God said I would meet you

"I said, don't go too far." Xu Zhao frightened and fixed the infusion stand: "Why are you crazy?"

Zhang Xinli watched as Lin Jinyu opened his hand, pulled out the displaced needle, then pressed the needle eye with a tissue and held it in his hand, falling silent.

He thought: Lin Jinyu is right, now he can't go to work, can't practice, can't even get out of this small ward, he can't do anything.

Lin Ye rang the bell to ask the doctor to push the needle again. He looked at the two people and didn't know what to say: "Yeah, just now I thought this pair of lovers who are more loving than Jin Jian is a match made in heaven. Now I want to start again. Watching you."

"Keep down, there are other people over there," Lin Jinyu said, "There's no need to re-examine, life is all about stumbling."

"You know it very well," Lin Ye said, "You're not the courageous and romantic kid you used to be."

"Not anymore." Lin Jinyu was not sullen because of Zhang Xinli's quarrel with him just now, and his expression was very indifferent, as if he didn't take this matter to heart at all: "Actually... I also understand."

He has a little understanding of Zhang Xinli's mood. Many times, people can truly understand each other only when they really switch positions. During a long period of time when he was not in a good mood, he himself felt this way, feeling uneasy and guilty. Feeling that he is a useless person will make people anxious, besides - he is already a very selfish person, and Zhang Xinli is stronger than him in his bones.

"Understand each other, you guys." Lin Ye patted him on the shoulder: "Know how warm and cold you are."

When the nurse came, seeing Zhang Xinli's hand covering his head and face was an education, but Lin Jinyu just nodded in agreement anyway, like a respondent surnamed Lin.After getting the needle and changing the medicine, Zhang Xinli closed his eyes and seemed to give up resistance.

"How about... let him rest for a while," Xu Zhao didn't know what to say, he just felt that Fa Xiao and Zhang Xinli were too miserable: "That old saying is good, we need to give each other some space, let's go out and smoke. Smoke, take a breath."

Lying anxiously and taking care of others, Lin Ye was also a little worried that the two of them hadn't turned the corner, and they would have conflicts if they were together, and said, "Yes, put yourself in another place, it's hard, so don't embarrass each other. It's gone." As he spoke, he pushed Lin Jinyu and Xu Zhao out.

Hearing their footsteps gradually going away, Zhang Xinli slowly opened his eyes.

'We're all having a hard time, don't make things difficult for each other', well said, he thought: I wish I knew sooner.

……

outside the hospital.

"You don't have the time to go out to relax like this," Lin Ye said, "You haven't been out of the hospital very much these days, so it's just a matter of time to walk with us. It's time to let the wind go."

"Let the wind..." Lin Jinyu smiled: "You should be in jail."

"That's what you mean," Lin Ye said, "Do you smoke?"

"No, I finally quit. Don't make me addicted again. I don't have money to smoke." Lin Jinyu seemed to remember something, and said, "I'm going to buy some fast food on the way."

"Do you two eat this every day?" Lin Ye said, "If you really want to save money, you can make it yourself. You have to make money outside, and it's not suitable for patients to eat."

"I know, it's not impossible," Lin Jinyu said, "I don't know how to cook at all."

In high school, under the influence of Zhang Xinli, he could still cook chili fried meat and so on, but now he has returned it all.

"Impossible." Lin Ye was quite surprised: "You two have been together for so long, and you haven't cooked a single meal?"

Lin Jinyu said: "Yes, he also washes the dishes."

Lin Ye: "..."

Although he knew that Lin Jinyu's family conditions were relatively good, and he was not the kind of person who liked to go into the kitchen, but this was too... Forget it, it's not easy for outsiders to point fingers.

The few people walked along the street for a long time, and Lin Jinyu went to an unknown shop on the side of the road to buy a fast food—the two of them ate a portion in the evening: "I just thought about it, and it's really not enough to just borrow money to sit and eat. If you can get in, you have to get some , I know you are not free during the day, so, every night from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-], if it is convenient for you two, can you come to the hospital once in a while?"

"It's okay," Xu Zhao didn't refuse, and asked, "Why are you going?"

"Find some work." Lin Jinyu figured out that the borrowed money was used for medical expenses. He went to wash the dishes at night, and 80 yuan was enough for a daily meal. At least there was no need for two people to eat a meal.

Xu Zhao didn't understand much, but still agreed, and asked, "When will it start? I just happen to be fine recently."

The pointer on the dial had just passed six, and it should be exactly seven o'clock when you go back at this time. It is better to hit the sun than to choose a date. Lin Jinyu handed the plastic bag into his hand and said, "Right now, send it back for me, and let him eat it by the way." , I will come back at eleven o'clock, and you will say that I have gone back to read and take medicine."

Xu Zhao picked it up and said, "Why are you going? At least give me an answer."

"I'll tell you when I get there, remember, I'm going back to read, please remember." Lin Jinyu said this, ran a few steps, waved her hand, and parted ways with the two of them.

……

"I really don't understand whales, so I can't speak clearly." Lin Ye answered the phone halfway and left. Xu Zhao returned to the hospital in a daze, consciously took over, and rang the bell to ask someone to change Zhang Xinli's IV.

"Where's Jinyu?" Zhang Xinli asked this in the first sentence: "Why are you the only one?"

"Uh...he..." Xu Zhao was confused and said, "He went back to study."

"Is that so?" Zhang Xinli looked at him with a look of scrutiny: "Are you sure?"

"Uh... um..." Xu Zhao said: "I don't know, maybe you can touch fish while learning. You know that, you like to play while learning."

Lin Jinyu liked to have fun, and he would never finish the work he had to do tomorrow. Zhang Xinli didn't make a sound after listening to his answer, as if he was thinking about something.

Xu Zhao dragged the stool to sit closer, opened the plastic cover, and said, "I was entrusted to feed you first. When you were pretending to abuse me on the basketball court in high school, you never thought it would fall into my hands today, right? ?”

Zhang Xinli seemed to be in a daze, and said after a long time: "No."

He paused, and said, "I'll eat it myself." After speaking, he motioned for Xu Zhao to shake the bed, and then handed him the spoon.

"?" Xu Zhao handed him the spoon. Zhang Xinli's hands trembled a little, but he held it. It seemed that there was no problem with eating.

"You can hold it steady, but you're always being fed by whales," Xu Zhao said, "It's true that you know people and know their faces but don't know their hearts."

"This sentence is not used in this way," Zhang Xinli told him to put the rice on the small table: "You can go back."

"Don't," Xu Zhao said, "you have to do what you promised brother. Although it seems that I don't need anything, I still have to stay here. Don't worry about it."

"It's up to you." After Zhang Xinli said this, he ignored him and ate by himself.

There is nothing interesting for Xu Zhao when a man eats. No matter how handsome the man is, he is bored. After sitting and scrolling through social software for a while, he starts to send Lin Jinyu a message: Well, your man just asked why you went, why did you leave? He eats alone, let me tell you my husband, come back early~

Ouch, Lin Jinyu over there sent a vomit emoji: Just make it up.

Xu Zhao hugged his phone and smiled: Seriously, tell me quickly, what are you doing?Don't fool me and tell me to study, I don't know you yet.

After posting, he still remembered to add a sentence: Zhang Xinli is not around.

Lin Jinyu replied: Waiting for the water, a big bucket of bowls, has he finished his meal?

Xu Zhao sneaked a glance at the opposite side. Zhang Xinli was eating with his head down. He seemed to be very concentrated and absorbed, and didn't pay attention to the outside world at all. He turned on the camera and took a photo quietly, and sent it over: Here, I'm eating.

When Lin Jinyu received the photo, she couldn't help complaining in surprise: Can he eat it by himself? !

Yes, Xu Zhao said: Hurry up, I will risk my life to send you information, and tell me honestly what are you doing?

Make money, I've been working for a long time, Lin Jinyu reciprocated, and also sent him a photo of a pile of bowls in the barbecue stall: It's so tiring, my hands are peeling.

Tsk tsk tsk, Xu Zhao said: Being a husband is really not easy.

Lin Jinyu was still in a hurry to do something, and typed: "Okay, don't let my husband come to my wife, I have goosebumps all over the floor, please watch over your hard work, and ask him if he drinks water or something after a while, thank you, thank you."

When Xu Zhao saw it, he immediately stretched his neck and said loudly, "Do you drink water?"

For some reason, Zhang Xinli seemed to be eating very slowly today. He hadn't finished eating after a while, so he glanced at the phone in Xu Zhao's hand indistinctly, and replied, "No."

"That's fine, call me when you're thirsty." After Xu Zhao finished speaking, he bowed his head and went to type again.

Lin Jinyu's work was about to start, so he told Xu Zhao a few more words and said: I'm busy, be careful, don't talk about it, remember what I'm doing?repeat!

Xu Zhao typed quickly: Got it, study, study, study, do you have to hide it? You have to work hard all night for your partner. It's so touching. I, a bystander, are so moved. He must be even more moved, and he can eat you up. up?No need to be sneaky.

Lin Jinyu replied: That's all you think.

The standpoints are different, and the things I see are really different. Lin Jinyu never told him that he wanted to take the postgraduate entrance examination at the beginning, but Zhang Xinli knew it clearly, and thought that his plan had not changed. With self-knowledge, if Zhang Xinli knew about it, he would never feel moved... Even if he did, it would be a tiny bit, probably negligible.

Zhang Xinli had clearly told him a long time ago that it would be foolish to choose a school for the college entrance examination for the sake of love and to give up a better and higher level of education. Lin Jinyu himself thinks so—but he still intends to do so up.

The facts in front of him were too many, too complex and too difficult, and he was exhausted and stretched. Zhang Xinli had done a lot for them and accommodated him a lot. He should sacrifice something for this.

For the postgraduate entrance examination, you can also take the exam next year. Anyway, you can study one year earlier and one year later, and they are not all the same.

At that time, Lin Jinyu thought so.