Akimoto's feelings for Akashi have to be said to be uncomplicated, this is the first time he fell in love with someone, and he has never been so enamored with a designated person in his past life.He can still recall the scene when they met for the first time, the boy was standing next to Hongcun, they were talking, the boy's expression was just right with a smile, even his eyes were gentle and gentle, probably no one would know It is suspected that this is a good-tempered and excellent boy.He is very confident, his confident facial features and the aura he reveals can impress others, his elegant demeanor and well-spoken manners are also attractive, but if there are no specific conditions, at most it can be attributed to appreciation It's just a good impression.Not so.
This is a very strange psychology, he just took a fancy to this person at a glance.Scientifically speaking, love at first sight is just caused by the excessive secretion of dopamine system in the brain to the designated object in a short period of time. It can also be said to be a kind of compatibility of hormonal magnetic field. Identify the location of your lover, then maybe the first time you see him, you have a strong desire to connect with him, and have the urge to hug and kiss, which is also the same kind of feeling.
Akimoto was too honest with himself, so he acted without hesitation.But a long-term love can not only last long by impulsiveness alone, but more importantly, there is compatibility in personality and synchronization of values. After getting along for a longer time, he also discovered more of himself and Akashi similarities.
It looks calm, but it's because he hasn't touched his own field.It looks very gentle, but it is just a mask to the outside world. Only you know what kind of person you are in your heart.And Akimoto thinks that he and Akashi have a lot of similarities, whether it is the values of the two people or the coping methods, there are many overlaps. When chatting with him occasionally, the topic goes smoothly.When you just stay with him quietly, you will feel very happy.
At the beginning of the acquaintance, Akashi was like a sweet and sour juice. After eating it, he felt refreshed and wanted more.Akashi, whose personality has changed, is like food that burns his mouth. Even though he knows that it will hurt the epidermis of the mouth, he is still attracted and even refuses to let it cool, so he forcefully stuffs it into his mouth.
This kind of feeling has fermented to a certain extent, no matter how the other party changes, Akimoto knows that the essence will not change, they are still one person - Akashi Seijuro.It's just that the hot and desperate strong emotions of youth will always evaporate under the precipitation of time. At the beginning, the passionate and desperate pursuit, hands and feet only obeyed the inner thoughts and acted honestly. After the relationship, the two became more intimate After communicating and getting along for a longer time, the intense emotions slowly settled down, not disappearing, but using another way to make the body and soul remember this person more, which is inevitable at this time will demand more.
It is inevitable to want to get more attention from the other party, to make the other party like you more, and to get closer to the other party.Otherwise, it cannot be called love, at most it is just an accident.
The subsequent development really made him very painful. He is an unsatisfied man, and he knows this.But it is also clear that Akashi never fell in love with himself.The reason for the other party to associate with themselves is actually very simple. Many people want to have a simple relationship. Being loved is always more cost-effective and easier than falling in love.And when Akimoto knew that the other party didn't like him and dated him, but because he was used to having a person like him and thought he was not bad, he saw through this and accepted him.
He is ready for a long-term battle and is confident that he can win his sincerity.But the only thing that Akimoto didn't expect was that he didn't really know himself that well.Every time he was rejected or ignored, he felt unavoidably depressed. This kind of depression accumulated in his heart for a long time, which made him very uncomfortable.
The saddest thing about him is that no matter how he does himself, he is still not as good as those friends who are on the same level as Akashi.Because they were discovered by Akashi, Akashi snatched them and induced them to bloom, let these people stand on the basis of being able to compare with himself, in order to relieve his years of loneliness.Those people are called friends by Akashi, and they are irreplaceable and important existences.
They are very important, what about yourself?Akimoto's thoughts and actions are always beyond Akashi's expectations. He can't rely on him like the Miracle Generation, which is also determined by Akimoto's own personality.He is a very self-controlled and independent person. Even if there is no one else to rely on, Akimoto can still go all the way to the end.
Akimoto and Akashi are the same, they are both those in power, not those who obey orders.So when Akimoto can't master it, Akashi will inevitably get bored. For people with Akimoto's temper, even Akashi will not have the mentality to conquer, because the attitude between the two of them is too impatient and aggressive .
If they had known each other later, if Akimoto hadn't been dazzled by love the first time they saw each other, they might have had a different result.However, when we met when we were too young, without the premise of regret medicine and time machine, the fixed way of getting along can no longer be changed.
Then, it became a straight line that briefly intersected, only to be able to go in completely different directions.The hurt and pain in the past are like bitter fruit to Akimoto. He will not blame the other party, because he is a person who can honestly face his mistakes. He swallowed the fruit. After a short period of bitterness, the seeds stayed in the In the body, it has become a hard wound
, Scarred and precipitated like that, and finally fell into the depths of the soul, just waiting for one day when I think of it, I will make fun of myself for my recklessness and misbehavior.
That's it, he never complained or hated, he made it very clear when he broke up, he didn't want to break up when he hated the other party, if he let go before hating, it can barely be regarded as a bitter but unforgettable memory, Just regard it as an inevitable dark history in youth.He didn't want himself to be the one who was bitten by resentment, he didn't want himself to be such a despicable existence, the person he despised the most.
And that's why, when he saw Akashi in the wc match, his mood was very calm.He was as calm as if he was facing a former junior, without any disturbance in his heart.It could have ended like this, but the journey was not so smooth.
Shengde and Luoshan where he is located are tied, so it is inevitable that he and Akashi will have more contact.If you lose, then you just need to work harder to review yourself and win back.If you win, you will naturally have no regrets, because you only played for the sake of winning, but it was a tie.
What should I do if there is a tie?Seeing Akashi who opened the zone for the victory, he felt the limit of the team, felt the annoyance of being about to lose, and then when the scores were even, when he shared the glory of the championship with the opponent, he became extremely irritable.
After the irritability, it is another different feeling.The feelings that were forgotten in the bottom of my heart slowly came back, this kind of character that was completely unlike me would even be cast aside by myself.
He didn't know what to do, but Akashi's next behavior made him extremely troubled.Whether it was getting along on the night of the typhoon or meeting during the camp together, Akimoto was very troubled.
Just leave like this.It's not that this kind of thought has never appeared before, but if you run away, it will bring out your weakness and sadness even more, so you just stayed like this.
When his most cherished junior asked him about his relationship with Akashi, he was inevitably a little melancholy.When Ijuin appeared, it happened to be the most confused and difficult time for his feelings for Akashi. The character of this young man was just right for him, because he was very similar to the character of Akashi who attracted him at the beginning, and he was also very similar to Akimoto's nature, but It's just very similar.
He and Ijuin got along very well. After breaking up with Akashi, he immediately quit the basketball club and concentrated on the things in the archery club. Ijuin's bow was taught by him. He thinks that he and Ijuin have a very good attitude towards bow. He is also happy that someone can inherit his way.
When he gave his favorite bow to the other party at graduation, the flattered expression on his face also made Akimoto laugh.Naturally, the bow is the best partner of an archer, and it is unique in Akimoto's heart, but Yijuin is worth entrusting.
And just like the answer he gave Ijuin, the relationship between him and Akashi can only go with the flow.Let nature take its course... Let this feeling disappear in the long river of life without a trace.
******
Makino Hiromitsu always felt restless. Because of family affairs, he arrived at the dormitory one day later than the club members, but because he was already in the third grade who was about to retire, this was not a big problem.When he came to the hotel in a hurry, it was already the morning of the second day of the hotel, and seeing the team members practicing in an orderly manner in the dojo, he took the lead to go to the Minister Ijuin Seiya. "Seiya? Did I miss something?"
Yijiyuan looked at the boy wearing glasses and said, "No, it's nothing."
"But you look very unhappy." Makino could tell at a glance.
"Because I lost my love." Yijiyuan said honestly, not looking at Makino's pale complexion, and continued, "Sure enough, first love is bitter... Heh~ There is no chance at all."
"That...Zhengya..." Makino wanted to say something, but he found that he couldn't say anything, he was shaking so much, he kept pushing his glasses frame, and finally broke the glasses and smashed them on the ground. It became a pile of waste on the tatami.
Helping him to sit down helplessly, Yijiin skillfully scooped out spare glasses from his backpack and handed them to him, put the broken ones into the mirror case, and said, "Why do you have such an expression?"
"That's because..." Makino said sadly, "If you're broken in love... it doesn't mean..."
"It's not about you." Yijiin said, "It's about Senior Akimoto."
"Senior Akimoto! Is senior here!! Where am I going to find him!" Makino became very excited in an instant. He stood up and said loudly. After everyone else looked over, he sat down with a hot face. .He asked Yijiin in a low voice, "Is Senior Akimoto here too?"
"Ah, the Shengde's club he belongs to seems to have held a sleepover with the basketball clubs of other colleges, and the place is here."
"Why don't I know!" Makino said angrily.
"Because I told them not to say it." Yijiyuan's light words made Makino calm down, and looking at him flatteringly, Yijiyuan said, "So, don't you feel uncomfortable?"
"First love is always very bitter..." Makino said with a sad face, and then said, "But the second time will be fine."
Yijiin was slightly taken aback, and he glared at Makino. "It's not good! Why is it still the kid from the Akashi family!"
"Akashi Seijuro?" Makino Yihui came over, and then said in disbelief, "Could it be possible for them to return..."
"Anyway, senior Akimoto still misses him." Ijuin said, "At first I thought it would be Mr. Eisei, or else it would be that man named Ikeshima, but in the end he came back after a detour... Tsk, I really want to hire someone to kill that Akashi Killed."
"Don't say such horrible things..." I'm used to the minister's blackening of Makino from time to time, why can't other people see that this guy is dangerous?At the beginning, I couldn't see the result, so I was dragged into the water. "And the Akashi family is a famous family, even if the Ijuin family is also a famous family, it would be a big problem to hurt the heir of his family."
Hearing this, Yijiyuan sneered disdainfully. "Of course, if it is really done, I will handle everything without showing any flaws!"
Makino looked shocked, he felt that his minister would definitely do such a terrible thing when something was wrong... Sure enough, he should be more careful recently, such as making him unable to get out of bed... Think so He laughed so hard that his eyes narrowed, and he couldn't help but make the juniors who saw his expression retreat back one after another.
(The author has something to say: Because I’m very busy, I’m actually looking forward to a long comment, ([-]’), but probably no one can write it, because Mrs. T is a bastard, she didn’t give it your chance to write
This is a very strange psychology, he just took a fancy to this person at a glance.Scientifically speaking, love at first sight is just caused by the excessive secretion of dopamine system in the brain to the designated object in a short period of time. It can also be said to be a kind of compatibility of hormonal magnetic field. Identify the location of your lover, then maybe the first time you see him, you have a strong desire to connect with him, and have the urge to hug and kiss, which is also the same kind of feeling.
Akimoto was too honest with himself, so he acted without hesitation.But a long-term love can not only last long by impulsiveness alone, but more importantly, there is compatibility in personality and synchronization of values. After getting along for a longer time, he also discovered more of himself and Akashi similarities.
It looks calm, but it's because he hasn't touched his own field.It looks very gentle, but it is just a mask to the outside world. Only you know what kind of person you are in your heart.And Akimoto thinks that he and Akashi have a lot of similarities, whether it is the values of the two people or the coping methods, there are many overlaps. When chatting with him occasionally, the topic goes smoothly.When you just stay with him quietly, you will feel very happy.
At the beginning of the acquaintance, Akashi was like a sweet and sour juice. After eating it, he felt refreshed and wanted more.Akashi, whose personality has changed, is like food that burns his mouth. Even though he knows that it will hurt the epidermis of the mouth, he is still attracted and even refuses to let it cool, so he forcefully stuffs it into his mouth.
This kind of feeling has fermented to a certain extent, no matter how the other party changes, Akimoto knows that the essence will not change, they are still one person - Akashi Seijuro.It's just that the hot and desperate strong emotions of youth will always evaporate under the precipitation of time. At the beginning, the passionate and desperate pursuit, hands and feet only obeyed the inner thoughts and acted honestly. After the relationship, the two became more intimate After communicating and getting along for a longer time, the intense emotions slowly settled down, not disappearing, but using another way to make the body and soul remember this person more, which is inevitable at this time will demand more.
It is inevitable to want to get more attention from the other party, to make the other party like you more, and to get closer to the other party.Otherwise, it cannot be called love, at most it is just an accident.
The subsequent development really made him very painful. He is an unsatisfied man, and he knows this.But it is also clear that Akashi never fell in love with himself.The reason for the other party to associate with themselves is actually very simple. Many people want to have a simple relationship. Being loved is always more cost-effective and easier than falling in love.And when Akimoto knew that the other party didn't like him and dated him, but because he was used to having a person like him and thought he was not bad, he saw through this and accepted him.
He is ready for a long-term battle and is confident that he can win his sincerity.But the only thing that Akimoto didn't expect was that he didn't really know himself that well.Every time he was rejected or ignored, he felt unavoidably depressed. This kind of depression accumulated in his heart for a long time, which made him very uncomfortable.
The saddest thing about him is that no matter how he does himself, he is still not as good as those friends who are on the same level as Akashi.Because they were discovered by Akashi, Akashi snatched them and induced them to bloom, let these people stand on the basis of being able to compare with himself, in order to relieve his years of loneliness.Those people are called friends by Akashi, and they are irreplaceable and important existences.
They are very important, what about yourself?Akimoto's thoughts and actions are always beyond Akashi's expectations. He can't rely on him like the Miracle Generation, which is also determined by Akimoto's own personality.He is a very self-controlled and independent person. Even if there is no one else to rely on, Akimoto can still go all the way to the end.
Akimoto and Akashi are the same, they are both those in power, not those who obey orders.So when Akimoto can't master it, Akashi will inevitably get bored. For people with Akimoto's temper, even Akashi will not have the mentality to conquer, because the attitude between the two of them is too impatient and aggressive .
If they had known each other later, if Akimoto hadn't been dazzled by love the first time they saw each other, they might have had a different result.However, when we met when we were too young, without the premise of regret medicine and time machine, the fixed way of getting along can no longer be changed.
Then, it became a straight line that briefly intersected, only to be able to go in completely different directions.The hurt and pain in the past are like bitter fruit to Akimoto. He will not blame the other party, because he is a person who can honestly face his mistakes. He swallowed the fruit. After a short period of bitterness, the seeds stayed in the In the body, it has become a hard wound
, Scarred and precipitated like that, and finally fell into the depths of the soul, just waiting for one day when I think of it, I will make fun of myself for my recklessness and misbehavior.
That's it, he never complained or hated, he made it very clear when he broke up, he didn't want to break up when he hated the other party, if he let go before hating, it can barely be regarded as a bitter but unforgettable memory, Just regard it as an inevitable dark history in youth.He didn't want himself to be the one who was bitten by resentment, he didn't want himself to be such a despicable existence, the person he despised the most.
And that's why, when he saw Akashi in the wc match, his mood was very calm.He was as calm as if he was facing a former junior, without any disturbance in his heart.It could have ended like this, but the journey was not so smooth.
Shengde and Luoshan where he is located are tied, so it is inevitable that he and Akashi will have more contact.If you lose, then you just need to work harder to review yourself and win back.If you win, you will naturally have no regrets, because you only played for the sake of winning, but it was a tie.
What should I do if there is a tie?Seeing Akashi who opened the zone for the victory, he felt the limit of the team, felt the annoyance of being about to lose, and then when the scores were even, when he shared the glory of the championship with the opponent, he became extremely irritable.
After the irritability, it is another different feeling.The feelings that were forgotten in the bottom of my heart slowly came back, this kind of character that was completely unlike me would even be cast aside by myself.
He didn't know what to do, but Akashi's next behavior made him extremely troubled.Whether it was getting along on the night of the typhoon or meeting during the camp together, Akimoto was very troubled.
Just leave like this.It's not that this kind of thought has never appeared before, but if you run away, it will bring out your weakness and sadness even more, so you just stayed like this.
When his most cherished junior asked him about his relationship with Akashi, he was inevitably a little melancholy.When Ijuin appeared, it happened to be the most confused and difficult time for his feelings for Akashi. The character of this young man was just right for him, because he was very similar to the character of Akashi who attracted him at the beginning, and he was also very similar to Akimoto's nature, but It's just very similar.
He and Ijuin got along very well. After breaking up with Akashi, he immediately quit the basketball club and concentrated on the things in the archery club. Ijuin's bow was taught by him. He thinks that he and Ijuin have a very good attitude towards bow. He is also happy that someone can inherit his way.
When he gave his favorite bow to the other party at graduation, the flattered expression on his face also made Akimoto laugh.Naturally, the bow is the best partner of an archer, and it is unique in Akimoto's heart, but Yijuin is worth entrusting.
And just like the answer he gave Ijuin, the relationship between him and Akashi can only go with the flow.Let nature take its course... Let this feeling disappear in the long river of life without a trace.
******
Makino Hiromitsu always felt restless. Because of family affairs, he arrived at the dormitory one day later than the club members, but because he was already in the third grade who was about to retire, this was not a big problem.When he came to the hotel in a hurry, it was already the morning of the second day of the hotel, and seeing the team members practicing in an orderly manner in the dojo, he took the lead to go to the Minister Ijuin Seiya. "Seiya? Did I miss something?"
Yijiyuan looked at the boy wearing glasses and said, "No, it's nothing."
"But you look very unhappy." Makino could tell at a glance.
"Because I lost my love." Yijiyuan said honestly, not looking at Makino's pale complexion, and continued, "Sure enough, first love is bitter... Heh~ There is no chance at all."
"That...Zhengya..." Makino wanted to say something, but he found that he couldn't say anything, he was shaking so much, he kept pushing his glasses frame, and finally broke the glasses and smashed them on the ground. It became a pile of waste on the tatami.
Helping him to sit down helplessly, Yijiin skillfully scooped out spare glasses from his backpack and handed them to him, put the broken ones into the mirror case, and said, "Why do you have such an expression?"
"That's because..." Makino said sadly, "If you're broken in love... it doesn't mean..."
"It's not about you." Yijiin said, "It's about Senior Akimoto."
"Senior Akimoto! Is senior here!! Where am I going to find him!" Makino became very excited in an instant. He stood up and said loudly. After everyone else looked over, he sat down with a hot face. .He asked Yijiin in a low voice, "Is Senior Akimoto here too?"
"Ah, the Shengde's club he belongs to seems to have held a sleepover with the basketball clubs of other colleges, and the place is here."
"Why don't I know!" Makino said angrily.
"Because I told them not to say it." Yijiyuan's light words made Makino calm down, and looking at him flatteringly, Yijiyuan said, "So, don't you feel uncomfortable?"
"First love is always very bitter..." Makino said with a sad face, and then said, "But the second time will be fine."
Yijiin was slightly taken aback, and he glared at Makino. "It's not good! Why is it still the kid from the Akashi family!"
"Akashi Seijuro?" Makino Yihui came over, and then said in disbelief, "Could it be possible for them to return..."
"Anyway, senior Akimoto still misses him." Ijuin said, "At first I thought it would be Mr. Eisei, or else it would be that man named Ikeshima, but in the end he came back after a detour... Tsk, I really want to hire someone to kill that Akashi Killed."
"Don't say such horrible things..." I'm used to the minister's blackening of Makino from time to time, why can't other people see that this guy is dangerous?At the beginning, I couldn't see the result, so I was dragged into the water. "And the Akashi family is a famous family, even if the Ijuin family is also a famous family, it would be a big problem to hurt the heir of his family."
Hearing this, Yijiyuan sneered disdainfully. "Of course, if it is really done, I will handle everything without showing any flaws!"
Makino looked shocked, he felt that his minister would definitely do such a terrible thing when something was wrong... Sure enough, he should be more careful recently, such as making him unable to get out of bed... Think so He laughed so hard that his eyes narrowed, and he couldn't help but make the juniors who saw his expression retreat back one after another.
(The author has something to say: Because I’m very busy, I’m actually looking forward to a long comment, ([-]’), but probably no one can write it, because Mrs. T is a bastard, she didn’t give it your chance to write
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