Akimoto asked him to let him go... These words were like countless needles piercing his flesh, the pain was so painful that his brain turned white and he couldn't think.He never thought that this would be the result. He thought that this person was still within easy reach, but he never thought about it from the perspective of the other party.
That's right, he was done so many excessive things, his heart was trampled under his feet, his lifeline was caught and he couldn't control himself... He couldn't bear this kind of thing, so why did he still commit the same crime as before? what about the error,
The other party's painful expression and weak prayers were deeply imprinted in his mind, making Akashi feel ashamed and lowered his head, not looking at the person in front of him.
Seeing Akashi like this, Akimoto felt uncomfortable, but it was just uncomfortable.Since it is not suitable, there is no need to be together. He is not a person who regrets. He has not regretted pursuing, breaking up, and rejecting until now.
If love is only based on one person's compromise, hard work and humbleness, then it is not called love, but hurt.In the end, Akashi still left, but his steps were a bit staggering. Akimoto wanted to follow out several times, but he still restrained his impulse. Appropriate gentleness is to maintain the other party's self-esteem, but redundant actions will only give the other party unnecessary hopes.
Akashi just walked aimlessly, passed by the door of his room without knowing it, and finally stopped in the corridor facing the courtyard, sat on the floor with a dejected expression, leaned his back against the wall and curled himself into a ball, hugging His knees were buried on it, only a pair of eyes were exposed, staring blankly at the scenery of the courtyard.
In his eyes, the originally elegant scenery turned into black and white, and his eyes were covered with a layer of mist. He shook it, and his vision became clear.
Akashi's childhood was not smooth sailing, on the contrary full of twists and turns.The gentle mother died suddenly of illness, and the gentle father changed his face and was very strict with himself. His life gradually lost its bright colors. What he replaced with toys and games was a mountain of schoolwork and his father's expectations, like Like a learning machine, he uses high scores in all aspects in exchange for the support and love of others. After wearing the mask for a long time, he gets used to it. He doesn't feel that his efforts are in vain. He enjoys the wealth that others can't enjoy. , naturally also bear corresponding responsibilities.
It's just that I'm still tired.Akimoto's appearance in his life was an accident. He didn't need any pretense in front of this senior, and he didn't need to have the slightest worries. It was like bursting out the pressure that had been accumulated for more than ten years. It was irrational. Behaviors have done one thing after another, but blindly venting cannot relieve stress well, on the contrary it is another wrong way to accumulate.
He forgot that managing a relationship can't rely on one party alone, the relationship can only be established with the encouragement of both parties, otherwise it would be a heavy burden, and Qiuben is not a person who is willing to work hard and be willing to be humble, such a result has long been There are omens.
Is it also a kind of arrogance to be rejected or not to believe it?For the long-term victory, the present me who appeared has ruined everything.Whether it is the precious friendship or love, they are all destroyed by their own hands.So, does the self that appeared for the sake of victory still have meaning?
"Akashi...Senior?" A surprised voice came from not far away, and standing there was Ijuin who had just finished taking a bath. Ijuin was obviously surprised, he never thought that he would see...the fragile Akashi-senpai here.
Akashi just looked at him out of the corner of his eye and didn't speak.Ijuin originally wanted to go directly like this. He has never been good at dealing with this kind of situation, and a person as proud as Akashi would be unhappy if his vulnerable side is seen.
But when he was about to pretend he didn't see him and leave, Akashi asked him, "Ijuin, do you... think I'm arrogant?"
Ijuin's footsteps stopped, he didn't want to talk to the current Akashi at all, just like he usually wouldn't want to have anything to do with Akashi, although his worldview is very similar to the other person's, he probably can get along well with him, But the fact that the other party hurt Senior Akimoto is enough to make him hate the other party.
But Akimoto-senpai hates others interfering in his private affairs, so people who really think about him try their best not to show their ugly side.He took a deep breath, so that he would not be controlled by his emotions, but said from an objective point of view: "Excellent people are naturally qualified to be arrogant."
Because this world is dominated by really good people, good people naturally have the power of arrogance.Akashi also thinks this is correct, but his messy mood still hasn't calmed down. "So, what about emotional arrogance? Does that qualify too?"
Only then did Yijuin understand why the other party was in a bad mood.It must have something to do with Senior Akimoto, and when he mentioned this, he was also angry, and said: "It depends on how important the other party is in your heart. If it's only to that extent, then why not. But if it's true If you love each other, it would be too selfish to use love as an excuse to hurt you!"
"Then, you also love Akimoto, right?" Akashi said.
Ijuin's expression distorted for a moment, he stared at Akashi angrily, and said in a more serious tone: "And then? The fact that Senior Akimoto loves you should make you very proud. Like you, you can get the sincerity of Senior without hard work." Why should you show off your power in front of a loser like me who has no chance!"
After he said this, he felt still angry, but his upbringing made him unable to say more ugly words, so he could only give up in a huff, throwing his sleeves and walking away quickly, while walking, there was still anger that could not be vented in his heart. The night was simply awful.He thought so.
Akashi didn't feel guilty about taking Ijuin away. He didn't have any worries about other people's feelings, as long as the other party walked according to his own pace. It was Akashi's way to control and abandon the people around him like pawns. .
But Ijuin didn't give the answer he wanted. Akashi grabbed his hair irritably, and had the desire to yell, but he couldn't do it. He could only let the depression in his heart settle into a A weapon that hurts oneself.
But maybe Ijuin's answer is still useful.That dazzling man, so many people wanted him to look at him more with all their hearts and souls, but they all failed, and he was able to make the other party look at him wholeheartedly without any effort, and he couldn't bear to take a look away.
And maybe it's because you can get it without any effort, so you don't cherish it.Because everything in the past was due to my hard work, so I have the current reputation and strength to compare wins and losses with others.Because the easier it is to get, the less you care?This may be the reason why he still can't change his concept until now.
As Akimoto said, this is also a kind of arrogance.He was so arrogant that he couldn't even see it, and it was so ridiculous that it almost made people despair.
The time for camping is six days, and the last day is the day for the practice match.This time Shengde also won the chance to play against Luoshan. The match between the two strongest teams is naturally eye-catching, but Akashi was in a somewhat unnatural state when he played, and Platinum frowned frequently. Akashi was replaced at the end of the first quarter.
"What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" Platinum trusted Akashi, and this question was the first thing that came to his mind.
Akashi pursed his lips and said nothing.Platinum frowned and thought for a while, then said, "Then you should rest for a while, I'll make a substitution."
On the other hand, Shengde was domineering no matter who he was. After five days of neglect, he finally had a decent match. This is the arrogance of a king. The team always loses to the other side.
"Let me play, coach." Akashi said to the coach exuding low pressure.The coach also knew that if Akashi was not allowed to play, the practice match would be lost, and it would be very dangerous if there was no one on the field who could suppress Akimoto.
Seeing that Akashi had finally played, Akimoto felt a little uneasy at the other party's gloomy eyebrows.Did yesterday's words go too far?He thought that would be a good time, and it would be better than saying it today, which would affect the opponent's state in the ih game. He hoped that today's practice match would cheer up the opponent and focus on club activities.But Akashi has never been a person who can't let go, and Akimoto believes that he will be able to see it soon.
Akimoto still has more opportunities to scoop the ball. His players will pass him the ball first, and then he will decide who to score. After passing to the players several times, this time Akimoto decides to score the goal himself. He is a good slam dunk player, and the one blocking him is Gen Wugu. Since he was knocked out by him last time, Genwugu has worked harder to train his muscles. He obviously thinks that the way he was knocked into the air was a shame. Akashi was behind Nebuya, and after Akimoto threw off Nebuya with a few fake moves, he jumped on it and prepared to dunk.The outsider Akashi also jumped up at the same time. Akashi with amazing jumping ability was actually not lost to Vulcan and Akimoto, but an accident happened. When Akashi jumped up because he was in a trance and did not calculate the distance, he was knocked out. Akimoto Surprised, Shi Dinghou didn't care about scoring the goal, but he and Akimoto got too close, he threw the ball and hugged Akashi's body, made a difficult turn in the air, and ended up becoming the The meat pad fell hard on the floor, and the back of his head landed directly.
That's right, he was done so many excessive things, his heart was trampled under his feet, his lifeline was caught and he couldn't control himself... He couldn't bear this kind of thing, so why did he still commit the same crime as before? what about the error,
The other party's painful expression and weak prayers were deeply imprinted in his mind, making Akashi feel ashamed and lowered his head, not looking at the person in front of him.
Seeing Akashi like this, Akimoto felt uncomfortable, but it was just uncomfortable.Since it is not suitable, there is no need to be together. He is not a person who regrets. He has not regretted pursuing, breaking up, and rejecting until now.
If love is only based on one person's compromise, hard work and humbleness, then it is not called love, but hurt.In the end, Akashi still left, but his steps were a bit staggering. Akimoto wanted to follow out several times, but he still restrained his impulse. Appropriate gentleness is to maintain the other party's self-esteem, but redundant actions will only give the other party unnecessary hopes.
Akashi just walked aimlessly, passed by the door of his room without knowing it, and finally stopped in the corridor facing the courtyard, sat on the floor with a dejected expression, leaned his back against the wall and curled himself into a ball, hugging His knees were buried on it, only a pair of eyes were exposed, staring blankly at the scenery of the courtyard.
In his eyes, the originally elegant scenery turned into black and white, and his eyes were covered with a layer of mist. He shook it, and his vision became clear.
Akashi's childhood was not smooth sailing, on the contrary full of twists and turns.The gentle mother died suddenly of illness, and the gentle father changed his face and was very strict with himself. His life gradually lost its bright colors. What he replaced with toys and games was a mountain of schoolwork and his father's expectations, like Like a learning machine, he uses high scores in all aspects in exchange for the support and love of others. After wearing the mask for a long time, he gets used to it. He doesn't feel that his efforts are in vain. He enjoys the wealth that others can't enjoy. , naturally also bear corresponding responsibilities.
It's just that I'm still tired.Akimoto's appearance in his life was an accident. He didn't need any pretense in front of this senior, and he didn't need to have the slightest worries. It was like bursting out the pressure that had been accumulated for more than ten years. It was irrational. Behaviors have done one thing after another, but blindly venting cannot relieve stress well, on the contrary it is another wrong way to accumulate.
He forgot that managing a relationship can't rely on one party alone, the relationship can only be established with the encouragement of both parties, otherwise it would be a heavy burden, and Qiuben is not a person who is willing to work hard and be willing to be humble, such a result has long been There are omens.
Is it also a kind of arrogance to be rejected or not to believe it?For the long-term victory, the present me who appeared has ruined everything.Whether it is the precious friendship or love, they are all destroyed by their own hands.So, does the self that appeared for the sake of victory still have meaning?
"Akashi...Senior?" A surprised voice came from not far away, and standing there was Ijuin who had just finished taking a bath. Ijuin was obviously surprised, he never thought that he would see...the fragile Akashi-senpai here.
Akashi just looked at him out of the corner of his eye and didn't speak.Ijuin originally wanted to go directly like this. He has never been good at dealing with this kind of situation, and a person as proud as Akashi would be unhappy if his vulnerable side is seen.
But when he was about to pretend he didn't see him and leave, Akashi asked him, "Ijuin, do you... think I'm arrogant?"
Ijuin's footsteps stopped, he didn't want to talk to the current Akashi at all, just like he usually wouldn't want to have anything to do with Akashi, although his worldview is very similar to the other person's, he probably can get along well with him, But the fact that the other party hurt Senior Akimoto is enough to make him hate the other party.
But Akimoto-senpai hates others interfering in his private affairs, so people who really think about him try their best not to show their ugly side.He took a deep breath, so that he would not be controlled by his emotions, but said from an objective point of view: "Excellent people are naturally qualified to be arrogant."
Because this world is dominated by really good people, good people naturally have the power of arrogance.Akashi also thinks this is correct, but his messy mood still hasn't calmed down. "So, what about emotional arrogance? Does that qualify too?"
Only then did Yijuin understand why the other party was in a bad mood.It must have something to do with Senior Akimoto, and when he mentioned this, he was also angry, and said: "It depends on how important the other party is in your heart. If it's only to that extent, then why not. But if it's true If you love each other, it would be too selfish to use love as an excuse to hurt you!"
"Then, you also love Akimoto, right?" Akashi said.
Ijuin's expression distorted for a moment, he stared at Akashi angrily, and said in a more serious tone: "And then? The fact that Senior Akimoto loves you should make you very proud. Like you, you can get the sincerity of Senior without hard work." Why should you show off your power in front of a loser like me who has no chance!"
After he said this, he felt still angry, but his upbringing made him unable to say more ugly words, so he could only give up in a huff, throwing his sleeves and walking away quickly, while walking, there was still anger that could not be vented in his heart. The night was simply awful.He thought so.
Akashi didn't feel guilty about taking Ijuin away. He didn't have any worries about other people's feelings, as long as the other party walked according to his own pace. It was Akashi's way to control and abandon the people around him like pawns. .
But Ijuin didn't give the answer he wanted. Akashi grabbed his hair irritably, and had the desire to yell, but he couldn't do it. He could only let the depression in his heart settle into a A weapon that hurts oneself.
But maybe Ijuin's answer is still useful.That dazzling man, so many people wanted him to look at him more with all their hearts and souls, but they all failed, and he was able to make the other party look at him wholeheartedly without any effort, and he couldn't bear to take a look away.
And maybe it's because you can get it without any effort, so you don't cherish it.Because everything in the past was due to my hard work, so I have the current reputation and strength to compare wins and losses with others.Because the easier it is to get, the less you care?This may be the reason why he still can't change his concept until now.
As Akimoto said, this is also a kind of arrogance.He was so arrogant that he couldn't even see it, and it was so ridiculous that it almost made people despair.
The time for camping is six days, and the last day is the day for the practice match.This time Shengde also won the chance to play against Luoshan. The match between the two strongest teams is naturally eye-catching, but Akashi was in a somewhat unnatural state when he played, and Platinum frowned frequently. Akashi was replaced at the end of the first quarter.
"What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" Platinum trusted Akashi, and this question was the first thing that came to his mind.
Akashi pursed his lips and said nothing.Platinum frowned and thought for a while, then said, "Then you should rest for a while, I'll make a substitution."
On the other hand, Shengde was domineering no matter who he was. After five days of neglect, he finally had a decent match. This is the arrogance of a king. The team always loses to the other side.
"Let me play, coach." Akashi said to the coach exuding low pressure.The coach also knew that if Akashi was not allowed to play, the practice match would be lost, and it would be very dangerous if there was no one on the field who could suppress Akimoto.
Seeing that Akashi had finally played, Akimoto felt a little uneasy at the other party's gloomy eyebrows.Did yesterday's words go too far?He thought that would be a good time, and it would be better than saying it today, which would affect the opponent's state in the ih game. He hoped that today's practice match would cheer up the opponent and focus on club activities.But Akashi has never been a person who can't let go, and Akimoto believes that he will be able to see it soon.
Akimoto still has more opportunities to scoop the ball. His players will pass him the ball first, and then he will decide who to score. After passing to the players several times, this time Akimoto decides to score the goal himself. He is a good slam dunk player, and the one blocking him is Gen Wugu. Since he was knocked out by him last time, Genwugu has worked harder to train his muscles. He obviously thinks that the way he was knocked into the air was a shame. Akashi was behind Nebuya, and after Akimoto threw off Nebuya with a few fake moves, he jumped on it and prepared to dunk.The outsider Akashi also jumped up at the same time. Akashi with amazing jumping ability was actually not lost to Vulcan and Akimoto, but an accident happened. When Akashi jumped up because he was in a trance and did not calculate the distance, he was knocked out. Akimoto Surprised, Shi Dinghou didn't care about scoring the goal, but he and Akimoto got too close, he threw the ball and hugged Akashi's body, made a difficult turn in the air, and ended up becoming the The meat pad fell hard on the floor, and the back of his head landed directly.
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