Hollow wind

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Because I still love you.

"Yunwan, you go out first." Jiang Xiu's reaction was unusually calm, and he even sat up with support, and gave him the coat that Fang Yunwan had put aside, signaling him to get dressed and not catch a cold.

Putting on clothes in a hurry and walking out of the bedroom, Fang Yunwan's mind was still blank.He really couldn't explain it, he helped Xu Luyao take care of Jiang Xiu, took care of Jiang Xiu, and took care of Jiang Xiu's bed.

He put himself in the shoes and thought about it, if he saw this scene when he and Jiang Xiu were still together, there would be a riot on the spot.

But at this moment, he was standing safely in the living room, and there was no quarrel coming from the bedroom.

Xu Luyao didn't make any noise.

Fang Yunwan had to admit that Xu Luyao, who was tolerant and magnanimous, won another game.

There is a huge floor-to-ceiling window in the living room, the sky has completely darkened, and outside the floor-to-ceiling window is the brightly lit Ningyuan City.The street was full of traffic and neon lights were flashing, but the bustle outside the window could not be reflected in Fang Yunwan's eyes.

Every minute of waiting is long.After an unknown amount of time, Xu Luyao finally opened the door and came out. His face was also showing fatigue, and his pair of smoky peach blossom eyes became even more blurred.

He should indeed be physically and mentally exhausted. For Jiang Xiu, he traveled from Yucheng to Ningyuan, and rushed to the hotel without any delay, but what he saw was Jiang Xiu and his old love sleeping together.

Fang Yunwan tried to explain to Xu Luyao: "He has a high fever and feels cold all over. I have already turned the air conditioner to the highest level and asked the waiter to add a quilt. The situation has not improved, so I tried to help him keep warm."

These words are very similar to the cover-up explanations in the bloody TV series. Even Fang Yunwan himself can't accept this ridiculous rhetoric, but what he said is true.

If it is not cheating to conceal one's guilt.

But contrary to Fang Yunwan's expectation, Xu Luyao did not lose his temper at him.He just walked over and comforted Fang Yunwan gently: "Don't worry too much, it's because he hasn't rested much this week, he's too tired, and his body reacts with stress to get a fever. But the temperature is a bit high now, He didn't want to go to the hospital, so I gave him some antipyretics first. But antipyretics will irritate the stomach to some extent, so you should watch him more."

As he said that, he handed the two bags of medicine in his hand to Fang Yunwan: "When the bag of medicine hanging now is finished dripping, give him this bag of light yellow, and finally this bag. By the way, try to let him drink as much as possible." If he eats something, he will feel better when he is on antipyretics, but he may not be able to take it."

The calmer Xu Luyao was, the more guilty Fang Yunwan felt.

He didn't go to accept the medicine that Xu Lu Yao handed over, but asked cautiously: "Aren't you going to stay and take care of him?"

Xu Luyao smiled and shook his head: "I still have things to do, but I also live in this hotel, just downstairs from yours. If you need anything, you can come to me anytime." He gently put the two bags of medicine in his hand on the coffee table, Xiang Fang Yunwan repeated his room number again, and yawned lightly: "I've been in the car for a long time, I'm really sleepy, Jiang Xiu will leave it to you." After finishing speaking, regardless of Fang Yunwan's persuasion , Push the door and leave.

Xu Luyao's attitude was too gentle, but he left too decisively, Fang Yunwan couldn't tell for a while, whether he was angry or not?In the bedroom just now, did Jiang Xiu succeed in comforting him?

Not knowing whether he was waiting for him or Xu Luyao, Jiang Xiu was awake when Fang Yunwan opened the door and entered the bedroom again.The floor lamp beside the bed was transformed into an infusion stand by Xu Luyao, and the infusion tube pulled out of the medicine bag hung brightly in mid-air, extending to the back of Jiang Xiu's pale hand.

In the bedroom, only the floor lamp by the bed was lit.

Jiang Xiu was sitting on the head of the bed, half of his body was covered with light, and half of his body was sunk in darkness.Under the high fever, he was a little weak, and he waved at Fang Yunwan feebly, asking him to come closer, before asking him, "Xu Luyao left?"

"Well." Fang Yunwan was afraid that Jiang Xiu's thinking about this matter would affect his rest, so he only mentioned vaguely, "He was too tired from rushing here from Yucheng, so he went to rest first. I think he is a reasonable person. I will find time to explain it to him tomorrow, and he will definitely listen, don't worry, get well first."

Seeing Fang Yunwan's eagerness to comfort him, Jiang Xiu evoked a pale and soft smile.He leaned forward, stretched out the hand that didn't get the needle, took Fang Yunwan's hand, and said helplessly: "It's okay, let him go. It's you, with heavy dark circles under your eyes, go to sleep for a while, I'm not sleepy and I can look at the needle by myself."

It was still like this, Jiang Xiu put Fang Yunwan first in everything, even when he was sick, he had to worry about whether Fang Yunwan was tired or not.

However, Fang Yunwan should not be the person he should put on the top of his heart.Obviously the person next to him is Xu Luyao, what name can he use to protect him meticulously in the palm of his hand?

It's really best not to meet old lovers, otherwise, there will be more troubles of cutting and messing up.

Fang Yunwan gently broke away from Jiang Xiu, and took a step back: "Go to sleep, I'll wait until the needle is pulled out for you."

"Then you come up and lie down with me for a while."

The bed provided by the hotel was very wide, and Jiang Xiu was thin, with a long and thin bed leaning against one side, leaving most of the room free.The bedding and quilt on that half of the bed were slightly messy, obviously traces of being slept on.

Fang Yunwan knew that the person who slept on it was himself.

In the gentle night, Jiang Xiu's pale and handsome face was like a vortex lurking in an undercurrent, and if he took another step, he would be sucked into the torrent.

He knew that there was always a thin stream in his heart, and every stone in the stream was engraved with Jiang Xiu's name.Years of separation did not dry up the stream, but the reunion was a sudden rainstorm in the blue sky and white clouds, which made it flood and burst the embankment. Since then, the names engraved on every stone have become more and more vivid.

Taking another step back, he said, "You have a good rest, I'm in the living room, call me if you need something."

Fang Yunwan turned around and wanted to get out of the bedroom, but he couldn't.Jiang Xiu leaned forward and clasped his wrist with his hand: "Yunwan, do you want to run away?" Jiang Xiu's voice was low and hoarse, but it was like a bolt of lightning flashing across the dark cloudy sky, and the thunder blasted Fang Yun Humming in the ears at night.

Amidst the buzzing, Jiang Xiu's voice was still low and clear: "My patience is limited, and my time is limited, so I don't want to wait for you anymore. You obviously can't let go of the past, why are you still refusing to admit it? Why do you think you can just hide? Will everything be fine once you wake up?"

"You have been hiding outside for five years, and you finally met me again?" Jiang Xiu sat up straight, staring at Fang Yunwan with ebony eyes, and sighed faintly, "You are destined You can't escape what you should have."

Is it really impossible to escape?Or trapped by a Five Fingers Mountain?

Fang Yunwan didn't turn around to look at Jiang Xiu, nor was he angry, but calmly retorted him: "Jiang Xiu, be reasonable, can I escape? It's clear that you are following closely every step of the way."

He paused, and then he spoke with reason: "It was you who repeatedly took advantage of me to pick An An up in a hurry, and intervened in my life with An An. Facing you. You are the big leader of the group, and I am just a small employee of Songwen. If it was not arranged by you intentionally or unintentionally, how could there be so many intersections in our work and life?"

There was a faint smile on Jiang Xiu's face. It just so happened that he also had a list of facts that he could tell Fang Yunwan.

"You are right. These are all my bad intentions. But after I got drunk, was it you who took the initiative to stay and take care of me? When I was in the hospital, was it you who secretly inquired about the news with my aunt every day? What happened to the South Lake plot?" In the evening, during the rest time, it was you who quietly ran upstairs to see me?"

Jiang Xiu slowed down, tilted his head and coughed muffledly for a while, and his voice was as low as a sigh: "Yunwan, you have left a gap in your heart, and I can get in with a light pry, can't you?"

Fang Yunwan didn't feel embarrassed when the aches and pains hidden in his heart were revealed, but relieved.

He admitted that Jiang Xiu's place in his heart had always been reserved.

The injury five years ago was real, but apart from that, it was also true that Jiang Xiu was kind to him.

But so what?They had already hurt Bai Ming five years ago, would they want to hurt Xu Luyao again five years later because of their broken old relationship?

Fang Yunwan finally turned around, met Shang Jiangxiu's gaze, and said with a slight anger in his tone, "Whether there is a gap in my heart or not, you already have Xu Luyao by your side, why do you want to provoke me? You have been alone for too long, do you have to get together with your new and old lovers to be happy?"

Jiang Xiu coughed softly: "Who said you are an old love?"

What does it matter between him and Xu Luyao who is the new love and who is the old love?Fang Yunwan ignored Jiang Xiu and took a deep breath: "After the New Year's holiday, I will resign from Songwen and transfer An'an from Jinqiao Kindergarten. Don't ask me where I am going."

"Are you leaving again?"

Jiang Xiu's complexion was white, and he stared at Fang Yunwan closely.Fang Yunwan nodded without avoiding his gaze.

"Is it because of Xu Luyao?"

"No."

"What's that for?"

"Because..." Fang Yunwan retorted subconsciously, but hesitated when the words came to his lips.

Because of that thing that he has understood since he met Xu Luyao, but he has been unwilling to admit it in his heart——

There was a pile of dead ashes in his heart that had long since rekindled.Before Xu Luyao smashed through his ambiguous feelings towards Jiang Xiu today, he was lucky enough to think that it was a dumb fire that could still deceive himself and others, but he never thought that if he was not careful, it would blaze before others .

He never thought of reconciling with Jiang Xiu, he never thought of forgiving Jiang Xiu.

He also has no way to completely not love Jiang Xiu.

Since you can't control yourself, then simply go away and stop thinking about it.In fact, he should have left a long time ago, but he made a lot of excuses for himself to stay for a while.

For example, Jiang Xiu was sick at that time, for example, An An liked the food cooked by Jiang Xiu's aunt, for example, the accident in Zhaoyang Real Estate was a troubled time...

So far, it is inevitable.

Fang Yunwan was calm and frank: "Because I still love you."

"What?" This was a tacit matter, Jiang Xiu just didn't expect Fang Yunwan to say it so openly.Unbelievable doubts flashed across his pale face. After a while, he realized that he had heard correctly, and asked, "Then, if you have any concerns, tell me."

Jiang Xiu held Fang Yunwan's hand tightly, and his tone was a little eager.Maybe it was because he was too nervous, or because his expectant eyes were too dark, Fang Yunwan felt that Jiang Xiu's face was a little paler.

There was a flame burning in Jiang Xiu's eyes, burning relentlessly.

The fire was too big and too hot, and Fang Yunwan's throat was so dry and astringent that he couldn't open his mouth for a long time.

Not wanting to look into his eyes anymore, Fang Yunwan turned his back.Jiang Xiu's wrist was still being pulled, and Jiang Xiu's palm was so hot that he could melt him away.He was a little helpless: "Don't you know what to do?"

Jiang Xiu asked knowingly, "Is it because of Xu Luyao?"

While observing Fang Yunwan's expression, he explained: "Have you misunderstood something all this time? Come here, let's explain everything clearly, okay?"

Fang Yunwan only thought that this sounded ridiculous. Jiang Xiu's words were exactly the same as the tone he had just explained to Xu Luyao, like the absurd lines in the bloody TV series.

He shook off Jiang Xiu's hand, smiled wryly and shook his head: "Really, forget it."

All the ties were broken, probably because he was not reconciled to the fact that he and Jiang Xiu didn't say goodbye five years ago.

And now, whether you love it or not, it's time to say goodbye.

But Fang Yunwan still couldn't turn around and look Jiang Xiu straight in the eyes, so he could only cowardly turn his back to him, and said softly, "Jiang Xiu, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. ?”

They seem to be two speeding trains, both want to escape from where they came from and reach their destination quickly.But they run in opposite directions. One faces the rising sun in the east, thinking that everything can be reborn in the warmth of spring, and everything can start again. The other faces the sunset in the west, sighing that dusk will come and dark night will come, and everything should be completely over.

The long friendship has never been broken, but they each chose a way to face it.

The hand that was thrown away by Fang Yunwan no longer reached out to hold him reluctantly.

Therefore, Jiang Xiu also accepted this ending.

Obviously he got what he wanted, but Fang Yunwan felt as if his heart was pulled down by that hand, and suddenly fell into heavy pain, followed by a boundless loss.

He forced himself to be calm: "Then, I'll go out first."

"Yun Wan..." Jiang Xiu's breath was unsteady and his voice was weak, "Go out and ask Xu Luyao to come up..."

The author says:

The goal of repairing has been achieved, and the jealous Xiaofang wakes up;

From now on, Dr. Xu, the tool man, can be a doctor seriously;

Oh yes, see you next Thursday;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!