The twisted melon is sweet

Chapter 423

"Dora came to China with me. I took her hand and declared my love loudly in front of my parents. Undoubtedly, I was strongly opposed by them. They felt that I was full of ambition at that time. How angry and resentful. My parents belong to the kind of educated people, and they are usually gentle. Later, I realized that the more gentle people look, the more hurtful they are when they speak bad words."

"Later I found out that my parents had experienced the Cultural Revolution. My father had a close friend who was imprisoned in a cowshed, humiliated because of his overseas ties, and then committed suicide by biting his tongue. They were afraid that I would end up like this in the future. .”

"I blamed them, and I hated them especially in the first half of my life. Now I know that what they did is certainly hateful, but I also have a lot of responsibility. Knowing that this is the case with my parents, but the wrong way to take Dora brought them to them."

"Dora is a very kind girl. She can understand English. It just so happens that my parents can speak English fluently. I thought they could communicate and communicate in English without barriers. We must be a happy family... ..."

Speaking of this, Ouyang Mobai coughed violently a few times, and after his breathing subsided, he continued: "Dora was so angry that she was going back to the country at that time. I stopped her and said that love must overcome pedantic and outdated concepts. We will win in the end. Dora and I are on the opposite side of our parents, and we have a tug-of-war with them."

"I rented a one-bedroom apartment with Dora. At that time, my financial situation was not good..." Ouyang Mobai's face became gloomy and cold, and he didn't want to continue talking.That's the way life is, you spend your countless good hours sacrificing, thinking you've got your salvation.But if you touch your heart, it still hurts intermittently.

Wen Yu didn't speak, his facial expression was calm and his eyes were far away, as if he had been immersed in that year and that month.

Ouyang Mobai gritted his teeth, the salty smell of blood already filled his mouth.His eyes seemed to be fixed on those few snow-white A4 papers, but in fact he didn't see anything, only the past scene slowly slipped by frame by frame like a foreign film.

"Dora was pregnant. She had a lot of reactions during the pregnancy and couldn't eat anything. This lasted for several months. When she was about to give birth, she went to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said that she was malnourished, but the child developed well. I am really indebted Too much for her..."

Speaking of which, there were already tears in Ouyang Mobai's eyes, which were falling down his old face.

"There is a church near the house we rented. Dora gave birth to the church hospital next to it. The baby is so beautiful, the nurses said so, it looks like a father and a mother. But Dora suffered from depression. Some She put you on the floor of the bathroom a few times, but fortunately a nurse found you and hugged you to me in time."

"I took Dora to the doctor. The doctor said that her subconscious mind told her that she could not take good care of the child. So this is the reason why she abandoned the child. I was very conflicted. I didn't know what to do with her and the child? She would go crazy when she couldn't see the child, and she secretly let the child out when she was beside her. She didn't believe me, she was hurt too deeply, and she didn't believe that I could take care of the child well..."

Ouyang Mobai grabbed a piece of paper and wiped his face. He didn't dare to look at Wen Yu's expression. His heart could only bear so much. If he added another straw, he would no longer be able to say the words buried deep in his heart. come out.

"Dora's illness was good and bad. When it was good, she said that our family of three would go to Spain and we would live well there. When the mood was bad, she was bedridden all day and night. I was thinking about waiting. When Dora got better, I went to Spain with her."

"At that time, I hadn't found a job for a long time, and my life was exhausting. I couldn't afford a plane ticket to Spain. I needed to raise a certain amount of money to make the trip."

"On the second day after your [-]th day of birth, I found out that you were missing. I went out briefly before to ask a friend I knew to borrow money. My friend just sold the script and got a reward. I took the money When I came back excitedly, I didn't see you."

"I'm wrong! I lost my temper with Dora. How can such a beautiful and distressed child disappear? I scattered the money all over the floor, ran out like crazy, and asked the landlord and the people around me Neighbor, have you paid attention to Dora's actions just now? He has searched every place they mentioned, but he has never seen my child..."

"When I got home, I found that Dora had cut her wrist with a fruit knife. I never knew that a person could bleed so much. Dora is so thin, how could there be so much blood..."

"It was the same church hospital that brought Dora back from life and death. She became even less talkative, her eyes were hollow and powerless, and she often hid in the dark corners of the house. I was afraid that mentioning the child would make her condition worse , so she didn’t dare to say anything. She didn’t speak, as if our child had never been in this world.”

"One day Dora said she was going back to China. I didn't know what to do except follow her. I went to Spain with her. There she found a job as a private librarian. I was unlucky and lost my job for a long time. long time."

"At this time, a domestic film and television organization got in touch with me. They need people who are interested in film and television production and have relevant experience. I discussed with Dora. I will return to China first and pick her up after I stabilize."

"Later, when I was about to pick her up, I got the news that she committed suicide..."

"If she hadn't met me, Dora wouldn't have ended up like this. It was our love that killed her..."

"I've been looking for my children. I admit to being influenced by Dora's wrist slashing, I was just looking for places Dora might have been. This search seemed rushed, with missing children on one side and bloodshed on the other." I have no time for a wife who is going to lose her life." Ouyang Mobai violently tugged at his hair.His black and white hair was unbearable, and it was messed up in all directions. "After sending Dora to the hospital, I entrusted my classmates who worked at the police station to search all the nearby places and interviewed many residents, but there was no result."

Both sides fell into deep thought.Ouyang Mobai was the first to break the silence, "Do you know what impression I had when I saw you for the first time? I think you vaguely resemble a person. This feeling arouses a lot of negative emotions in me. I also analyze it in the dead of night. Through my own inner activities, I came to the conclusion that you are a bit like Dora, and I can't tell where you are. I also inquired about your life experience. I know you have parents. I haven't done in-depth analysis and investigation, so many years In the past, every time I think of Dora, apart from being uncomfortable, I feel irritable, which may be because I have no way to face it."

"Do you remember? I asked about your family situation."

Wen Yu nodded almost invisibly.Of course he remembered.When Ouyang Mobai promised him to join the crew as an assistant director, he asked him this question.Besides this, Ouyang Mobai has never forgotten his impatience and disgust towards him.

It turns out that the traces of the development of things have hidden reasons behind them!

Ouyang Mo Bai pulled the shelf under the desktop, took out a photo, and put it in front of Wen Yu, "This is your photo from Baitian."

Wen Yu didn't reach for it, but looked up.The little child in the photo is sitting, wearing a baby hat and a cotton padded jacket, with a chubby face and a chubby body, with an inexplicable sense of joy.

Wen Yu took out the wallet from his pocket, and also took out a photo from it, and put it together with the previous one.The two photos are identical.

Ouyang Mobai picked up this one, turned it to the back and saw that there was blue pen writing, the date and the four words "Hundred Days Commemoration".His lips trembled, "Dora wrote it, I remember it very clearly! She asked me how to write, I taught her..."

Ouyang Mobai remembered very clearly that Dora asked him how to write these four characters at that time, and asked him one by one.Dora likes square characters, saying that there is a sense of symmetry in them, and Ouyang Mobai usually teaches her to write.

Standing behind her, holding her slender hand with his own, writing stroke by stroke, and then kissing her flaxen hair, the two looked at each other and smiled...

But who would have known that he taught her these four words, and from then on, his son and wife died.

Take a souvenir.

Take a souvenir.

No one is missing.

Only thoughts are left.

Ouyang Mobai raised his head abruptly, fixed his eyes on Wen Yu and said, "You carry the photo with you all the time, so you must be missing us too. Come back to me, okay?"