Confession

Fu Yue said: "I know you can feel it, but I still have to solemnly say it again, I like you."

As night fell, the lights in City B were dimmed, and the office buildings were brightly lit.

The girl who just got off work ran quickly across the sidewalk with her satchel on her back, her joyful laughter was blown away by the wind in the dark night, and there was a pianist playing beautiful music in the restaurant by the roadside.

Gu Panqiu sat in Fu Yue's co-pilot, looking out the window all the way.

He listened carefully, and it was Bach's piano piece.

"In fact, my mother can also play the piano. When I was young, she wanted to teach me, but I didn't like to learn." Fu Yue said, "Recently, she taught Fu Yan a little bit, and Fu Yan also played half-heartedly. But Jiujiu seems to be interested in this aspect. A little interested, she should be very happy."

Gu Panqiu said softly, "Your mother looks very gentle."

Fu Yue responded and said, "She likes tweeting very much."

Gu Panqiu pursed his lower lip, bent his eyes and said, "That's good."

He thought to himself, Ye Yun, a movie queen with such a prominent family background, has such a kind and upright son, even if he really likes Jiu Jiu, it is impossible for him to like a scandal-ridden father Jiu Jiu.

But it doesn't matter, Jiujiu is Fu Yue's son after all, if grandparents can accept him and love him, that would be the best thing.

Fu Yue saw Gu Panqiu's worried eyes from the mirror, he was silent for a long time, and then said: "She will like you too."

Gu Panqiu was startled, and said, "Me?"

Fu Yue said firmly: "Well, she will like you."

Fu Yue didn't say anything more, but there seemed to be an impenetrable fog in his eyes.

He could feel that Gu Panqiu didn't like the hospital very much. Every time he was in the hospital or before going to the hospital, Gu Panqiu would be depressed.

Gu Panqiu didn't like the smell of disinfectant in the hospital very much. As soon as he entered the hospital, he wrinkled his nose. Memories flooded in like a flood. He couldn't forget what should be forgotten, and couldn't remember what shouldn't.

Seeing that his complexion was not very good, Fu Yue stopped and looked at him, and said, "Why is your complexion so bad?"

Ordinary people probably can't imagine how painful it is for patients with advanced cancer.That kind of heart-piercing pain only needs to be experienced once, and it will be engraved in a person's mind.

During chemotherapy, it was like tens of thousands of ants gnawing on the body. Because of nausea, I couldn’t even drink a drop of water. The pain that could not be relieved by painkillers was like a fire burning my throat.

Obviously he was treating with the desire to survive, but because of the pain, he wanted to jump off the stairs directly.

Gu Panqiu closed his eyes, shook his head, and said, "It's all right."

Fu Yue thought that the heavy bleeding during childbirth had brought bad psychological shadow to Gu Panqiu, so he held Gu Panqiu's hand and said, "Don't be afraid, it's all over."

Unknowingly, Gu Panqiu's forehead was covered with fine sweat, he smiled reluctantly, and said to Fu Yue: "I don't think there is something growing in my brain?"

"Impossible thinking." Fu Yue frowned, and held Gu Panqiu's hand, "Don't be afraid, I will accompany you. The doctor is my old acquaintance, please relax."

Fu Yue led Gu Panqiu into the doctor's office. Doctor Li had been waiting for a long time and said, "Mr. Gu, Mr. Fu, you are here."

Gu Panqiu had no one to accompany him to the doctor before, but this was the first time someone was willing to accompany him to the hospital.

Sitting next to him, Fu Yue briefly talked about his condition, took out his medical records more than three years ago, and said to the doctor: "Do you think his current condition is still amnesia caused by postpartum hemorrhage? Is there any?" What can be done to solve his symptoms?"

"This...postpartum hemorrhage may cause long-term insufficient blood supply, resulting in brain hypoxia and amnesia."

The doctor put on his glasses, looked at Gu Panqiu's medical records and began to study.

"But this situation will recover slowly. It has been three and a half years since Mr. Gu gave birth. Logically speaking, it should not last so long."

Fu Yue nodded, and Gu Panqiu said: "You mean... I may have lost my memory after recovering it?"

"Yes, let's do an examination first. Brain CT, blood, and urine all need to be checked, and the time may be relatively long. You have no arrangements for tonight?"

"No." Gu Panqiu was a little apprehensive, "Then I will trouble you."

Gu Panqiu lay down in the cold instrument, he closed his eyes, but his mind went blank.

How long has he been in this world, he doesn't even know.

Fortunately, Fu Yue has been with him not far away. While waiting for the result, Gu Panqiu said to Fu Yue: "If people can only forget bad memories, and then fill their minds with happy memories, how much would it be?" good."

"Jiujiu told me a few days ago... There is a magic spell in the movie he watched, which is called forgetting everything." Fu Yue said in a deep voice, "Qiuqiu, don't think so much. Anyway, I have forgotten it, it's nothing Big deal."

Gu Panqiu laughed out loud, but although he had forgotten everything, his sixth sense as a human was still there.

He vaguely felt that his memory loss would not be as simple as postpartum hemorrhage. He always felt that he was like a time bomb about to explode. It would be nothing if it exploded one day, but it would be bad if it exploded others.

An hour later, the doctor received Gu Panqiu's CT scan and said, "At present, there are no lesions and congestion in the brain, and the blood test report is also normal."

Gu Panqiu heaved a sigh of relief and nodded.

"Mr. Gu, how long have you been aware of the amnesia symptoms?"

Gu Panqiu counted the time and said, "It's been less than a month, and I only discovered it recently."

The doctor gave Gu Panqiu a brief physical examination, and said: "You have no trauma on your body, so we have to consider amnesia caused by drug factors or amnesia caused by mental factors. Have you overdosed on drugs recently?"

Gu Panqiu shook his head and said confusedly: "I don't know, I don't remember anything about what happened a month ago."

"Have you been depressed, depressed or lost recently?" said the doctor, "Well, please fill out the mental self-assessment form."

Gu Panqiu took the pen and paper, tilted his head and looked at the evaluation form in a daze.

Fu Yue stood up and said, "Qiuqiu, I'll wait for you outside. If you have anything you want to talk to the doctor, just talk to the doctor."

When Fu Yue walked out of the consultation room, Gu Panqiu understood that Fu Yue wanted to give him some privacy.

Only Gu Panqiu and the doctor were left in the consulting room. Gu Panqiu looked at the bright lights, and the only sound in the room was the sound of his strokes writing on paper.

The doctor said, "Do you have any other symptoms?"

"In fact, I occasionally remember some vague images, like playing a movie in my mind, and sometimes I feel that this is not true."

The doctor nodded and said, "Amnesia is also a disease caused by the nerve center. Don't worry, these are normal phenomena."

"Ok."

"Judging from the scale you filled out, your current mental health is still within the normal range. Then we can only consider that drug factors have affected your nerve center."

"Drugs? I shouldn't be taking drugs..." Gu Panqiu clenched his fingers, "Then how should I treat it?"

"At present, we can use hypnotherapy and some tranquilizing drugs to treat it together."

Gu Panqiu nodded, and was a little worried that if he was hypnotized, he would accidentally reveal the fact that he was a book walker.

The doctor seemed worried when he saw him, and said, "Don't worry, our treatment must be kept confidential. But I'm just suggesting that the choice is still in your hands."

Gu Panqiu said softly, "Okay, thank you."

He walked to the door and called "Fu Yue" softly. At the end of the corridor, Fu Yue looked back at him and strode towards him.

Fu Yue asked Gu Panqiu: "How is it?"

Gu Panqiu said: "Well, the doctor prescribed some medicine for me, it's nothing serious."

Fu Yue thanked the doctor, and when Gu Panqiu went out, he talked with the doctor about Gu Panqiu's condition, and he followed Gu Panqiu out of the hospital.

It was a little cold at night, Gu Panqiu stood under the night sky in a daze, took out his phone and looked at Jiujiu's photo.

In the photo, Jiujiu smiled brightly, and Gu Panqiu slightly bent his eyes.

Standing behind him, Fu Yue saw that Gu Panqiu was in a low mood, so he comforted him and said, "It's impossible to remember all of the amnesia at once, are you hungry, let's buy something to eat first?"

Gu Panqiu smiled and said to him: "Thank you. I have caused you a lot of trouble recently, and I will transfer today's fee to you later."

Fu Yue frowned after hearing this, and said, "Are you trying to make me angry?"

Gu Panqiu felt that Fu Yue was angry, and there was a bit of flattery in his eyes, and he said softly: "Fu Yue, I can't cause you so much trouble, I will feel very embarrassed like this."

Excuse me?

What's the matter!Can he still afford to support his wife and children?

Fu Yue frowned, always feeling that Gu Panqiu was like a cat circling around him.

Such a beautiful kitten is only willing to look at him around and around, and every time he wants to pull the cat into his own circle, it will carefully withdraw from the circle, and even close the tail very good.

Gu Panqiu wanted to speak again, but Fu Yue interrupted him and said, "No need."

"Shall we go eat first or pick up Jiujiu first?"

Gu Panqiu was in a daze in the co-pilot. Recently, he often sat here and got used to Fu Yue's thoughtfulness and gentleness.

"It's too late, let's pick up Jiujiu first."

At this moment, Jiujiu was playing the piano in grandma's arms. He curiously touched the keys like grandma, and he pressed the tune of Little Star smoothly.

He is a very clever boy. Although he is not very strong, his hand shape is already decent.

Ye Yun touched Jiujiu's hair with a smile, and the more he looked at Jiujiu, the more cute he felt: "The little guy is so smart."

Jiujiu is like a sweet version of Little Fu Yue, with a sweet smile and sweet speech.When she shed tears, she would say to grandma, "But Jiujiu's tears will turn into pearls."

Fu Yan, who has fallen out of favor, is putting every small animal in its proper position in his tropical rainforest happy house. He is lying on the carpet, and suddenly finds that the cat has run under the bed without knowing when, so he is lying on the edge of the bed. "Meow", "Meow".

Hearing his mother playing the piano, he closed the door and said to the kitten, "Xiaobai, my mother is torturing and chirping again, please don't let her catch me."

The piano sound stopped not long after, Ye Yun pushed open the door and said, "Fu Yan, the noodles are ready, come out and make some snacks with Jiujiu."

"Yeah yeah!"

As soon as Fu Yan heard that he didn't need to play the piano, he immediately ran out of the door happily.

Ye Yun was speechless at the red and black patterned boa constrictor wrapped around the artificial tree in Fu Yan's bedroom. She closed the door, hugged the cat in one hand and Jiujiu who was about to come in with the other, and said, "Jiujiu, we Don't look at these weird things."

Jiujiu fluttered his eyelashes, stood at the door of Fu Yan's bedroom and took a cautious look inside. Although it was weird, he still wanted to take another look.

He took Fu Yan's hand and said, "Brother Yanyan, are you going to be an adventurer in the future?"

"That is, I'm going to Africa, and I'm going to the Antarctic and the North Pole."

"Put it down, I didn't see you buying penguin or polar bear toys." Ye Yun said, "Snakes are poisonous, do you know that?"

"I know, but if you don't attack it, it won't attack you either."

"Animal World" was playing in the living room, Fu Yan hummed, put on a leopard-print apron and stood in front of the panel, skillfully wrapping bean paste stuffing into the dough.

Jiujiu said seriously: "Then when you arrive in Africa, you should call me often. I will miss you."

Fu Yan was greatly encouraged, he said: "Don't worry!"

He showed Jiujiu a demonstration and said, "Jiujiu, this is very simple, you see."

Jiujiu, wearing a white rabbit apron, imitated his example and wrapped the bean paste into the flour very slowly.

Because he was too serious, he poured all his energy into this red bean paste bun, but after kneading it for a long time, he couldn't knead the bun into dough.

Jiujiu was a little anxious, he sat down on the little yellow chicken bench, concentrating on how to make a steamed stuffed bun.

He accidentally crushed the dog's tail, quickly moved his little feet away, and apologized to the dog: "I'm sorry, Lily."

Lily squatted beside him, put her head on Jiujiu's lap, and looked at Jiujiu pitifully.

Jiujiu secretly handed the jerky that Ye Yun had just given him to the dog, and then touched the dog's head with his flour-stained hands.

Ye Yun wiped Jiujiu's hands with a wet towel, and said, "Jiubao, I'll live with grandma and sleep with grandma tonight, okay?"

Jiujiu shook his head and said, "I'm going home with my dad tonight, and I'll play with grandma next time."

Ye Yun helped Jiujiu straighten his light blue overalls and apron, stroked his curly hair, and turned to his husband, "Jiujiu's father taught him to be very polite."

At this moment, Fu Yan raised his head and said to his mother, "Mom, you didn't even call me Yan Bao."

"Oh, Yanbao, what else do you want to hear?"

"Stinky Pig." Fu Yan said with a smile, "That's what our kindergarten teacher's boyfriend calls her."

"You don't want to learn. You learn something slippery every day." Ye Yun almost fainted, "Fu Yan, you learn from your brother. Although your brother has nothing to say, he never loses the chain at critical moments."

Fu Yue pushed open the door and said, "Mom, what are you talking about?"

Gu Panqiu stood at the door cautiously, and said, "I won't go in, Fu Yue, just take Jiujiu out."

Fu Yue looked at him, and didn't force Qiuqiu, he said: "Okay. Then you wait for me."

What he didn't expect was that Ye Yun pulled him in very enthusiastically, and said, "I heard from Fu Yue that the two of you went to the hospital? How did the examination go, is there any problem?"

"No problem." Gu Panqiu waved to Jiujiu, "Jiujiu-come here."

When Jiujiu saw his father, his eyes lit up.He held the pig and bean paste buns he had just made in both hands, ran towards Gu Panqiu happily, and said, "Dad! Look, I made it!!"

There was still some flour on the ground just now, Jiujiu slipped and was about to fall, the giant poodle Lily rushed up to lay under Jiujiu——

"Wang!"

Lily licked Jiujiu's fingers with her tongue, Jiujiu thanked the dog, and then looked at her hand.

empty.

nothing left.

The little pig bean paste bag flew into the air and landed, forming a perfect parabola, just hitting the top of Fu Yan's head.

Fu Yan and Jiujiu were stunned at the same time, Jiujiu pointed to the top of Fu Yan's head, neither crying nor laughing, sat on the carpet dumbfounded, and said: "Ah, you have caused trouble, Brother Yan, you seem to be wearing a hat ..."

Fu Yan reached out and took out the bun, and the sticky bean paste stuck to his hair. Fu Yan, who was burdened by an idol, broke his guard and said, "Mom, I'm going to wash my hair!!"

After speaking, he and Ye Yun rushed into the bedroom one after the other. Ye Yun said with a smile: "Come on, baby stinky pig, mom will wash your hair."

Fu Hong in the living room smiled, handed Gu Panqiu a pack of dim sum that he had prepared earlier, and said, "Take it home, both of you, to eat."

Gu Panqiu hugged Jiujiu with a smile, and said, "Let's go, Jiujiu, say goodbye to grandpa."

"Goodbye, Grandpa—" Jiujiu leaned on Gu Panqiu's chest obediently, Fu Yue pinched Jiujiu's little face, and Jiujiu hummed, and said, "Woo, Uncle Shark, your dog Gou is really big and cute .”

Fu Yue kissed him, and the car was almost driving to the program group, when he realized that Jiujiu's apron hadn't been taken off yet.

Gu Panqiu thought it was cute, he turned his head to take a picture, Jiujiu even made a comparison to him.

Fu Yue played a cheerful nursery rhyme on the car, and Gu Panqiu said in amazement: "Hey, you still have this in your car."

"Becoming a father, there must be some changes." Fu Yue seemed very proud, "Jiujiu, there is ice cream in the refrigerator in the car."

Jiujiu quickly opened the refrigerator in the car, and when he saw the ice cream full, he let out a "wow" and said, "Thank you, Daddy Shark."

The child had wanted to be called Fu Yue for a long time, Gu Panqiu was startled, and turned his head to look at Jiujiu.Even Fu Yue stepped on the brakes and made an emergency stop on the side of the road with flashing lights.

Both he and Gu Panqiu looked at Jiujiu, Jiujiu thought for a long time before realizing that he seemed to be called by the wrong name.

He covered his mouth and whispered, "Not now, not now."

When the car restarted, Fu Yue's heart beat faster than before.It is indeed a very beautiful experience to be called Dad by a child who is very similar to myself.

Gu Panqiu asked Jiujiu curiously: "Why not now?"

Jiujiu tilted his little jiojio and whispered, "It's just not possible. Uncle Shark knows why not. I don't want to tell Dad."

Gu Panqiu was at a loss, he patiently asked Jiujiu for tonight's recipes, Jiujiu said a lot, and said that grandma's cooking skills are very good.Hearing that Gu Panqiu was hungry, he took out the snack that Fu Hong gave him just now and took a bite.

Fu Yue asked him, "Is it delicious?"

Gu Panqiu nodded and said, "The taste is very good, it seems to be Soviet-style dim sum?"

Fu Yue said: "My mother can make this. I loved it when I was a child. She may want you to try it too."

Gu Panqiu nodded, he casually swiped Weibo, and said in surprise: "Ah, your company's popular artist Lu Yao is on the top of the trending list, is he going to release his first solo?"

Fu Yue said: "Yes, it was arranged last year."

When Gu Panqiu and the others returned to the love nest, Lu Yao and Xiao Luo were squatting in the yard to release fairy sticks, and Cui Hang was taking pictures with Polaroids, and the three of them had a great time.

Seeing that Gu Panqiu was back, Cui Hang asked him: "Are you guys coming back from a date? What time is it, why don't you open a room?"

Gu Panqiu was teased in front of Fu Yue, a little embarrassed, Cui Hang looked at Fu Yue's expression, and said with a smile: "It's already been opened? If there is a happy event, remember to report it."

He pulled Jiujiu up and turned around, then took a picture with Jiujiu in his arms, and said, "Jiujiu's smile is so cute, here's another one—"

Lu Yao lit the fairy stick for Jiujiu to play with. Jiujiu held the fairy stick and said "wow", ran to find his father, and said, "Look, Dad, it's so beautiful."

The fairy wand drew a beautiful circle in the dark night. Luo Siqi got a water gun from somewhere, and suddenly bared Lu Yao. The crotch of Lu Yao's stylish jeans was all wet. He cursed and chased after Luo Siqi. ran away.

Cui Hang took Jiujiu's hand and entered the door to feed the cats. Only Gu Panqiu in a brown coat and Fu Yue in a dark black coat were left in the yard.

"Children like to play with this little thing." Fu Yue bent down and picked one up, "My brother likes it too."

Gu Panqiu bent his eyes and said, "I wanted to play with this when I was a child, but no one bought it for me. Adults can also have a childlike innocence. Toys are not just for children."

Fu Yue lit the firework stick, handed it to Gu Panqiu, and said, "Then let's play now."

Gu Panqiu reached out to pick it up, but Fu Yue suddenly removed the firework stick to prevent him from grabbing it. Gu Panqiu followed, Fu Yue raised the firework stick high, and Gu Panqiu stood on tiptoe and said, "You are so annoying! Give me the lighter!"

"You don't have a lighter on you?"

"I quit smoking, of course I don't." Gu Panqiu jumped a few times, but Fu Yue was really too tall. For the first time, he hated himself for not being tall.

"It's quite obedient."

Fu Yue pursed his lips and smiled. He gently exerted his strength and hugged the thin Qiuqiu into his arms. Then he grabbed Gu Panqiu's hand and drew a heart shape in the air with a fairy wand.

"Is that how it's played?"

He leaned against Gu Panqiu's ear, his deep voice was magnetic and pleasant, Gu Panqiu was stunned, and Fu Yue held his hand and drew a kitten in the air.

There is a scene here, but Gu Panqiu suddenly doesn't want to break free from Fu Yue's warm embrace.

He froze for a few seconds, but still wanted to get out of Fu Yue's arms. Fu Yue threw the extinguished firework stick, grabbed Gu Panqiu who was about to escape, and said, "Qiuqiu, I have Speak to you."

Gu Panqiu's eyelashes trembled, and his heart beat faster and faster. He wanted to hear this sentence again, but he felt a little inexplicably anxious.

"what do you want to say?"

Gu Panqiu looked up at Fu Yue, the street lights were dim, his fragile eyes made Fu Yue feel distressed.

When Fu Yue was about to speak, Gu Panqiu turned around and said, "Jiujiu called me, I'm going back—"

Fu Yue stood still, he took Gu Panqiu's hand and pulled him back into his arms, a gentle kiss was printed on Gu Panqiu's forehead, and he said, "I like you."

Gu Panqiu was stunned, and looked at Fu Yue in shock.

Fu Yue said: "I know you can feel it, but I still have to solemnly say it again, I like you."

Jiujiu, who ran over to look for his father, covered his eyes with his two small hands, and looked at his father and Uncle Shark through the gaps between his fingers.

"Wow--"

Jiu Jiu sat shyly on the small bench in the yard, Cui Hang came over and asked him, "Jiu Jiu, what's the matter."

"Uncle kissed Dad." Jiujiu was extremely shy, "kissed the forehead, wow—"

His little milk voice is very cute. Cui Hang was amused by him. He carried Zai Zai back to the villa and said, "Shhh - don't disturb Dad and Uncle's relationship. There is a camera there. Let's go to the director's aunt to watch the live broadcast on the screen." .”

The author says:

Tweeting: Wow - Uncle Shark is finally married to me (no;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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