God said I would meet you

Lin Jinyu fell silent for an instant.

"I know you hate me, I can see it." Zhang Xinli said: "You can hate me, this is your freedom, but I hope you will not use some childish and indiscriminate tricks like Gao Wu in the future." He Said: "Hiding is hiding, splashing Coke, painting walls... To be honest, very childish."

"Turn through my things." Lin Jinyu said.

"I didn't. It's because you didn't know how to hide it yourself. The box was not closed securely, and a corner was exposed."

Lin Jinyu recalled that the dishes on the table were steaming hot at that time, Zhang Xinli called him to eat outside the door, and went out while scratching his hair irritably, his heart was full of troubles of dirtying his exercise book.

"I'm sorry," he said, "Why don't you buy a new copy, or copy someone else's, and I'll pay for it."

"No need," Zhang Xinli said, "I just hope you don't do that again..."

"I'm sorry for the trouble," Lin Jinyu interrupted him, he looked down at his hands on his knees, without a word of excuse: "It won't happen in the future."

When he said that, Zhang Xinli was speechless for a while.The two sat opposite each other in silence for another minute, and finally Lin Jinyu got up and walked out the door without looking back.

"It's late, where are you going?" Zhang Xinli called him behind his back, but Lin Jinyu didn't turn his head, nor did he answer.

It was already dark.

Today's night sky is very clear, the yellow moon hangs in the night sky, and there is no cloud in sight.

Lin Jinyu lowered her head and walked aimlessly.In fact, he doesn't know where he is going, where can he go?

He just couldn't stay with Zhang Xinli anymore.

Didn't they just quarrel and run away from home without saying a word? It's really hypocritical.But he couldn't control himself from being hypocritical.

The emotion called "grievance" spread from his chest bit by bit, like a sour lake, slowly submerging him.

Lin Jinyu kept walking in the dark night. After some time, he felt tired from walking, so he stopped and found a corner that was not easily noticed by others. He didn't care if it was dirty or not. A pleasing stone sat down.

He didn't know what to do next, so he just sat there, staring blankly at the front of nothing like a fool.

Do you want to call mom?Just let her pick me up tomorrow... Lin Jinyu thought: It's meaningless to stay here any longer, Zhang Xinli is obviously tired of arguing today, maybe he can't stay any longer.

He just sat here and thought about it all the time, imagining the direction of things and various possibilities like a soul out of his body.

The temperature difference between day and night in Liangshan is very large, and the temperature drops at night.Lin Jinyu didn't feel the coolness of the night wind blowing on his body at first, but as time went by, goose bumps soon formed on their arms.

The current temperature is only about ten degrees Celsius, which is fine indoors with walls on all sides, but it takes a bit of willpower to wear a thin short-sleeved outdoors.

It was so cold... Lin Jinyu was blown hard by the wind, but she couldn't go back.He took out his phone from his pocket, unlocked it, and wanted to play with it to pass the time.

Papa Lin did a great job this time. In order to completely strip Lin Jinyu and mobile games, he didn't even buy data for this card, so he left 20 yuan for phone calls on the card so that Lin Jinyu could contact them if there was anything to do.

Lin Jinyu is not a person who spends money recklessly, so she usually doesn't turn on mobile data.

But now he can't care so much, he turned on his phone and connected to the Internet, and first sent messages to a few of his buddies one by one: I'm so bored.

This is a good time to play games online. After a while, several of his good brothers responded one after another.

"Xu Dazhao": A whale?What's wrong?Hong Kong! !

"Jia Yao": Didn't get along well with your brother over there?

Lin Jinyu thought for a while, and replied to them: Hmm...not counting...no, probably.

"Xu Dazhao" replied, "Hey, your dad is too, why take a comfortable vacation and leave you in the backcountry? If you don't want to make trouble with your dad, come back quickly."

"Jia Yao" said: No one is born to get along with each other, and running-in is inevitable, so don't take small frictions to heart.If you really don't want to stay, come back. At worst, Dazhao and I will pool money to buy you a ticket. As long as you go back to Shanghai, your father will not be able to force you to send you back.

These two are Lin Jinyu's classmates for many years. They played with snot in elementary school and grew up. They have a very strong relationship with each other.Lin Jinyu looked at the words they replied to him on the screen, expressing their unreserved support for him, and felt his eyes a little bit dry.

The words accumulated over so many days seemed to be listened to by someone all of a sudden, Lin Jinyu's tone became more relaxed, and he exchanged insults with them through the screen, complaining about his life here and some interesting knowledge.

Hey, do you know that there really isn’t even a water heater here, and bathing is all about boiling water, so I’ll just give you a bucket and a towel, and you can wipe it yourself...

"Xu Dazhao" said in a very appropriate way: I'm so behind in cleaning, it's an eye-opener, is this play clean, don't you stink when you come back, take a shower and rub two catties of old mud down hahahahahaha!

Bah, fuck you, Lin Jinyu replied.

It’s like this over there, “Jiayao” said to him: My grandfather used to be like this in his hometown. When he was a child, he took a bath and all his grandchildren soaked in a big steel bucket, just like shaving a piggy.

Lin Jinyu imagined the scene of countless little kids flopping around in the bucket with their bare buttocks together, a little amused, and sent countless hahaha past.

In this seemingly meaningless chat, he gradually relaxed, and those sad and unpleasant emotions a few minutes ago seemed to have been quietly hidden by himself, and they no longer weighed heavily on his heart.

He just sat on an unknown stone by the side of the road, knocking his fingers flying on the screen, chatting with his best buddies who were thousands of miles away along the network cable... the time started from him Under the fingertips, little by little passed silently.

I don't know how long it has passed, until someone patted his shoulder lightly, and Lin Jinyu suddenly woke up from the Internet world.

He was a bit night blind after staring at the bright screen for a long time, and it took him more than ten seconds to recognize the figure standing in front of him.

Zhang Wenbin hooked his waist, was startled by his sudden raising of his head, and after a while, said: "Lin... Lin Jinyu?"

"Ah...it's me." Lin Jinyu and him only met once, and they didn't know each other very well, so they only answered this sentence.

"You are here," Zhang Wenbin said, "Your brother is looking for you."

It's good not to mention this matter, but when it was mentioned, Lin Jinyu's mood became depressed again: "Oh," he said, "Got it."

Zhang Wenbin seemed hesitant to speak, his face was shrouded in the pitch black night, and his expression could not be seen clearly: "You..." He said: "You go home quickly."

"Which home..." Lin Jinyu said, "I'm not from your place, my family is in Shanghai."

"Your brother is really looking for you."

"Zhang Xinli is not my brother," Lin Jinyu said, "You all misunderstood, I don't know him at all, it's just my father and his father."

Zhang Wenbin was silent, and after a while, he said, "I... can I sit?"

"Please, I didn't contract this place." Lin Jinyu moved to make room for Zhang Wenbin, and the two sat next to each other, one on the side of the big bluestone.

Zhang Wenbin took out a cigarette, handed it to Lin Jinyu, and asked, "Do you smoke?"

"..." Lin Jinyu said, "No, thank you."

Zhang Wenbin then took it back, lit one himself, and said, "Jinyu... can I call you that?"

"casual."

Zhang Wenbin said: "Do you really dislike Zhang Xinli so much? Just run outside after a fight."

"It's not that I can't understand him, it's that he can't understand me." Lin Jinyu said, "I can't understand each other."

"Really, Mu Se and I didn't notice it." Zhang Wenbin turned to look at Lin Jinyu: "Actually, I'm not afraid of your jokes, he has always been the one I admire the most among my peers..."

Is that so... There is something to admire, Lin Jinyu said silently.

"...Maybe in your opinion, there is nothing remarkable about him... Yes, he is indeed nothing special, but..." Zhang Wenbin scratched his head with his dirty hands, as if trying to think out the most appropriate and appropriate words to express yourself.

"...You also know that our place is poor. Most people are still studying compulsory education when they are seventeen or eighteen. Have you seen our school?" Zhang Wenbin pointed to the distance and said, "It's at the foot of the mountain over there. A middle school was built with donations. There are no ten teachers in the whole school, and one teacher teaches Chinese, history, and geography, and all of us who can read study there..." He laughed twice: "Oh, we have neither money nor money. Only Zhang Xinli is different from the ability test, he is one of the very few people who passed the high school in the city."

Lin Jinyu has been studying key middle schools since he was a child, and most of the students around him have squeezed into key middle schools through formal examinations or "school selection fees". He only has a very vague idea of ​​how difficult it is to get into "city key schools".

"He is a very... special person," Zhang Wenbin said while smoking a cigarette, "He is very generous. We people have received a lot of care from him."

Lin Jinyu thought of the umbrella that Zhang Xinli handed Chen Hui that day when it rained, and thought of the meal he cooked for himself, and the fight he helped him with Lalong, he thought: This is true, no matter what the motive is, it can be seen that Zhang Xinli A person who takes good care of those around him.

"I think you may have misunderstood him," Zhang Wenbin cautiously tried to persuade him: "He used to be very fierce, but he wasn't a bad person...and...a very suitable person to be a friend."

Lin Jinyu remembered the bloody scene of Zhang Xinli stabbing people with broken glass, and his ears perked up a little: "Yes... how fierce is it?"

"It...was when I was very young," Zhang Wenbin said: "The kind that was very fierce and fierce. Children older than him didn't dare to bully him. No one provoked him. Later, he went out to study. Gao Wuna The guy just took the lead, and it's not fun to find Lalong all day long."