God said I would meet you

I have to say that there is a reason why high-end restaurants are expensive, and the service is very considerate. Lin Jinyu just carried Xu Dazhao out of the box door, and looked at the situation there. I found them all, and they delivered them to my home in one train.

After eating and drinking for the day, Lin Jinyu and Zhang Xinli returned to their residence smelling of alcohol and changed their clothes.

It was the dog days, the dog was locked in the cage for four or five hours, and peed on the pee mat. Lin Jinyu turned on the light and dragged his tired body to clean it up.He felt that he was not drunk, but he was a little dizzy and flustered from the heat.

It's strange that the weather isn't hot. Zhang Xinli was about to turn on the air conditioner, but he stopped him.

"Save some electricity bills," Lin Jinyu wiped his face after washing his hands, and said, "Just open the windows all the way, and let the wind blow."

Although their room is the master bedroom, it doesn't have a balcony, only a larger window sill. The previous tenant was probably a fastidious person, and he laid a tightly-fitting cotton cushion on it, which is convenient for people to sit on and bask in the sun.Zhang Xinli stepped on it with his bare feet and opened the window completely, and the night view of Shanghai outside the window was charming.

Lin Jinyu fed the dog. After everything was taken care of, when he came out, he saw Zhang Xinli leaning against the wall, sitting silently on the big window sill and looking out the window.

"What are you doing sitting there?" Lin Jinyu asked, "You're not sleeping either."

"It's still early," Zhang Xinli replied, still looking out of the window, "Bring on the wind for a while, sober up."

Lin Jinyu was going to sleep straight away, even the lights were turned off.He was also a little dizzy. Seeing Zhang Xinli sitting there, he thought about it and thought it was good, so he stepped on the window sill barefoot, sat down opposite him, and said, "Are you dizzy too?"

He had always been curious about where the bottom line of Zhang Xinli's drinking capacity was, but he never came out of his curiosity, so he couldn't help but chat a few words at this moment.

"Fortunately, it's hot." Zhang Xinli was not dizzy, but suddenly wanted to let his mind go.He held the silver necklace in his hand, and it was also warmed by the body temperature.

The night wind blowing towards them was hot, and the smell of alcohol on the two of them was intertwined. Lin Jinyu and him looked out the window together, looking at this city that was shining even at night.

It was windy tonight, the curtains and their pitch-black hair fluttered in the night wind, there were only the two of them in the room, Xu Zhao's words were still in my ears, no one could pretend to have amnesia in such a short time.Lin Jinyu had one leg dangling under the window sill, and they sat facing each other for a long time, until Zhang Xinli said, "Do you remember, when I lived in your house, there was a similar window sill in that room."

Lin Jinyu thought for a while and said, "I remember, I used to sit on the windowsill and chat after finishing my homework. Now I wish I had a can of beer at hand. It's more like that time."

The scorching wind and fluttering curtains brought them back to the summer days many years ago. At that time, when her parents were not at home, Lin Jinyu would sneak into Zhang Xinli's room in a fair manner and do homework with him. Sitting on the window sill like this now, talking about novels, comics, stars, and the moon, the curtains printed with white sailboats at home are trembling in the hot wind like this.

"You haven't had enough," said Xia Feng, damp and hot, blowing on his face like sticky fire. It didn't feel cool, but it also made people feel refreshed. Zhang Xinli rubbed the chain in his hand, and said, "That wine is very good, you Drinking much better than before."

Never drink a cup of Lao Baigan and go all over the street.

Lin Jinyu lowered her head and smiled: "No...actually a little dizzy."

Zhang Xinli said: "Before, when you just transferred to another school, you pretended not to know me and let others bully me."

"Inadvertent mistake," neither of the two looked at each other, they just stared out the window lazily and lazily. When Zhang Xinli mentioned it a little, Lin Jinyu recalled those past events: "I even sneaked back to help you find your homework book." , in the second year of middle school, who hasn't been angry yet."

His drunken breath was washed away by Xia Feng, and he said: "You still imagined me as that kind of person indiscriminately when we met for the first time. You haven't met me yet, and you made a sarcasm first, which hurt me. It's easy to take a vacation, and I was forced to live in a foreign country for a long time."

Zhang Xinli replied: "I am..."

The two of them began to talk about the past naturally, all the happy or unhappy things that happened, the waywardness, irony, youthful restlessness and life confusion in the past. In such a hot, quiet, sticky, alcoholic atmosphere, some things happened naturally.

"... At that time, I was indeed influenced by you a little bit," Zhang Xinli began to talk about the long and recent breakup, and talked about the once taboo topic, but it was no longer Eager, restless, with a strong purpose, when he talked about this, it was like chatting with old friends: "... very depressed, I feel that there is no hope for the future together. And... I don't deny that it is a bit annoying , I'm too tired and bored, I seem to have forgotten the good things about you, and feel that living together is depressing."

He admitted that although "noble" reasons accounted for most of the reasons for breaking up with Lin Jinyu, a small part did belong to the category of not noble self. What he said in the hospital were not all excuses. Both of us are too tired together, we won't have a good time, and we're not happy, so let's be independent first.

"So, what was your original plan?" Lin Jinyu actually guessed it, and he asked as if chatting: "You threw away everything, blocked and deleted the number, it is true that you will never come back again."

"No," Zhang Xinli replied, "I just thought it would be great if I graduated and had a stable job. I'll come back to you at that time. I was very conflicted at the time, and I didn't know whether the decision was right or not. I hid the necklace because I thought you Maybe not, the couple who share the rent is considered a good relationship with me, if you don’t find out, I can ask them to bring it to me. That means...God’s will thinks that we shouldn’t break it clean.”

"But I found out," Lin Jinyu said, "You see, not everything will go according to your plan."

If there were no many coincidences, and there were no Lalong, Lin Ye, and Zhou Hui who were not in the plan, Zhang Xinli would not get an interview opportunity from the Shanghai unit and would not meet him. After graduation, he would at most find a decent job in Sichuan, and Lin Jinyu has already gone to the distant Shanghai.

When we meet again in a few years, things have already changed.

Zhang Xinli said, "Yes, but you found out."

Without a love that develops strictly according to a schedule, all a person can do is hold on tightly now.

"I thought later..." Lin Jinyu leaned against the curtain and looked out of the window slightly: "...if I stay for a few more months at that time, it will be fine."

After a few more months and a half, his qualifications for exemption will come down, and the school's internship subsidy will also come down, and there will be an extra sum of money, which is not a small amount. Will it be better slowly?

However, Zhang Xinli said: "I can't make it through."

At that time, they had no way to survive the situation on their own, and breaking up was like a sigh of relief to them.

These words seemed very ruthless. Lin Jinyu blew the wind for a few minutes. She didn't know if she was drunk or what, but she actually started laughing, and echoed, "...well, I can't make it through."

They may be able to survive the transition period into society by being careful from the moment they leave home or earlier, but that is something that needs to be corrected from too long ago. One cannot have later experience, nor can one Understand the truth in the future.

Zhang Xinli stopped looking out the window, and turned to look at him.

The window is an ordinary sliding window, and only one side can be fully opened at a time. Now that the two of them are sitting facing each other, the window is sliding in the middle, leaving only a small half of the ventilation hole on either side, and the wind is unpleasant on either side.

The summer breeze mixed with the smell of wine makes people feel like soaking in some kind of hot spring. Lin Jinyu said, "It's still hot. Open your window wider and open it all." After speaking, she got up and moved over to sit with him. to the same side.

In this way, they stuck together in the scorching summer wind.

Zhang Xinli separated his knees to make room for him, and stretched out his hand to push all the windows across.

The wind suddenly picked up. Lin Jinyu squinted her eyes, felt the hot wind, and said, "It's very refreshing, really comfortable."

The window sill was not spacious at all, they were crowded together, Zhang Xinli was silent for a moment, and boldly put his arms around his waist, Lin Jinyu didn't seem to notice it at all, just blowing the wind comfortably.

On such a hot day, the two bodies hugging each other soon sweated, intimate and sticky.

I don't know if Lin Jinyu is drunk or not, or it doesn't matter, the two of them smelled of the same alcohol, Lin Jinyu leaned on Zhang Xinli, blowing the wind, sometimes looking out the window, sometimes playing with the phone.

It seems that the software is full of crooked melons, and it has never been involved in his past life.Lin Jinyu thought of Wang Xiu, Zhao Wujie, Shao Rong, and countless unhappy gays... There are already enough unhappy people, there is no need for two more.

The passer-by is in the sky, and the lover is in front of you.

For nearly 10 minutes, no one spoke, only the wind was heard, and sweaty skin rubbed against each other.Lin Jinyu sat between Zhang Xinli's knees, and their backs and chests were pressed against each other intimately from time to time during the movements.

Male hormones were floating in the air, and he could clearly feel that something was changing.

This is very natural, restless midsummer, intimate skin-to-skin contact, daring alcoholism, young and strong body... all of them together naturally breed the most primitive desire of life.

When Lin Jinyu chose to change his seat and sit in front of Zhang Xinli, he had already expected it.

Of course Zhang Xinli was aware of the change in the atmosphere between the two of them. In summer, his clothes were thin and he was wearing shorts that reached his knees. Lin Jinyu stuck close to him, so he couldn't sit peacefully like this no matter what.He was a little ready to move, but he didn't get a very obvious signal. He hesitated for a while, a little shy, and unnaturally concealed the shyness that is probably unique to people, as if he wanted to get off the window sill.

Lin Jinyu counted three seconds silently in her heart, turned off the phone screen, turned her head away, and looked at him for a few seconds, then moved her eyes down, stared at his dry lips for a moment, and bit his lower lip lightly.

Zhang Xinli's heartbeat began to speed up.

He loosened his hold on Lin Jinyu, and Lin Jinyu was able to turn around completely, sat on his lap and clasped the back of his neck, and kissed him in the hot and humid summer wind.

The moist saliva quickly moistened the dry lips, and the contact between the soft lips and tongue ignited passion. They were so familiar and in tune when they kissed.

After Lin Jinyu kissed him for a long time, she paused temporarily, indicating that she had something to say. Zhang Xinli didn't want to end it, and still moved forward to ask for a kiss. Lin Jinyu pushed his chest and said, "Take a breath."

He said: "In fact, every day we were apart, I dreamed of doing that thing with you, and occasionally I would have nocturnal emission."

He thought that Zhang Xinli would be surprised. After all, he wanted to keep those charming dreams and unspeakable physical activities in his heart forever. Lin Jinyu never told Zhang Xinli about his dreams.

However, Zhang Xinli just kept poking his face forward to ask him to continue to kiss him. During the gaps between those kisses, he murmured: "Is it as exciting as the one I dreamed about?"

"You dreamed about me?" Lin Jinyu was surprised. He still had something to say and kept hiding, which made Zhang Xinli want it even more.

"Many times," Zhang Xinli hugged his waist from the front, Lin Jinyu refused to let the kiss, so he buried his face in his chest: "You don't want to know."

Lin Jinyu didn't understand why he didn't want to know, Zhang Xinli made him itchy, he said, "Stop pushing, you have no breasts."

"Yes," Zhang Xinli looked up at him, opened his mouth, and lightly bit his chest through his clothes: "That's right."

"Hiss..." The skin on the chest is often exposed to the wind and the sun, and it hurts to bite it. Even though he came down like this through his clothes, it still hurts. Zhang Xinli hugged him and pushed him up very forcefully. Give it away, so that I can see his eyes.

Lin Jinyu was a little overwhelmed, and he was already ready to move under the wet kiss just now. Zhang Xinli kissed him all the way from his chest, biting his collarbone.Lin Jinyu was covered with fine sweat. He glanced down and saw Zhang Xinli's face and the expression on his face clearly through the light coming in from the window.

"You...the fourth item in the memo...what is the rice key?" Lin Jinyu bent his elbows on his shoulder, letting Zhang Xinli's hand pat her back repeatedly through the clothes, and asked : "Kiss? Or... go to bed?"

"Is this important?" Zhang Xinli whispered, "Which step are you willing to take?"

He asked about the present.

Lin Jinyu was facing him, and the bracelet that was originally on his shoulder hugged him behind his back.

……

There seemed to be a joke about diamonds and high school students, he thought: we can "advance with the times" and change the high school student to 1 who hasn't been in a relationship for a year.

As soon as his fingers touched his back, Zhang Xinli immediately put more force on his hands, pressing him against his body, and at the same time whispered in his ear: "... hug for a while longer."

"What is the fourth item?" Lin Jinyu didn't take off his clothes, and didn't do anything out of line. He only stuck to him for a while through the thin clothes, and asked again: "Kiss, or go to bed?"

His posture was as if Zhang Xinli would not go any further unless Zhang Xinli answered. Zhang Xinli smelled the smell of alcohol and him, and felt his mouth dry: "...all of them." He said: "When you go to bed, you will always kiss. .”

...seems to make sense.

Lin Jinyu smiled, and Zhang Xinli said, "Why do you ask this?"

At this moment, he couldn't hold any questions in his mind, he just wanted to...

"Of course you have to know what you're writing before you can do it." Lin Jinyu said this and drew the gauze curtains.

……

The moonlight was soft, like a layer of soft veil, covering the smooth skin of his back. Before Zhang Xinli could react, Lin Jinyu leaned over again and kissed him.

Zhang Xinli's hands slid repeatedly between his shoulders and back, obviously more emotional than before.

Lin Jinyu put one hand on his shoulder, and he hadn't established an intimate relationship with anyone for a long time, and getting back together was the beginning of a new life.

……

"Is it comfortable? Is it hot?" he said, "We haven't been together for a long time, so we are not familiar."

However, Lin Jinyu didn't feel that they were unfamiliar. Zhang Xinli's body temperature was still familiar to him.

"Comfortable..." He also stroked Zhang Xinli's back: "It's not hot."

Although it is summer, hugging each other is sweating profusely, but I still want to hug.

……

After a while, he took his hands away, no longer hugged him tightly, and kissed his shoulders and cheeks instead. After all, he had been hugging him so tightly that his whole body was sticky.

When Lin Jinyu first stopped, Zhang Xinli was not very happy, and signaled him to continue posting for a while, it didn't matter if it was hot, but when Lin Jinyu kissed him, he couldn't care less.

The two of them hugged and shoved like children. Lin Jinyu moved his hands around his waist, his movements were fast and sometimes slow. .

"Don't do it yet." Lin Jinyu understood the reason why he couldn't eat hot tofu in a hurry. He was also quite uncomfortable and wanted to do something immediately, but he still pressed Zhang Xinli's hand.

Zhang Xinli said: "...it's hard."

It's hot in summer, but it's sticky but uncomfortable, and it's even hotter because I've been hugging people all the time.

Lin Jinyu still said, "Wait a minute."

He just wanted to hold her, and talk about other things later.

Zhang Xinli didn't have the ability to read minds, he didn't know his inner activities, he mistakenly thought that he had committed an old problem, and he became playful again, so he said helplessly and dissatisfied: "You are here again, do you want me to serve you first?"

Lin Jinyu didn't mean it at first, but when he was always the one who took the initiative, Zhang Xinli often had to wait until he made a start before letting go and repaying him double. He was used to it, but today he suddenly said this... It seemed to be a different way of teasing It's good to tease him, too.

He has something to confirm.

"I didn't take a shower, wait until I'm done." Thinking of this, Lin Jinyu leaned over and kissed his forehead, and then - she got off him, looking really ready to go into the bathroom to take a shower.

...No way, is there such a trick?Zhang Xinli just felt like he was about to score a goal and suddenly whistled, and the finale was about to come and an advertisement was coming, and the troops were about to climb Mount Everest and suddenly turned back. It was too...

But Lin Jinyu's kiss made him lose his temper, and according to the usual practice, "bathing" actually included all the preparations, and the reason was very legitimate.

He had no choice but to sit there obediently and wait. Fortunately, Lin Jinyu was quick this time. He found something in the drawer, and the bathroom water stopped after a while.

Lin Jinyu came back without a shirt, but with pants—Zhang Xinli thought he would be naked.

Although the time was not long, this kind of waiting was hard to bear. Zhang Xinli sat on the window sill and waved to him, saying, "Come here."

Lin Jinyu didn't go over, just put the towel in his hand on the bedside, then took him by the hand to signal him to come down, as if gently leading him to the side of the bed, and then—stretched out his hand and pushed him hard.

"?" There was no gentleness in this push, Zhang Xinli didn't even have time to finish his doubts, Lin Jinyu had already stepped onto the bed and rode on him, pressing his shoulders with both hands.

"...You're really not bad," Lin Jinyu smiled teasingly. He was clean and refreshed after taking a shower, but Zhang Xinli was still sweating hotly: "I went in for more than ten minutes, and you actually just sat and waited." on."

Anyway, change clothes, drink saliva or something.

If Zhang Xinli didn't get his exact answer today, he probably didn't have the heart to do anything else. He stood up and sat up, squinting at Lin Jinyu slightly. His eyes seemed to say stop dawdling. He didn't care what Lin Jinyu wanted to say, first. Tell him if you want to accept him again.

Lin Jinyu kissed him lightly on the lips, and said in a low voice, "Shh, don't look at me like that. Okay, I get it."

After finishing speaking, he finally showed mercy and lifted his shirt.

Lin Jinyu turned on the bedside lamp, and signaled Zhang Xinli to lean back. Zhang Xinli couldn't think of an answer, so he hugged him and moved back as he said, until his back touched the wooden railing at the head of the bed.

Lin Jinyu blocked his sight with her arm, and kissed him passionately for a while. Zhang Xinli liked kissing very much, but he didn't realize that Lin Jinyu's hand holding his neck was quietly moving back.

With a crisp sound of "click", Zhang Xinli felt a chill on his wrist, Lin Jinyu moved quickly, and already took out the handcuffs from under the towel, and handcuffed him tightly to the head of the bed.

"..." Zhang Xinli was silent for three seconds, and said, "Why do you have such a thing?"

"Taobao is everywhere," Lin Jinyu looked at his bewildered expression, and almost died of laughter: "I bought it before, but I didn't have time to use it."

Zhang Xinli still had one hand that could move freely. Lin Jinyu opened his palm and touched his earlobe, which made Zhang Xinli very itchy.

"Be good," Lin Jinyu said, "The other hand is also on the back."

Zhang Xinli didn't follow suit, so he didn't intend to continue.

The long period of uncertainty made Zhang Xinli feel that he had waited too long for reconciliation. Anyway, one of his hands had been handcuffed and he could not move, so he would send the other hand over...and send it over. .

Zhang Xinli looked at his playful eyes and turned his hands behind his back.

"So good." Lin Jinyu didn't expect him to cooperate so easily, which saved a lot of trouble.

He passed the handcuffs through the square pillar at the head of the bed, firmly cuffed Zhang Xinli's hands, and finally fulfilled his promise, continuing the kiss as Zhang Xinli had hoped.

Zhang Xinli's Adam's apple moved almost immediately, Lin Jinyu got off him, patted his leg, bit his ear and said, "It's okay, it's just a kiss, relax."

Zhang Xinli couldn't relax, he really wanted to...

But he couldn't move, everything tonight was under Lin Jinyu's control.

The initial satisfaction brought by the kiss gradually faded away, Zhang Xinli handcuffed his hands behind his back, unable to do anything, he could only say in words: "...just a little longer," he said with his chest heaving, "Kiss for a while, okay?"

Lin Jinyu looked straight into his eyes, with a smile still on the corner of his mouth, he kissed Zhang Xinli again as a small compensation, and said, "Don't worry, it's just an appetizer."

The benefit of not having such a life for a long time is probably that the level of brain supplementation has risen in a straight line. Lin Jinyu will give him an accurate sentence, but he must confirm something before giving it.

"You like this better, don't you?"

In fact, there is no need to ask, he knows the answer.After Lin Jinyu said this, he breathed lightly in his ear.

The earlobe was really ticklish, and the hot breath was like a feather scratching the soles of the feet, and the itchiness could not be completely relieved, which made Zhang Xinli snort softly and shrink back.

"It will be a bit itchy if you do it like this, right?" Lin Jinyu deliberately looked up at him from the bottom up. Visual stimulation is also a kind of stimulation. Zhang Xinli stared at his face and didn't know how to answer. How should I put it, blowing into the ear is indeed Itchy, but not just itchy.

……

……

Lin Jinyu saw that it was almost done, straightened up, knelt down in front of him, touched her chest with her fingers, and took off her shirt.

He wore a hexagonal star earring on his earlobe, his lips were ruddy, and he had a well-defined six-pack on his lower abdomen.During this process, Zhang Xinli kept staring at him closely. If his eyes were real, Lin Jinyu felt that he should have been stripped...or burned.

"If there is a strong enough audio-visual stimulus, sometimes you can feel it without touching it." Lin Jinyu looked at him and said, "Do you believe it?"

Zhang Xinli didn't speak, he didn't have many brain cells to think about this problem... Now he can't think about any problems.

Sometimes looming is more exciting than looking naked. Lin Jinyu doesn't wear too much, but beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Zhang Xinli likes every part of him.

Lin Jinyu didn't mind if he didn't get an answer. He stroked his chest and abdomen with one hand, and slowly stroked his face with the other.

……

……

Lin Jinyu was also thinking about that, he leaned under the bed and brought something over, Zhang Xinli turned his head to look, but couldn't see clearly.

"You..." he said, "When did you start thinking about accepting me again?"

"Forgot," Lin Jinyu herself couldn't tell, as if they were living together after this reunion, and slowly let go of the past: "Probably...after returning to Shanghai."

After returning to Shanghai, the city where they had agreed to live together, Lin Jinyu felt that she could gradually see the prototype of her future life. He had his studies, Zhang Xinli had his job, and the two were busy with their own during the day. Live together.

It's just... pretty good.

They kissed again and became warm. After a while, Lin Jinyu, who had been observing his state, not only did not continue to cooperate, but suddenly let go of his hand, sat a little further away, and still did not say that he would not get back together.

Zhang Xinli suspected that Lin Jinyu hadn't let go of the past completely, but was playing with him, but it didn't look like it, because after Lin Jinyu stopped for a while, he motioned for him to look up, kissed him very enthusiastically and proactively, and hugged him again without perfunctory, just not talking.

Zhang Xinli only felt comfortable for a while and uncomfortable for a while, as if he had a cold and a fever and then suddenly fell into the snow.

Lin Jinyu let him rest for more than ten seconds.He still didn't answer directly, but instead asked Zhang Xinli some questions about the past and his family.

Zhang Xinli had already mentioned those questions, but Lin Jinyu confirmed with him again.

Just now for the convenience of twisting his hands, Zhang Xinli separated his knees and let Lin Jinyu kneel between his knees, and they are still in this position at the moment.Lin Jinyu squeezed even further, and just when Zhang Xinli thought he was finally going to let go of himself, or made it clear that he would start over, Lin Jinyu suddenly pulled out a tie that he had hidden from under the pillow, blindfolded him, and then Tie a knot in the back of the head very neatly.

There was a sudden darkness before Zhang Xinli's eyes. Before Zhang Xinli recovered from the sudden darkness, he felt someone grabbing his hand, confirming that Zhang Xinli would never be able to break free from the shackles.

Then there was a strange feeling, Lin Jinyu gasped and whispered close to his ear.

"Jinyu, you..." Zhang Xinli had a premonition of what he was going to do.

"How much do you want to be zero?" Lin Jinyu asked him: "What if I say, let me go last time, let you go, and start over?"

The stainless steel handcuffs collided with the railing at the head of the bed, making a knocking sound. Zhang Xinli seemed to want to stop him, but he couldn't break free and couldn't see.

Lin Jinyu endured it so hard, he pressed his hand harder and harder, and asked, "Tell me, how unwilling are you?"

With the arrow on the line, Zhang Xinli was silent for a moment, and finally answered the question directly, he said: "I don't want to... I don't want to, I will feel uncomfortable and disgusting. Don't do this, Jinyu."

He finally rejected Lin Jinyu head-on once because of his personal preferences. Lin Jinyu said, "Got it."

He said, "Actually, I don't want to be one either." Lin Jinyu wanted to confirm one thing with him: "It's very troublesome. And, do you know, it was really painful at first."

From the beginning, it was because Zhang Xinli didn't want to be 0, so he gave in, but after a long time, they seemed to have forgotten about it, as if Zhang Xinli only wanted to be 1, so it was only natural for him to go to him.

Lin Jinyu was still in front of him and did not leave. Zhang Xinli didn't like this kind of contact, and he began to struggle clearly, even regardless of the fact that the friction between his wrist and the steel would leave scars.

At this moment, Lin Jinyu said: "I will love you, even though you never said you loved me," he kissed his eyes under the tie lightly, and said: "I love you, so no matter what you do to me Willing to... Can you satisfy me once? Just once."

There was no coercion or threat in that tone, only requests, inquiries, love and piety, and the sound of handcuffs colliding slowly stopped.

Zhang Xinli didn't speak. After a long silence, he turned his face away.

Lin Jinyu waited for a while, seeing that he didn't respond, she tried to move forward, just like Zhang Xinli did to him, and touched his cheek.

Zhang Xinli frowned involuntarily, but let him go, holding back and not moving.

Although Lin Jinyu put on a secondary posture and showed a posture, she didn't really do anything, but observed Zhang Xinli's reaction.

Zhang Xinli did not refuse him, and even tried his best to cooperate, but Lin Jinyu really didn't feel any excitement from him. No matter how much he kissed him, bumped his teeth, and talked to him, Zhang Xinli was far less emotional than he was at the beginning. up.

Physiological reactions cannot be faked. The reasons why they don't want to be the next one are different. Although Lin Jinyu says he doesn't want to be the next one, he can feel the same when he is zero, no matter the pre-love scene or the real one.

At first he was reluctant because he was afraid of the unknown, later because he was troubled and wanted to try a different feeling, Zhang Xinli was because he was really repulsed, not because he felt pure and noble so he wanted to be, or in fact he could do both physically. He didn't know, he just felt that his partner could only cooperate with him.

It may be a personal preference that science cannot explain for the time being, and the brain is different.

Lin Jinyu observed for a moment and got the answer.

Zhang Xinli has been trying his best to bear it. He really can't pretend to have a physical reaction. The maximum cooperation he can do is to not move. He wants to bear it until Lin Jinyu is done.

however--

After an unknown amount of time, Zhang Xinli thought it was a long time, but in fact it was only a few minutes. The touch of Lin Jinyu's hand on his cheek disappeared, replaced by the feeling of being straddled again. Lin Jinyu sat on his waist and touched his face , dropped a kiss on his forehead, and said:

"Remember, I asked you to do this."

……

Zhang Xinli began to struggle again, even more than before, the stainless steel collided with the railing at the head of the bed, and he wanted to hug him, press him on the bed, and hug him.However, it was all useless, flesh and blood could not defeat steel no matter how hard it was, Lin Jinyu had no intention of untying it for him, and sat firmly on the spot and looked at him.

"Jinyu... let me go, okay," he said intermittently, "I want...to touch you..."

People who are deprived of vision will have a sense of insecurity. Zhang Xinli wants to hold his hand, but just holding hands is not enough...they have been separated for too long.Although Lin Jinyu kissed him by herself, although it was lingering enough, there was nothing else.

After some nonsense.

……

Lin Jinyu untied the tie that covered his eyes, rolled over and lay down beside him, both of them relaxed for a while.

"Is it cool..." Several minutes had passed, but Lin Jinyu was still panting, "Anyway, I'm very happy."

The first intimate contact after a long period of separation, coupled with the continuous accumulation of weak stimulation, coupled with visual deprivation, coupled with bondage and kisses that have not been tried before, it is no wonder that they are uncomfortable.

It's a pity that he didn't see anything, but don't worry, after a long absence, it will be forever.

Zhang Xinli moved his arm and replied: "...It's even more enjoyable than all the previous times combined."

But... he actually still...

Lin Jinyu didn't know that he still didn't say the rest of the sentence. After the long-lost reunion kiss, he was short of breath and lacked oxygen, and he had no strength at all. Zhang Xinli said, "Can we untie it now?"

After a few minutes of slowing down, he regained some energy. Lin Jinyu got up, uncuffed his handcuffs, got out of bed wearing sweaty trousers, and wanted to take a bath, but he didn't have much strength.

Behind him, Zhang Xinli stared at his back, stretched his wrists and shoulders, took off his outer pants to cool off, then stepped off the bed, took off his shirt with his backhand, and threw it on the bed.

Lin Jinyu yawned and walked towards the bathroom. He had already reached the door when he suddenly felt someone pat him on the shoulder behind him.Lin Jinyu turned her head, and before he could react, there was a whirlwind in front of her eyes. Zhang Xinli bent over neatly and carried him on his shoulders, then turned around and walked back to the bedroom, throwing him on the bed.

"Hey," Lin Jinyu's head turned dizzy, he propped his elbows, and said in a daze, "What are you doing? What kind of plane are you flying?"

"Don't do 'what'," Zhang Xinli was shirtless and naked to the waist, and replied in four big characters: "Cuddling and sleeping."

It's only been less than 10 minutes, and Lin Jinyu couldn't believe it: "I have to take a shower first...I'm sweaty and dirty...Go separately, I won't take a shower together."

He was so exhausted.Zhang Xinli said lightly, "It's okay, as long as I have strength."

"Didn't your waist be injured?" Lin Jinyu asked, "Is it affected..."

Zhang Xinli said lightly: "Try it, you will know." After speaking, Lin Jinyu couldn't help but refuse, he stood beside the bed, grabbed Lin Jinyu's wrist, hugged him, and let the two stick together again.

Lin Jinyu got up first, Zhang Xinli didn't make much effort, five or six minutes was enough buffer for him, he could carry him to take a bath.

"I'm going to be uncomfortable..." Lin Jinyu said, "Wait another 5 minutes..."

"I know," Zhang Xinli separated his hands, passed them under his knees, and asked the cool clothes on his body, "When did you buy them?"

It is very suitable for summer.

"I don't remember," Lin Jinyu actually remembered: "Winter."

Zhang Xinli repeated those two words and said, "It's beautiful."

He said that winter would not be the winter of the year before last, that is to say... In fact, although Lin Jinyu had been like a hedgehog with [-] thorns before, she was actually ready for this day long ago.

"I... don't think it looks good." Lin Jinyu felt ashamed, he only wore it because Zhang Xinli casually said that he liked it.

"It's just beautiful." Zhang Xinli touched his lower abdomen in front of him. It was wet and covered with sweat. The summer night was hot, and of course people sweated profusely. He wanted to hug him to sleep but couldn't. He could only wait for it to cool down temporarily. Wash and sleep.

It was inevitable that they would start scratching each other when they were fighting, just like when they were young, Lin Jinyu was still the same at that time, much more ticklish than him, and a little bit overwhelmed.

"..." Lin Jinyu didn't expect him to do this, and was a little caught off guard...Damn it, he didn't realize before that he would feel itchy in so many places.

"You feel itchy when you touch your stomach, huh?" Zhang Xinli said, "I don't feel anything."

What do you mean... Lin Jinyu said: "Stop using such ridiculous reasons to argue that you are 1, you don't itch, it's purely because I haven't touched it enough."

Lin Jinyu used to be ticklish, but not so afraid, it was purely acquired