Hollow wind

Bai Ziang

Or maybe I should ask, what are you afraid of me knowing?

When we were together before, Fang Yunwan knew that Jiang Xiu suffered from asthma, and he was prone to attacks when he was overworked.

That year, Jiang Xiu, who was on a business trip, stayed up all night for two consecutive nights to catch the last flight back to Yucheng in order to celebrate Fang Yunwan's birthday. After lighting up candles and singing birthday songs, he suffered from asthma in front of him. a;

At that time, Fang Yunwan was more concerned about Jiang Xiu than he thought, and the hand that helped Jiang Xiu to hold the medicine bottle shook even more than Jiang Xiu, and it was Jiang Xiu who held his hand to spray the medicine into his mouth.

After inhaling the potion, Jiang Xiu soon recovered, but Fang Yunwan was still flustered, he didn't want the cake or the gift, he just sat on the bedside and hugged Jiang Xiu in his arms and refused to let go. Ushered in his 22 years old with eyes closed.

And Jiang Xiu always felt sorry for Fang Yunwan. After all, he couldn't bear to let him cry because of his worries. After that time, Jiang Xiu took care of his body seriously, consciously avoided staying up late, and arranged meals according to the nutritionist's advice. Regular moderate exercise under the guidance of a fitness trainer.

At that time, Jiang Xiu, although his physique was a little weaker, he still looked generally healthy on weekdays.

But now, after resting against Fang Yun for half an hour, Jiang Xiu still looked precarious when he stood up.When Fang Yunwan touched Jiang Xiu's hand, he felt that the cold wind was going to blow him into an ice sculpture. In desperation, he helped him move into a coffee shop by the side of the road.

After taking the medicine just now, Fang Yunwan didn't dare to order anything for him, asked the waiter for a cup of warm water, held up the cup and handed it to Jiang Xiu's mouth, persuading him: "Drink some hot water, take a small sip, and drink slowly. "

Jiang Xiu was like a doll manipulated by Ren Fang Yunwan, obediently leaning over, his blood-colored lips lightly pressed against the wall of the glass, took a sip of water, and then pushed away to say no.

Putting the glass by Jiang Xiu's hand, Fang Yunwan frowned: "Before, your illness didn't seem to be so serious."

Yes, it was indeed not so serious before.At that time, he only coughed a few times, and Fang Yunwan felt like facing an enemy, and asked someone to buy a basket of pears to make soup for him, but now, no one cares about him when he is sick and tired, so it is naturally incomparable Earlier.

Such self-pity like a resentful woman, Jiang Xiu naturally couldn't say it out, coughed lightly, and only smiled back at him: "Well, when you get older, you will have more problems."

People in their early thirties are in the prime of life, so old ass!Fang Yunwan rolled his eyes and didn't want to pay attention to him, but when he remembered his asthma attack and fell down on the side of the road just now, his heart softened, and he wanted to persuade him to pay attention to his health, but his mobile phone vibrated interrupted his words.

There are not many customers in the coffee shop at this point, and the glass wall blocks the crowding and hustle and bustle of the evening rush hour. There is soft music playing in the shop, and the vibration of the mobile phone is very abrupt.

Fang Yunwan connected the phone.There was a clear female voice: "Hi, are you Bai Ziang's parents?"

"I am." Fang Yunwan gave Jiang Xiu a guilty look, turned his back, took a few steps to the side, and lowered his voice, "Mr. Chen, I'm sorry, I'm delayed by something. "

"Okay, I just want to ask you, when can I come over? All the friends in the class have gone home, and the children are a little emotional."

Oops!After being made a fuss by Jiang Xiu, he forgot that there was a cub waiting for him to take home in the kindergarten.

Fang Yunwan glanced at the watch on his wrist, it was almost seven o'clock.The kindergarten teacher is also good-tempered. When he sent An An to the kindergarten in the morning, he mentioned that he might pick him up later today, but he didn't expect the teacher to accompany the child until this time without saying a word.

"Sorry, sorry, I'll be there right away."

After hanging up the phone and coming back, Fang Yunwan looked at Jiang Xiu's face still pale and blue, although he was a little worried, he had to harden his heart and say to him: "I have something to go first, you can take it easy , let the driver pick you up and rest later, okay?"

"No." Jiang Xiu coughed lightly, "I feel very uncomfortable, it's dangerous to be alone."

"Don't make trouble, I really have something to do, if you don't feel well, go home quickly, don't follow me around."

"It's okay, follow you, and you won't feel uncomfortable."

"Are you all right?"

Jiang Xiu sat on the sofa calmly, watching Fang Yunwan jump anxiously in front of him with a /// smile.It wasn't until the mobile phone on the table showed an incoming call that Jiang Xiu finally decided to show mercy and stop teasing him. He stood up while supporting the table, and while signaling Fang Yunwan to go out with his eyes, he answered the phone: "Yes, Jinqiao Kindergarten, wait a minute , we'll come out right away."

After walking a few steps, Fang Yunwan could not be seen following.Jiang Xiu turned his head and saw Fang Yunwan standing there staring at him, his voice was cold: "How do you know I'm going to Jinqiao Kindergarten?"

Jiang Xiu was helpless: "Why don't we talk on the road? Otherwise, An'an should be in a hurry."

There was a severe traffic jam at this point, and Fang Yunwan was in a hurry to pick up the children, so Jiang Xiu had to ask Xu Zhang to use the taxi app to call a nearby car to pick them up.

The driver's driving skills are very good, because Jiang Xiu told him as soon as he got in the car that he was in a hurry and went as fast as possible.However, there are too many passengers going up and down in the online car-hailing car every day, the air in the car is a bit turbid, the smell is not very pleasant, and the evening rush hour is heavily congested.

Fang Yunwan pursed his lips, and quietly glanced at Jiang Xiu beside him.He closed his eyes and sat leaning back, frowning slightly, the light and shadow flowing outside the car window fell on his deep-lined, handsome face, and the light and dark intertwined, making Fang Yunwan inexplicably aware of an unpredictable danger.

"Just ask what you want to ask." Jiang Xiu's voice was hoarse and deep.

"How do you know that An'an is in Jinqiao Kindergarten?"

"Why can't I know?" Jiang Xiu opened his eyes, staring straight at Fang Yunwan with ebony eyes, "Or I should ask, Yunwan, what are you afraid of me knowing?"

Fang Yunwan looked away from Jiang Xiu calmly and stared straight ahead: "No, what do I have to be afraid of? I just don't think we need to get too close to each other's lives."

Even though he didn't look at Jiang Xiu, Fang Yunwan could still feel Jiang Xiu's gaze resting on him quietly for a long time.

"Really? But you look very nervous." Jiang Xiu stretched out his hand and put Fang Yunwan's hand that was unconsciously clenched into a fist in his palm, stretched his hand, squeezed it twice, and asked Fang Yun in a slow voice. Wan: "Relax, An An is Bai Ming's son, right?"

I don't know what he was thinking, but Fang Yunwan didn't pull /// his hand out immediately, but his body froze suddenly.

Jiang Xiu squeezed Fang Yunwan's palm again, and comforted him: "Raising the orphan of your benefactor shows that you are a person who values ​​love and righteousness. I am not unhappy, so don't be nervous."

"You are not allowed to mention him!" Fang Yunwan unconsciously raised his voice.

Jiang Xiu didn't think it was disobedient, and his voice was still calm: "Okay, then let's pick up An An today, and find another time to talk about other things, okay?"

Five years ago, he was the one who made Fang Yunwan's past hidden in his heart public and caused a lot of trouble in the city. He was the one who caused Fang Yunwan to miss the Blue Label Award and left his favorite career. Bai Ming was expelled from Yucheng University. He is also the one who has been depressed for half his life.

So, what else to talk about?What else is there to talk about?

Fang Yunwan said bluntly, "We have nothing to talk about."

"I don't think so." Jiang Xiu shook his head, "You left Yucheng before we even met. I never had the chance to formally apologize to you about that incident. Now that you can come back to Yucheng, It means that you are no longer evading, I think we should be able to sit down and talk calmly."

Fang Yunwan sneered: "We can talk, but what about Bai Ming?"

What does this have to do with Bai Ming?Jiang Xiu sighed, "Yun Wan, please be reasonable."

"You can ask me to reason, but where is Bai Ming going to reason?" Fang Yunwan stared at Jiang Xiu coldly.

Since the reunion, Jiang Xiu has never looked at Fang Yunwan at such a close distance. The young man who has been sculpted and polished by five years is like a young eagle who has pained away all the softness, and even the outline of the face looks cold and hard. .

Fang Yunwan's tone was cold, and he spoke slowly: "Bai Ming is dead. He can't hear your apology, and he can't hear your reasoning. Is there any point in talking about it now?"

Probably because he sensed that the atmosphere in the car was not right, the driver hurried and hurried, and finally stopped the car at the entrance of Jinqiao Kindergarten before the two passengers lost control of their emotions, and reminded them to get off the car.

The words were not speculative, Fang Yunwan pushed the door and got out of the car, and didn't even say hello to Jiang Xiu.

Jiang Xiu sighed, resigned to his fate, got out of the car and followed quickly.

It was completely dark, and even the children who went to work late had already been picked up by their parents who got off work late. Most of the lights in the kindergarten were turned off, making it look gloomy.Fang Yunwan looked up. In the whole house, only one classroom on the second floor was lit—it was An An's Sunflower class.

Jinqiao Kindergarten is a private kindergarten near Bai Ming's home. The environment is good and the teachers are responsible. The only disadvantage is that the tuition is too expensive.When Fang Yunwan first returned to Yucheng, he didn’t even have a serious job. He relied on receiving some design drafts from the Internet, and he was hungry and full. In fact, he tried to transfer An’an to a house closer to his rented house, and the fee was also low. Some Kindergarten ideas.

But An An likes this place very much, every day when he came to pick him up, he would happily point out to Fang Yunwan: Dad took him to that store to eat noodles, and Dad bought him cakes from that store.The road at the entrance of the kindergarten is full of traces of An An and Bai Ming walking together.Fang Yunwan didn't want to live in Bai Ming's house. Taking An An to his rented place was already wronging the child. He really couldn't bear to cut off the last link between the child and Bai Ming.

The classroom was empty. The teacher sat on the wooden floor and accompanied An An to build blocks. When she saw Fang Yunwan coming, she gently told An An: "An An, do you see who is here?"

An An turned to look at the door.The little guy probably cried a lot, his nose and eyes were red, seeing the person who picked him up now, he didn't jump over happily like other kids, just pouted and looked at Fang Yunwan, big big His eyes were obviously filled with grievances, but he was sensible and did not dare to cry loudly.

Fang Yunwan walked over and hugged the little guy's soft body: "I'm sorry, An An, uncle has something to do today, and he is late, can you forgive uncle?"

An An let go of the toy in her hand, wrapped her short arms around Fang Yunwan's neck, and let out a muffled "hmm".

Fang Yunwan got up with the child in his arms and thanked the teacher.The teacher rubbed An An's hair, and looked at the child lying in Fang Yunwan's arms with pity: "An An is in a special situation and we can take care of him, so we will take care of him more."

After bidding farewell to the teacher, Fang Yunwan went downstairs with An An in his arms.Jiang Xiu had just been ill and was so weak that he didn't dare to run behind Fang Yunwan. He stood at the school gate and waited.

The chat between the two of them on the way here was not pleasant. Fang Yunwan pretended not to see that Jiang Xiu was leaving, but the little guy in his arms was with his elbows facing outwards. He was lying on Fang Yunwan's shoulders, saw Jiang Xiu sharply, and shouted crisply. Said: "Look, uncle, it's that Uncle Candy from that day!"

Jiang Xiu glanced at the collapsed Fang Yunwan with a smile on his face, and pointed to a black car parked at the school gate: "It's so late, you should be hungry if you're not hungry, let's have something to eat together?"

The author says:

Going through the plot, this chapter is a healthy revision-next update, Sunday, right?