God said I would meet you

In a blink of an eye, it was Friday.

Although the study atmosphere in the first year of high school was not too tense compared to the third year of high school, after a week of non-stop classes, everyone in the class was limp like an eggplant beaten by frost, and the whole classroom fell asleep after class. Looking forward to the stars and the moon, looking forward to the once-a-week vacation.

As soon as March arrived, after a spring rain, the weather became warmer day by day. Although it was still on the edge of ten or twenty degrees, the coldness that soaked into the bones was gone.

Lichun has been standing for a month, people in early spring are prone to sleepiness, and Lin Jinyu can't violate this biological law. He has been lazy all day today and has no energy. He spends 80.00% of the time lying on the table waiting to go home.

The last class in the afternoon was history class. The history teacher in Lin Jinyu's class taught the class very well. He never followed the scriptures and instilled knowledge in the students.The short and fat middle-aged male teacher who is over forty years old always has a kind smile on his face. He can tell his students from the Three Emperors and Five Emperors to the Opium War, from the Peloponnes The Battle of Sala speaks of the first dawn of the birth of humanism.

Lin Jinyu remembered what the teacher often said. He said: "There is no need to use stacked honors to prove the success of the teacher. The glory of the teacher is engraved in the memory of the students."

Because he liked his class very much, Lin Jinyu didn't get up from the desk until this time, to drive away the drowsiness and cheer up a little.

Now about the Qin Dynasty, the teacher said: "History is the interweaving of countless contingencies and inevitability. Although it is written in the lesson plans that the general trend of historical development must be inevitable, certain, and forward, and it is often written with 'not Yingzheng'. There will also be Li Zheng, Wang Zheng and Zhang Zheng' to prove the correctness of this conclusion, but I don't really want to instill a conclusion in you, I hope you can learn to get the answer from your own thinking."

Lin Jinyu heard it in his ears and began to think about it. He used to think that his life was a necessity. He was born, ate and went to school. , living in a small area at two o'clock and one line every day, and the same is true of the people around. Everyone seems to be living a similar life.

Can this be inevitable?It's so inevitable!If all the people in the world go to school, leave school, and go home like this, then is history inevitable? He thought: History is created by countless individuals. If countless individuals' lives are like satellites in the given If it runs in a orbit, then probably the whole world is a precision machine, and machines are always inevitable.

But he thought: Maybe people are different from machines. There are many people in this world who are living completely different lives from him, such as Gao Wu, Chen Hui, Mu Se and La Long, and many others. People, Chinese, and foreigners.They will take a completely different path, and they don't see what that path looks like yet.

Is human life an inevitability?If everyone's life is full of chance, if everyone can't foresee their own life and ending, then is the history composed of countless people's lives inevitable?

Lin Jinyu suddenly became interested in this question, but he didn't think of the answer.

Qiao Qian seemed to be very interested in this question too, because Lin Jinyu had the best record in history here, so she took the book and turned to exchange views with him.

"I think history is inevitable," Qiao Qiang said: "My junior high school history teacher said that a small part of it may be accidental, but the big trend must be inevitable. For example, even if there is no Qin Shihuang, the next generation of sons and grandsons of Qin, It is inevitable that the great-grandchildren of a certain generation will be unified."

Lin Jinyu thought for a while and said, "What if the next generation's son is a fool?"

Qiao Qian said: "Then the next generation, anyway, where the national strength is, it will be unified."

"So what if the next generation, the next generation, and the next generation are very cowardly?" Lin Jinyu said, "Actually, our junior high school teacher said the same thing, but now I think, why do people always just assume that even if they skip a certain A very good generation, his next generation will follow his path again, without making any assumptions that may cause qualitative changes, Qin's national power is not accumulated by the efforts of a certain generation of kings and scholars, there is no reason Just change one generation when making variable assumptions."

Qiao Qian seemed to be caught in the question for a moment, and after that moment, she said: "This is impossible, because he is excellent, and the successor chosen by an excellent monarch cannot be stupid for several generations. This is the inevitability of history." .”

"It's possible," Lin Jinyu said, "For example, Zhu Qizhen, he is not only a good emperor, he is so bad, but his son is very good. On the contrary, Zhu Youtang is a good emperor, but his son Not very good at being an emperor."

Qiao Qian didn't even know who Zhu Qizhen and Zhu Youtang were, so she had nothing to say, so she could only say: "But the teacher just said that the general trend of history is inevitable."

"Yes," Lin Jinyu said, "The teacher said it was inevitable."

Qiao Qian couldn't fully understand his brain circuit, so he turned back with the book, leaving Lin Jinyu sitting there thinking about this question: Is history inevitable?Are humans inevitable?Is he himself inevitable?

Lin Jinyu felt that he seemed to be able to foresee what his life would look like in the next decade or so. It was nothing more than studying, graduating, and finding a girl to marry and have children like all ordinary people, but it seemed impossible to predict.

He was caught in some kind of young man's thinking about life and the future, and he couldn't get out of it.

The teacher on the stage was talking about the class and suddenly stopped to ask the students to turn on the lights. The sudden dazzling light finally pulled Lin Jinyu's thoughts out of the blind alley of thinking. A large cloud covered the entire sky, black and oppressive, covering the sun.

At this time, it was only four or five o'clock in the afternoon, and it was so dark that it was necessary to turn on the lights. The sky was obviously not very normal.The heavy rain season in Shanghai is in July and August, and most of the time in early spring, there are only some light and moderate rains, but judging from the scale of the dark clouds that have gathered, the next rain may not be too light.

The temperature began to drop, and Lin Jinyu was afraid of the cold, so he tucked his hands into the sleeves of his sweater and stared out the window blankly.

Xu Zhao was also dozed off by the commotion, and looked at the rolling clouds in amazement: "Fuck, it's dark? What time is it?"

He just woke up, and he couldn't control the volume for a while, causing the whole class to look at him.The teacher roared loudly: "Xu Zhao! Where are you living your dream of spring and autumn? Are you crazy?"

The whole class roared with laughter, Xu Zhao blushed and said, "Ah, no, I'm sorry teacher."

The teacher didn't want to embarrass him too much. He apologized and stopped talking about him, and called the others to continue the class.

Xu Zhao poked Lin Jinyu with a pen, and whispered, "Hey, it's my turn to clean the classroom today. Wait for me after school and go home together."

Although Lin Jinyu's house and Xu Zhao's house are not too close, they are in the same direction, so Lin Jinyu agreed: "Okay, anyway, my parents won't come back today, so I'm not in a hurry to go home."

He finished his history homework while listening to the class, and after class was over, the representatives of each subject went up to finish the homework, and Teacher Xia left school.

Because Xu Zhao was on duty, Lin Jinyu was not in a hurry to leave.After he finished copying the homework, seeing that it was still early, he took out other questions and wrote them while he still had a hand.

He did his liberal arts homework [-] times smoothly, but when it came to science, he couldn't do it. Lin Jinyu took the math paper and started to feel irritated before he finished filling in the blanks.

Those numbers and formulas are all like Braille, and they are hard to understand, and it takes more effort to deal with each one.

As soon as he found it troublesome, he didn't want to do it, and started to wander around with a pen.During the holidays, the students walked quickly. Except for a few top students who worked hard and stayed to do their homework, the classroom was cleaning.

Lin Jinyu glanced around, and was surprised to find that Zhang Xinli hadn't left either.

He also stayed in his seat, holding a pen, sitting upright as before, not knowing what he was writing.

Write, write, know how to write... Lin Jinyu moved her position, turned around and lay down on Xu Zhao's desk, pretending to sleep with her head buried, but she was actually watching him secretly: pretending to love learning, the whole world has Which student would love to learn.

He babbled a long list in his mind, and before he finished, he saw Shen Lanxi passing by with a rag to clean the windows.

Zhang Xinli, who had not looked up all this time, suddenly raised his head to stop her, and said something to her.

The voices of other people around were loud, and Lin Jinyu didn't hear what they said, so he began to mutter in his heart again: We talked together again, what kind of words are so easy to say.

Shen Lanxi exchanged a few words with Zhang Xinli, then bent down to look at the questions on his desk.

Zhang Xinli pointed to a few places with a pen, his brows were slightly frowned, and Shen Lanxi brushed her hair and pointed out a few points for him.Zhang Xinli handed her the pen, and took out a used draft book and handed it to her.

Lin Jinyu began to slander again: she always asks girls questions, and always looks for beautiful ones. There are so many boys, why don't you ask them.

But he had to admit that the picture looked harmonious from a distance. Shen Lanxi spoke seriously and Zhang Xinli listened carefully.

The sky outside the window was darker than it was at the beginning of class, and the north wind also picked up, whining and blowing, like the howling of some kind of monster.

Lin Jinyu began to rejoice that she was used to stuffing an umbrella in her schoolbag whether it was raining or not, and now it was time to use it.He began to wonder: Did the guy bring an umbrella?How would you go back if you didn't take him?Although it is not far from here to the school gate, if you run there without an umbrella, you will definitely be covered in water.

He had already given up the fantasy that Zhang Xinli would come to him to borrow an umbrella because he was afraid of getting caught in the rain, thinking that he would go over and throw the umbrella to him later, and then take Xu Zhao's umbrella and leave.

Over there, Shen Lanxi did some calculations on the draft paper, and then took out a math book to explain a few knowledge points. Zhang Xinli seemed to finally understand it. He took the draft paper and said something to Shen Lanxi.

Looking at the shape of his mouth, Lin Jinyu could tell that the two words were "thank you". He rarely saw such a soft and even joyful expression on Zhang Xinli's face.

Shen Lanxi was rude to him, took the rag and left.After Zhang Xinli finished writing the question and put in the test paper, he didn't leave home. He stood up, took the initiative to walk to the window, took the rag from Shen Lanxi's hand, and began to help her clean the window.

This job is really suitable for him. As a boy, Zhang Xinli can reach many places that Shen Lanxi couldn't reach before, so she doesn't need to risk falling to climb higher.Shen Lanxi looked a little surprised and shy, bowed her head and thanked him.

The students who were nearby obviously noticed them, and began to wink and whisper "Yo—" or something like booing.

Lin Jinyu leaned on her chin and looked at them from a distance, feeling very depressed.

He thought: That's great, now he doesn't only know me, he has made new friends, and will make more friends in the future, no wonder he didn't want to talk to me for so long, this isn't Liangshan, he doesn't You don't need to look at me all day for fear that I will go out and cause some trouble. The responsibility has been exhausted. Who wants to be friends with a selfish, childish and bad-tempered person like me.

A dazzling white light flashed through the glass like a flashing epiphyllum, and two or three seconds later, there was rumbling thunder in the sky.

It was a millstone-like, lingering muffled thunder, rolling heavily in the dark clouds, like the hoarse roar of a lion, or like a tsunami roaring and galloping in the sky.

Lin Jinyu turned her head and saw that after three or five bursts of thunder rolled by, transparent raindrops hit the transparent glass window drop by drop, breaking it to pieces.

Xu Zhao put down the broom, walked over amidst the thunder and rain, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Whale, I'm done sweeping, let's go."

"Oh, good." Lin Jinyu got up upon hearing this, "I'm going to the bathroom, please pack my schoolbag for me."

Xu Zhao immediately agreed and urged him to go quickly.

Lin Jinyu's umbrella was placed in the compartment that comes with the classroom together with other books that are temporarily unused but too lazy to memorize.He went out through the front door, and instead of going to the toilet, he sneaked into the cubicle with Xu Zhao on his back.

There happened to be a classmate cleaning in the cubicle. Lin Jinyu had a good relationship with him. After hesitating for a while, he secretly asked him to call Zhang Xinli over, and specifically asked him to do so quietly, let alone looking for him .

The classmate looked puzzled, and joked: "Are you an underground spy joint or an underground affair, so mysterious."

"Stop talking nonsense and go quickly."

Lin Jinyu originally wanted to pass a note coldly and finish the job, but he had no choice. His umbrella is automatic. He couldn't open it, and he was afraid that Zhang Xinli would not be able to use it, so he had to tell him face to face.

After a while, Zhang Xinli came.He also obviously had an inexplicable look on his face. A few steps into the door, he saw Lin Jinyu and stood still.

Lin Jinyu cut to the chase and said, "It's raining outside, I'll lend you an umbrella."

Zhang Xinli didn't speak, Lin Jinyu took out the umbrella, didn't talk nonsense and didn't look at him much, and told him how to use the umbrella, and demonstrated it while talking, and then without waiting for his reaction, he walked over and put the umbrella in his hands As soon as he stuffed it in his hand, he turned around and was about to leave.

Before he could leave the door, he heard Zhang Xinli asking behind him, "What are you going to do?"

Lin Jinyu looked as if it was no big deal, and said, "I can borrow Xu Zhao's, let's drop by."

He waited for about two seconds, and seeing that Zhang Xinli did not speak, he raised his foot and wanted to leave again.

Zhang Xinli stopped him and said, "Why are you being so sneaky?"

"It's not sneaky," Lin Jinyu said, "It's just that you help people very well, and I don't want to bother you." He said, "Go home by yourself, I'll go first if there's nothing else to do."

Lin Jinyu walked all the way to the end of the cubicle, opened the door leading to the corridor outside, and went to the bathroom.He could feel Zhang Xinli's gaze sticking to his back until it was blocked by the door.

On the other side, in the classroom.

Xu Zhao has been putting up with this newcomer for a long time. From the first day this transfer student came here, he didn't get used to him. His face is like everyone owes him 800 yuan. It is one thing to find Shen Lanxi if there is nothing to do, and another is that the whale doesn't like him.

At the beginning, it was just superficial dislike, not to mention any holiday.But once they come and go, all kinds of small frictions are superimposed, and the two sides come and go, the contradictions accumulate and deepen.

The author says:

"It is not necessary to use stacked honors to prove the teacher's success, the teacher's glory will be engraved in the memory of the students." This sentence is actually said by Li Zhenxi. He is a real teacher with educational feelings. (personal opinion)