Hollow wind

early morning

It should have been a good morning, but unfortunately, it was all messed up by him.

Jiang Xiu never thought that one day he would be kicked awake by a soft little doll.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw a fat and white Xiaotuanzi lying sprawled on his bed.

Probably because the air conditioner in the room was turned on too warm, and Jiang Xiu’s body temperature was always low and cold, the little guy kicked off the blanket on his body, rolled and rolled, and stuck to Jiang Xiu’s body, like a koala, holding his arm tightly , saliva dripped onto his sleeves, and his short legs lay across Jiang Xiu's waist at a strange angle.

Where are the kids from?

Jiang Xiu's mind went blank for a few seconds, and finally he saw a bit of Bai Ming's appearance in the little guy's eyes that had not yet fully opened, and then remembered that this little thing was An An who was brought back by himself yesterday.

But why is he here?He is here, where is Fang Yunwan?

Jiang Xiu tried to pull his arm out of An An's arms, the little guy was sleeping soundly, his dream was disturbed by Jiang Xiu, his mouth shrugged, and he opened his eyes to see a strange adult lying beside him, no matter who it was Occupying the magpie's nest, he howled with a "wow".

It's really a thief shouting "stop thief".

Jiang Xiu's blood pressure was low, and he was prone to dizziness when he woke up in the morning. When he was disturbed by such a small thing, he only felt his heart beating violently, followed by a buzzing in his ears, and his eyes turned black.

Just as he was at a loss, the bedrooms were gently pushed away. Fang Yunwan walked in quickly, and said with a headache, "Don't worry about it, I'll sleep with you." As he spoke, he wrapped An Anlian in a blanket and hugged him, and hurriedly Go out, remember to free your hand to cover the bedroom door when you go out.

I don't know how Fang Yunwan coaxed the child, but through the door, I could hear An An making a fuss for a short while, and then gradually subsided.

Jiang Xiu couldn't help but think that things in the world are really unpredictable.

Although he was not a few years older than Fang Yunwan, since meeting Fang Yunwan, Jiang Xiu regarded him as an innocent and lively child.Who would have thought that one day, he would be so effective in taking care of the child, and within 5 minutes after picking up the child, all the storms would have subsided.

At this moment, the surrounding area is peaceful and peaceful.

Jiang Xiu glanced at the clock beside the bed, it was five past eight.

He knew that it was a lively morning outside the window, with sunlight sneaking in through the gaps in the heavy curtains in the bedroom, he could vaguely hear the warm greetings of pedestrians in the neighborhood and the sound of cars passing by on the road outside the neighborhood, it was too much Distant, mixed into an artistic abstract painting.

It's dawn, and it's time for everything to wake up.

But it was too quiet outside the bedroom, as if it was still deep in the night.An An's cry seemed to pierce a hole in the dark night, and Fang Yunwan hurriedly sealed a patch, as if reluctant to part with the dawn.

Why not be willing to part with dawn?

Probably because it was dawn, everything should wake up.

Jiang Xiu touched a piece of candy from the side of the bed, put on his coat, and opened the door to go out.

Unlike every weekend he had spent before, it was a steamy morning.There were steaming rice porridge, steamed buns, fried eggs, milk on the dining table...the aroma rushed over, and Jiang Xiu felt that the piece of lemon candy in his mouth had no taste at all.

But when he came closer to take a closer look, Shuzhan's brows frowned again.

Only one portion of each food was prepared.

Fang Yunwan was washing pots in the kitchen. I don't know whether he was more afraid of alarming An An or Jiang Xiu. He looked more cautious than a thief.

Afraid of scaring him by speaking suddenly, Jiang Xiu turned back to the dining room, coughed twice, and approached the kitchen again with a little footsteps.

Sure enough, Fang Yunwan in front of the pool had stopped what he was doing and turned around.Jiang Xiu then asked him logically: "There is only one breakfast on the table, have you eaten it, or are you not planning to eat it together?"

"You didn't eat anything last night. It was prepared for you. I'll take An An back now, lest he wake up and make trouble again, disturbing your rest."

Jiang Xiu glanced at the kitchen, there was smoke and fire from the stove just turned on, but it had been cleaned up and tidy at this time.

In the past, Jiang Xiu would not let Fang Yunwan into the kitchen, one would not know it and would not learn it, and the other would not look forward to it and would not be willing.Once Fang Yunwan was going to participate in a competition, and it was inconvenient to live in the dormitory, so he stayed at Jiang Xiu's house to prepare the blueprints.Just in time for Jiang Xiu to go on a business trip, he was afraid that Fang Yunwan would starve himself to death at home, so he specially found an aunt to come to take care of his food three times a day.

Who would have expected that Fang Yunwan would be able to keep the stove in good order by himself in the vicissitudes of life and the passage of time?

Jiang Xiu took two bowls and two pairs of chopsticks from the cupboard: "I can't finish eating so many things, let's eat some together, let An'an sleep for a while, don't torment the child."

There were obviously two people in the dining room, but this sumptuous breakfast was eaten silently, only the crisp sound of tableware colliding, clear and cold.

Fang Yunwan tore the bun in his hand and ate it. He ate in a hurry, wishing he could swallow a big meat bun in two bites, his cheeks were bulging.Jiang Xiu took small sips of millet porridge with a spoon in his hand, watching Fang Yunwan stuff himself with food as if he was a pocket, and filled his cup with milk.

After the two buns were eaten, Fang Yunwan drank the last half cup of milk. Just as he was about to say goodbye excitedly, Jiang Xiu put down the spoon in his hand and opened his mouth first: "Are you full? How about we talk?"

Fang Yunwan expected that Jiang Xiu would say this. After many years, he still resisted the matter that Jiang Xiu wanted to mention, so he refused without thinking: "We have nothing to talk about."

"Yun Wan, it's been five years." Jiang Xiu sighed softly, "You escaped for five years, and I also felt guilty for five years. It's hard to meet you again, at least give me a chance to defend myself."

Fang Yunwan raised his head and looked directly at Jiang Xiu: "So what if you feel guilty? What if you don't feel guilty? Things are already like this, and all of us shouldn't be like this. You, me, Bai Ming, Even An An, we shouldn't be what we are now."

"sorry."

He and Jiang Xiu used to talk endlessly to each other all night, but now, an apology is so dry and meaningless.Fang Yunwan unconsciously held the empty glass, and the small transparent cylinder seemed to support all his strength. He looked at Jiang Xiu, but his eyes were light and light, as if they could not fall on Jiang Xiu.

"Jiang Xiu, it's too late."

"Where were you when they tore my drawing to shreds? Where were you when they exposed my phone and my address on campus forums? They kicked me out of the dorm and threw my clothes and bedding out of the window Where were you when you threw it out?" Fang Yunwan rolled his eyeballs, trying to blink the moisture in his eyes, but when he talked about these things, he was filled with grievances, making him speechless for a while. Can't go on.

Jiang Xiu took out a tissue and put it in Fang Yunwan's hand, hesitantly said: "I didn't know this at the time, I was on a flight to the United States at that time, and when I finished my business and returned home, I couldn't contact you. "

"Yeah, how innocent you are, you just posted a few photos on the Internet, how do you know what storms will be caused?"

Fang Yunwan stared at Jiang Xiu cruelly, watching his face turn pale inch by inch, he felt like a bloodthirsty executioner, he wanted to tell Jiang Xiu carefully about his pain back then, so that he could feel the same way: " Do you know? When something happened, my first reaction was to go to you. I didn't believe that your post was posted by you. I didn't know until I saw the photos of me and Bai Ming in your home. You never believed me."

Jiang Xiu's face turned pale: "Yun Wan, that's not the case. I'm not..."

"In the beginning, I hated you so much. How could you treat me like this? When I thought I would own the whole world, you pushed me down with your own hands." Fang Yunwan interrupted Jiang Xiu's sophistry , and continued, "Later, I gradually figured it out. You and I are not from the same world. If you provoke people who shouldn't be provoked, I should be punished. When I returned to Yucheng, I really I didn't come to find you, I really didn't mean to meet you again."

As if knowing what Fang Yunwan was going to say, Jiang Xiu leaned forward suddenly, stretched out his hand to hold Fang Yunwan's hand: "Okay, stop talking."

In the panic, the slender glass was knocked, and Gu Lulu rolled off the dining table, neatly and shattered to pieces.

The crisp sound of broken vessels was mixed with the cry of the child being woken up.

Jiang Xiu felt that the room shrouded in sunlight suddenly turned into a revolving lantern, and the light and shadows swirled uncontrollably in front of his eyes. There was a patch of jagged and mottled light in front of him. He squinted his eyes and struggled to see, but he couldn't tell who was close at hand. In Fang Yunwan's ears, the crying of a child was like a canopy of thin needles, piercing through the ears, but traveling along the blood vessels of the whole body.

He squeezed Fang Yunwan's hand, and said in a low voice, "Stop talking."

"Why not? Didn't you say you wanted to talk about it?"

Jiang Xiu felt that the heart in his chest was like a huge boulder tied to it, and every beat was heavy and laborious.He was so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak, his ears were clearly buzzing, but Fang Yunwan's voice was inexplicably clear, and he clearly heard Fang Yunwan's tone almost pleading: "I just want to take An Live the rest of my life peacefully, and you are not in my plan for the rest of my life. So, Jiang Xiu, please, let me go."

Fang Yunwan said to him, please, let me go!

But Jiang Xiu clearly remembered that his Yun Wan was not like this before.

His Yunwan is as proud and conceited as the most beautiful little peacock in the world. He promised to protect his little peacock. He wants his little peacock to be like the white snow on the top of the mountain, and wants his little peacock to be like a cloud. The bright moon that comes and goes freely.But who is it that dragged his little peacock down the mountain and made him feel so miserable and humble?

Some people got up and left their seats, some closed the doors and left.

As a result, the light and shadow dimmed, the noise stopped, and in the silence and darkness of the room, Jiang Xiu finally remembered that the person who pulled out the gorgeous feathers of the little peacock with his own hands was Jiang Xiu himself.

Yunwan...

Jiang Xiu struggled to chase Fang Yunwan back, but he seemed to be imprisoned in a chair, and he couldn't lift a bit of strength. The familiar feeling of suffocation enveloped him, and he slowly fell down on the table, like a fish in a marsh , trembling convulsively.

In a daze, he saw half a bowl of cooled millet porridge and a plate of fried eggs on the table.

Originally, this should be a good morning.

Unfortunately, he messed it up.

The author says:

I found out that I won't quarrel anymore!

I really only write sweet little daily routines now!

Am I about to fall in love?

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!