trace in pocket

The place went.

She looked at the man who was mentioned without saying a word.His gaze lowered slightly, and she couldn't see through his expression.Actually never saw through.I just feel that such a small body has such beautiful facial features.She remembered what her mother said at the time, and it was also because the other party looked so good-looking. Because of her good-looking, and because of her body shape, she was mistaken for a figure for a while.

Such a person is indeed not something that ordinary people can hope for.

She had known this fact for a long time.

The sense of distant distance from earlier was realized at once, Kanako straightened her waist, and instead laughed as if she wanted to, "Hey, it's so fast, I still haven't realized it yet. Hey, do you still need these things?" ? Shall I find something to wrap—"

Yuuji Ninja interrupted her.She had never connected this person with his rumored image before, and she didn't think that the other person was also someone whose family conditions were very different from hers, but at this moment, it was inexplicably, for the first time, she experienced the difference from Renzu Yushi. a feeling of.

"No need. It's easier to hide here than to take it away. I will prepare new ones. These are no longer needed."

"oh, I see."

Maybe they don't need her anymore.So there is no need to force yourself to lower your worth in front of her any more.

In fact, they probably had been accommodating her all along.

It's time to satisfy Kanako, why are you dissatisfied or unhappy?You are just, just temporarily uncomfortable.

She smiled nonchalantly: "Hey, is that so? Then I, um, I'll go to the utility room so that no one will find out....Hey, so Atobe...are you going back now?"

Ninja Yuuji still had that...subtle smile on his face.It's obviously not ugly, and it's not that I hate sarcasm, but it just feels strange and distanced: "Well, I'll leave later. I will trouble Hayakawa and me to play one last scene, come with me Going to Tokyo, the school has to trouble you to make up for the holiday until tomorrow, can I send you back tomorrow morning? After that, I will let people clarify the rumors about our relationship."

When I first asked that question, I actually didn't know what answer I wanted, so when the other party answered, there was an inexplicable sense of "it really is like this" and an indescribable sense of loss.

But no matter what happened to the other party, she didn't have the slightest right to control him.

She exhales.Blinking his eyes, he smiled, "Well, okay, then when shall we leave?"

"If you don't mind, we can leave when Hayakawa is convenient."

"...Well, then I'll be fine soon, just a moment."

Kanako turned around and went back to her room to tidy herself up.He said he was sorting himself out, but he didn't know what he was going to do when he turned around.She just felt that she should be quiet, and it was only then that she realized that the things she was holding in her hands had not been let go, but now...they are useless.

Useless things should be thrown away and replaced.

She too will be quickly forgotten and replaced.No matter whether the other party can change back, no matter what the other party's future is, it has nothing to do with her.

She will soon forget these memories.

And then... then what?

She sat on the bed in a daze, remembering that she had never dared to look at him. ...he will be happy.I'm glad that I can finally get rid of her. After all, he has always shown that he doesn't like her so much... isn't he?

...Yeah, so, he must feel very relaxed.

Kanako got up to wash her face, erased the depressing face in the mirror, and Kanako Hayakawa, who walked in front of the other party again, was no different from before.

She still hid him in her pocket.Autumn is coming slowly, she has already changed into long sleeves, even if she didn't deliberately but still carefully protect the other party in her pocket, the moment she felt the other party's presence, she thought inexplicably: This is probably the last contact. ...so from now on, we will never meet again.

For some reason, her nose was sore, she turned her head and wiped her eyes quietly at the scenery flying outside the car window.

The car was driving, and there were many people, trees, and houses flying past the window.Kanako somehow recalled many things.

She remembered the first time they met.I thought of washing and drying the other party's clothes that were so small.Thinking of the small plates reserved for him every day for cooking, thinking of being disgusted and despised by the other party countless times, and scolded bloody.

A lot of memories turned up, like the waves of the sea rolling over this wave.

In the past, she clearly knew that he would leave one day, but she never thought that she would be so unhappy when he left.

Kanako comforted herself that even if she kept a small pet for so long, she would still feel emotional if she left suddenly, let alone the other party was alone.

But some emotions surged up uncontrollably, and she tried hard to suppress them, not daring to show them.

No more shame, Kanako Hayakawa.

Can no longer be looked down upon.

……

But, if we can never meet each other again, Atobe-kun will feel a little bit, a little bit, reluctant?

……

Running all the way, the arrival time is already late.Shinobu Yushi took her to the guest room and told her to rest here tonight, and as for Keigo Atobe, he would take him away.

But after saying this, seeing her carefully lift him out of her pocket and put him on the table, he didn't urge him to take him away now, but left a sentence of "say goodbye to him", Turn around and go out the door.

He left, she was stunned, seeing him standing there with a calm expression on his face, she also fell silent.

They had seldom been silent before.Because Hayakawa Kanako has always been a very noisy person.

Now Kanako herself doesn't know what to say.

She wanted to say goodbye and take care, but it didn't seem necessary.She also wanted to say that the other party should take good care of herself in the future, but later felt that there were so many people who cared about him, and she was not missing.She still wanted to tell him something, but he stood tall with a deadpan expression on his face, and Kanako peeped at him again and again, but still felt——

Forget it, that's it.

It was an adventure that happened when they went to the wrong station, but now it's just a matter of setting things right.Maybe he thought the same way that he didn't need to explain anything.she told herself so.A few minutes later, Yuji Ninzu reappeared and took him away.

At that moment, the two of them didn't say anything, and didn't look at each other.

Kanako understands that this may be the last sentence, the last meeting.

She also understood that the other party could not be reluctant.

As for why he was silent...probably, it was just because he had nothing to say.

He had always been speechless to her.

So this is the farewell.

She finally rubbed her eyes, sat on the bed, her nose was sore, and she couldn't speak anymore.

……

Goodbye, ten centimeters, arrogant, awkward, uncle A Tubo who doesn't like her.

goodbye.Atobe Keigo.

20 missed calls

From one life to two and then back to one.

She wiped the sweat from her forehead. Last time, she just cleaned up roughly. This time, she sorted out all Keigo Atobe's things and piled them up in the utility room. Only then did she realize that the other party had accumulated so many things without knowing it.

It only takes a few hours to completely clear a person's stuff out of one's life, but it takes so long to admit a person into one's territory.Speaking of which, he really didn't bring anything or take anything away, and left her with these pocket things like dolls and toys.After all, she still took advantage of it.

She smiled inexplicably, stood upright, closed the door and walked out of the room. When she turned around, she realized that the house was much empty.

Na na, when the other party didn't show up before, why didn't I feel that a person was so quiet.

Sure enough, it is difficult to go from extravagance to frugality.

Went into the bathroom, took a shower, came out, answered the phone, Kikuchi Shuichi chatted with her a few words, and invited her to go out to relax.Kanako agreed.

Recently, she lived in a secluded life and seldom interacted with other people. The news that she broke up with Yushi Ninzu gradually spread.The deterrent effect of breaking up is completely incomparable to being together. Others are more happy to hear and hold the idea of ​​"knowing it won't last long", gloating and pointing at her, and there is no one who really does anything else. .

On the contrary, it was a bit of a blessing in disguise, Kanako's sense of presence in the class inexplicably increased, and people greeted her on the road.

Don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.She sat on the sofa and dried her wet long hair, waiting for Kikuchi Shuichi to come and go out with him.

In her heart, Kikuchi Shuichi has always been like a younger brother, and the two of them get along with ease, never blushing because of anything.

Speaking of it, he remembered that he had to tell his mother about Ninzu Yushi later, scratched his face, sighed, put the towel back in the bathroom, and heard the doorbell ring when he came out.

Kikuchi Shuichi is super fast.She exclaimed, welcomed him into the door and asked him to sit for a while, went into the room, changed his clothes, combed his hair, and went out with him.

During this period of time, I was annoyed by someone's affairs, and my life was very simple, and my head occasionally lost data and couldn't respond.After passing the midterm exam with great difficulty, I almost want to thank God for finally surviving.When she was walking side by side with him on the street, she also complained that she was always forgetting things recently, that her memory seemed to be broken and could not be repaired, and she felt like she was about to SHI after the midterm exam.

The other party smiled softly, his brows and eyes calmed down, and Kanako was stunned for a moment.The little slug that followed me before has grown so big, usually