Hollow wind

waste

Do the dying trees in the desert still have a chance to see spring?

Looking at the blood splattered in Jiang Xiu's palm, Fang Yunwan seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar.Coolness came out layer by layer from his back, he couldn't speak, just looked at Jiang Xiu quietly, not knowing what to do, what to do.

Jiang Xiu glanced at Fang Yunwan, who was frightened into a statue, calmly took a few tissues to wipe off the blood on his lips, went to the bathroom to wash his hands and face, and when he stood in front of Fang Yunwan again, Fang Yunwan's face changed from the first Slowed down from the shock, he felt as if his heart was being tightly grasped by someone's hands, and the pain made him almost out of breath.

He hadn't seen Jiang Xiu for too long, staring at Jiang Xiu's pale and thin face, he couldn't remember for a moment the last time he saw Jiang Xiu, was he also so haggard and tired?

He remembered that the last time he met Jiang Xiu was at the Banshan villa. At that time, he was angry with Jiang Xiu for several days, making Jiang Xiu run two hours late at night to fetch a rabbit doll for An An, and tossing Jiang Xiu to bake it for him early in the morning. Chocolate cake, boiled tomato and egg noodles, Jiang Xiu was so uncomfortable that he couldn't stand still and fell down the stairs, but he pretended to fall on purpose...

Fang Yunwan couldn't remember clearly, did Jiang Xiu's face look the same at that time?

The heating in the ward was fully turned on, but Fang Yunwan was only wearing a hospital gown, and just crawled from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, his whole body was exposed outside the bedding.A chill came from his heart, Fang Yunwan was shivering slightly, Jiang Xiu thought he was cold, frowning, he pushed him into the quilt, pulled the quilt up to his chest, and wrapped him up.

"Jiang Xiu." With Jiang Xiu pulling the quilt for him, Fang Yunwan took Jiang Xiu's hand, staring at him, the words stuck in his throat, like a ball of fire, Fang Yunwan was so painful that tears almost To gush out of the eye sockets.

Jiang Xiu was physically weak and had just coughed up blood, and couldn't help standing for a long time, so he sat down by the bed.

In Jiang Xiu's original plan, after Fang Yunwan was rescued, he would come to say goodbye to him, and he would tell Fang Yunwan decisively that he didn't want him anymore, and when he recovered from his injuries, he would leave Yucheng and never appear again. in front of him.

But in front of him, Yunwan was wronged like a little beast being bullied, and asked Jiang Xiu if he really didn't want him anymore.

Jiang Xiu didn't know what to do.

In these years, he has seen many things, such as tens of millions of assembly lines, hundreds of millions of restructuring and merger plans, he can handle them calmly.Even if the financial pressure is so great that it will immediately affect the production and operation, when the financial department asks him what to do, he can tell one thing or two and arrange things comprehensively.

But at this moment, he really didn't know what to do with Fang Yunwan.

Fang Yunwan is like a sharp ax that can split cold and hard rocks. In an instant, all Jiang Xiu's persistence was defeated. He softened, he hesitated, he hesitated, he refused to come to see Fang Yunwan for a long time. In order to make the farewell time a little later, now that I finally saw Fang Yunwan, the heart to bid farewell to him and never see him again was even less firm.

Jiang Xiu thought, no wonder he was there.

He was already a terminally ill patient, and he tried his best to stand in front of Fang Yunwan, but now he has no strength left to walk away from him.

Jiang Xiu didn't speak for a long time, Fang Yunwan felt that the hand holding his heart was tighter, he was so painful that he almost forgot to breathe, his voice was trembling: "You just said, you don't have much time, yes What's the meaning?"

Fang Yunwan had never guarded Jiang Xiu's hospital bed before. He didn't know that in Xu Luyao's eyes, neither Song Qijun nor Song Zheng could be regarded as Jiang Xiu's relatives, and no one was qualified to replace Jiang Xiu. Jiang Xiu decides life and death.

Therefore, he has always told Jiang Xiu himself frankly about Jiang Xiu's condition.

Therefore, Jiang Xiu has always been aware that his condition continues to deteriorate.

When Fang Yunwan hated him and blamed him for wanting to run away from him, Jiang Xiu could calmly face the fact that he was deeply ill.His connection with this world has always been pitiful, only Song Wen and Fang Yunwan are left.He had planned well and Song Wen was already on the right track, Fang Yunwan would drift away from him.

As he always felt, there would be no difference in this world between him and without him.

Although he would be a little bit unwilling, this was the most decent way he could think of to leave.

But now, Fang Yunwan was crying.

Weeping for him!

It was as if the spring rain had watered the snow-covered land, and the soft and warm water soaked in bit by bit, and the sealed seeds in the soil layer were ready to move again.

Flowers, green grass.Sunshine, rain and dew.

These beautiful things that he didn't pay much attention to before suddenly came alive.

He wanted to stretch out a hand from the barrenness, to touch the delicate petals, to touch the bright sunshine, to touch the wind, to touch the rain, to touch this living world .

It's just that he didn't know if he was so lucky.

Do the dying trees in the desert still have a chance to see spring?

Fang Yunwan's tears rolled onto Jiang Xiu's hands, they were still warm.

His blood circulation is getting weaker and weaker. It has been a long time, and his fingertips are hopelessly cold, but Fang Yunwan's tear rolled over the back of his hand like a small fireball. In the past, it was a living pain and heat.

Jiang Xiu took out a tissue and handed it to Fang Yunwan.After staying with Xu Luyao for two nights, he was so tired that he felt reluctant to raise his hand, so he could only hand the tissue to Fang Yunwan and comfort him: "Don't cry."

It's so tiring.

The tissue barely brushed Fang Yunwan's cheeks, and was carried by Jiang Xiu's powerless hand to float down.Immediately, Jiang Xiu's body fell forward, as light as a pale butterfly.

Fang Yunwan hastily stretched out his hand.

A pale butterfly perched on his shoulder, trembling slightly.

"Jiang Xiu?"

Fang Yunwan called him cautiously, but Jiang Xiu didn't respond for a long time.The thin body in his arms trembled, as fragile as a falling snowflake.

"Jiang Xiu, what's wrong with you? Is there something wrong?"

As soon as the words fell, Fang Yunwan only felt that his hand was covered by a cold hand.

Jiang Xiu leaned on his shoulder, his voice was so weak that only breath remained.There seemed to be something in his mouth, and the short sentence was laborious and vague: "I'm nothing serious, please tell them not to disturb Xu Luyao..."

Before the words fell, Jiang Xiu began to vomit blood convulsively.He was too close to Fang Yunwan, sporadic blood splashed on Fang Yunwan's pale cheeks, fresh and hot.

Fang Yunwan pressed the calling bell in a panic, hugged Jiang Xiu tightly, and kept calling his name with tears in his eyes.

Black mist swirled up in front of his eyes from time to time, and the humming sound in his ears was sometimes light and sometimes heavy. Jiang Xiu felt as if his consciousness was thrown into the sea, floating up and down on the water surface.In a daze, he heard Fang Yunwan's voice choked up, calling him non-stop. He struggled to get out of the water, struggling to maintain a little bit of consciousness.

"Little night..."

Fang Yunwan finally heard Jiang Xiu call him that again, he moved closer and responded, "I'm here."

"I shouldn't have come to see you today..."

"Yes." Fang Yunwan sniffed and held Jiang Xiu firmly in his arms, "From now on, we will be together every day. Jiang Xiu, if time is really short, then I will accompany you 24 hours a day. With you, not a second can be wasted."

It was already late at night when Jiang Xiu woke up, and the first person he saw when he opened his eyes was Xu Luyao.

After staying outside Cheng Sheng's ward without eating or drinking for a few days, Xu Luyao's eyes were full of gloom, and his complexion was not much better than Jiang Xiu's.

Seeing Jiang Xiu woke up, Xu Luyao frowned slightly, sorted out the various wires wrapped around his body, wrote down the data from a few testing instruments on the board clip, and asked Jiang Xiu a few questions, Record his feelings clearly on the clip, and reassure him: "It's okay, it's just that the poison Song Zheng gave you before hurt your lungs, and when you cough badly, it's easy to break the capillaries in your lungs, and the blood stopped. It's all right now. Now that Fang Yunwan has returned to Zhao, you can take care of him with peace of mind."

Following Xu Luyao's gaze, Jiang Xiu saw Fang Yunwan sitting beside his hospital bed in a wheelchair.Although Xu Luyao described his condition in a calm and calm manner, Jiang Xiu still felt extremely tired and weak, his chest was heavy, as if a heavy stone was pressed on him, and every beat of his heart was extremely laborious.

You clearly said, don't alarm Xu Luyao, why did you ask Xu Luyao to guard him in his ward?

Xu Luyao knew what Jiang Xiu wanted to say, and while adjusting the speed of his infusion, he said: "Cheng Sheng's main injury is in the brain. There is a special doctor guarding him in the intensive care unit. I can't help him, so leave for a while. Let's see you, it's not a big problem."

"How is he?" Jiang Xiu's voice was hoarse.

Xu Luyao repaired Jiang's quilt, and smiled at him softly: "He will be fine, I haven't eaten the egg noodles he made for me yet. When the time comes, you will all be discharged from the hospital, and I will let him make it." A pot of noodles, share a bowl with you."

"it is good."

Xu Luyao smiled seriously, probably because he was too serious, his smile looked extremely heavy.

Jiang Xiu knew that as long as Xu Luyao was not careful, the upturned corner of his mouth would be pulled down by his heavy heart.

He didn't dare to look directly at Xu Luyao's smile for a long time.Before he was transferred to Qiming Hospital, Jiang Xiu went to the doctor on Xu Luyao's back to find out about Cheng Sheng's condition.He repeatedly stated that he would treat Cheng Sheng at any cost, but the attending physician just shook his head, saying that Cheng Sheng was seriously injured, and repeatedly asked them to be mentally prepared.

Jiang Xiu couldn't understand the string of technical terms the doctor said, and couldn't read the X-rays one by one.But Xu Luyao is a doctor himself, can Cheng Sheng survive?How long can it last?He knows better than anyone.

To be sober at this time seems to be watching the knife gouging out one's own flesh and blood piece by piece.

A thousand cuts in a thousand cuts, but that's all.

During the daily visits, Xu Luyao stayed with Cheng Sheng in the ICU. Even though Cheng Sheng was in a coma, Xu Luyao sat by his bed, muttering non-stop, and it took only a minute. Nothing is wasted.

Jiang Xiu suddenly discovered that Xu Luyao and Fang Yunwan had reached a strange tacit understanding at such a moment.

Just like what Fang Yunwan said before he fell into a coma, if you really don't have much time, don't waste a second.

"I'm fine, go and accompany Cheng Sheng." Jiang Xiu was reluctant to take Xu Luyao's time, and urged him with a higher volume, "In case Cheng Sheng wakes up, you should be the first thing he sees." .”

He was obviously talking about something that both of them knew would never happen, but Xu Luyao was not willing to pierce the illusory veil that Jiang Xiu spread, and nodded with red eyes: "You are right, He is so stupid, if he sees someone at the first sight and regards him as his object, what should I do? I have to stare."

"That's right, it's too late for you to cry." Jiang Xiu pushed Xu Luyao, "Hurry up."

Xu Luyao is Jiang Xiu's attending physician and also Jiang Xiu's friend. When Jiang Xiu got sick, he was obliged to do both public and private.Now that Jiang Xiu's condition has stabilized, all of Xu Luyao's concerns are attached to Cheng Sheng, who is unpredictable in life and death. He clamped the board to the end of Jiang Xiu's bed and hung it up, and then left quickly.

The door was closed, and after Xu Luyao left, only Fang Yunwan was left with Jiang Xiu in the ward.

Jiang Xiu glanced at the wheelchair under Fang Yunwan, and frowned.Fang Yunwan is now used to being able to read words and expressions, and hastily explained: "My doctor said that I am recovering well, but my ankle is sprained, and it is not convenient for me to walk, so I am in a wheelchair. Don't worry."

Jiang Xiu nodded, and slowly stretched out his hand to him: "I don't have the strength to get up, can you come over?"

"can!"

Faced with Jiang Xiu's call, Fang Yunwan didn't even care about the wheelchair, and tiptoed forward a few steps, held Jiang Xiu's hand, and sat on Jiang Xiu's hospital bed.

Jiang Xiu held Fang Yunwan's hand instead, exerted a little strength, and tried to pull him closer.

In fact, Jiang Xiu didn't have much strength during his illness, but he felt that it didn't take much effort to pull Fang Yunwan into his arms this time. It seemed that Fang Yunwan just rolled into his arms just by lifting his finger. .

Jiang Xiu gently pressed Fang Yunwan's forehead: "You said it yourself, we will be together every day from now on, so don't run away anymore."

The author says:

The next update will let Xiaofang know that Xiuxiu almost died in front of his house back then!

Although it was a small anti-abuse, but Xiaofang cried, isn't it still Xiuxiu who is distressed?

See you next Thursday——

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!