Hollow wind

Wake up◇

You don't have a fever, why are you talking nonsense?

As his body gradually recovered, Jiang Xiu stayed awake for longer and longer, and gradually had the strength to say a few words to Fang Yunwan.Although separated by several pipes and wires, they couldn't hug each other, but they tried their best to hold hands and kiss carefully, and spent a lot of time every day staring at each other silently.

In the rest of your life, every second is precious.

At first, Jiang Xiu didn't have the strength to speak yet, so he just quietly looked at Fang Yunwan who was guarding the bedside.

At that time he was still very weak, and it was very difficult to stay awake for half an hour.But as soon as he woke up, Fang Yunwan came into the ward to visit.

Even if he was extremely tired, Jiang Xiu had to force himself to listen to Fang Yunwan's ramblings with half-open eyes, and refused to close his eyes to rest for a long time.

But after all, Jiang Xiu's body was too short, and he didn't have the strength to force him to consume it like this.

After Jiang Xiu woke up that day, Fang Yunwan babbled to him on the bedside as usual about things outside the ward.He smiled and told Jiang Xiu that the weather was getting warmer and the winter jasmine downstairs was blooming, and told him that the hillside seen from the window of the reserved ward on the top floor of Qiming Hospital had already been covered with a layer of fluffy new green.

Jiang Xiu was also the same as usual, looking at Fang Yunwan with a smile, and there was a small gleam in his eyes.

Fang Yunwan avoided the infusion tube and held Jiang Xiu's hand: "Spring is here, get well soon, let's go for an outing."

Jiang Xiu's fingers curled up slightly in Fang Yunwan's palm, as a response to him.Fang Yunwan smiled at Jiang Xiu, and was about to say something more, but saw that the light in Jiang Xiu's eyes suddenly dimmed, his breathing became short of breath, and his pale lips turned blue-purple that he hadn't seen for a long time.

Amidst the buzzing of the instruments, doctors and nurses rushed over.

In order not to hinder the medical staff from diagnosing and treating Jiang Xiu, Fang Yunwan let go of Jiang Xiu's hand and stepped back a few steps.

When his hand was about to be completely released, Jiang Xiu hooked his finger on the back of his finger, but because of his serious illness and weakness, he couldn't hold Fang Yunwan's hand after all.Jiang Xiu was short of breath, his whole body was stiff and tense due to the discomfort, but he tried his best to turn his face to the side where Fang Yunwan was standing, and took a deep look at Fang Yunwan from the gap in the crowd. He floated up due to lack of oxygen. The cyanotic lips moved.

Jiang Xiu really didn't have much strength, and his voice was extremely low, almost completely overwhelmed by the buzzing of instruments in the room and the communication of medical staff.

But Fang Yunwan heard it.

"Xiaowan, don't go..."

Jiang Xiu's voice was so weak that only a thin trace remained, but Fang Yunwan still heard it.He responded to Jiang Xiu through the crowd: "I'm here, I'm here, I won't leave, I'll be with you, don't be afraid."

As if having received this guarantee, Jiang Xiu's mood completely relaxed, he no longer contended with the tiredness that swept up like waves, and his eyelids dropped slightly.After the nurse replaced the oxygen hose with an oxygen mask, his breathing gradually became steady and long, and he fell into a deep sleep.

Jiang Xiu's condition quickly stabilized. After the doctor recorded the situation on the clip, Fang Yunwan followed him all the way to the doctor's office.

After the transplant operation, Jiang Xiu's heart should be completely healthy. Whether he was in a coma or awake, Fang Yunwan hadn't seen the cyanosis on his face for a long time.He didn't know what this meant, his fingertips were cold with fear, and he couldn't restrain his slight trembling.

Fang Yunwan's eyes were red with anxiety: "What's wrong? Is it a transplanted heart..."

He couldn't go on, his voice trembled, and he stared nervously at the doctor.

Compared with Fang Yunwan's nervousness, the doctor was naturally much calmer: "Don't worry, the transplanted heart is adaptable well. I will evaluate his condition in a week. If it goes well, he should be transferred to the general ward. But his condition today is not because of It seems that the organic disease is caused by overwork and dyspnea, which leads to hypoxia. It may be that the visits are too frequent, which affects the rest of the patients. It is recommended that the family members reduce the frequency of visits and shorten the visit time."

But they soon discovered that this approach would not work.

For the next few days, Fang Yunwan went into the ward to accompany Jiang Xiu for just 5 minutes every other day.The rest of the time, he was guarding outside the ward, only when Jiang Xiu was asleep, he stood by the glass window and watched his sleeping appearance for a long time, not daring to disturb him too much.

But in the afternoon of the next day, the nurse who was guarding Jiang Xiu rushed out of the ward in sweat profusely to find Fang Yunwan, her face turned pale with anxiety: "Mr. Fang, please change into your visiting clothes immediately and come in with me."

Seeing the nurse's appearance, Fang Yunwan didn't dare to ask any more questions, changed his clothes neatly, and walked into the ward, only to see two nurses guarding Jiang Xiu's bedside.

They were on one side, one of them gently pressed Jiang Xiu's right arm, and the other was beside him, talking patiently, while carefully handling the indwelling needle on Jiang Xiu's left arm.

But Jiang Xiu's face on the hospital bed was gloomy, his eyes were cold and stubborn, like a beast that had been restrained all the time, gloomy and angry.

The nurse who led Fang Yunwan into the ward explained in a low voice: "Mr. Fang, please persuade Mr. Jiang. He is arguing to be discharged from the hospital. The indwelling needle has been rolled just now, and he still won't let us approach it. This is really very painful." Danger."

"Discharged?" Fang Yunwan frowned.

With Jiang Xiu's current condition, he couldn't even be transferred to a general ward, so he wanted to be discharged?

What is this nonsense?

The nurse fixed the indwelling needle on Jiang Xiu's arm, re-infused the medicine solution, and comforted him softly: "Mr. Jiang, it has been dealt with, but you have to be careful, you can't roll the indwelling needle again, otherwise the indwelling needle will need to be re-embedded." gone."

Her voice was gentle and sweet, but the cloud on Jiang Xiu's face did not dissipate in the slightest.

He felt that the pressure on his right arm was slightly relaxed, and he wanted to raise his right hand to pull the infusion tube connected to his left arm.But just tossing and tossing has already expended a lot of energy. At this time, he raised his right hand as heavy as if he was about to lift a boulder, and his movements were difficult and slow.

Difficult, but still have to fight.

He didn't want to be left here by Fang Yunwan like a shoe.

But just as Jiang Xiu raised his right hand, he was held by a warm hand.

He squinted his eyes and looked down at his right hand. There was a white hand covered on the back of his pale hand. His eyes followed up and followed, and he saw Fang Yunwan who was frowning slightly and staring at him.

Fang Yunwan held Jiang Xiu's restless hand: "They said you were going to be discharged from the hospital."

"Yeah." Jiang Xiu took his hand away from Fang Yunwan with a cold face, and responded very coldly.

Fang Yunwan went around to the other side of the bed, and took a look at the indwelling needle on Jiang Xiu's arm.Because Jiang Xiu had just struggled to pull out the needle, the needle rolled, and a small hard lump bulged where the needle had been pricked.

He gently touched the small bag on Jiang Xiu's arm, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

Jiang Xiu ignored him, and he murmured to himself: "There is a swelling all over, it must be very painful. I have suffered so many crimes, why do I still treat myself so cruelly!"

Staring at the bulging little bag on Jiang Xiu's thin arm, Fang Yunwan was heartbroken.

After thinking about it, he lowered his head and blew lightly on Jiang Xiu's arm, imitating how he bumped it when he was a child. Shen Caiping coaxed Jiang Xiu in a coaxing tone: "It's okay, Huhu doesn't hurt anymore."

Fang Yunwan lowered his head and blew, and at first the warm breath fell on Jiang Xiu's arm.

Slowly, warm liquid fell down, slid down Jiang Xiu's arm, and fainted on the white sheet.

The layer of ice on Jiang Xiu's face finally melted a little, his voice was still weak, but his tone was cold: "Don't cry, it doesn't hurt."

"You don't hurt, I hurt!" Fang Yunwan raised his head, his eyes were red, "Do you know how scared I was when I sent you to the hospital that day? You finally recovered a little strength, and you only wanted to torment yourself?"

Jiang Xiu turned his head to look at him, his eyes were as calm as water: "Do you hurt? Do you care? Aren't you leaving again?"

"Why am I leaving? Where am I going?"

"I don't know where you want to go, and I don't know why you want to leave." Jiang Xiu was so calm that it made people feel flustered. "Maybe it's because I hate me, maybe it's because I'm tired, who knows? You didn't leave before I was not notified."

Five years ago, when Fang Yunwan left, he just took an ordinary international flight.

When Fang Yunwan left a few months ago, he just attended a meeting as usual.

Every time, he was caught off guard and disappeared completely from his side.

He remembered that on the way Fang Yunwan sent him to the hospital, he heard Fang Yunwan say that he was a narrow-minded person and he would not let him go.But at that time, he was too hurt, too cold, too tired, and his consciousness was dull. At this time, he couldn't remember what Fang Yunwan was so worried about, and he refused to reconcile with him.

During the few days Fang Yunwan didn't come to see him, the scene under the fireworks that night became more and more clear in his mind.

He didn't know why the person who had been nagging at his bedside every day that the flowers were blooming and the trees were green suddenly didn't come.He began to feel flustered. Could it be that Fang Yunwan was still unwilling to accept him again even after learning the truth of the year?

He did know that his Fang Yunwan was a proud and vengeful little peacock.

Although he still likes the little peacock very much, he doesn't know if he still needs to find the little peacock.

In the past few days, he has been struggling repeatedly.

Sometimes impulsiveness prevails, and he wants to keep Fang Yunwan by his side no matter what the cost. Sometimes when his rationality wakes up, he feels that those who cannot be kept don't need to be kept at all.

Jiang Xiu's face was snow-white, as if his whole body was frozen in ice and snow, as cold and quiet.

He looked at Fang Yunwan silently, the ward was eerily silent, and the sound of the equipment working was particularly noisy.

"Let's go." Jiang Xiu whispered, "We don't owe each other at all."

As soon as he finished speaking, Jiang Xiu felt a warm hand on his forehead.Fang Yunwan frowned, and tested the temperature of Jiang Xiu's forehead with the palms of his hands, but he was still worried, so he leaned forward and pressed his forehead against Jiang Xiu's.

"I don't have a fever." Fang Yunwan tilted his head to look at Jiang Xiu, frowned, and said to himself, "Then why are you talking nonsense?"

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