cannon fodder

As soon as Zheng Taishi's words came out, the emperor really dispelled the anger of the emperor, and then he broke away from Zheng Taishi's arms and walked away, no matter how you look at it, there was a sense of embarrassment turning into anger.

After all, the dignity of being an emperor does not allow him to compete with a few women to be jealous!Thinking of this, his heart ached.He is the king of a country, the most honorable person in the Nancang Kingdom, he owns everything and enjoys everything, but relatively, he must shoulder his own obligations and always maintain the majesty and dignity of the royal family, so he can have everything, except... ...Except for this love affair that humiliated the royal face!

Grand Master Zheng was still smiling, but in that smile Feng Jin could see a trace of undetectable sadness.

At this moment, something broke out of Feng Jin's heart. He seemed to understand something, but the more he was like this, the more he was at a loss.

At this moment, Grand Master Zheng, who was supposed to leave with the emperor, stopped and looked towards Feng Jin. The tenderness and smile in his eyes disappeared, only the cold and biting killing intent!

Feng Jin's heart sank, it's over, the other party found out!

Grand Master Zheng glanced at the direction the emperor was leaving, then turned around and walked towards Feng Jin. Although it was covered by stones, the cold air emanating from Grand Master Zheng still made Feng Jin feel chills on his back.

Zheng Taishi is a civil servant who occupies a high position and is proud of his official career, but this does not mean that he has not experienced the dangers and hardships of official career.The aura emanating from him is no less than that of the Ninth Five-Year Supreme, not to mention that he has already decided to kill at this moment.

Feng Jin's mind was working again, and now she was somewhat sure to kill this person!No, how could Zheng Qiuqin be forgotten!Although he just saw his father having an affair with the emperor, they are a family after all, and they will join forces later...

At this moment, Zheng Qiuqin, who was behind Feng Jin, came out from behind the stone.

"Father, it's me! I came to the palace to look for you after I saw the imperial decree." Zheng Qiuqin's voice was unhurried, and there was no difference on his face, as if he hadn't noticed the ambiguous scene between his father and the emperor just now!

Seeing this scene, how could Feng Jin not know that the boy in front of him was doing it for himself, a trace of guilt surfaced in his heart, and then for some reason, Feng Jin felt an indescribable worry in his heart, for this handsome boy in front of him, No matter how calm he is, Zheng Qiuqin must still feel uncomfortable in his heart!After all, as a child, seeing his father having an affair with another man, even if the other man is the Nine-Five Supreme, must be uncomfortable in his heart, but his education cannot make him ask and cry like ordinary people, he can only pretend Deaf pretending to be blind, as if nothing is seen or heard, and it is precisely because of this that it is even more heartbreaking.

Taishi Zheng said "Yes", he accepted Zheng Qiuqin's words, and there was no embarrassment on his face when he was beaten by his own son.

"You don't need to worry about the imperial decree, I will arrange it myself." After finishing speaking, Grand Master Zheng turned around and left, his indifferent tone was not like facing his own child, but like facing a most ordinary guard.

But Feng Jin discovered sensitively that the moment Grand Master Zheng turned around, he still looked in his direction intentionally or unintentionally.

Grand Master Zheng left, but Zheng Qiuqin was still standing there with a depressing aura on his body.Feng Jin didn't know how to speak. Although he had nothing to do with Zheng Qiuqin, he could just leave now, but after all, he had just saved his life, so it seemed unreasonable to leave like this.

But of course Feng Jin would not say something like "You want to open something" "It's nothing, isn't it just my parents having an affair! It's no big deal" He would never say such words, some people, even if his pain is rotten in his heart , and you are not allowed to pick up his scars!

So Feng Jin had no choice but to stand with her in silence, but what she didn't expect was...

"Pfft... Your expression just now was so funny, are you worried about me?" Zheng Qiuqin's eyes flashed a cunning, almost hard to catch, if it wasn't for Feng Jin's full attention to the other's expression, I'm afraid it would be difficult aware.

He was just pretending, playing tricks on me!

Feng Jin just wanted to tease the other party, but Zheng Qiuqin's next sentence made him pause.

"I'm used to this, it's no big deal." Zheng Qiuqin had a slight smile on his lips.

Habit?No!It's not that if you've been in pain, you won't be in pain anymore, it's not that if you've experienced it, you won't care anymore...

Seeing Feng Jin's blank look, Zheng Qiuqin continued, "Go back quickly! It's getting dark now."

Only then did Feng Jin realize that the sky was getting dark before she knew it.

No, I have to go back quickly, Li Luo must be waiting for me!

"Master Zheng, then I'll go first!" After speaking, Feng Jin hurriedly walked to the dust-free courtyard.

Zheng Qiuqin still stood where he was, his eyes followed Feng Jin exploring, what kind of person is he?Calm and restrained?smart?Kind……

When he returned to the Wuchenyuan, Li Luo was sitting on the stone bench in the Wuchenyuan, and the food on the stone table had not moved at all. As soon as Li Luo saw Feng Jin coming back, he immediately smiled and said happily: " I have prepared your favorite white sugar sesame cake."

Feng Jin walked over, looked at the already cold dinner, and said helplessly, "Why don't you eat first?"

"I want to eat with you." Li Luo said with an aggrieved face.

"Then you just want someone to eat with you, or do you want me to eat with you?" Feng Jin suddenly smiled, but there was something inexplicable in the smile.

Li Luo was taken aback, and a strange emotion emerged in his heart, "Feng Jin, are you unhappy?"

Feng Jin stopped talking, sat directly on the stone bench, picked up the bowls and chopsticks, and ate the already completely cold food. The food was cold, and his heart was also cold.

Li Luo suddenly got up and came to Feng Jin's side, knelt down on the ground and hugged Feng Jin's waist, the smell was strange rosin, Li Luo felt a pain in his heart, and his eyes showed infinite sadness.

Feng Jin, don't leave me, I really really love you, and I only love you.

Feng Jin's heart has already fallen at some point, maybe on the queen mother's birthday, maybe at that confession, or maybe before that, so Feng Jin was happy to hear Li Luo's confession, but he couldn't agree, because the other party Still young, in ancient times, 13 years old was a small adult, but in modern times, 13 years old is still a child, so he wanted to wait for him to grow up, but unexpectedly, in just a few days, he saw Li Luo holds another person in his arms, how ironic!

In the past few days, he pretended to be nonchalant, but he felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart. It turned out that he cared, and he cared so much!

Until he saw the scene in the imperial garden, he finally understood that Li Luo did love him, but for an ancient man, loving someone is not enough to be with the one he loves, does the emperor love Taishi Zheng? ?like!If you don't love, how can a proud son of heaven, a nine-five-year-old supreme, be subdued by others!If you don't love, how can there be only a few people in such a huge harem!

But so what about love, he still wants to marry the queen, he still wants to give birth to an excellent prince, and become a good emperor for the people of Nancang Kingdom, so that this country has a legitimate heir, and he even wants to marry the person he loves, because he But also to be a good king who cares about his courtiers!

Are these wrong?No, not even great.It's a good deal to exchange the love of two people for the stability of a country.

What Li Luo wants is probably the same. He hopes to sit on the throne and become the ruler of this country. He is a product of this world, so his idea is also the same. Marry a woman who is pleasing to the eye as his queen, and then What an epic drama to have a different love with the one he thinks he loves, the monarch and his subjects!

This is so taken for granted by people in this era, but Feng Jin can't accept it, because what he wants is not only the love of his lover, but also the only one!

Li Luo has always been humble in the eyes of others, because his mother came from a humble background, and others said that his mother died of illness, and that he was too humble to enjoy the favor of the royal family, but he knew the truth of the matter That night, his mother held him in her arms, and said that she was going to a far away place, and told him to listen to his father and be a well-behaved child. He was too young at the time, and he couldn't understand the expression in the eyes of the woman in front of him. Sad and painful, he just played with the red jade pendant his mother gave him. That night, a group of eunuchs came, and they all raised their necks and said something he couldn't understand. He came out, but it was rare to see so many people at once. Why wasn't he curious? He lay on the bed and looked at everything outside the house with great interest. However, his mother was taken away, and he could clearly see the tears in his eyes. He was a little uneasy. He hurriedly put on his shoes and followed. On a dark and unfamiliar path, his mother was brought into a ruined yard. A raging fire was burning inside. A steamer was set up high, and he crouched in the dog hole in the courtyard, always feeling that something terrible was about to happen, his world was inexplicably dark, only the figure of the woman was left, and she was crushed without any resistance. Throwing it into the steamer, repeating it over and over again, Empress, let my child go, empress, let my child go... The voice was flat, repeating like a machine... The body lying in the steamer has long been lost The soul, the rest is just the biggest and last begging in the body... The moment the steamer was closed, the woman suddenly stopped begging, but looked in Li Luo's direction, and said to him with her lips—live well.

Live well!How could he live up to his mother's expectations bought with his life? As time passed, the woman's figure and her face gradually blurred in Li Luo's mind, and only those eyes, those eyes Seemingly plain, but with deep sadness and pain in his eyes, he can't forget them. Countless days and nights, he seems to be watching him...

In order to survive, he has learned not to achieve his goals and use all means. He has suffered failures and setbacks since he was born, but after his mother left, he knew how many disasters that fragile woman had blocked for him.