Hollow wind

past

The person closest to you is the most accurate and ruthless when stabbing a knife.

In an unfamiliar environment, it is difficult for an insecure child to fall asleep at ease.

Even though An Anzao yelled that she was sleepy and really lay down in bed, she still had to toss and turn a corner of Fang Yunwan's clothes for a long time before she could fall asleep peacefully.

After finally waiting for An'an to fall asleep, Fang Yunwan reheated a small half bowl of hangover soup on the table, and brought it to Jiang Xiu's bedroom.

In the bedroom, there was only a lamp on the bedside, and half of the room was bright and half of the room was dark. Jiang Xiuqiang leaned on the soft pillow at the head of the bed, coughing intermittently, as if he was waiting for Fang Yunwan on purpose.He changed into gray home clothes. He probably took a shower secretly while Fang Yunwan wasn't paying attention, and he was too uncomfortable to dry his hair. His half-wet hair condensed into strands, and a few strands hung down to cover his eyebrows and eyes. .

Compared with Mr. Jiang, who usually kills and cuts decisively, Jiang Xiu, who has been soaked in water vapor, looks much gentler.Fang Yunwan hadn't seen Jiang Xiu like this for a long time. He was so soft and fragile that it made people unconsciously take off the protective armor in their hearts, wanting to lean over and hug him.

Looking at Jiang Xiu with soft brows and eyes under the warm yellow light, Fang Yunwan thought to himself, if he is really as innocent and harmless as he looks at this time, how did they come to this point?

Handing the hangover soup to Jiang Xiu, Fang Yunwan specially instructed: "Drink it slowly, if you can't drink it, don't force it." After Jiang Xiu took the bowl, Fang Yunwan picked up a towel beside the bed and started to drink. Gently brushing his hair.

After the reunion, there were many indifference and harshness between the two, or swords were on the verge of breaking out. Such a silent warmth was so rare that no one was willing to break it.

Fang Yunwan is very familiar with this bedroom, Jiang Xiu's habit has not changed over the years, even the hair dryer is still in the same drawer.He reached out and touched Jiang Xiu's hair, and felt that the moisture was almost absorbed, so he went to fetch the hair dryer.

The bedroom was quickly filled with the sound of the hairdryer.

Even though it was a noisy and piercing sound, Jiang Xiu felt that his heart was warmed and full by the hot wind engulfed by this annoying sound.Holding the bowl that Fang Yunwan handed over in his hand, he sipped the bitter soup in the bowl, and even drank most of the small bowl of hangover soup that Fang Yunwan had served, but he didn't feel any serious nausea.

Before he knew it, his hair was blown dry, and the hangover soup was finished.

Fang Yunwan put away the hair dryer and the small bowl in Jiang Xiu's hand, and stuffed something warm into his arms.

Jiang Xiu lowered his head and couldn't help laughing. The hot water bottle with a smiling face in the shape of a sunflower in his arms was bought by Fang Yunwan in the past. It was bright and lively, and it was incompatible with the dark and cold style of his bedroom.Just like Fang Yunwan, the bright and vivid light shines into his life, like a sword cutting through all the lifeless darkness, making him want to live well from the bottom of his heart.

This is the third time since the reunion to see Jiang Xiu sick. After all, Fang Yunwan can't be indifferent. After hesitating for a while, he still cared: "If you are sick, drink less alcohol, and take more with you when you have social gatherings." Go to a few people who can hold back the wine, don't carry it by yourself."

"I haven't had a drink for a long time."

Jiang Xiu turned his head and coughed twice, his voice was low and slow: "That year when you celebrated your birthday, I just posted those photos when I was unconscious because I got drunk because I was angry with you."

Fang Yunwan stopped walking towards the door, and Jiang Xiu's hoarse voice continued to ring out behind him.

"When I woke up the next day, I couldn't remember what I had done, because I was still angry with you, and I boarded the flight without saying hello to you. I didn't know what happened until I returned home, and I was in a hurry to go If I look for you, I can't find you anymore."

Of course Jiang Xiu couldn't find Fang Yunwan.

In fact, at that time, no one could find Fang Yunwan.

The incident happened on Fang Yunwan's first day when he was 23 years old.During that time, Fang Yunwan and Bai Ming often soaked together day and night, because they had to prepare a lot of materials because they specially recommended designers for the Blue Label Architectural Design Competition, and they left Jiang Xiu in the cold without realizing it.

Speaking of which, Jiang Xiu is not such a stingy person. It would be fine if Fang Yunwan stayed with others all day long, but it was Bai Ming, who secretly admired Fang Yunwan when he first entered Yucheng University.

Ever since Jiang Xiu knew Fang Yunwan, he knew how careful he was about Bai Ming. It was so easy to wait until Bai Ming got married and Fang Yunwan gave up, so he was able to sneak in and take Fang Yunwan as his own.Seeing Fang Yunwan and Bai Ming inseparable now, I was naturally unhappy. For this reason, Jiang Xiu and Fang Yunwan had several quarrels.

Jiang Xiu is not a very good-tempered person, but he really has no temper when he meets Fang Yunwan.A week after the cold war between the two, it happened to coincide with Fang Yunwan's birthday, Jiang Xiu booked a beach for Fang Yunwan's birthday celebration, thinking of taking the opportunity to coax Fang Yunwan, build a step down for himself, and take advantage of the situation to reconcile.

In order to make Fang Yunwan happy, Jiang Xiu specially invited many classmates and friends whom Fang Yunwan was acquainted with, and Bai Ming, on the one hand, really had a grudge.

On the other hand, because Bai Ming is a teacher after all, he was worried that his classmates would be uncomfortable, so Jiang Xiu didn't invite him in the end.

But Fang Yunwan was used to being favored and arrogant. Jiang Xiu didn't invite Bai Ming, so he brought him over by himself, and because he continued to be angry with Jiang Xiu, he circled around Bai Ming all night to deliberately anger him.

As a result, Fang Yunwan finally played with firecrackers, which angered Jiang Xiu.

In the early morning of the same day, a netizen named "Qingjiang Yiqu" posted a post on the Yucheng University forum. In the post, there were several photos of Fang Yunwan and Bai Ming going in and out of the hotel late at night, and also posted a link to an off-campus forum.The link is an unfinished manga series, roughly about a student who has a crush on his teacher.The comics were posted together with the pictures, which seemed to vaguely guide the students who eat melons to think.

Without much effort, the students picked out the group of unfinished cartoons. The author is Fang Yunwan, one of the protagonists in the photos. Soon after, students matched the plots in the cartoons with Bai Ming, and they really could Correspondence one by one.

Even the time when the manga was last updated seems to be a mystery, it was the night before Bai Ming's wedding.

The matter simmered for two days. When Bai Ming's wife showed up with a big belly and accused Fang Yunwan of trying to marry her and Bai Ming, everyone lost control of their emotions.Fang Yunwan's dormitory kept receiving packages thrown at the door by angry classmates, including dolls soaked in the blood of small animals.Fang Yunwan's roommate was overwhelmed by the disturbance and finally kicked him out of the dormitory.Fang Yunwan had nowhere to go, hid in a small hotel near the school, and began to receive calls swearing at him sternly.

For a moment, Fang Yunwan was like a mouse crossing the street.

Fang Yunwan repeatedly read the first post on the forum.He is very familiar with the ID of the poster "Qingjiang Yiqu" - that is Jiang Xiu's account.

They met at an event where the Songwen Group donated a laboratory to Yucheng University. At first they thought it was just a one-sided relationship. Later, Jiang Xiu used the ID of "Qingjiang Yiqu" to reply to Fang Yunwan's posts frequently in the forum, and even tried to find him. After reading the comics serialized by Fang Yunwan, he gradually integrated into Fang Yunwan's life as a friend.

The online world is illusory, and an ID can't explain anything.

At first, Fang Yunwan didn't believe that Jiang Xiu would break up with him in such a way, but from that day on, he couldn't contact Jiang Xiu. He avoided the crowd and went to Jiang Xiu's house, but he didn't see anyone. All I saw were countless photos of him and Bai Ming spread out on the desk.

The comics were drawn by Jiang Xiu watching him, and the photos were taken by Jiang Xiu. Even if the post was not posted by Jiang Xiu himself, it must be inextricably related to him.

Sure enough, the person closest to you stabs the knife the most accurately and ruthlessly.

Later, he was removed from the nomination of special recommended designers by the blue label competition, suspended from Yucheng University, kicked out of the house by his parents, and huddled in the bridge hole in Jingcheng winter to avoid the wind and snow...

In the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers, when he was in pain and wanted to die, Fang Yunwan never went to Jiang Xiu again.

Those days were very dark, and even now, Fang Yunwan couldn't tell how he got out alone.

He used to have the most harmonious and warm family. He used to be the best student in the Department of Architecture of Yucheng University.

He really didn't know how to face Jiang Xiu. This man gave him the most meticulous care, his most peaceful tolerance, and finally gave him the most fatal blow.

Recalling the past, Fang Yunwan took a deep breath and turned around: "I used to think that you took such good care of me, I would not be able to live without you. But you see, I am still alive, even There is still energy to support An An."

"So, Jiang Xiu." Fang Yunwan smiled at Jiang Xiu, "There is really no one in this world who can't live without leaving. So many years have passed, and we should all have a new life .”

"No, there is no past!"

"It's over." Fang Yunwan's face was calm, "Really, I don't hate you anymore, and I don't love you anymore."

Jiang Xiu lifted the quilt and got out of bed, wrapping his arms around Fang Yunwan's shoulders.In his memory, Fang Yunwan looked like a thin young man, like a white sheep, snow-white and soft, but now his little lamb has grown horns, and can already win people's hearts with sharpness wrapped in softness and gentleness. poke a hole.

The wind pierced through the hole in the heart, it was cold and painful, but the instigator was still docile and innocent.

What should we do with him?

Jiang Xiu brushed Fang Yunwan's cheeks with cold fingers, his fingers were so cold, but his voice was like a hot spring, flowing and warm: "Since it's all over, don't cry."

It wasn't until Jiang Xiu wiped his tears with his fingertips that Fang Yunwan realized that at some point, he actually cried.

Tears have a habit, and I can't say why I cry, but Fang Yunwan couldn't stop the tears for a while.He felt ashamed, and couldn't stop his tears, so he had no choice but to squeeze his mouth to prevent the choking sound from overflowing, and turned around to escape Jiang Xiu's sight.

"Yun Wan."

Jiang Xiu refused to let him go, so he held Fang Yunwan's arm, taking advantage of his unsteady mind as he ran away, and pulled him into his arms.

The person who had just bathed had the herbaceous aroma of shower gel that Fang Yunwan was familiar with, and he felt a hand wrapping around the back of his head, gently pushing his head to a pair of thin shoulders.He is like a ship with no purpose, sailing into the harbor, taking advantage of the ambiguous night and no one around, he has the laziness to dock and temporarily sink.

He had encountered a storm here before, although the embarrassment of breaking the mast was vivid, but maybe because he was too familiar with this place, or because he was really too tired, he even indulged himself for a while.

Jiang Xiu put his arms around Fang Yunwan, patted his back, and said hoarsely, "It's okay, don't cry."

Hearing Jiang Xiu's gentle voice, Fang Yunwan felt even more aggrieved, and buried his voice on his shoulder: "Jiang Xiu, how could you do this to me?"

How can you do this to me?Those unspeakable throbbing hidden in the depths of his heart, those feelings that fell into mud and did not need to be questioned, it was because of trust that he was willing to tell him these shady things, but he exposed them nakedly to him without mercy. In full view.

The sun is shining brightly and brightly, only Fang Yunwan will never recover from this.

Jiang Xiu was speechless and could only apologize repeatedly in a pale and dull manner.Later, about Jiang Xiu also felt that the apology was too feeble, so his voice gradually dropped.

The two stood hugging each other for an unknown amount of time, Jiang Xiu's body swayed suddenly, Fang Yunwan felt the chest he was leaning on tremble, and Jiang Xiu's violent coughing and panting could be heard next to his ears, and then a weight suddenly fell on him Come.He hurriedly opened his eyes, only to see that Jiang Xiu's face and lips were appallingly pale, his eyes were half closed, his body leaned forward, and fell on top of him.

"Jiang Xiu?"

Hearing Fang Yunwan's voice, Jiang Xiu suddenly opened his eyes like a conditioned reflex.

There was no spirit in his eyes, as dim as a decayed old tree.Fang Yunwan suspected that Jiang Xiu had lost consciousness at all, but he still raised his hand, patted Fang Yunwan's back, and comforted him in between violent coughs: "It's okay... hurt you..."

The author says:

The story of Xiuxiu and Xiaofang tells us to drink in moderation!A small drink is a pleasure, but drinking too much hurts the body and hurts the feelings!

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