God said I would meet you

Winter vacation is always short. After the tenth day of the first day, it is almost time to leave school.

Lin Jinyu is a typical cramming person. The homework for the winter vacation is all piled up together. The first 20 days are inefficient. It must be a few days before the start of the school that the homework completion rate will suddenly soar and reach the crossover threshold.

In the past few days, he has been locked in his room most of the time, turning on the air conditioner to catch up with his homework. The 30-day task was compressed into a few days to complete, there were piles of exercise papers, and there were countless homework for each subject except Chinese.

It was another day to catch up with homework. Lin Jinyu was lying on the table, feeling devastated, writing in a nonchalant manner like a boneless hand. Zhang Xinli knocked on the door and came in, putting a bowl of pared apples on the table. Go to him and say, "Your mother cut it for you."

Lin Jinyu lay on her stomach and said weakly, "Thanks...we'll eat later."

His eyes were out of focus as he looked at his homework, looking like a walking dead.

Zhang Xinli waved his hand in front of his eyes: "Are you out of your body?"

"What?" Lin Jinyu waved his hand away, still looking weak, and wailed, "So much homework! When will I finish it!"

Zhang Xinli said: "Who told you to patronize and play all the time, you all squeezed together to do it."

Lin Jinyu said, "Everyone is like this..."

"Everyone is like this, it doesn't mean it's right, it doesn't mean it's good," Zhang Xinli said, "Don't do it next time."

"Oh..." Lin Jinyu thought to herself: It will inevitably happen again next time. This is a curse that students all over the country cannot escape.

He suddenly thought of something: "Where is your homework? I haven't seen you sitting in front of the desk all day doing homework since you came."

Zhang Xinli said: "I finished writing, because I knew I was going to travel far away, so I finished it before I left."

Even knowing that this person has always been a realist, Lin Jinyu was unavoidably a little surprised: "Impossible..."

Zhang Xinli said, "Do you think I'm joking?"

Lin Jinyu lay back on her stomach: "Okay, you're awesome."

"Hurry up with your homework, take out the bowl after eating." Zhang Xinli said not to bother him, turned around and went out to help his mother with housework.

Lin Jinyu became dizzy when she saw the initials on the test paper, and her whole body was listless, as if her yang energy had been sucked by a ghost.

Why do you have to do so much homework, can you not do it?The Education Bureau does not talk about reducing burdens every day, and there are not so many homework in the end.

Compared with the homework assigned by other high schools who are really obsessed with the college entrance examination, these extremely "heavy" homework in his eyes are actually not onerous. While complaining, he never thought about these boring exercises They are all carefully selected by the school's top middle school teachers, in order to allow the students of the school to spend the same energy on the most representative and rewarding topics.

These educational resources tilted toward Shanghai are what countless [-]th-tier towns and even urban schools long for but cannot get. The real meaning of the so-called "burden reduction" is to prevent students from becoming mere excellent machines without human morality. A lot of free time allows children to idle around.

Lin Jinyu couldn't realize this... Most middle school students couldn't realize this. He always felt that he was in a sea of ​​misery and urgently needed to be rescued.

Seeing that school was about to start, but the school would definitely not allow him to register if he could not hand in his homework. Lin Jinyu was anxious, but at the same time, he still couldn't solve a few questions.

In fact, Lin Huainan could come to tutor him in mathematics. As an outstanding graduate who was always at the top of the high mathematics class in that department, it is not very difficult to tutor him in mathematics in the first year of high school, but he just has no time.

He is no longer the former Mr. Lin who went to class, taught students, wrote papers, and did academic work. He is now Mr. Lin who is everywhere in the wine shop and on the plane. The change of career inevitably makes him pay less attention to his son. a lot.

After the business has grown to a large scale, I don’t feel at ease handing over many things to the next level. I have to check it myself. Even if I finally have free time, I just want to drink a cup of coffee and read a book by myself... and Lin Jinyu has usually already rested at this time.

The less he is good at it, the less he likes this subject, the less he likes it, the worse he is at it, and the worse he is at it, the less he is good at it... It's like an endless loop.

Lin Jinyu sometimes thinks: It would be great if my father would always be a teacher.

He lay on the table and thought about it: If he was a teacher forever, he would be able to help him with his homework word by word just like when he was a child. Although there were still meetings, there was always time to drive and take the whole family on a trip. When I have free time, I will tell him books that are a little obscure to him. Even if he can't understand, he is still very happy.

He was thinking as if his soul was out of his body, but the door was suddenly pushed open again.

Lin Jinyu's mind wandered a lot, and Zhang Xinli came in ten minutes ago and let him go through with it, so his reaction was slower this time. When Lin Huainan came in, Lin Jinyu bounced up and sat up straight like a dead body.

"Abstaining again and again, without any self-control," Lin Huainan caught him fishing again, very annoyed: "Let you sit in front of the table to let you learn, not to put on a show, you are not only coaxing yourself, Is there any other use? Can you coax the knowledge that you should really learn in your head?"

Lin Jinyu hadn't said a word to his father today, but now they met a series of scoldings, which made Lin Jinyu very unhappy.

"Oh," he said, "it's my own business anyway, and it's none of your business. It doesn't affect you if you learn or not."

Lin Huainan frowned deeply: "It's true that you study for yourself, but what do you mean it has nothing to do with me? I'm your father! It's fine to just idle around at home every day, and talk so impolitely, let you study and study I hope you understand the truth, you are going against the sky now?"

In fact, Lin Jinyu is very polite to grandparents and strangers, but she is very self-willed in front of her family. Probably a person's worst temper is often reserved for his family.

He was originally stubborn in his bones, but now he is angry and wronged by his father. It is true that he is fishing, but he really can't do it. What can he do? Just scolding from above, who hasn't lost their temper?

Lin Jinyu said, "Whatever you want, you can do whatever you want."

This attitude of smashing cans is one of Lin Huainan's least favorite attitudes, Lin Huainan said: "What did you say? Say it again?"

"I said you were right. What are you talking about? What do you want from me?" Lin Jinyu was already anxious about homework: "Talk about it all day long."

This made his father very angry. Lin Huainan stepped in front of him and began to scold him: "It's time to study and not to study. It's reasonable to pretend to fool you? Are you a ghost? Your wings are hard now, who will tell you?" Don't you even listen?"

Lin Jinyu stared at him without speaking.

Lin Huainan said: "Are you dumb? Aren't you very good at debating?"

Lin Jinyu pouted her neck and said: "I let you say everything, what should I say? I scolded me, what should I say? I don't see you three times a day, and when we meet, I just talk and point out the words. Anyway, it's all my fault. .”

"Shouldn't your performance be criticized for the things you did? Tell me every day, when did you change it? Don't you eat the dog after three times of cooking? You're fine, you won't change after repeated admonitions!"

They became louder and louder, alarming Mama Lin in the living room and Zhang Xinli in the opposite room, and everyone came to watch.

Mother Lin opened the door and came in, asking, "What's the matter, why are you making your father angry with such a loud voice?" Zhang Xinli followed behind her, just staring and not speaking.

Lin Huainan was still scolding him: "I can't finish studying every day, and when I ask questions, I just yell and don't care about it. If you can do well, you don't need me and your mother to worry about it. Who wants to catch you every day? Do you think I want to care about you?" ?"

Being scolded and surrounded by crowds made Lin Jinyu feel very uncomfortable... It was a very complicated and indescribable feeling, irritability mixed with anger and dissatisfaction... more of it was shame.

He gripped the pen tightly in his hand, grabbed Lin Huainan, and said, "I knew I didn't want to care about it, did I know the first day?"

Lin Huainan was in a hurry and wanted to beat someone up. Mother Lin said, "Jinyu, what did you say?"

"To tell the truth, yes, it's my fault for being lazy, but I really can't do it! Who should I ask? What can I do if I can't do it? Did you teach me a problem? Anyway, I will only take it for granted here Teach me." He said: "Since you don't care about it, don't care about it, you don't need to spend these few minutes crazy output, it's the same if you don't care about it, right?"

Lin Huainan was so angry that he had nothing to say, but beating children was really not in line with his educational philosophy... In the end, he frowned and gave Lin Jinyu a hard look, and without saying anything, he turned away disappointed and angrily.

Mother Lin said: "Xiaoyu, how can you treat your elders with such an attitude? How much your father has worried about you."

"What are you worrying about? I don't see you three times a day, so there's no need!" Lin Jinyu pushed aside the stool vigorously and sat down: "OK, I'm studying, are you satisfied? I'm too busy to send homework."

Mother Lin originally wanted to persuade him to apologize to his father, but now both sides are angry, and no one is willing to bow first.

The father and son quarreled like this not once or twice, since Lin Jinyu went to middle school more times, maybe it will be better after a while.

Lin's mother thought so, seeing that Lin Jinyu was really sitting at the table with a pen and doing calculations, she felt that this was not too bad, so she didn't force him to go out and make peace with his father immediately.

She walked to the table, cleared away the empty bowl that Lin Jinyu had left over from eating apples, and said, "Be good like this, do the questions well, and you can talk about it later when your father calms down."

Lin Jinyu had an unhappy expression on her face and didn't speak.Mother Lin took the bowl, nodded to Zhang Xinli, and went out.

Zhang Xinli stood at the side of the closet, watched Mama Lin close the door and went out, then said to Lin Jinyu, "...What about it?"

Lin Jinyu frantically calculated on the draft paper, each stroke was heavy, and the tip of the pen scratched the paper in several places: "Don't talk to me," he said, "I'm so angry now, I want to bite of."

"Your father is more or less mad at you," Zhang Xinli said, "You were the one who got arrested."

"What?" Lin Jinyu said, "You still speak for my dad anyway."

"I'm not talking to your father... To take a step back, whether you help or not is the truth," Zhang Xinli said, "Your father kindly educated you, but you talked back to him and quarreled with him."

"Oh, so you stand up to my dad and wear a pair of pants with him."

"I didn't...can you stop being unreasonable and just..."

As soon as Lin Jinyu heard him say this again and criticized him, she became very angry. One, two, three would only talk about him: "Yes, I am unreasonable, don't you always think I am unreasonable? Anyway, you are like this Why do you think I'm being reasonable?"

Zhang Xinli felt that his logic was unreasonable, and it was purely a label for others: "These homework should have been done by you long ago. You squeezed together by yourself. Now you come to pay the bills. If you don't take it seriously, your father shouldn't be serious." Angry?"

"Is it because I want to do this? I can't do it anymore. Why didn't you teach me in the past, and don't teach me now. I just have a face-to-face meeting during a meal every day, and I have to use the ten minutes of the meeting to talk about this and that. ? As long as you are right, I am all right."

Zhang Xinli said, "I don't want to quarrel with you."

Lin Jinyu said: "I've been arguing, and now it's 'I don't want to quarrel with you'. Both you and my dad think that you are very reasonable. I am the only one who is messing around. I said that I don't want to quarrel with me. In fact, you are just afraid that my parents will hear it." Bar?"

Zhang Xinli couldn't deny this, he really didn't want Lin's father and Lin's mother to hear him arguing with Lin Jinyu.

He said: "Yes, I don't want to, but your dad is your guardian, and he can't ignore you and be responsible for you. He's right in this matter. I don't care if I want your parents to hear us quarreling."

"Of course you think there's nothing wrong with him. It's all my fault." Lin Jinyu looked at him and said, "Because he's not your father."

Lin Jinyu emphasized this point just to express my feelings, so you won’t understand. If you don’t understand, I can’t solve the problem and no one cares about it. My dad sees me every day without doing it but only educates me. My mood, so in your In his eyes, it was just that I was disobedient, making trouble for no reason and even talking back to the elders.

But this sentence can also be interpreted as another meaning: he is not your father, I am his son, the bystander should be a reasonable person, here I think who is right and who is not.

Zhang Xinli was silent for a moment, and finally said: "...well, even if I am not their son," he said: "But there is one reason that will not change, there are all parents in the world, even if you really think your father is so You can't be like this, no matter what, you are your elders, not to mention that your dad didn't do anything too much today, even if he really did, you still have to apologize to him first, let him calm down, how can you Say Dad was wrong."

Lin Jinyu absolutely could not agree with this point of view.He said: "First of all, I didn't accuse my dad face to face, saying that he was wrong, I just dissatisfied with his method of cadaver discipline. Secondly, I don't think so, I think parents and children should be equal,' There is no such thing as a parent in the world' What is the old calendar of the Qing Dynasty, people will make mistakes, my parents, I love them and respect them, but it does not mean that everything is my fault, everything must be reasonable ?”

Zhang Xinli said: "It doesn't mean that they are really saints and there is no fault. It's just that you can't be wronged and accommodate your parents?"

"What results can I get by doing it? No one will teach me next time. If I don't know how to do it, I don't want to do it. I just leave it there. My dad still makes several face-to-face meetings a day, and then he still spends a few minutes trying to talk about me. , is there any point?"

The two of them seem to be caught in some kind of debate with an unknown topic. Zhang Xinli said: "I didn't say that the problem will not be solved, but that accommodation is the first step. Let your father calm down, and then talk about the problem. Why do you have to?" Sticking to this meaningless quarrel?"

Lin Jinyu thought: My dad is angry, but who cares about me... He said: "It's not necessary, anyway, it's the same no matter how many times I say it. Does the leader no longer take up his personal time to deal with him? It’s impossible! If it’s impossible, don’t waste your energy. If you don’t have time, don’t worry about it. Don’t spend a few minutes talking about this and that. Leave it alone, or just shut up."

Zhang Xinli felt that he was angry and had nothing to say to him.

"...Your father is trying his best to take care of you and take care of you. How can he ignore you completely? Can you do it alone? Impossible..."

Lin Jinyu interrupted him: "Who said it can't be done? I am very good alone. I will arrange when to do my homework. If I don't know the question, I will go to school and ask my classmates. The classmates won't ask the teacher. No one needs to ask." I don’t need to scold me for not working hard or being lazy, and there is no need for anyone to tell my father every day that it is reasonable and my son is not reasonable.”

He said: "It's not just that it doesn't matter without my dad...it's the same without you."