God said I would meet you

The dim streetlights in front of the building flickered suddenly, and Zhang Xinli felt funny when he heard Zhao Wujie's absurd words.

Facing the phone, he said, "You?"

There was not even anger in the tone that seemed to ask "it's up to you", but only understated contempt and disdain, just like talking about a dog that thought it was a human.

"Don't rush to refuse," Zhao Wujie said: "Think about your little boyfriend, what can you do if you can't wash off your dirty clothes? If it is reported to their hospital, things will not be that simple. I'm afraid it's true... although I don't know how his grades are."

Zhao Wujie said in a persuasive way: "Appoint me once and I can help you solve it. It's not just a simple compensation of several thousand yuan. I can completely expose this matter, as if it didn't happen. No one lost anything or stole it. Why? Sample?"

Zhang Xinli asked, "What can you do?"

Zhao Wujie stopped talking in a very ghostly manner: "Don't worry about it, anyway...the deal is not good," he said, "It's a good deal."

...It's really funny, Zhang Xinli's mood is like witnessing a junior high school student cos Donnie Yen, shouting "I want to play ten".

He didn't pay attention to this number of people at all, "huh" for a while, didn't even bother to say anything, and raised his hand to hang up the phone.

Zhao Wujie probably sensed his disdain, and said: "You can think about it clearly, isn't it just to sleep, pretending to be a chastity arch?" He said: "Or... are you pure 1?"

Zhang Xinli directly pressed the hang up button.

A prompt "Recording has been completed" popped up in the notification bar. He stood up straight, put his phone in his pocket as if nothing had happened, and went out to find a place to live.

The magic height is one foot high and one foot high. Zhao Wujie is not the only one who can use tricks. Zhang Xinli made some calculations. The first thing to do is to find Shao Rong who lost his jersey, and tell him that Lin Jinyu did not steal his jersey, but Zhao Wujie. It's a ghost trick... Then I removed the false message and reposted a clarification and apology post.

Fortunately, the evidence is now available. Although Zhao Wujie is really a ghost, and he didn't admit a single word of what he has done, but the overall conversation still has a lot of doubts in the owner's ears, which is enough to persuade Shao Rong to rethink the ins and outs... He That was the original plan.

However, the plan seems to be unable to keep up with the changes. On the second day, about seven hours after Lin Jinyu stopped taking the drug, before Zhang Xinli had time to tell him to find out who this "Shao Rong" was, Lin Jinyu began to say He feels dizzy.

It's not a sudden dizziness that lasts for a few seconds or half a minute, but a constant dizziness, accompanied by palpitation and sweating.

At first they both thought it was a psychological effect. After lunch, Lin Jinyu slept on Zhang Xinli's bed for quite a long time, from 01:30 in the afternoon to [-] in the evening, without even turning over.

Zhang Xinli stayed in the room with him all afternoon, he didn't go anywhere, he did everything lightly, in order not to make a big noise, he didn't even boil the pot of water.

At six o'clock, Lin Jinyu woke up. He sat up from the bed, and the first thing he said when he opened his eyes was that he still felt dizzy.

Unlike an anxiety attack or something else, the dizziness caused by the withdrawal reaction lasts for a long time, sometimes even from the first second in the morning to going to bed at night, haunting people for a whole day.

Zhang Xinli poured hot water for him and asked him if he was feeling well... Lin Jinyu felt like a bouncy ball in his chest, beating irregularly all the time: "It's... well," he said, "except dizziness."

"Uncomfortable?" Zhang Xinli sat down by the bed and looked at his face. Lin Jinyu's face was fine, but she was not very energetic: "Do you want to buy some medicine?"

Waves of dizziness struck, Lin Jinyu really felt very uncomfortable, so she nodded.

Over-the-counter medicines for dizziness were not difficult to buy. Zhang Xinli went downstairs, walked a few hundred meters along the street, and found a health station around the corner.

The patient didn't come by himself, and the doctor didn't want to prescribe medicine randomly. Zhang Xinli said that it was a general mild dizziness, and there was no cerebrovascular disease, so he gave Tianshu Capsules and Buzhong Yiqi Pills and other Chinese patent medicines to let him go back. Eating, one pass is fifty or sixty.

Zhang Xinli had no money left after all the tossing around in the past few days. Including the remaining 2000 yuan from his student loan, he had a total of less than [-] yuan.

There was a fruit stand not far from the health station. Zhang Xinli thought about it with the medicine, packed a meal, and bought some kiwi fruit. Lin Jinyu likes to eat fruit very much.

"Jinyu," he said while opening the door, "I bought you something to eat."

It was already dark, but the lights were not turned on in the room. Lin Jinyu sat on the side of the bed with his back turned to him. Zhang Xinli greeted him, but he did not answer.

"Jinyu?" Zhang Xinli felt a little strange, he called out again, but Lin Jinyu still remained silent.

Zhang Xinli had an ominous premonition. He went to the bed and put his things away. He turned to Lin Jinyu, and saw that Lin Jinyu was not sitting upright, facing out the window, without speaking, just staring blankly at the disappearing sunset.

His mobile phone, whose screen was about to be turned off, was spread crookedly on the white bed sheet. Zhang Xinli looked at him, and tentatively reached for it. Lin Jinyu didn't respond to this, so Zhang Xinli took it, and saw a photo on the screen.

A boxy fruit cake was placed on the varnished mahogany Eight Immortals table, eight candles were burning like stars, and colorful ribbons were spread out on the table. It was a rare occurrence for the three generations of the family to be together. They were lined up like stars and the moon behind the old man with white beard and hair in the middle.

Zhang Xinli was very familiar with that chicken-skinned and white-haired old man. He was Lin Jinyu's grandfather.

Surrounded by his three sons, daughters-in-law and grandchildren, the cakes on the table are festive and gorgeous, the strawberries and cherries are shiny and attractive, and everyone looks very happy.

The 82nd birthday of the elders is really a happy thing. The corner of the hotel exposed in the corner of the photo is gorgeous and generous. The waiters in the boxes are arranged on both sides of the compartment. The dishes must be very good. Everything is perfect. It is a perfect family. As if this home is already very complete, adding any one person would seem abrupt and redundant.

For his grandfather's birthday, Lin Huainan originally said that he would take him there, but Lin Jinyu looked at the photo of his little cousin's Moments, and felt that it would be the same if he wasn't there. Everyone was eating and drinking, and it was still lively. No one needs to be sick. , He who will embarrass the family.

Zhang Xinli turned off the screen, walked up to him, and said, "It's time to eat."

"I don't want to eat," Lin Jinyu still looked out of the window: "Why did you go there for so long?"

His tone was not very friendly, with a hint of doubt, as if he was doubting or probing something: "The health station is just a few steps downstairs, and you went there for half an hour?"

It was true that the health station downstairs was only a 5-minute walk away, but Zhang Xinli still had to find a restaurant, line up, order food, take out food, and then went to pick kiwi fruit for him one by one.

"I'll buy you food and fruit." Zhang Xinli knelt down in front of him, shook his hand, and said, "Don't think about it."

Seeing his face, Lin Jinyu softened her expression, but she was obviously still very disturbed: "When are you leaving?" He said, "You have to go back to class."

"Why do you ask this?" Zhang Xinli said, "You want me to go?"

The focus of Lin Jinyu's eyes changed back and forth, which was a sign of nervousness. He said, "You always have to leave. If you don't leave today, you will leave tomorrow."

Just like countless times before, in a different place, I came to him for a short time to make love, and then there was a long separation.

"If you don't want me to leave, I won't leave," Zhang Xinli said, "Jinyu, do you feel bad now? Tell me."

In fact, he didn't have time to ask for a long vacation, but at this moment, Zhang Xinli certainly wouldn't discuss this seriously with him. He chose to appease Lin Jinyu's emotions first: "Just say it if you feel bad, it's okay."

Probably because the sentence "I won't go" did have a certain soothing effect, Lin Jinyu took a few breaths slowly and said, "...it's okay, I feel... better, much better than when you were not around."

"Then eat first?"

Lin Jinyu nodded.

He still ate very little, but it was a bit more than when he was at home. Zhang Xinli didn't force much, as long as he made progress, he packed his lunch box and went in to wash the kiwi fruit for him.

It only took a few splashes of water to find a spoon, but when he came out, things seemed to be wrong again. Lin Jinyu huddled on the bed, holding his mobile phone again, staring at the screen, and swipe something with her fingers.

He frowned tightly, and his action of tapping the phone was very violent, as if he was going to poke a hole in that thing.

"Jinyu," Zhang Xinli didn't know what was wrong with him, and wanted to check his phone in the past: "What are you looking at?"

This time Lin Jinyu opened the hand he stretched out fiercely, and said, "Don't touch me!"

Anxiety and depression are the most excruciating parts here, they will recur, and there is no definite number. I don’t know when Lin Jinyu’s emotions will be triggered by a certain point around her, and then she will become depressed, irritable, self-defeating, and tormenting her at the same time. myself, and my family.

The recovery of such patients requires an extraordinary amount of love and patience from the family.

Zhang Xinli was very worried, Zhao Wujie's matter was still a mess, Shao Rong hadn't found it, and now this happened again, so I finally agreed to coax it carefully once, and there was the second, third time...everything was wrong. Like a mountain, he was eager to find out what Lin Jinyu was looking at again, and he was a little too hasty for a while, reaching for his mobile phone.

In the past, their mobile phones were defenseless against each other. Lin Jinyu often snatched his mobile phone to tease him as a prank, and the two sides would not be angry. But this time is a special situation. As soon as Zhang Xinli's hand touched the smooth case of the mobile phone, Lin Jinyu immediately He said viciously, "Don't look at it!"

"I don't do anything, just see what you're looking at!"

Lin Jinyu was still gripping tightly, and the strong side of Zhang Xinli's character was revealed. He clamped Lin Jinyu's wrist with one hand, and took his mobile phone with the other hand, and saw that the page was full of comments on posts.

"It's disgusting, why are people stealing things when you're in college..."

"Is it because the family is so poor that they don't have coffin boards, and they are eager to steal clothes and sell them to his mother to buy coffin boards."

"This kind of thing still likes my department, it's really unlucky!"

Every comment is very swearing, every word is like a poisoned needle, and sometimes I don’t know that there are such proficient swearing experts in the world without surfing the Internet.

"I told you not to look at it!" Lin Jinyu's anger, which had already reached the critical point, was completely exploded by his catalysis. He went up and really started to fight Zhang Xinli... Lin Jinyu was anxious for a moment during the two people's tussling, and in a hurry, he shook his palm In the past - flung it on Zhang Xinli's face.

That slap didn't hit his face, probably on the part of his side face where the jaw and neck meet, but it was definitely not light.

Lin Jinyu herself was shocked when she hit this shot...suddenly stopped all movements and became quiet.

Zhang Xinli frowned slightly, looked at him a little reproachfully, let out a breath, paused for two or three seconds, and finally endured the numbness, said: "...don't make trouble."

The expression on Lin Jinyu's face became sad, he was silent for a while, and said: "...I'm sorry." He said: "I don't know what's wrong with me... It's just suddenly annoying, I don't have a home, my parents don't want me anymore , you have to go back to school in a few days...you all have to leave me...I didn't intend to slap you, it was just an accident, I was not careful..."

Zhang Xinli felt very helpless, he didn't care about the slap again, he just said: "Forget it," he said: "There will be no next time."

Maybe it was because the tossing just now diverted Lin Jinyu's attention, or maybe he let out some negative emotions, Lin Jinyu finally calmed down, Zhang Xinli brought him the kiwi fruit and ate it for him, and stayed with him until the early morning, Lin Jinyu finally fell asleep again .

In the rare silence, Zhang Xinli finally relaxed a little. He went to the bathroom and wiped his face with cold water. When he came out, he saw that the phone screen that caused the friction a few hours ago was lit up, and the caller ID was flashing.

He didn't answer at first, but the phone rang three or four times in succession, and it seemed that he was looking for something.

Zhang Xinli glanced at Lin Jinyu who had finally fallen asleep, dried his hands, and went out to pick up the phone.

He pressed the answer button, but he didn't speak first. A young man's voice on the opposite side crackled and said, "Xiaoyu, what's the matter with your family? The third uncle said he would bring you here, why didn't he come? I think the scene is very strange." No, nothing happened, right?"

The little cousin didn't want to bother Lin Jinyu late at night, but there was no other way. The family reunion ended at this time. As the "only" person who knew Lin Jinyu's little secret, he was keenly aware that his uncle's family was not looking quite right. Quite flustered, so I secretly called to ask about the situation.

However, after talking for a long time, there was no sound on the other side, the little cousin said: "Xiaoyu?"

"..." Zhang Xinli replied, "He's asleep."

"Who are you?" The little cousin's first reaction was that he had made a mistake: "Uh, I'm sorry, I might..." He glanced at the number, it was right... Then he realized that there were two possibilities.

Zhang Xinli said, "His boyfriend."

"Ah... so, let me say," the little cousin was rather embarrassed: "I just called to ask, are you..."

Zhang Xinli didn't talk nonsense: "His parents already know."

As expected, the little cousin sighed: "I heard from my third uncle that Xiaoyu was in a bad mood and had an ominous feeling when he took the medicine. I didn't expect... is he okay now?"

Zhang Xinli hesitated for a moment, and said truthfully: "I don't know, he sometimes..." He told the little cousin about some things, and the little cousin's tone became very serious after hearing this: "You can't stop taking the medicine until it is stable. Yes," he said, "you are in school, right? You have to take him to a regular hospital for regular follow-up visits, and you must not mess around."

Zhang Xinli's medical knowledge is really lacking, and the little cousin was very worried. He gave a lot of advice, and finally sighed: "There must be such a day, there is no way."

Zhang Xinli said, "Yes."

"You... well," the little cousin wanted to persuade them, saying that they should think twice before acting, but he couldn't open his mouth, so he finally said, "I will try my best to help you, uncle. Just... let's take a step and see."

Zhang Xinli said, "Thank you."

The many little cousins ​​couldn't help anymore. After greeting and confirming the situation, they ended the call with a mutter.

Zhang Xinli came back and put Lin Jinyu's cell phone away as it was, and when he was finally able to lie down and rest, he saw the message from his brother, saying that his parents had sent back food expenses at the end of the month, but at the beginning of the month, whoever was going to get married was waiting for the gift money. Ask as much as you want.

Liangshan is poor, gifts are expensive, neighbors help each other, and given his family's conditions in the village, if they give too little, they will be looked down upon.Zhang Xinli stared at the balance on the card for a long time, and finally entered the password and transferred a thousand to his brother.

The cold light of the mobile phone shone on his distinct facial features, beside him, Lin Jinyu frowned uncomfortably in his dream.

There are still five hours before dawn, Zhang Xinli opened the memo in the dark, and began to write down the things he had to do one by one - he had to take Lin Jinyu to the hospital, find a doctor for follow-up visits, contact Shao Rong, and return to school when he had time Ask for leave, and find a place to live, the hotel is too expensive, and maybe find a job temporarily.

One thing quickly filled up the blank memo, and each one looked difficult, requiring a lot of work, with black and white characters, like black and white mountains.