God said I would meet you

Whether it is physical labor or mental labor is tiring, this is a question that people have been debating for a long time.

Everyone's opinion should be different. If the current Lin Jinyu were to answer, his answer would be: I don't know, I'm so tired that my brain shuts down, 404.

The literature took up a USB flash drive, and the thesis was a tormenting little goblin, draining his energy, so he became sleepy as soon as his back touched the bed board.

After brushing his teeth and taking a shower, Zhang Xinli tidied up and went back to his room. What he saw was Lin Jinyu lying on his side, "heartless and heartless", sound asleep.

The soft short hair was pressed in a mess under the white pillow, completely shapeless, just like Zhang Xinli's mood, messy.

... As for what, he thought: I fell asleep after taking a shower for 10 minutes.

After thinking about it, he took off his clothes, lifted the quilt and went to bed.

Lin Jinyu was sleepy and staring, he was revising the manuscript in his dream, when he felt something warm and huge was burrowing into his arms... Even the dream became that he was revising the thesis, Zhang Xinli's dog at home "噗" "It grew up all of a sudden and turned into a giant dog, wagging its tail and pounced on him like crazy, and it was thrown from the chair to the ground by him, throwing ashes on his head and face.

That’s not to mention, the little bad dog didn’t let him go even when he was on the ground, he still lay on him and rubbed his nose hard, rubbing it endlessly, as if a dog’s leg was still stepping on his right arm, making his right arm follow He was unconscious as if his limb was amputated, and almost crushed him to death.

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The door of the room was not closed tightly, and wisps of light came in through the crack of the open door. Lin Jinyu was woken up by the dog in her dream, and opened her eyes suddenly.

The first thing he felt was not the picture but the smell, the smell of a man, he was very familiar with this smell. For two months, the owner of this smell has been eating and living with him, walking around him, but never once. I've been so close while sleeping.

Lin Jinyu squinted his eyes, and by the light coming in from the door, he saw Zhang Xinli lying in his arms, sleeping soundly with his hands on his head.

... No wonder I dreamed of having my right arm amputated. This is the feeling.

Of course Zhang Xinli was pretending to be asleep, his movement of squeezing in was not gentle, he was just waiting for Lin Jinyu to wake up.

"What are you doing?"

These days Zhang Xinli has always been very disciplined. Except for the first day when he moved in, he insisted on holding his fingers to sleep, and when he slept, he always stayed far away from him, and took the initiative to turn his back to him, so Lin Jinyu's first reaction was that he was in a daze. , want to wake him up, a reminder.

"It's cold..." Zhang Xinli was awake, but he didn't mean to "correct if you know your mistake", and just mumbled in a daze, "There is no heating."

After the central heating stopped, the nights were not as warm as before, but with thick quilts, it was not too cold to be said to be unbearable.But this is for normal people, and for patients, it may be somewhat cold.

Lin Jinyu's right hand was completely numb under his pressure, and he couldn't use his strength: "Go to sleep on my side, my hand is numb...Then what should I do, I'll cover you with an extra blanket?"

"It's useless," Zhang Xinli leaned into his arms anyway, put his hands on Lin Jinyu's waist, and scratched Lin Jinyu's chin with his hair: "It's cold... hug me, okay."

"..." Lin Jinyu originally didn't want to follow suit, but recently Zhang Xinli has really pushed his limits.But he was afraid that he would catch a cold in the middle of the night and then develop a fever, so he compromised after some ideological struggle, he hesitated and stretched out his hand, and asked, "Is that so?"

Zhang Xinli huddled in his arms, a little shorter than him, Lin Jinyu could only wrap his arms around his shoulders and neck, which logically didn't play much role in keeping him warm, but Zhang Xinli said "Yes" contentedly.

Zhang Xinli adjusted his posture so that his numb right arm lay across the gap between his neck and the bed. Lin Jinyu was finally relieved and thought: I can finally sleep.

—Someone won't let him get what he wants.

Zhang Xinli was honest for a while, then resumed his activities.His hand was already on Lin Jinyu's waist, but now he is very good at taking advantage of the existing conditions. His fingers pretended to be inadvertently scratched at the area of ​​his back near the buttocks, picked it up, and stuck Lin Jinyu's chest and abdomen belly.

That is to say, he was sick, so he had an excuse to be so close while sleeping. If it had been normal, Lin Jinyu would have kicked him under the bed when he woke up for the first time.

The curtains were not closed tightly, and the moonlight and lights shone on the bed together. Lin Jinyu was not at home these days, either mentally or physically. Safely dreaming one dream after another.

That dream was strange and familiar, as if it had been dreamed a long time ago, the boundless yard, the gray concrete walls, the high and low buildings, he glides lightly in the square well-shaped compound, running and running from the void He fell from the sky, but this time it was not the wide sheet that was scorched by the sun, but a man who caught him.

In Lin Jinyu's dream, Zhang Xinli's upper body was naked, while his lower body was hidden in the mist and was invisible. His face and body were covered with sweat, and his eyes were pitch black with an invisible burning heat.

In the dream, no one spoke, and no one could speak. Zhang Xinli caught him, as easily as catching a falling white dove.

It was very hot... The heat came from nowhere. Lin Jinyu's clothes were not thick, but she felt her body temperature rising steadily.Zhang Xinli supported his armpits and put him down. The two looked at each other for a moment, unconsciously getting closer, closer, and connected.

Like two streams of water that can meet, and like two pieces of mud that can melt, in the dream, Lin Jinyu's consciousness seemed to be extended and expanded. He couldn't tell which part of his body belonged to Zhang Xinli and which part belonged to him. my own.

It seemed that someone was rubbing his body, especially the back part, which was crispy and numb, as if soaking in a hot spring with vibration massage function.

It was as if a bird was circling in the sky and then landed on his shoulder.There was a wet touch on the forehead, and then the eyes, the tip of the nose, the chin, the chest... The wings scratched his body lightly, this kind of touch seemed to deliberately provoke him.Lin Jinyu was half asleep, his Adam's apple moved, and he began to feel itchy, thinking... This made him unnaturally bend his foot to cover it up.

In reality, Zhang Xinli looked at him soberly, and patiently used his mouth and hands to "take care" of every sensitive area on his body, such as the tips of the ears, the side of the neck, the chest, and the lower back—he knew where Lin Jinyu liked to be touched.

The superposition of such gentle stimulation is more unbearable than the strong stimulation. Lin Jinyu began to sweat, and the virtual dream couldn't trap him anymore. woke up.

"...What do you want to do?" Lin Jinyu woke up from a long dream, and was still a little confused. He concealed some things that were not convenient for the other party to know, squinted at Zhang Xinli, and said, "...it seems a little hot."

At this time, Zhang Xinli closed his eyes first: "What?"

He opened his eyes slightly and said, "You're sweating."

Lin Jinyu's chest heaved a little, and said, "...hot."

Zhang Xinli replied: "It's obviously very cold."

Under normal circumstances, he should feel a little cold, but Lin Jinyu is now in an abnormal situation.He said, "Well... I don't know."

He didn't know, Zhang Xinli knew, Zhang Xinli understood what he was covering up, and that was exactly what he wanted to force Lin Jinyu to admit.

As the saying goes, if you want to catch you, you have to indulge first, so he pretended not to know, just pasted it again, got into Lin Jinyu's arms, closed his eyes and snorted as if he hadn't woken up, and said, "I'm sleepy, go to sleep."

Lin Jinyu couldn't fall asleep. He thought at first: Man, with his physiological structure here, it's normal to be like this in the middle of the night. Maybe he had an unscrupulous dream, turned around and left it alone, and it went down by itself.As a result, Zhang Xinli's post seemed to add fuel to the flames. It was not wrong to ask him to close his eyes and sleep, or not to sleep.

What made him even more embarrassing was that Zhang Xinli's upper body was no longer attached to him the second time, but his legs were also turned sideways... In this way, as long as he moves a little, the changes on his body may not be hidden from him for a long time.

Just when he thought of this, Zhang Xinli moved "accidentally" as if he had a heart, and moved just right.

Lin Jinyu felt that he seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then hesitated: "You..."

You, you, you, it's not obvious, Lin Jinyu was annoyed that he asked the question knowingly, and took a long breath, and said, "It's nothing, just as you feel, turn to sleep with you, don't worry about it."

How could Zhang Xinli ignore it? Lin Jinyu saw that he seemed to be in a daze at first, but he became sober after hearing this sentence. Not only did he not turn around, but he stretched out his hand.

"What are you doing?!" It was already late at night, Lin Jinyu lightened his reprimand, grabbed Zhang Xinli's callused hand, and stared, "Sleep."

Zhang Xinli didn't force it, he held it tightly, but raised his eyebrows and asked, "Are you not feeling uncomfortable?"

...how should I put it, of course it is uncomfortable, but...

"It's nothing." Lin Jinyu held his hand tightly as if he was afraid that he would touch him: "I'll go down in a while."

Zhang Xinli looked at him as usual, looked at him for a while, and asked, "What are you afraid of?"

"Who's afraid..." Lin Jinyu didn't know what he was afraid of. He wasn't afraid...well, he just wasn't used to it.

He has not experienced the cross-border, intimate, and blending physical contact for too long, and it is very unfamiliar. Even to Zhang Xinli, this is still embarrassing and embarrassing.

Especially for Zhang Xinli.

Lin Jinyu said: "I'm not afraid... I don't want to force you. Besides, it's nothing, go to bed quickly."

"No one stipulates that nothing can happen again with your ex." Zhang Xinli's tone was not solemn, as if he was just suggesting casually, but this kind of casualness made people relax: "Help you, I don't reject it."

Help him, what a high-sounding excuse, if Lin Ye was present, he would have boasted that he was quite good at speaking while making an exaggerated vomit-like expression.

Lin Jinyu didn't speak, he still felt very embarrassed and embarrassing, Zhang Xinli waited for a moment, then held Lin Jinyu's hand that was holding him, then slowly raised his eyes, lowered his eyes, and kissed the back of his hand lightly: "I am willing to do this for you... ...only for you."

As a relatively conservative person who is not crazy about a man's organ like some gays, Zhang Xinli once thought about whether he can have sex with other men without distinction, and the answer he finally got was: Maybe, but Not so easy.

Physiologically, he does have impulses towards men's bodies, but Lin Jinyu is special. For example, Zhang Xinli can't imagine having this happen with other men for the time being. do not have much left.

The touch of the lips brushing against the skin was like a feather brushing by. Lin Jinyu seemed to freeze for a moment, not knowing how to react.

Zhang Xinli waited for a while, and saw that although he didn't nod, he didn't have an attack, so he leaned over from under the quilt, and kissed his chin, nose tip and eyes lightly and gently.

This familiar touch... Zhang Xinli's lips were like the feathers of the bird in the dream, and the dream and reality seemed to overlap suddenly.

When Zhang Xinli propped up his body slightly and leaned over to touch his ears, Lin Jinyu suddenly reached out and pressed his chest against his chest. The inconspicuous embarrassment, annoyance, avoidance and embarrassment in his eyes disappeared, replaced by a hint of perceived light.

Zhang Xinli stopped, and asked a little strangely: "What?"

Lin Jinyu looked at him for a while, then suddenly said, "You did it on purpose, didn't you?"