. In her world, Zhang Feng seemed to be that She cherishes Gu Xuan who loves her, so she becomes more and more paranoid, and even starts to hurt herself.

During those days, while taking Qin Yan for treatment, he had been planning to take her away, but he was only under 14 years old and couldn't do anything, so he could only pray that Zhang Feng would be locked up for a little longer, a little longer, Wait until he has the ability to...

But Zhang Feng came out ahead of time, and Gu Qingyu did not escape the beating, and he was finally rescued until the police came. Gu Qingyu didn't want to let Zhang Feng go, so he followed the police for an injury check, and Zhang Feng was detained again .

At that time, Gu Qingyu thought, actually it seems pretty good, if Zhang Feng comes out again next time, he can intentionally irritate the other party, so that he can send people in again, and when he goes to university, he can also take Qin Yan away, so that They don't have to worry anymore...

But Qin Yan didn't wait until that time. When Gu Qingyu was 15 years old, she jumped from upstairs without warning and never woke up again.

Gu Qingyu could have left directly, but he didn't. He waited until Zhang Feng was released again. After the first counterattack beat Zhang Feng so hard that he could no longer get up again, he rushed forward with the suitcase and Qin Yan's urn. out.

"Actually, I'm not as miserable as I imagined, right?" Gu Qingyu rubbed his head against Shen Qing's hand: "I heard that he was beaten every day inside, and the first time I saw him come out, there was no good place on his body. , and in fact, I have never lost every fight.”

"That's right, our Gu Xiaoyu is amazing," Shen Qing said in a gentle tone, "When I was 16, I could single out a whole street of punks."

Gu Qingyu suddenly raised his head: "Did you call those policemen for me?"

What Shen Qing said was the time before their second meeting.

He just came back from the part-time shop where he was about to jump off the wall and go back to school, but he was stopped by those gangsters asking for money. He was in a bad mood at the time, so he just threw away his schoolbag and started fighting. After a while, he was still defeated, with many injuries on his body, until the police rushed over and arrested the group of gangsters.

No wonder, no wonder he wasn't even pulled away for questioning, Gu Qingyu stared blankly at Shen Qing, not knowing what to say.

"Do you think you are the only one who will secretly miss you?" Shen Qing patted his head angrily: "There are inexplicable packages every day, isn't it reminding me to care about you?"

The movement that landed on his head was very gentle. Gu Qingyu thought that he already loved Shen Qing very much, but he could still love him a little more. He wanted to stick it on him again and kiss Shen Qing's soft lips. Shen Qing said love a hundred times, a thousand times and ten thousand times.

But Gu Qingyu just held Shen Qing's hand, slowly crossed his fingers and said, "So you see, I'm really lucky."

Because he met his light.

"The first time I looked up, I was thinking, how can there be such a beautiful person in this world?" He was so beautiful that he seemed to be born with a light, which made him unconsciously want to get close, but felt deeply inferior .

"So you are afraid, afraid that you will become paranoid, afraid that one day you will hurt me," Shen Qing sighed, and asked, "Is that so?"

"It's already started, and it's getting worse," Gu Qingyu said with a struggling expression, "I don't want to see you in contact with anyone else, I want you to see me as the only person in your world, and I want to occupy all of your attention, even I want to find a place to hide you, in a place that only I know..."

Confessing all the dark thoughts in his heart in one breath, Gu Qingyu lowered his head and said in a depressed tone, "Don't you think it's scary for me like this?"

"If I say yes, will you give up?"

Sensing Gu Qingyu's instant tense state, Shen smiled softly, then picked his chin with his free hand and forced Gu Qingyu to look at him, his eyes full of indulgent smiles.

Then he raised the hands they held together, and placed a light kiss on the back of Gu Qingyu's hand, saying, "Gu Qingyu, I allow you to think so."

Allow your cautiousness, allow your overbearing and possessiveness, and allow your crazy thoughts.

Shen Qing met Gu Qingyu's gaze directly: "In that case, are you still afraid?"

Gu Qingyu looked at Shen Qing quietly, her beautiful peach blossom eyes were full of steam that had not yet dissipated, the corners of her eyes were slightly flushed, her fair face was rarely pink, her neckline was messy, revealing her beautiful collarbones and light-colored kisses mark……

Gu Qingyu raised his hand and landed on the corner of Shen Qing's lips, rubbing his fingertips little by little, and then, irresistibly, he embraced Shen Qing's neck, and kissed him again.

All the cells were boiling, clamoring to take over the person in front of him fiercely, Gu Qingyu was short of breath, and pressed the person on the sofa again, everything became more and more uncontrollable.

Shen Qing's hand tightly grasped Gu Qingyu's collar, feeling the warmth of Gu Qingyu's palm, just when he thought that Little Jasmine could bear it no longer, the person on her body suddenly stopped all movements.

In a hazy state of consciousness, Shen Qing heard Gu Qingyu's suppressed panting.

Gu Qingyu said softly: "Brother Qingqing, you will always be free."

I was the one who was imprisoned voluntarily.

***

Shen Qing's people are very efficient. In just a few hours, he found Zhang Feng who was hiding in the underground rental room, and handed over the evidence of his gambling and rumors to the police. Looking at the strong legal team in front of him, he heard Seeing their resolute tone, Zhang Feng knew that he might really fall this time.

He yelled like crazy: "I want to see your boss, someone paid me to black Gu Qingyu, I have evidence, I can help him clarify, I still have evidence in my hand that a man bribed me, let me see your boss !"

"Be honest!" The policeman who was holding him suddenly became angry, and his tone was stern: "If you don't have to submit to the court to convict you, I will throw you in right now, grandma, the man who looks down on domestic violence the most in this life, bullying his wife What a kid! ”

Zhang Feng didn't have any backbone, he confessed everything after a beating, and it was exactly as Shen Qing expected, the person behind him was Cen Chaoyang.

Cen Chaoyang, it seems that it is impossible to solve him thoroughly, Shen Qing looked at the screenshot of the chat sent by the other side, with a slightly condensed expression and dim eyes.

……

After the police announcement came out, online public opinion completely reversed.

Another person who claimed to be Gu Qingyu's classmate came out to speak out.

[@蜂泥啪哝不加糖: Gu Qingyu’s high school classmate, I transferred to another school when I was in the first and second grades of high school, so I didn’t meet him very much. I was in the same class for two years but I wasn’t familiar with him. In fact, he didn’t know anyone very well at that time, not because of his studies. Ba's coldness is not because he is withdrawn, but because he is busier than us, he has to attend classes, work part-time at school, and work part-time on Saturdays and Sundays.

Our school cafeteria has two floors. The first floor is for the most basic meals, and the second floor is for nutritional supplements. I haven’t seen him go to the second floor in two years, and no one has ever held a family meeting. In fact, our school is poor. There is a quota for students, and his grades are super good, so the teacher will definitely favor him if he applies (but he does meet all the requirements), but later I heard that because the household registration book was stolen or the guardian was unwilling to sign, there is no further action... …

Anyway, it’s pretty hard, but he’s really good, and his test scores are stable in the top three of the grade every time. At that time, he was very handsome, so many people would secretly stuff him with various snacks. They all went back the same way, and they were super gentle when they refused when they were confessed. Once a girl in our class was blocked by gangsters outside the school to ask for money, and it was Gu Qingyu who helped her. Every day when school is over, she will be sent home and then back to school.

Someone came out and said that he beat his stepfather. I just went back to go through a very important procedure that day, so I saw the whole process. That man blocked Gu Qingyu and yelled at him. He was very ugly and asked him for money. (I don't know how he managed to speak) There were a lot of people at the gate of the school that day, but that man was so crazy that no one dared to go up and help, neither did I...

So the reason why I stood up this time is because I felt very guilty, because I was cowardly at that time, and I also didn't want such a gentle person to be attacked for no reason.I don't know much about the others, so I won't say much, but Gu Qingyu is really a very good person. 】

This post was reposted tens of thousands of times by fans, and it rushed into the trending search with the entry of #隐清羽很妹#.

At 11:30, Gu Qingyu sent a live link with the title: Chatting.

Fans who had been waiting all this time poured into the live broadcast room in an instant. Shen Qing sat outside the camera, watching the barrage in the live broadcast room in real time, and frowned when he saw the insults and sarcasm mixed in it.

Although he has always known that there are all kinds of garbage on the Internet, he still gets angry rarely.

Before Shen Qing could make a move, a warm palm grabbed her right hand, and Gu Qingyu squeezed his palm, looking at the camera without changing expression.

It was as if the bad words on the barrage had never existed.

"It's not that serious." Gu Qingyu smiled at the fans' distress and comfort that were about to overflow the screen: "Stop your powerful imagination, it's not as miserable as everyone imagined, and I started practicing Taekwondo when I was eight years old. Guaranteed the ability, so there is no loss."

"Actually, I didn't want to respond to this matter, but I think you should be worried about me, so just chat casually."

Gu Qingyu revealed the incident itself in a few sentences, and saw the sentence flashed on the barrage [So Gu Shen's grades are really good? ] smiled: "It's not very good, but it is indeed in the top three every time."

"It's not smart, it's because you are very serious in class every day, and you will study hard after class." Gu Qingyu smiled: "And the first and second grades are very important, so I didn't practice dance during that time. training."

The fans' focus was diverted by his success, and they began to discuss their weak subjects enthusiastically, complaining about how much homework they had every day.

Heizi was still stubborn, swiping the screen non-stop.

【Explain about Shen Qing】

【Explain about Shen Qing】

【Explain about Shen Qing】

Gu Qingyu turned a blind eye, picked the fan's question and continued to answer: "Yes, with Shen...Mr. Shen met at that time. I was living on the street and then he picked me up. You all know what happened afterwards. He encouraged me to continue to persevere in my dream. , and then I signed with his company."

Not knowing what she saw, Shen Qing heard Gu Qingyu smile: "Well, he is very good to me, so I said that I am not as miserable as everyone imagined, and the time when I was unhappy was actually just a small part of my life. A paragraph, so I won't take it to heart, and you don't have to take it to heart either."

Shen Qing looked at him smiling and talking to fans, and suddenly thought, in fact, what the old classmate said was right, Gu Qingyu is really a very gentle person.

He was so gentle that even though his scars had just been exposed, he still wanted to comfort others first, first him, and then these fans.

How could there be such a lovely person, Shen Qing thought.

***

The person Shen Qing was looking for also found Zhang Feng's more serious matter besides gambling - taking/drug/trafficking/drugs, adding up several crimes, Zhang Feng's pension plan can almost be realized, before Zhang Feng was imprisoned, Shen Qing Find someone to "greet" him.

The official verdict will come out soon, and the matter can be regarded as over.

Gu Qingyu continued to be busy with training, and Shen Qing also started to get busy.

In Zhang's study room, Zhang Baisheng lost the game again, looked at Shen Qing and frowned: "I know that kid Ceng Jia touched your back scale, but your action this time is too aggressive."

"Are you aggressive?" Shen lightly wrote: "Isn't it just that you have received 20.00% of Fengshang's equity, I think it's okay."

Even if it wasn't for the lack of liquidity in hand, he could charge more.

Of course, he can do such things as digging people's black material. Fengshang can find some black spots if he pulls out a few well-known entertainers at random. If he can't find him, he can fabricate it. It is easy to suppress an artist.

But it's so boring to make small fights, isn't Cen Chaoyang trying his best to get Fengshang?Shen Qing let him never get it in his life.

"The income from the movie shouldn't be that much," Zhang Baisheng said after a moment of silence, "The kid's savings are also included?"

"What is his savings?" Shen Qing was dissatisfied: "Isn't his savings mine?"

Zhang Baisheng glared at him angrily: "That's Gu Xiaoyu, who else can let you mess around like this."

"Look at what you said, it's Gu Xiaoyu," Shen Qing said calmly, "I don't want it if it's not his."

Zhang Baisheng just laughed, his brows and eyes were full of relief: "You two have finally talked?"

"Not yet." Speaking of this, Shen Qing became angry. After Gu Qingyu was so bold last time, he didn't know why he shrank back, but he stopped avoiding him and started to take the initiative. Shen Qing thought he should What big move is brewing.

Zhang Baisheng sighed, and brought the topic back: "If it's not Gu Xiaoyu's, then don't want it, then do you want mine?"

Shen Wei was slightly stunned: "Uncle Zhang..."

"When people are old, they think that they can take a step back when they encounter something. It doesn't hurt the elegance anyway. I almost forgot what it felt like to be arrogant when I was young." Zhang Baisheng smiled bitterly: "Now that I think about it, I After living for so many years, you still haven’t opened up as much as you thought.”

"People have bullied us to the door, what else is there to endure?"

Zhang Baisheng looked at Shen Qing and said: "I know that you don't think it's necessary for you not to talk to me, and I also know that it's only a matter of time before you really want to take back those shares outside of Cen's family, but why bother?"

"It's not that there is no money at home, why do you have to bear it for a while?" Zhang Baisheng's tone was a little more heroic: "You can do whatever you want, I can't help you with other things, there is a lot of money, isn't it just an entertainment company Is it? Buy it and buy it!"

Shen Qing smiled, and raised her hand to give Zhang Baisheng a high-five, with an unconcealable arrogance in her eyes.

With Zhang Baisheng's support, Shen Qing became even more free-spirited, so Cen began to burst out with various problems, fans of famous artists left one after another, investment projects were suspended one after another, and all projects under discussion were cut off. , the main shareholder Cen's family also broke out various problems one after another. Suddenly, Fengshang's stock price plummeted, and the shareholders' meeting fell into chaos.

Shen Qing took the opportunity to acquire a large number of shares in Fengshang, and the shares in his hands were close to 40.00% of Cen's family.

There was chaos within Fengshang, and everyone was in danger for a while.

……

The first concert of Gu Qingyu also kicked off.

The location of the first concert was in Jiangcheng, Shen Qing naturally also received the concert tickets for the VIP seats, he simply packed up, and went to the venue with Zhang Baisheng and his wife.

"Is Xiao Yu so busy?" Liang Yi was surprised to see that the person who came to pick them up at the door was Xiao Huang instead of Gu Qingyu himself.

Xiao Huang glanced at Shen Qing, and quickly explained: "The concert is about to start in half an hour, but the makeup artist is late today, so the boss is urgently putting on makeup, so let me pick you up..."

"No, no," Liang Yi smiled hastily, "I'm just a little surprised, don't be nervous, just let him be busy."

Shen smiled lightly, looked at Xiao Huang and asked, "Then we can't go backstage too?"

Xiao Huang looked very embarrassed: "Mr. Shen..."

"Got it, tell your boss that I'm looking forward to it."

Shen Qing walked forward with Liang Yi's arm, and when she got to the seat, she found Lu Ziwen and Ning Yao next to her.

"Boss Shen, you are here!" Ning Yao was very excited to see him, and the headband on his head flickered.

Lu Ziwen smiled softly, then nodded to Zhang Baisheng and his wife: "Uncle Zhang, Aunt Liang."

"Ziwen is here too?" Liang Yi greeted him with a smile, her eyes flickered when she looked at Ning Yao: "This is..."

"Ning Yao," Lu Ziwen introduced with a frank attitude, smiling: "It's an artist from Brother Shen's company, and also Xiao Yu's friend. It just so happened that Xiao Yu gave me two tickets, so I brought him along."

Shen Qing saw that Ning Yao's eyes dimmed for a moment, and then immediately recovered, and greeted Liang Yi with a smile: "Hello, Auntie, I'm Ning Yao."

Liang Yi retracted her words, and said with a smile, "The headband on Ning Ning's head is so cute, is it a cheering object for fans?"

"That's right," Ning Yao nodded, and took out several identical headbands from his pocket: "I specially asked someone to make these. Uncles, aunts, and Boss Shen, do you want them?"

Shen Qing took out the support stick that she had prepared before from her pocket, and refused with a smile: "I don't need it."

Liang Yi took two with great interest, and happily put the other on Zhang Baisheng's head.

At the moment when the eyes met, Shen Qing saw the helplessness in his eyes, but also very happy.

Fans only entered the arena 15 minutes before the start, and the auditorium was quickly filled with people. Shen Qing looked back and was dazzled by the various shapes of headbands and support sticks. There is a new perception of popularity.

I don't know if it was the follow-up effect of Zhang Feng's incident, but Shen Qing felt that the voices of these fans were really loud. Sitting in the auditorium, Shen Qing was almost deaf from their shouts and cheers.

Fortunately, the stage darkened quickly. After the unison countdown ended, the stage suddenly lit up, and the moment the elevator lifted up, the audience was silent.

Then there was an even louder scream.

Shen Qing looked at Gu Qingyu who was wearing a cool stage costume on the stage and suddenly lost his voice, thinking that the day before the concert, Gu Qingyu suddenly asked him if there was any look he wanted to see.

He thought for a long time and said: I want to see how Gu Shen dyed her hair pink, like a girlish fan.

Gu Qingyu rejected him very simply, and used all kinds of forceful kisses for 10 minutes to get him to exchange for a normal request.

Then he said something casually, and Gu Qingyu was satisfied.

But today he still dyed his hair pink, girly pink.

So after the whole concert, Shen Qing's eyes were full of his dazzling hair color.

……

"It's really handsome, I won't lie to you!"

After the concert, Lu Ziwen Ningyao and Zhang Baisheng Liang Yi left one after another. Shen Qing also returned to the apartment with Gu Qingyu. His eyes never left Gu Qingyu's hair along the way, so the owner of the hair became angry successfully.

Shen Qing could only coax the person he provoked by himself, so he leaned close to Gu Qingyu, poked him in the face with a smile: "You can't blame me, you and the fans are so suitable, I can't bear it." live."

"And doesn't this prove my love for you?"

Gu Qingyu still didn't respond, Shen Qing was too lazy to coax him, and bumped his head angrily: "I'm jealous of my hair, you really have it, Gu Xiaoyu."

"When you came back, you kept talking to Lu Ziwen," Gu Qingyu said suddenly, "Do you guys know each other so well?"

Shen Qing was stunned for a moment, racked his brains to remember when he said it, and became even angrier: "He asked me if my hair color was what I asked for, I said yes, and he said no wonder."

"That's what you've always said?"

Gu Qingyu turned around and hugged him, resting her head on his shoulder: "I'm sorry, brother, I wanted to ask you if you like it immediately, so I was a little angry when I saw you talking to Lu Ziwen."

Started to make tea again, Shen Qing sighed helplessly, wondering whether she might have to drink jasmine tea in the future.

"Okay, it's my fault. I shouldn't have missed you the first time you stepped down, okay?" Shen Qing said indulgently: "I like it, I like it so much, I like it so much that it's going to explode, we Gu Xiaoyu dyed pink The way the hair looks is so handsome!"

Seeing that his expression was no longer ugly, Shen gently pushed him: "Okay, I'm dead, I've danced all night and I'm going to take a shower soon."

"Hold for another minute," Gu Qingyu didn't let go of him: "And I've taken a shower, so don't dislike me."

1 minute?Shen Qing subconsciously grabbed Gu Qingyu's cell phone next to her and glanced at the date, May NO.11 at 23:59 in the evening.

1 minutes left.

"Happy birthday brother."

When midnight came, Shen Qing heard Gu Qingyu's voice: "I'm still the first person to wish you a happy birthday."

Shen Qing was taken aback for a while, to be honest, he hadn't celebrated his birthday for a long time.

He thought he didn't like birthdays, but when he heard Gu Qingyu say that he was the first to wish him a happy birthday, he was still very childishly happy, and Shen Qing realized that it was only during the birthday period, but It's because he is in another world and there is no Gu Qingyu by his side.

So Shen smiled lightly: "Okay, every birthday in the future will let you..."

"I have a gift for you." Gu Qingyu let go of him suddenly, and interrupted him by the way: "It's a very important gift."

Shen Qing blinked: "What?"

Then Gu Qingyu bent down, took out a box from under the sofa and handed it over: "I'm going to take a shower, take a look."

Before he could react, he ran away.

Shen Qing and Jasmine on the wooden box looked at each other for a while, then slowly opened the lid, and inside were a dozen envelopes without any decoration.

With a thumping heart, Shen Qing took a deep breath and picked up the topmost letter.

When he opened it, there was a blank piece of paper on which he was very familiar with the handwriting. When he saw the first sentence, Shen Qing's heart trembled violently.

to Shen Qing: This is the first letter I write to you, the old rules, it will end at the hundredth.

Today is the final of "You Shine the Most". The two of us have been looking forward to the final for a long time, but I didn't go because of a reason. If you know it, you will be angry, right?Miss you.That person's eyes are completely different from yours, so I recognized it right away, isn't it amazing?Miss you.There is a convenience store on the way out of the hospital. I bought your favorite milk there. I miss you.Although no one saw it, I danced the stage for the finals by myself at home, and I miss you...

The handwriting is a bit scribbled, as if it is expressing the mood of the writer, saying it is a letter, but it is more like Gu Qingyu's diary, which records in detail what he did in a day, and everything ends with two words "Miss you."

Shen Qing counted down one by one, on the first day he disappeared, Gu Qingyu did a total of ten things and missed him thirteen times.

The second letter still started with "to Shen Qing: This is the second letter I wrote to you."

……

Shen Qing opened the envelopes one by one. Gu Qingyu wrote each letter with a label, and the end of everything was "missing you". The difference is that the thickness of the envelopes is getting thicker and the contents are more and more , the interval between each letter is getting more and more.

From one letter per day, to one week, one month, then two months, until last year's New Year's Day, No. 90 nine letters.

But this letter from Gu Qingyu did not write the signature, Shen Qing can clearly see from the different shades of handwriting that this letter was not written in a day...

Shen Qing thought of the time at the end of the last semester of Gu Qingyu's senior year of high school. He received a very important order temporarily and was often overwhelmed, so sometimes the driver would pick up Gu Qingyu alone. The first thing Gu Qingyu did after returning home It is to cook, and then send it to the company, and then he will start counting, and if he counts to one hundred, if he does not come to eat, he will not be allowed to eat the meal he cooked.

But in that entire month, Shen Qing was not late once, because in Gu Qingyu's database about Shen Qing, there were only 99 numbers.

So it's the same when writing letters, because the hundredth letter is over, so Gu Qingyu's love letter to Shen Qing only wrote No.90 nine letters, and it will always stay at 99.

When Gu Qingyu's footsteps sounded, Shen Qing's eyes fell on the last two lines of the letter:

Brother, I am waiting for you.

Shen Qing, I'm sorry, I'm a coward, but a coward loves you very much.

The author has something to say: a confession from a coward~

ps: The main text should be finished in the next week or so. If you have any special episodes you want to read, you can leave a message in the comment area.

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