God said I would meet you

The room was much warmer than the outside. Lin Jinyu took hot water to wash comfortably, and when she lay down on the bed, she still felt that this day was like a dream.

Now I have a boyfriend... Will I be someone with a partner from now on?

He was a little excited, even though he had been busy all day and it was three or four o'clock in the morning, he still didn't feel sleepy at all.Lin Jinyu was leaning on the bedside, holding her phone, and wanted to share this news with others... Everyone is welcome, and it's best to inform all my middle school classmates, elementary school classmates, preschool kindergarten classmates!he!Out of order!

But obviously, he can't just yet.

From the album, Lin Jinyu found the group photo taken at Haizi five years ago, the photo of Zhang Xinli standing by the railing with the Oriental Pearl Tower in the background when he was in high school, and the photo of Zhang Xinli sitting by the firepit secretly taken yesterday, and sent them to the space. I wrote "Only the following friends can see", wrote a long paragraph, thought about it for a while and thought it was hypocritical, and deleted it all. In the end, I only added a very short copy: five years with you.Followed by a red love heart.

As soon as he posted it, there were several likes within a few seconds, and those gay friends he knew who had a good relationship all replied in unison below: "???".

Lin Jinyu randomly picked the first one and replied with a shy system emoticon, so the replies all became "lemon lemon".

He looked at those replies and likes, covered himself with a quilt, and secretly rejoiced. He understood that those who like to show affection may really be in love. The sense of joy and happiness that seemed to be overflowing, he hoped that his Love can be blessed by others.

There was the sound of rushing water in the yard. Through the window, Lin Jinyu saw Zhang Xinli inspect the chicken and dog kennels, locked the door, told his brother to go to bed early, and then walked into the house.

It wasn't the first time that the two of them were lying on the same bed, but this time Lin Jinyu was scribbling and commenting, feeling a little distracted.He thought: He's coming over to sleep... It's not unusual for us to sleep together all the time, but...

But now the two of them are no longer in the same relationship as before, will sleeping together...something different...

Zhang Xinli opened the door and came in, closed the door behind his back, and put his coat on the foot of the bed.

Lin Jinyu was still thinking about something, and her eyes were a little straight when she looked at the phone.Zhang Xinli came over, took his cell phone away, and said, "Stop playing, go to sleep."

Lin Jinyu withdrew his gaze from the phone, scanned his distinct mermaid lines and abdominal muscles from bottom to top, and saw the shiny silver chain around his neck.

"You're still wearing it," Lin Jinyu asked, "Where did the bell come from?"

Zhang Xinli said: "Dai is used to it...on the outer floor, just find someone in the shop to knock it down and beat one."

The bullet case was faintly old, and Lin Jinyu guessed that he had worn it for a long time, so he said, "Be honest, did you always play dumb with me?"

"What are you pretending to be stupid?" Zhang Xinli pulled on his slippers and went to the other side to get into bed. He swiped his thumb on Lin Jinyu's phone screen a few times and said, "I don't know when these photos were taken."

"It's okay to let you know." Lin Jinyu turned over and wanted to get his phone back, but Zhang Xinli refused to give it to him, and instead clicked into his space to look.

Lin Jinyu patted him and said, "You are peeping at citizens' privacy."

Zhang Xinli was noncommittal and didn't fight back, but he didn't return the phone either, looking at his photo album as if no one else was around.

In Lin Jinyu's "only visible to me" photo album, there are densely packed photos, row after row, including flowers, trees, blue sky and flocks of sheep taken in Liangshan, and photos with Lalong and others in the past, but most of them are Zhang Xinli, Zhang Xinli The back view, the profile, the snapshot while playing, and the sneak shot in the corner.

Zhang Xinli lifted the quilt and lay down on the head of the bed, pointing at each one: "When did you take these pictures?"

"It was taken at that time, while you were not paying attention."

Zhang Xinli saw the reminder of the likes he talked about, and said, "Have you sent it?"

There was a bit of surprise in that tone of surprise, and it couldn't be said that he was unhappy, but he couldn't tell he was happy either.Lin Jinyu originally wanted to explain that the group was set to be visible, but Zhang Xinli said next: "Don't post it yet, in case someone else sees it..."

Lin Jinyu suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. He thought: Isn't it just a few photos, and he didn't say anything, so what if he was seen... Are you so shameless?

He took the phone back from Zhang Xinli's hand, and said without expression: "Oh, or should I delete it?"

Zhang Xinli said: "Forget it if you post it, and I won't post it in the future."

"Okay." Lin Jinyu agreed, put the phone on the bedside table, and lay down under the quilt.

The light was on his side, Zhang Xinli said, "The light is on."

Lin Jinyu turned over, turned her back to him and said, "Shut it up, I'm a little sleepy."

Zhang Xinli had no choice but to lift the quilt and get out of bed to turn off the light. The heat in the quilt was not tossed, and there was no air conditioner here. When he returned to the bed, the quilt was cold again.

Since she cared so much, why did she agree? Lin Jinyu closed her eyes and thought in her heart: If it's very explicit, I can understand it, but it's nothing explicit, isn't it just three photos, and I can't stand it with a heart.

He felt Zhang Xinli lying down again with a gust of cold wind from behind him, just an arm's distance away from him, just lying peacefully without any special movements.

I knew it was like this, Zhang Xinli hardly took the initiative to do anything to him... except for the kiss he had just confessed.Lin Jinyu began to mutter again, if she really loves someone, it's impossible to be together and still sleep beside him so peacefully, right?

It will be dawn in two or three hours. Lin Jinyu lay with her back to him for a while, and finally heard Zhang Xinli ask, "Is it cold?"

In the deep winter, it is really cold in the bed, especially the foot, as if stepping on a lump of ice, shrinking and getting colder.Lin Jinyu didn't speak, just tightened the quilt, Zhang Xinli said, "Come here."

Lin Jinyu didn't move for a second or two. He turned half of his body and said, "You are called a dog, come here."

"Don't you like dogs?" Zhang Xinli patted him and told him to turn around. He passed his hand under Lin Jinyu's neck, hugged him face to face, tucked in the blanket, and said, "Go to sleep."

Feeling his careful movements, Lin Jinyu felt the uncomfortable feeling in his heart subside a lot. He looked at the copper-colored bullet on Zhang Xinli's neck, stretched out his hand to play with it, and said, "During the years apart, you really have been wearing it all the time. is it on?"

Zhang Xinli put his chin on the top of his head and said, "Yes."

Such a direct answer made Lin Jinyu feel novel, he said: "Why? When I was at school the day before yesterday, there was one left who didn't know and the other didn't know."

Zhang Xinli replied half-truthfully, "It's just perfunctory."

At that time, he really didn't know, or knew, but he didn't dare to look at it, he was ambiguous, he wanted to take that step, but he was a little bit short, and he didn't dare to make the final decision.

Lin Jinyu slapped him on the waist and said, "I don't know sir."

That not-so-soft slap made Zhang Xinli hiss, and said, "Don't move, go to sleep."

Lin Jinyu didn't want to sleep, he couldn't bear to sleep, he had too many things in his mind and too many questions that couldn't be answered, so he said, "Can I ask a question?"

Zhang Xinli closed his eyes and replied, "Huh?"

Lin Jinyu looked at the part between his chest and neck, and said, "Did you really hate me when we first met?"

He still remembered the impatience and contempt in Zhang Xinli's words when they met for the first time, which could not be explained simply by "just met and not familiar with".

"..." Zhang Xinli said above his head, "How do you ask me to answer?"

"What are you talking about?" Lin Jinyu hooked the necklace around his neck to play: "Just tell the truth, just chatting, not giving you a big speechless problem like my mother and I fell into the water at the same time."

Zhang Xinli considered it left and right, and finally said, "A little bit, a little bit."

I don't think it's a little bit, Lin Jinyu asked: "Since you hate it, why do you take care of me..." He thought of a possibility: "Because of my grandpa?"

Zhang Xinli replied, "Almost."

Lin Jinyu then asked, "Why do you hate it?"

"Because..." Zhang Xinli was a little speechless: "I thought you were... very...squeamish." He said, "It's not polite, because when we met for the first time, you were wearing earphones to listen to music, and you didn't take them off when others talked to you." Come down, it just makes people repeat it over and over again, which is quite annoying."

Lin Jinyu said: "Please brother, I turned down the volume in my pocket, but you are standing too far away, and you didn't adjust it properly after two adjustments."

"..." Zhang Xinli said, "I don't know."

"Is there anything else?" Lin Jinyu said, "If there is anything else, please tell me."

Zhang Xinli felt that the bead chain was spinning around his neck at this moment, just like that kind of chain, which seemed to strangle him to death on the spot if he disagreed with him. He said, "Also... you despise The food here, but in fact those dishes are not usually served on the table, so at first I thought you were delicate, no, that's all."

"Because the tastes of Sichuan cuisine and Shanghai cuisine are much different," Lin Jinyu said, "You don't like sweets either."

Zhang Xinli said, "Yes."

"To be honest," Lin Jinyu said, "I was just not used to it at that time, and the middle school students were angry, but I didn't think it was a bad place. I know that not everyone in the world has such an opportunity. Qian, I like to turn on the air conditioner at home and drink milk tea, but I don’t dislike it.” He said: “…I really think your food is not as good as mine, but I don’t look down on it.”

His tone was quite serious, Zhang Xinli was silent for a moment, stroked his prickly hair, and said, "I know, I will learn how to cook your dishes in the future."

In the future... do you mean the future from now until a long time in the future?

That kind of long and lasting imagination makes Lin Jinyu feel warm. Can they live together in the future? Can they have a house of their own, maybe raise a cat and dog, go to work separately during the day, and eat together when they come back at night, and sleep with each other? Hold on, no one is alone.

Will be very happy.Lin Jinyu's heart softened, he raised his head, rubbed Zhang Xinli's chin and looked at him.

Zhang Xinli said: "Why did you cut your hair so short... it's a bit irritating."

"Cut it if you want, and save a lot of shampoo," Lin Jinyu said, "Doesn't it look good?"

Zhang Xinli replied, "No, he's very handsome."

Lin Jinyu was still looking at him like that, Zhang Xinli asked, "You're not sleeping yet, what do you want to do?"

Lin Jinyu moved up a little, met his eyes, nose to nose, and said, "I want to kiss you."

Zhang Xinli's eyes flashed, he patted him on the back, and said, "It's too late, go to sleep."

"It's just a kiss. It has nothing to do with being too late." Lin Jinyu raised her eyebrows and said seriously, "Zhang Xinli, I want to kiss you."

Zhang Xinli's Adam's apple twitched, and seemed to hesitate to speak...Lin Jinyu thought he was shy, so he said, "Why are you so shy?" He said, "We're all grown-ups, so there's no need to be shy."

Zhang Xinli was helpless: "It's not shy."

"What is that?" Lin Jinyu said bluntly, "If you want to kiss your boyfriend, it's not against the law."

Of course it is not against the law. Lin Jinyu stood up a little bit and stared at Zhang Xinli. He slowly approached, and when he got very close, Zhang Xinli didn't hide.

But just when he closed his eyes and was about to kiss, Zhang Xinli turned his face away.

"Don't..." he said: "...Go to sleep, it's four o'clock."

He was actually afraid that if he kissed him, he would not have to sleep. Lin Jinyu said earlier that he was sleepy, but it would be dawn in a few hours.

But Lin Jinyu didn't know what he was thinking. He just thought it was annoying to be so hesitant again. He was really angry for a while. What kind of attitude is it? If you feel uncomfortable, just say it. He also understands "straight men" It still takes a process for the son to fully accept the possibility.

Zhang Xinli dodged it for a while, and Lin Jinyu said, "It's fine if you don't want to kiss, but in fact, if you still feel uncomfortable, you can just say it... Sorry, I was too hasty." As he spoke, he took the initiative to move away from him, and wanted to turn over and go to sleep.

"No..." Zhang Xinli was in a hurry and didn't know what to say. He subconsciously tugged Lin Jinyu and dragged him back. Before Lin Jinyu could react, he grabbed the back of his neck and pecked him on the lips. one time.

"You're too cranky," Zhang Xinli said helplessly, "It's nothing like that, go to sleep."

Lin Jinyu still had that soft touch on his lips. He looked at Zhang Xinli in a daze, and after three seconds of silence, he stretched out his hand again, pressed it against Zhang Xinli's side face, and lowered his head to kiss.

Warm lips pressed against each other, Zhang Xinli supported his waist, Lin Jinyu was half lying on his chest, half-covering his chest, with her elbows bent, supporting the bed sheet, closing her eyes and focusing on this kiss.

It was four o'clock in the morning, and Lin Jinyu really felt sleepy. Originally, he just wanted to kiss lightly, a very light good night kiss before falling asleep... But after the real kiss, it was no longer the case. The gentle rubbing of his lips made him feel tired. He felt that it wasn't enough...never enough.

Lin Jinyu rubbed for a moment, opened her mouth slightly, and naturally stretched out her tongue to lick Zhang Xinli's dry lips, then retracted it, kissed lightly, touched it lightly with her tongue, retracted it, and kissed again.

He is like a greedy child, always testing at a certain edge, afraid of doing too much, but wanting as much as possible.

Zhang Xinli's hand supporting his waist slowly stretched behind his back, forming a half-circle around him. At first, Lin Jinyu just wanted to touch it gently with the tip of his tongue, but as time went by, this kind of touch was not affected. Controlled and slowly getting deeper, from touching to licking, and then tentatively pushing in, but always not pushing too deep, probing in a little and then retracting quickly.

This kind of kiss that still hugs the pipa and half covers the face is very attractive, always giving people sweetness, but it is clearly scratching the surface.

(following youknow)

Both of them have never been in a relationship before, just kissing is already exciting enough, Lin Jinyu felt blood rushing to all limbs...

No, no, no, I really don't need to sleep anymore... Lin Jinyu probed again and took it back, brushing Zhang Xinli's lower lip with his lips.Instead of continuing with the next round, he moved away from him a little, trying to end the goodnight kiss that was on the verge of a fire.

Zhang Xinli did not let go of the hand behind his back, but pressed him in his direction instead.

The two walked one and the other stayed, and the two forces canceled each other out. Lin Jinyu was shocked, and looked at Zhang Xinli from a distance of a few centimeters.

Zhang Xinli still pressed him to his chest, but Lin Jinyu couldn't hold him back, so he could only lie down on his knees, leaning against him, and his chest against his chest.

For a couple who have just established a relationship, it is quite difficult not to kiss each other at such a close distance... Lin Jinyu and Zhang Xinli faced each other face to face, crotch to crotch, looked at each other silently for a moment, and then moved forward tacitly Minato, start kissing again.

This time it was no longer a seductive kiss, half-hidden while holding the pipa. Lin Jinyu rubbed his lips lightly, and Zhang Xinli opened his mouth slightly, stretched out the tip of his tongue to entangle with him, and pushed it into his mouth , across his palate.

Boys who are in an intimate relationship for the first time are always easily agitated. After a few minutes of kissing, Lin Jinyu's breathing became deep and urgent, and her whole mind was a little groggy. It got hot after a while.

The two faced each other, probably feeling that the clothes were in the way. Zhang Xinli began to unbutton his pajamas, revealing Lin Jinyu's fair chest and slightly contoured belly.

Without this layer of hindrance, a large piece of skin between their chests and abdomen was rubbed together naked, everything was quiet, only the slight sound of their kissing, and the sound of their fast and urgent breathing could be heard in the whole room.

……

Lin Jinyu didn't plan to do anything at first. After all, he had just established a relationship. He was already very happy after kissing and sleeping in his arms. However, the development of the matter seemed to be a little out of his control. Zhang Xinli's hand came out of his clothes while kissing Stretched in, stroked his lower abdomen, pinched his waist with one hand, and poked his back and lower with the other hand.

The hand that the man kissed was really restless. Zhang Xinli's palm was rough and warm. Lin Jinyu felt comfortable being touched by him. At first, he wanted to follow him, but Zhang Xinli seemed to be a little too aggressive. Lin Jinyu clearly felt that A hand touched his back, and then slowly went down, all the way down.

Just like smoothing a dog's fur, this simple stroking is also very emotional. Lin Jinyu panted lightly, and before he could fully react, Zhang Xinli clamped his calf, hugged him and turned over lightly, pressing him down. to the body.

Until this time, Lin Jinyu hadn't really realized his intention...

Zhang Xinli gasped, leaving fine bite marks between his shoulder blades and neck. He grabbed the edge of his trousers waist, trying to take off his pajama pants and underwear.

Lin Jinyu blocked him a little, but he didn't. Zhang Xinli's hand was so strong that it hurt him a little, and his rough fingertips rubbed against his sensitive waist and eyes from time to time.

He was very ticklish, especially his waist, and it would itch if he touched it, so he twisted left and right to avoid Zhang Xinli's hand.

"Wait...wait!" Lin Jinyu was a little panicked, he knew what Zhang Xinli's actions were implying: "...do you mean it?"

Zhang Xinli raised his head from the side of his neck, looked at Lin Jinyu panting slightly, and said, "You don't want to?"

Nor...damn, he's not ready for this step, is he...

"Wait," he said, "don't...don't be so fast."

Zhang Xinli paused for a second, pressed down on him, leaned down and said, "Wait now?"

Lin Jinyu looked at the silver-plated bullet necklace around his neck, and pushed his shoulders outward: "Don't do this... Hurry up and get up."

Zhang Xinli didn't move, he... bent down and kissed his chest... The wet tip of his tongue brushed against his chest, and Lin Jinyu subconsciously said "Hmm...".

……

Lin Jinyu was really scared right now, Zhang Xinli didn't look like he was joking, he really wanted to do it.

"Don't..." Lin Jinyu hugged his neck, panting under Zhang Xinli's wet kisses, "Don't be the last...I'm not ready."

Zhang Xinli paused temporarily and asked, "What are you going to do?"

Nonsense, I don't know what to prepare, and I have no experience... Lin Jinyu thought urgently, and then said: "... condoms, and lubrication."

Zhang Xinli slid his knees back and leaned over to be close to him again.

……

He heard Zhang Xinli ask: "...Can't you come directly?"

"What are you doing here? Do you think it's a woman? She can get out of the water by herself," Lin Jinyu said, "You'll get hurt. I don't have common sense."

Zhang Xinli was silent for a while, probably thinking.After a while, Lin Jinyu heard him say, "I have no experience."

Who isn't... Lin Jinyu put his hands on his shoulders, suddenly remembered something, and said, "Why didn't I fuck you?"

Zhang Xinli frowned, and then asked, "Do you want to come?"

Actually... I didn't really think about it, but I was a little curious.Lin Jinyu looked at him and said, "Would you let me go?"

Zhang Xinli didn't give in or say no, he just pressed him... After a while, he said, "Come here."

There is such a good thing?Lin Jinyu vaguely remembered that he had clearly filled in 1 on the software... But the opportunity offered to him was not worth trying. Lin Jinyu was a little excited and pushed him, trying to get rid of them all, but he didn't push him. Two centimeters, but Zhang Xinli is heavier and stronger than him. The difference between the two is more than six or seven kilograms. Unless Zhang Xinli cooperates, it is impossible for him to take advantage of his physical strength.

Lin Jinyu said, "You should lie down."

Zhang Xinli straddled him, hugged his waist with one hand, buried his face in his neck, and shook his head: "You try it yourself."

It's too much to bully... Lin Jinyu gave him a hammer: "If you don't like it, you won't like it. Try it yourself."

Zhang Xinli hummed at his neck, hooked his fingers around the edge of Lin Jinyu's trousers, which was halfway off, pulled it down, and said, "Take it off."

Lin Jinyu's spine felt cold. If he really came in directly, whether he could walk tomorrow would be a problem.

He said helplessly, "I said no..."

Zhang Xinli moved a bit, shaking the bell on the necklace to jingle, he said: "I won't go in, really."

Isn't this one of the top ten lies in the world... Lin Jinyu thought distractedly... But from what he said, it should be that he really doesn't intend to make it to the end.

Lin Jinyu loved him and wanted to satisfy his request, but he was somewhat uncertain, so he said, "What are you going to do?"

Zhang Xinli asked, "Have you ever had a boyfriend?"

How is it possible, Lin Jinyu said: "No, why ask this."

"No," Zhang Xinli said, "turn around, okay?"

Lin Jinyu hesitated for a moment, then turned around.

Zhang Xinli held his hand from behind, just like that day in the dark alley...

What the hell is he... Before Lin Jinyu could finish muttering to himself, Zhang Xinli posted it again.

Did he just go... slowly?Lin Jinyu's face blushed involuntarily, Zhang Xinli leaned into his ear and said, "Take a pillow."

Lin Jinyu handed him the pillow, Zhang Xinli took it, and stuffed it under his stomach, which seemed much more convenient.

Now it always reminds Lin Jinyu of that long dark alley, it is not a good memory... He asked: "Why...why?"

Zhang Xinli's breathing was burning hot, he pressed it to Lin Jinyu's ear, rubbed Lin Jinyu's chin with his tiger's mouth, and said with a sigh, "Because I always dream about it."

During the years of separation, he always subconsciously recalled that night from time to time, the narrow dark alley, the painted window hinges, Lin Jinyu's kiss, and many more... more things that didn't have time to happen at that time .

He didn't understand why, but he still went back often.

……

Zhang Xinli stuck it on his neck to calm his breathing. Lin Jinyu thought that if he decided to take this step, he would have no way to turn back. He will be very happy in the days to come, but at the same time he will also face storms.

(Words are often swallowed again, I can't be long-winded)