God said I would meet you

After whispering in this way, Zhou Hui nodded, gestured OK to Lin Jinyu, opened the door and went back.

Evan stood still, and waited for Lin Jinyu to send the letter. Lin Jinyu finally took a look into the box, turned around and said, "It's done, let's go."

He came here just to thank Fat Master. After all, all the interns brought by other people are there. Only Fat Master has no one to toast and no one to give gifts. It’s very bad. Now that the thanks are over, he is not interested in participating in the next eating, drinking and playing activities , intending to leave directly.

Evan nodded and asked, "Where are you going? Go straight back, or... walk?"

It's not that he talks too much, but since the little Beep passed, Lin Jinyu's body has been shrouded in a layer of low pressure that is hard to ignore. Combined with the previous few words, a smart person can guess at a glance.

Lin Jinyu is really in a bad mood. After the breakup, he has been taking medicine on time, but he doesn't want to be like a hypocritical idiot, doing some non-mainstream operations, looking for life and death for shallow love. He knows how to love others, and he also knows how to love himself.

But the ideal state and the reality are often two different things, no matter how much medicine he takes, he can’t be happy, especially after dark, he struggles almost every night... Sometimes he even feels that this weak balance state is completely He was hanging by drugs, otherwise he would have been dragged back to that black world.

"Go back," Lin Jinyu wanted to be alone again, and ignored no one, he said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

Evan shrugged, said nothing, and walked out with him to drive.

This street is full of bars and KTVs, which are very lively even at night. Lin Jinyu is quite familiar with this area and often comes here when she is working.

For a street that mainly has night shows, the parking space is very tight at this time, and the parking place is some distance away from the store. Evan slowed down his pace, walked silently side by side with Lin Jinyu and said slowly: "...Zhang Xinli , is that your ex-boyfriend?"

"..." The colorful lights on the side of the road were reflected in Lin Jinyu's light brown eyes, and he was silent for a long time before answering: "Yes."

Unsurprisingly, Evan didn't think there was anything wrong, after all, who doesn't have many exes: "I also felt very uncomfortable when I broke up with my former lover."

"...Is that so?" Lin Jinyu said, "Why did you split?"

"There's nothing new about it. There are always conflicts, so we separated," Evan said about himself first, and then asked naturally, "What about you?"

Lin Jinyu didn't want to answer at first, but when the other party answered him, it wouldn't be appropriate for him not to answer... Who made him ask first: "...I don't know," he said, "Naturally, we separated."

It seems that everyone is doing wrong, and it seems that everyone is right. Ordinarily, it has reached the end.

Evan half-understood, he continued to walk like a snail, and chatted: "I also have this feeling, sometimes it seems destined, the two personalities will definitely have these later conflicts, and you can't avoid it. separated."

Lin Jinyu felt the same. Evan said: "When we first separated, I was really uncomfortable. I couldn't sleep all night, and I deliberately pretended to be indifferent during the day. I refused to let people see jokes, mainly because I refused to let him see jokes."

He refused to let him see the joke... Lin Jinyu was distracted by this sentence, is that it?It seems childish, but very real.

The more sincerely loved couples seem to become enemies after breaking up, fighting and fighting, it seems that whoever admits that he has the slightest regret and miss will lose.

Evan continued, with a nostalgic tone, but at the same time indifferently: "Actually, if you think about it, there is no such thing as a joke, only if you have truly loved, it will be like this. Although we are separated, the happiness when we are together is real... this At least there is no deceit or embarrassment in this relationship, it was difficult when we first separated, but it will get better gradually."

Slowly it will be fine... Maybe so, how deep feelings are not worth mentioning in front of time.

Lin Jinyu said, "You're right."

In the night, colorful lights lit up, and some stereo played lyrical music. They walked like this, as if they were taking a walk.

"My last boyfriend and I were in a band." There are only strangers around. The wide street is not like a closed space that will give people invisible pressure. Walking in such a relaxed way, it seems that any parent's short-sightedness can be blurted out lightly. , Evan seems to be caught in the memory: "The first time we met was in the practice room. I mentioned it and he talked about it. He likes to bully students, and he didn't like me at first."

The romantic past was narrated by Evan. His voice was calm, without resentment or regret, which calmed Lin Jinyu's irritable and aggrieved heart: "I..." He began to say, "I and him... ...The first time we met was in his hometown, a very backward and remote place."

They began to talk to each other about their past like friends, talking about the joy and sorrow of love, Evan said: "You know, I read reports that people like us have more than 6 sexes per year on average. It is very common for a partner to break up, but you must continue to love and live."

"That's the statistics of the United States ten to 20 years ago, right?" Lin Jinyu also saw similar reports when she was exploring herself: "There are no rules, no property disputes, no children, and maybe no family contacts. Sexual pleasure is the first principle, only personal morality and illusory love are regarded as the only link to connect, and of course the two will break up if they say goodbye."

Evan said: "Do you think love is illusory?"

Lin Jinyu didn't think so in the past, he thought love was a beautiful and solid thing, but now he doubted it, Zhang Xinli could just throw him away, just leave him saying "Let's separate" and leave cleanly, love is nothing, but It is the product of a touch of human mouth.

"Piao Miao," he said, "has nothing to do with me."

Anyway, he doesn't want to love anyone anymore, and he doesn't think anyone will love him again, he won't get married, he won't have children, he just lives like this, until he doesn't know when.

"I think it depends on people." Evan turned to look at him and said, "When the right people meet, love is not just passion and short-term sex."

This answer was also quite ethereal, Lin Jinyu didn't look at him, his gaze casually swept across the street, and then stopped when he focused on a certain place.

"Lin?" Evan said this to express that the breakup is nothing, and it does not hinder trying new relationships. Seeing Lin Jinyu suddenly staring at a certain place in a daze, Evan stopped, a little puzzled, and said: "The parking place is still in front. "

But Lin Jinyu stopped at the spot as if he couldn't hear him. After a long time, he said: "Before... when I first returned to Shanghai, I worked there, and he often stood here waiting for me to get off work."

At that time, they didn't even have a small old second-hand battery, but Zhang Xinli would come over specially to wait for him to go home together. Now Lin Jinyu is standing where he used to wait for her. everyone.

Evan followed his line of sight. It was a bar with rich and luxurious decoration, and all the bosses greeted him: "Have you ever worked there?" He said, "It's...very hard."

Lin Jinyu told him something about the past, briefly and lightly, then looked away and said, "Let's go."

Evan answered yes. Just as he was about to take a step, he suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure walking out of the door. The man was dressed in a suit and leather shoes. The assembly line wholesale suits worn by ordinary bottom-level employees are not the same.

He paused like Lin Jinyu just now.

Lin Jinyu walked a few steps, turned around and saw that Evan hadn't followed, and followed his line of sight suspiciously - he was also very familiar with that expensive figure, although he hadn't seen him for a while, Lin Jinyu still recognized him.

Although the two of them are not in the same way, when Lin Jinyu taught him in the first place, he was quite happy in educating people.

Ning Shengkai walked out of the gate and glanced at his watch. He had obviously parked his car across the road, and now he was going to drive across the road. Lin Jinyu and Evan happened to be across the road.

He crossed the road wearing leather shoes, turned a slight turn, and the three of them collided head-on.

"..."

Three short questions with the same surprise sounded.

Lin Jinyu said, "You..."

Ning Chengkai said: "You..."

Evan said: "You..."

???

Lin Jinyu looked at Evan, who was also making a sound. It was not surprising that he recognized Ning Shengkai or that Ning Shengkai recognized him, but Evan...what did he make?

Ning Shengkai looked at Lin Jinyu, then at Evan, and said, "Why are you two together?"

they?What are they?Why did he say "you"?

Evan said: "We passed by for a walk, you... Coincidentally, you also know each other?"

It's a coincidence that they know each other. They are both gay and live in Shanghai. They are both single. The two of them know each other because of... A thought flashed through Lin Jinyu's mind, and at the same time, he thought: The circle is really messy.

Ning Shengkai and Evan were also stunned. After greeting each other, they both looked at Lin Jinyu who was aside.

The evening wind was dry and hot, and the expression on Lin Jinyu's face gradually became strange under the gaze of two torch-like eyes.

"..." Ning Shengkai and Evan reacted for three seconds, and then said in unison: "No no no no no!"

They shouted verbatim: "It's definitely not what you think!"