Fishing Department Beauty Love Comprehensive Cubs

the first time

You are really big and rotten, that is my first time, it hurts like hell.

This world is unfamiliar to Gu Panqiu. To him, it is just opening a book at the end of a life, but he has his own children and friends in this strange world.

Although he has forgotten everything, there are still people willing to stay by his side, which is a miraculous experience for him.

Everything around is brand new, making him forget that there are also world rules of birth, old age, sickness and death here.

"Liver cancer is at an advanced stage, and there is no way to cure it. Now we are taking painkillers. The doctor asked us to come back last month. My mother likes places with beautiful mountains and clear waters. I didn't expect to survive this month."

It was dusk when I saw the white-haired Wang Li. The old woman was sitting on a bench in the courtyard, covered with a thick quilt.

The air smelled like sunshine only after drying the quilt. She closed her eyes weakly, she was already skinny, and even every breath was heavy and exhausting, but she had successfully survived this cold winter.

Liu Dong was also very helpless seeing his mother like this, he said: "Panqiu, you used to visit her every six months, but you haven't called her for nearly a year, and you have changed your phone number. I can't reach her." Even on you, I couldn’t tell you that the orphanage was demolished.”

Gu Panqiu nodded and said, "I encountered a little situation."

Liu Dong continued: "Mom has always been thinking about you. She is worried that you will have a bad life with the children alone after you leave the group. Let me give you this passbook. She will save all the money you sent her for you." .”

Gu Panqiu took a passbook from Liu Dong, and since two years ago, Wang Li has deposited the money Gu Panqiu remitted to him in this account.

The old lady also added a little by herself to round up the whole number.

Looking at the numbers on the passbook, Gu Panqiu had a vague impression—he seemed to have sent money to this account. Every time his former company sent money, he would send some money to Wang Li, although it was not much. , but he is also very grateful to Wang Li for taking care of him.

He quickly said: "It's okay, you save these to buy some nutritional supplements for Wang Ma, what I give to Mama is for Mama, I can't take it back."

"Hold on, this is a wish from my mother." Liu Dong said, "Recently, my mother saw you participating in a competition on TV, and you won No.1 in both episodes of the program. She was very happy for you. By your side This is Mr. Fu, right? I've seen you on TV."

Fu Yue stretched out his hand to Liu Dong and said, "Hello."

"It's a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Fu. I'm also Panqiu's big brother. My mother opened this small orphanage when I was a child. It's been a few years and the children have grown up, but I'm reluctant to tear it down." Liu Dong said, "We are all very happy that Panqiu is here. Sit down and I'll pour tea."

Until sitting next to the old woman, some vague memories flooded into Gu Panqiu's mind again.

Different from those memories in the nightmare, this time, all the things he remembered were warm.

In the midsummer of the sun, there are large fields of rapeseed flowers outside the window. The little baby in the cradle looks at him with his fingers fluttering and his big eyes. In a blink of an eye, he becomes a big baby playing football in the yard.

And this woman named Wang Li seems to be the one who helped him tide over the difficulties.

"Panqiu, how have you been in the past two years?" Liu Dong said, "I can sometimes see you when I watch the news, but I can't believe all the news about the entertainment industry is true or not."

"Actually, I encountered a little problem. I...may have lost my memory."

Liu Dong was taken aback, and said, "Amnesia? Why did you lose your memory again?"

Gu Panqiu looked at him in confusion, and said, "Probably... I have forgotten everything that happened in the past few years."

"Is it a sequela?" Liu Dong sighed, "You came to us with Jiujiu, who was just born, and you forgot everything at that moment. The doctor also said that you lost your memory, and you didn't even know how old you were at that time, but We were terrified. But fortunately, you have your mother's contact information in your address book, otherwise you wouldn't even know there are people like us."

"That's it..." Gu Panqiu said softly, "I don't know what happened to me recently, I can vaguely remember that I took Jiujiu to the orphanage, and I forgot everything after that."

Liu Dong nodded and said, "Don't worry. In this way, you can ask me anything you want to ask in a while. I should know all about it. My mother is very sick now, and her mental state is up and down. Let's go first. meet her."

"it is good."

Wang Li's son Liu Dong gently woke up his mother, and Gu Panqiu said softly, "Mother Wang, it's me."

Mama Wang opened her eyes, and caressed his forehead with rough palms. Unexpectedly, the weak Wang Li showed a bright smile at Gu Panqiu.

Jiujiu rushed over, took Wang Li's hand and said, "Grandma, why are you so thin, you need to eat more."

Wang Li was very happy to see Jiujiu. She hugged Jiujiu and said softly, "Has Jiujiu grown so tall? Jiujiu, have you listened to your father?"

Jiujiu looked into Wang Li's old eyes worriedly, but he still took her hand and said obediently, "Yeah!"

Gu Panqiu felt that she was strange and familiar, so she smiled at Wang Li and said, "Mother Wang, long time no see."

"Good boy, I don't have much time. I didn't expect to see you again. How have you been for the past two years?"

Wang Li looked at Fu Yue, and then at Jiujiu who was holding her finger.

She smiled, everything was clear in her heart, she whispered to Fu Yue: "Are you Panqiu's boyfriend?"

Gu Panqiu shook his head in embarrassment, and said, "It's my friend."

But Fu Yue said to the old man: "Not yet, but I'm working hard. My name is Fu Yue, thank you for taking care of Qiuqiu and Jiujiu."

The old man nodded in relief, thinking of Gu Panqiu's experience, she took Fu Yue's hand and said with emotion: "Panqiu is also suffering a lot. When he was born a few years ago, his life was almost gone. When he was weak, he went to bed. He can't even get off the job, he hasn't recovered well, and he has encountered an unscrupulous company to squeeze him. Alas, this company called Pan Qiu as soon as he came and went. At first, he was called back to the company on the grounds of the trainee contract. He made his debut, and later found an excuse to expel him, what a shame!"

"Yes." Fu Yue said, "Don't worry, I will take good care of these things."

Gu Panqiu felt uncomfortable seeing her so weak, but at this time, the old man took Gu Panqiu's palm and said, "I saw you singing again, Panqiu, you sing really well."

"That kid Lu Yao often sends me money, and every time it's a large amount of money, but he just never came to see me." Wang Li said with a smile, "You two were the most beautiful children when you were young. We went to City B again to be trainees. At that time, you couldn’t sing well, your temper was not good, and you didn’t know what happened, but you became enlightened after giving birth to Jiujiu, and your temper became gentle.”

"I watched your competition a few days ago, and I think you will win. I am also very happy that you are singing better and better."

Gu Panqiu responded softly, his heart warmed, and he said, "Drink your saliva, don't get tired."

Wang Li sighed, and said again: "I'm old, I can't help you much, child, but you must believe in yourself, you are really great. Xiao Fu, please help him."

Fu Yue responded solemnly, and the old man looked at him and nodded with a smile.

Jiujiu fed the strawberries he picked in the strawberry garden in the afternoon to the old man, but the old man had difficulty chewing them. Jiujiu looked at her worriedly and said, "Grandma, aren't the strawberries sweet?"

Wang Li touched Jiujiu's little face and said, "Grandma is sick and can't taste it."

Jiujiu nodded helplessly, and said, "Then grandma, don't eat it for now, and eat it when she recovers."

Before Fu Yue and Gu Panqiu left the yard, Wang Li pointed to Jiujiu and said to Fu Yue, "This child...looks like you."

"Treat him well." Wang Li looked at Fu Yue and said, "Treat his father well."

Fu Yue was startled, and said, "Don't worry, I will take good care of Qiuqiu and Jiujiu."

Jiujiu was still in a daze when he walked out of the yard, and his footsteps seemed to be twisted, stumbling around.

Gu Panqiu picked him up, and Jiujiu looked at him and said softly, "Grandma is very sick."

"Yes."

"Will grandma get better?" Jiujiu looked at Gu Panqiu tearfully, "Our teacher said that people will die if they are seriously ill. Dad, what is death?"

Gu Panqiu thought about it, and couldn't bear to tell Jiujiu the truth.

But life and death are subjects that children must understand, and he still told the truth, he said: "Probably we will never see each other again."

Jiujiu's tears fell down "swish", Fu Yue took Jiujiu from Gu Panqiu's arms, comforted him and said in a deep voice: "That's right, but Dad and uncle will grow up with you. If Jiujiu is sad, you have to Say goodbye to grandma."

After Jiujiu finished listening, he sniffled, wiped away his tears with his hands, and said to Fu Yue, "Then can I go back again? I want to hug grandma."

Fu Yue knelt down and wiped away his tears for Jiujiu, and Jiujiu ran back to the small courtyard where there was no fragrance of flowers or delicious food, and Jiujiu hugged the seriously ill old man through the quilt.

"Grandma, I will miss you."

As if a dead tree is in spring, there is a glimmer of life in the old man's eyes.

"Well, Jiujiu." Wang Li said to Jiujiu, "Grandma will miss you and your father too."

Liu Dong entertained Gu Panqiu and Fu Yue in his family's farmhouse restaurant. He was ten years older than Gu Panqiu, married and had a child, and his child also went to school in city b.

Today was the weekend, and his son was also at home, so he took Jiujiu to run around in the yard.The adults drank tea and chatted.

Gu Panqiu asked: "Brother Liu, you just said that I lost my memory three years ago, so after I lost my memory... have I slowly recovered my memory?"

"Well, you remembered something later. You told us that you were pregnant by accident, but you wanted this child. In order to earn milk powder money for the child, you often went to bars to sing when you were pregnant." Thinking of this, Liu Dong sighed Said, "You have made great progress. When you were young, you were really not very good at singing. People chose you as a trainee because you were good-looking. But after you gave birth to Jiujiu, you sang a few lines from time to time and you can also play the piano."

"At that time, my mother and I felt that you seemed to be a different person...but you are changing in a good direction, so we are also happy for you. We think you may be sensible and motivated after becoming a trainee. That’s why we’ve made progress.”

"Oh. By the way, you knew how to write songs at that time. It's amazing, the songs you wrote are so beautiful!"

Listening to Liu Dong's description, Gu Panqiu felt that he was himself after wearing a book. He may have forgotten many things due to bleeding, but his instinct for music was still there.

"But Panqiu, your body was too weak at the time, and your mental state was not very good. It may be because your body was too uncomfortable. At that time, you had a little bit of postpartum depression, but you liked Jiujiu very much, and you kept telling my mother, Jiujiu It's a gift from God to you."

"In those two years, you have been recuperating in the orphanage. During this period, people from Wanhe Entertainment often called to urge you to go back and become a trainee.

But your body couldn’t dance at all at that time, and you told us that you prefer to sing alone, you don’t like dancing, and you don’t really want to be in a boy group. "

The more Fu Yue listened, the more distressed he became. Qiuqiu really paid too much for the matter of giving birth to a baby.He silently dispelled the idea of ​​having a second child in his heart, he would be very happy if he had Jiujiu, and he didn't want to see Gu Panqiu suffer anymore.

It is very disgusting for the company to want the artist to go back in this state of artist. The trainees of Planet Entertainment can choose to leave every month before their debut. The company has no reason to tie up a teenage trainee.

Gu Panqiu frowned and asked, "Then why did I go back?"

"One day your female manager suddenly came here with a trainee contract. If you don't go back, they will make you lose money."

"Which one is the female manager?" Fu Yue said, "Fei Na?"

"Yes, it seems to be called this. The English name is... Fiona. She is so fierce that she must drag Panqiu back, as if robbing someone. I was there at the time, and I didn't let her take Panqiu away. But Panqiu I feel that this amount of money is not a small amount, so I have no choice but to bring Jiujiu, who is not yet two years old, back to City B. After a while, you called to tell us that you were about to debut, and that you were in poor health Great, sometimes I throw up after dancing."

Gu Panqiu rubbed his brows, and after listening to Liu Dong's narration, he could remember some things.

"We didn't expect you to debut so soon, do you remember what happened after your debut?"

Gu Panqiu shook his head, he said, "I don't even remember."

"It's miserable. In order to keep up with your teammates, you rushed to make announcements during the day and went back to practice dancing at night. You passed out in the practice room several times. And Jiujiu was still young at that time. When you were too busy, you would If you miss the trip, you will be scolded."

Gu Panqiu was startled, listening to Liu Dong's description, he didn't know how he survived that period of time.

Fu Yue's expression became even uglier. He looked at Gu Panqiu with guilt, and suddenly felt like a big stone was thrown in his heart. How could such a precious person have suffered so much grievance? !

"Oh, the scolding on the Internet was terrible at that time. They said that you were playing big names on the show and being passive and sabotage. You were tired from staying up all night. You had to take care of Jiujiu and practice dancing hard. There was a guy named Huang Xu in your teammate. Take the lead in rejecting you, my mother and I were gnashing our teeth watching you on variety shows at home, and my mother wanted to help you, but at that time she was not in good health, and she really couldn't do what she wanted."

After hearing so much, Gu Panqiu smiled lightly and said, "It's okay, I know Mama Wang's heart."

"You didn't leave the group because of alcoholism. You rarely complained or complained to my mother, but that day you called back and said that you didn't miss the rehearsal because of alcoholism. Your teammates and managers deliberately told you the wrong time. You That’s why you didn’t arrive at the performance venue on time. It was also that time you said that you had some conflicts with the higher-ups, but you didn’t say the name of the other party, only that you have been pestering you.”

Fu Yue thought to himself that it was indeed the work of Wanhe's high-level executives. He silently held Gu Panqiu's hand. Gu Panqiu looked at him a little tiredly, and Fu Yue comforted him with his eyes.

"After that, you haven't contacted us very much. My mother's illness became more serious. We were treated in the hospital. You changed your phone number and disappeared all of a sudden."

Gu Panqiu rubbed his temples and said, "Okay, I see, thank you Brother Liu."

Fu Yue took out his business card and handed it to Liu Dong, he said: "Brother Liu, this is my business card, if you think of any important information, you can also contact me. Maybe I will need to contact you too Time to trouble you."

Liu Dong waved his hand, and he said, "Hey, I'm a big brother, it's all right, Pan Qiu is not going well, we don't understand the entertainment industry, and there's nothing we can do to help him, so we're quite helpless."

Gu Panqiu was a little tired, he chuckled and said, "It's okay, really, I'm very grateful that you can tell me this."

Jiujiu was running after a chick in the yard. He was carefree and had no idea what Dad and Uncle Shark were talking about.

Fu Yue called him and said, "Jiujiu, we have to go back."

Jiujiu ran back obediently. Seeing that Gu Panqiu was pale, he held Gu Panqiu's hand and said, "Dad, are you feeling well? Then let's go home."

Fu Yue didn't have much interest in looking at the stars, Gu Panqiu's complexion hadn't been very good since just now.

After getting in the car, Gu Panqiu closed his eyes for a while. He quietly recalled what Liu Dongfang had just said. A large amount of memory poured into his mind, and he could remember some. I couldn't help retching.

Fu Yue opened the car window and asked with concern: "Do you feel uncomfortable? Motion sickness?"

Gu Panqiu nodded, Fu Yue parked the car on the side of the road, and helped Gu Panqiu get out of the car to get some air.

It was completely dark, and Gu Panqiu vomited while facing the bushes. He wanted to push Fu Yue away, but he didn't want Fu Yue to see him in such a mess. He suppressed his nausea and said to Fu Yue, "Go back to the car first. , I can do it myself."

Fu Yue patted him on the back, handed him water, and said, "It's okay, rinse your mouth."

Gu Panqiu didn't eat much just now, and after throwing up for a while, he lost his energy. Fu Yue helped him into the car, and Jiujiu was completely dazed. He looked at Gu Panqiu with concern, and called softly, "Dad."

"Father is fine." Gu Panqiu looked back and smiled at him, "You can sleep for a while, we will be there when you wake up."

Jiujiu nodded, and touched Gu Panqiu's face with his small hand.

Fu Yue dialed the number of his personal doctor, and he said to Dr. Li: "Sorry, I'm here to disturb you on weekends. Qiuqiu is a little uncomfortable. We will arrive in about half an hour."

Gu Panqiu touched Fu Yue's arm and said, "I'm fine, I don't need to go to the hospital, just vomit."

Fu Yue was resolute, and he made an appointment with the doctor: "Well, okay, see you later."

On the way, Gu Panqiu had a fever again due to being tossed too hard yesterday or because of a headache.

This time it was more serious, the doctor immediately gave him an infusion, and he watched tiredly as the needle stuck into the back of his hand, and slowly closed his eyes.

Fu Yue went to the next door and took a warm baby pad and placed it near the infusion needle, and sat quietly by the hospital bed to accompany him.

Jiujiu huddled beside Gu Panqiu, like a small hot stove, and he was still comforting Gu Panqiu in a childlike voice: "It's okay, Dad, you will be fine after the injection, don't be afraid, Jiujiu and uncle are here to accompany you." you."

Gu Panqiu responded softly to Jiujiu, who fell asleep hugging his waist.

Sleepiness hit, Gu Panqiu said wearily: "I'm a little tired."

Fu Yue comforted him gently: "Sleep, I'm here."

This time, he had a very long dream.

In this dream, he opened his eyes and was in the hotel.

He was a little dazed, but soon, he realized that something was wrong with his body, he was having a fever, he knocked on the door in front of him in a daze to ask for help, and the person who came out was an angry Fu Yue.

Fu Yue frowned and pulled him into the door, and said, "Are you crazy, and you still want to come to the hotel to find me?"

Fu Yue looked a lot younger than now, but he was still very handsome.Gu Panqiu hugged him instinctively, and the two rolled into a ball, enjoying the night.

Not long after, he got the pregnancy test sheet at the hospital.

He asked the doctor in astonishment, "But I'm a boy, are you sure I'm pregnant?"

The doctor said to him: "Some men can also be pregnant, and you have the constitution to be pregnant. Mr. Gu, do you want this child?"

He thought for 3 minutes, thinking that this is a small life, he said: "I want it!"

In the early stages of pregnancy, he kept vomiting, could hardly eat, and had little money to buy himself nutritional supplements.

Thinking of earning more money, he ran to the next city and rented a small house, went to bars to perform from time to time, and unexpectedly saved a lot of money.

Later, his belly became bigger, and he concentrated on confinement at home. Fortunately, the money he saved before was enough, and he chatted with the little life in his belly every day.

He said: "Let me give you a name. My name is Qiuqiu. I was quiet when I was young. I hope you will be more talkative and lively. Then you will be called...Jiujiu?"

Later, he was in so much pain that he gave birth to a child in a daze, but forgot who he was.

In the dream, Jiujiu patted the ball and called him happily: "Dad! Let's play together!"

A chirping "Dad" woke him up.

He remembered most of his lost memories. He was an unlucky guy who passed through the book four years ago. In the first hour of wearing the book, he fell asleep with the most handsome man in the book—Fu Yue, and then became pregnant. I killed someone else's child and ran away.

It was already midnight when he opened his eyes, he stared blankly at Fu Yue who was still by his side, everything seemed destined, and his fate with Fu Yue also seemed destined.

"Is it better?" Fu Yue took a glass of warm water for him, "Head still hurts?"

Gu Panqiu drank the water and said, "I just remembered a lot of things."

"what's up?"

Seeing that Fu Yue cared so much about himself, Gu Panqiu slightly raised the corners of his lips, and said with a smile, "You are really a rotten creature. That night four years ago was my first time. It hurt like hell."

The author says:

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