After being reborn, she was pregnant with the cub of the late emperor

Regret

wrong step wrong step

Song Yun watched Luo Dai's expression change from shock to doubt, and then to deep pain.

He slumped on the ground, hugging his knees tightly with his hands, shrinking himself into the smallest ball possible.

"Impossible... Impossible..." Luo Dai's whole body trembled, his teeth chattered, his eyes turned wildly, and fell on the child in Su Mingzhu's embrace, and then on the cradle, his dim eyes suddenly lit up, "You Lie to me! The whole world knows that you gave birth to Qi Yin's son! How could you be a man! Why do you compare me to me? If I could have a son, would I still be in this situation!"

Yes!Offspring, everything was wrong because he couldn't give birth to offspring for Xu Jisheng!Luo Dai's eyes were resentful, he struggled to get up, bent his hands into the shape of eagle claws and rushed towards Su Mingzhu, Song Yun protected him behind him in time, Pei Jili kicked Luo Dai away, frowned and said: "If you think it's too easy More, more is to let you taste the taste of living but not dying."

Song Yun watched Luodai roll to the corner, buried his head in his palm in pain, perhaps stimulated by the bumpy scar on his face, he began to scratch his cheek vigorously, soon the stool was stained with blood, tears mixed with flesh and blood, it looked extremely terrifying.

Su Mingzhu subconsciously covered her daughter's swaddle, but the next moment she remembered that the child was invisible, her eyes began to turn sour.

Song Yun had seen Luo Dai's appearance before he was disfigured. It was not a heavenly appearance but it was similar. His facial features were well-developed, and there was hostility and hatred between his brows, which made him have a feminine and incomplete beauty, making him unforgettable at first sight.

And for Luodai himself, this kind of incompleteness is as difficult as snakes, rats and ants gnawing on the internal organs.Under the gorgeous exterior, the inside has begun to fester.Dead and dead, the whole person no longer exists, only the evil spirits wandering in the dark abyss.

But even so, he still felt that it was his fault.It's wrong to be born a man.

Song Yun glanced at Luo Dai and Su Mingzhu, they were more or less too easy to blame themselves.

Actually, it wasn't their fault at all.If there is a mistake, it means that they met the wrong person.

Let Luo Dai cry until he lost his strength, Song Yun said: "Whether you believe it or not, the fact is like this. I am a man, and Qi Yin is a man, but this does not prevent me and him from being of one mind and mutual cooperation." Xu Zhongzhong. You are a man, Xu Ji is a man, but he can't do it to you. Are you not good enough?"

Luo Dai shrank in the corner, unable to speak, only trembling.

"You come from a good background, and you won the first prize. If you are not good, there will be very few good people in the world." Song Yun said, "But in the world, right and wrong are not always judged on the basis of good and bad. There are so many good people and things in the world, Who can take it all? You have to be willing to choose.”

Song Yun spoke in a calm tone, eloquently——

"You came to Yan Country alone to seek medical treatment, and Xu Ji followed. Does he care about you? Of course he does."

Hearing this, Luo Dai raised his head, his eyes were clear and clean on his bloody face.

"But this kind of concern is within the range that he can afford." Song Yun changed the subject, "You can be alone without any scruples, but when he chases you, you still have to guard the border to protect his own safety. At the same time, we have to keep an eye on domestic news. In fact, when we met for the first time, he could take you away and find a doctor in the future, but he chose to go to Minzhou with us. I really can’t wait to see it. Can you be cured? I'm afraid not. Minzhou's smallpox rises very quickly, and it's very difficult to deal with. He has planned it for a long time. And you know it too."

Seeing Luo Dai's eyes wandering, Song Yun knew that he had guessed right: "But I still don't understand one thing. At that time in Minzhou, you deliberately wanted to spread smallpox to me, of course it was Xu Ji's instigation. But don't you I don’t know if it’s very likely to lose your own life? If you are really willing to give up your life for him, how can you have the heart to seek medical treatment?”

Song Yun stared and asked: "At that time, what were you still plotting?"

Speaking of this, Luo Dai's eyes were so sad that he couldn't get rid of it. He opened his mouth and didn't know whether to cry or laugh. Big joke... yes. At that time, I wanted to kill you not only to disturb the hearts of Minzhou people, but also because I needed your body - a beautiful, healthy body that can give birth to offspring... It turned out to be a fake Yes. Even if you changed your body back then, the ending would still be the same..."

Luo Dai leaned his head against the wall, as if in a lifetime: "Perhaps, since falling in love with him, it is destined to end like this."

Only then did Song Yun fully understand it—since Qi Yin knew the ancient method of borrowing the body to rebirth, it's not surprising that Xu Ji knew about it.He wanted Luo Dai to use Song Yun's body instead.

But Qi Yin had to use such a dangerous method because the celestial phenomena were unfavorable to the owner and he had to avoid danger, and there was not much success in advance.

Luo Dai is still alive, but Xu Ji would rather take the risk of killing him, and want him to change into a woman's body.

Laudai also agreed.

Crazy, these two people are crazy.

Song Yun, who was inexplicably involved in their crazy plan, felt scared.

It can't be said that Xu Ji doesn't love Luo Dai, they had a close time when they read together as classmates, and even the characters on their faces matched each other very well. Yun Min Wen Xiu, it sounds like they should be together.

But in the end they can't be together, this kind of love is sick and destined to be fruitless.

Even if Luo Dai's male identity is put aside, even if he can justifiably become Xu Ji's queen and enter the harem, there will still be new obstacles between them-how could the suspicious emperor not suspect that the queen's relatives from a family would interfere in politics?If there is no legitimate son, will someone else borrow a son to take over?Even if he gave birth to a legitimate son, for Xu Ji, would it be more joyful to be a father, or would he be more worried about the son usurping the father's power?

Luo Dai just happened to encounter an obstacle that he couldn't get through, so he could imagine that everything would be fine if it wasn't for the man.

But actually it won't.

Xu Ji loves him, but he loves the imperial power more and loves himself more.

In contrast, Qi Yin is really cute——

No, Xu Ji is not worthy of being compared with Qi Yin at all.

Song Yun looked at the old and new scars on Luo Dai's face, still couldn't bear it, and said to Pei Jili: "Send him back, use good medicine..."

Luo Dai suddenly hugged Song Yun's leg, "You killed me! Killed me!"

Song Yun leaned over and opened his skinny arm without much effort: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Luo Dai stared at him steadfastly, Song Yun's eyes never evaded, his eyes were compassionate and calm, as if he could see through all the crimes, and then justly punished him while forgiving and purifying him.

Luo Dai didn't dare to look at such eyes for a long time, so he turned to Su Mingzhu who was already stunned: "You killed me! Avenge your sister!"

Su Mingzhu was stunned and almost couldn't hold the child: "My sister...you know my sister..."

Seeing that her expression was moved, Luo Dai said urgently: "Of course I know! Back then, Kang Guo thought she was the blood of the previous dynasty, sent people to assassinate her, and drowned her in the pond... Don't you hate the people of Kang Guo! Kill me! Then you can avenge your sister!"

Luo Dai's expression was agitated, and his voice was trembling. He had completely lost the will to survive at this time, and he bewitched Su Mingzhu to kill him for revenge in order to seek relief.

Su Mingzhu's face turned pale when she heard the words, her hands lost strength, and her swaddling baby fell from her arms.Fortunately, Song Yun hugged the child in time, and was about to speak out to comfort her, but Su Mingzhu cried bitterly: "Sister, I am the one who is sorry for you!"

Song Yun heard that the meaning of the words was wrong, so she asked Pei Jili to take Luo Dai away, settled the child, and asked Su Mingzhu: "Is there something hidden about what happened back then?"

Looking at the daughter who was put in the cradle and sleeping soundly with her "little uncle", Su Mingzhu wiped away her tears, looked up at Song Yun, quickly lowered her head as if fearful, and after a long while finally plucked up the courage to start again. Look at him, at the rouge mole between the eyebrows.

"When I first met Your Highness, I was actually more afraid than surprised." Su Mingzhu said frankly with red and swollen eyes.

Song Yun frowned slightly, thinking quickly: "Your sister's death..."

"Blame me, it's all my fault." Su Mingzhu nodded heavily, "Back then, my sister was obviously on the boat, but she jumped into the water because she saved me, and after she lifted me onto the boat, she couldn't get up again——At that time, Everyone thought she was entangled in water plants, but I didn't know until today that people from Kang Guo killed her."

Song Yun's heart was also heavy when she heard the words: "In the final analysis, I actually killed her. They originally wanted to kill me. She is your sister, and she should be my sister after all. She has a spirit in the sky, even if there is resentment It's my fault, it has nothing to do with you."

Before knowing that the Taifu was actually her biological father, Song Yun never connected Yan Hengmu's death with her own life experience, but now she understands——

Kang Guo knew Ting Shuang's identity, but not completely - back then, Song Yun's biological father also disguised himself as a woman to hide his background - he only knew that Xie Tingshuang and Yan Yun had a deep relationship.

Later, after chasing and killing Ting Shuang, no one was alive or dead, and the blood of the former dynasty became a heart disease for Emperor Kang.

Later, Yan Yunshen, who was not yet married, suddenly adopted a daughter who was said to be one of her sister's twins, but the two sisters were not alike.Kang Guo then determined that Yan Hengmu was actually Tingshuang's daughter, and vowed to eradicate her.

Therefore, Yan Hengmu actually died for Song Yun.

Song Yun thought about this, full of guilt, but then heard Su Mingzhu say: "No, I don't blame His Highness, it was I who harmed my sister."

Su Mingzhu caressed the cradle and looked at her sleeping daughter lovingly: "I always have the same dream these days: I dream that my sister falls into the water, her eyes and ears are filled with cold lake water. She can't see me and can't hear her." I can only sink down slowly... I think, You An may be the reincarnation of my sister. Because I never saved my life before, I never heard my daughter call me mother in this life, this is my retribution."

Song Yun was shocked by what Su Mingzhu said, seeing her teary eyes, and didn't know how to speak.

"When my sister helped me get on the boat, I saw that she couldn't get on the boat, but I didn't pull her, no." Su Mingzhu closed her eyes, "I have always envied and even envied my sister since I was a child. She is clearly the same parent as me. Why can she be the apple of my uncle's eye and be favored by him uniquely? In the capital, when it comes to a lady with both talent and beauty, she is always the first to talk about her. Obviously we should be the same. What she has, maybe it should be me of."

Su Mingzhu was a little choked up, and it was very difficult to frankly face the dark place in her heart.

"I thought at the time, if my sister died, would my uncle choose me to be his daughter? This idea is too silly. But I was full of thoughts at the time, my sister had already enjoyed enough praise and preferential treatment, and it was time for me It's gone." Su Mingzhu looked at Song Yun with red and swollen eyes, "So, I didn't call for help, I watched my sister sink into the bottom of the water, and watched my own sister die in front of me. What a vicious person can do such a damn thing ?Looking at my sister's cold body, I regretted it, but it was useless. My sister couldn't come back. Even if I saw His Highness later, I tried to do my best to His Highness and try to make up for my sister. My own sister is dead, and I have no more sisters."

Su Mingzhu cried so much that she almost passed out, Song Yun didn't know how to comfort her, and Luo Fu was not there, so she could only watch Liu Mama take her and the princess back to Fengyi Palace with difficulty.

Back then, was it like this?

Song Yun was a little dazed. In his impression, Su Mingzhu had always been a calm and generous person, especially tolerant and generous.Did she also have a lifelong irreparable regret caused by jealousy?

Song Yun leaned on the window sill and looked up at the bright moon in the sky.On the road of life, if one step is wrong, every step will be wrong.Luo Dai is like this, Su Mingzhu is like this.Song Yun was ignorant in her previous life, but fortunately God gave her a chance to do it all over again.

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, there was supposed to be a happy reunion, but suddenly a layer of haze was cast over because of the unraveling of the past.

Su Mingzhu can still cry and confess to Song Yun. Song Yun is full of thoughts, but she doesn't know who to tell.Qi Yin is not here, and even Luo Fu is not there.

Just as he was thinking, Song Yun heard the sound of footsteps approaching hurriedly, and turned his head to look, Luo Fu looked flustered——

"Shen Jie didn't show up in the exam room today! He's gone!"

The author says:

Tomorrow I will be on the clip, the ranking should be very low, in order not to drop, so I will update after 23:[-] tomorrow, my babes——