[Wenye] Dazai opened his eyes

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[Day 290]

Today, I didn't drive Chuya away again, nor did I huddle under the quilt all day.

Just like usual, sitting at the desk and approving their respective documents, discussing a sentence or two on a certain issue from time to time.

Was just going to try it out a little, but... what a surprise.

Now that I think about it, the last time we worked together in such a quiet way was almost a year ago, which is really an unexpected long time.

Because I am not unfamiliar with this atmosphere.

All the questions on the document are highlighted and marked by the top cadres in advance. Where there is an opinion, you can get complete information by mentioning two keywords. Even if I utter an onomatopoeia, the middle school can understand the document I have. attitude, and put forward feasible, satisfactory improvement plan.

There is no lag in the middle, this feeling... How should I put it, it actually gave me a strange sense of pleasure.

Yes, although we used to get along in this way before, but this time it was interrupted for nearly a year, so I have long been used to this tacit understanding like colorless and odorless air, and finally I smelled it A touch of sweetness.

No, if this goes on without the other party, won't you become yourself!

I have to think of a way...

[Third and second day]

I thought about many ways, and finally decided on the plan...I always feel that it will lead to a lose-lose ending.

However, if you want to know how much Zhong Ye values ​​me, there is no other more direct and effective way, is there?

The real value will only be revealed after losing it. Although I have indeed left him in the future, but... how does he face this fact...

I shouldn't have thought about these things, or it was because I didn't have to face these problems directly that I had the courage to jump from a height of several hundred meters.

But... who knows, I just want to try it now.

Anyway, now that the decision has been made, if there are no other accidents, it is not in my character to bother about revising the plan.

In short, the plan is very simple, mainly adapting to the situation. Every morning, let someone check the relevant information of people with supernatural powers who have been to Yokohama in the past half a month, and then see if there is any suitable supernatural power to help me complete a game without any problems. Flawless suspended animation will do.

The requirement is that the completed plan can be implemented within one day, from the contact person to the ending, it is really harsh.

But it's not bad, isn't it?

A goal that is difficult to achieve, and completely out of control, it can only be judged by fate.

Let's see if fate will let you and me go, Chuya.

【three hundred and third day】

After making all the plans, all I need to do is wait.

Waiting for the best time in destiny, which may or may not appear.

How long will you wait, one year, two years?I won't be able to wait any longer, and if I don't have the label of leader, I won't be able to implement the plan anymore.

What's more, if I am not the leader and he is not the top cadre, then this kind of temptation is meaningless.

When we were still 'Double Black', we didn't need these things at all. After all, I never doubted Zhongya's feelings for me at that time.

Ah... When I think about that time, I don't know why I feel a little bored. Compared with this, the slug in front of me is too boring.

Fortunately, I will always have a way to make this little guy show a vivid expression~

For example, today I drew a small slug on Chuya's face while he was taking a nap.

Of course, this kind of operation is not recommended for others to imitate. After all, if someone else comes, it is estimated that the pen tip will be crushed by gravity before it touches his face.

As for me?Heh heh, of course I am highly skilled, if it is Chuya, even if I draw an ukiyo-e on his face, he will never wake up~

Well, although the little dwarf was stunned for a long time after he woke up, he still violently tore down my desk, but the problem is not big, after all, that is something that I need to think about tomorrow, and I only have yesterday's person.

【Third and fourth day】

Oh, it's the intact desk, this zero-cost bullying game is so much fun!

In this way, there are many ideas that I could not try at random before, so I can try them. For example, today, I took all the paper in the bathroom before the little boy went to the bathroom.

Well, as expected, the toilet is scrapped~ I will leave the renovation work to Osamu Dazai tomorrow, I hope he will not thank me too much for giving him a chance to change the style of the bathroom~

How did it come out in the end?Of course it is because the owner will lend a helping hand when the good dog sincerely asks for help~

Of course, I must have left precious video data for this memorable time, please pay attention to check it~

Ah, I suddenly feel full of anticipation for tomorrow, Chuya, how many kinds of expressions can people want to show, as long as I imagine it a little, I feel like laughing out loud.

annex:

【The dog breaks down the house.mp4】

[Day 360]

It's been a year~ It's worth commemorating, two months have passed since the beginning of the plan, how should I put it...

No progress yet.

But it doesn't matter, there are still three years left, I always feel that although the conditions are very complicated, the possibility of success is still very high.

Moreover, now, I feel that it doesn’t matter even if it is delayed a little longer. For the past two months, I have been changing tricks to tease slugs every day, which has already made me feel a little addicted~

It’s amazing, obviously when I played the game before, if it took such a long time, I felt a little bit hard to bear, but how to tease Zhongya, I didn’t feel bored at all, even if Zhongya’s reaction every time In fact, they are very much the same, but... I really can't get enough of them!

Probably because I can see those eyes that were originally lifeless, and finally look at me with a little bit of flame.

Even if it is anger, it can turn those eyes into the sea under the setting sun, making people uncontrollably want to approach step by step, and finally blend into it.

Speaking of which, it's been a long time since I've tried diving into the water, so I'll try it if I have the chance.

Oh, by the way, I asked Chuya to make a cake with me this morning.

Yes, please, it’s definitely not an order. Although the little slug rejected me with an indescribable look in his eyes at first, he finally let go after I sincerely asked for help for 5 hours.

So, persistence is meaningful!

in addition!in addition!I also made my dog ​​obediently put on an apron!

Zhongye, who is wearing an apron with an impatient face, is still serious about decorating the cake. According to his own words, it is a world-famous painting worth tens of billions~

At the beginning, that guy planned to use the threat of "wearing them together" to escape. Just kidding, who am I, Dazai Osamu, still afraid of wearing an apron?

If it was a year ago, maybe I would have refused righteously, but now, a year has passed, and I have basically not done the work of the leader, and I always feel young again.

Touching fish is really fun.

In short, the cake is finished. Although the chief’s room became a bit messy due to various reasons, Chuya’s craftsmanship is still very good, and he has not regressed at all~

Or let Zhong Ye prepare the meals in the future.

【Day 730】

It's been two years~ The opportunity to implement the plan has not yet appeared, but I feel that I have become more and more accustomed to this peaceful life.

Teasing the dog every day, approving documents at will, is almost like retirement.

However, even so, the anniversary should be celebrated, such as... drinking the dwarf.

After all, it seems that Chuya hasn't drunk a drop of alcohol since I became the leader. Even if he occasionally went out to socialize, he would only order drinks or lemonade. In the cellar, sit there for a while during the occasional break, and leave after a few glances.

He is obviously a drinker, but he is really... a loyal dog.

But it’s the same for me. I haven’t touched alcohol for so many years. I don’t know if my tongue has been paralyzed by black coffee.

Now that I think about it today, let's get drunk together for a while.

Now Chuya has already gone to get the wine, because I feel that he may be... busy until midnight, today's diary was written a little earlier, as for Chuya's appearance after being drunk...

Since it is too lethal, let me bear it alone~

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In the middle, when Dazai said that he wanted to drink, he was very confused.

"What?"

"I said, would you like to have a few glasses of wine with me?"

Dazai sat on the leader's seat, turning his pen a few times while looking at the document.

"Didn't you buy some good wine some time ago? In addition to the scattered savings from the past two years, it would be too wasteful not to drink."

Saying that, Dazai raised his head and smiled.

"I don't have much to do today. After I finish my work, I'll have a drink or two, and I'll treat it as a relief from fatigue."

"...If you want to drink, drink it yourself."

"No! Drinking by yourself or something sounds miserable."

Dazai, start spitting.

Zhong Ye, unmoved.

"Then go find someone else."

He stood up, and while arranging his clothes, he frowned and looked at Osamu Dazai as he said.

"Say, what's wrong with you today? Why do you keep making unreasonable demands? In the past two years, I thought you would no longer be like a child."

"When a man dies, he is a teenager!"

Dazai put down the pen, raised his hand and said loudly.

"But don't distract from the topic, there really won't be anything going on today, so don't worry about protecting me, come and have a drink with me~"

Looking at Dazai's shining eyes, Chuya was still vigilant, but also a little helpless.

"Is it an order from the leader?"

he asked.

"of course not."

Dazai blinked his eyes as a matter of course, and Guan Guan raised the corners of his mouth.

"This is the leader's request, Chuya."

After finishing speaking, he nodded complacently.

"How about it, are you a little moved?"

No, it just feels like the conspiracy is bigger.

Zhong also sighed.

But Dazai's words have come to this point, and Chuya will not refuse no matter what.

If you make some preparations, indeed, with the current size of the Port Mafia, no one should be able to approach the chief's room.

And, well, Zhong Ye is indeed a bit gluttonous, and it is impossible to say that he is not tempted, otherwise he probably wouldn't be so easily persuaded.

In short, after mobilizing manpower to strengthen the surrounding vigilance, and recalling the black lizard to the guards, Chuya went downstairs to pick a few bottles of good wine from his exclusive wine cellar, and sat across from Dazai.

At this time, the office work that should have been piled up with documents has been cleaned up, and there are only a row of goblets of different sizes on it. Zhong also recognizes that it was a birthday present from sister Hongye when he was 18 years old. .

Not at all interested in asking Dazai where he dug out his things, Nakaya just glared at the man sitting on the seat smiling at him, pushed the trolley with the wine aside, and began to give Dazai Pour wine.

"Don't you even ask me what I want to drink? Incompetent, Mr. Waiter."

Dazai chuckled, watching Nakaya's graceful movements intently.

"I like to drink or not."

Zhong also scolded him, and then opened another bottle for himself.

"Petus? Why don't you give me some, are you reluctant?"

Dazai looked at the wine bottle in Chuya's hand and pretended to complain.

"Well, yes, if you don't cry and beg me, you will never share my treasures with you!"

Nakaya took a sip slowly, enjoying the long-lost aroma of the wine in his mouth, while mercilessly ignoring Dazai's aggrieved look.

"Stingy! And Zhongye's salary is obviously paid by me!"

"If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have no time to drink!"

Zhong also yelled, probably because he was a little angry, and took a sip, then raised his glass, raised it to Osamu Dazai, and smiled a little flamboyantly.

"Since you let me drink it, what happens in the future is at your own risk."

"it is good."

Dazai smiled and clinked glasses with Chuya.

Anyway, he is not the one who is mainly responsible for the consequences. After all, if the house is really to be demolished, the headache will be tomorrow's self.

Originally, he thought so.

So, an hour later, when he was pushed down on the sofa by the red-eyed Nakaya, he was very confused.

"Ch... Zhongye?"

Dazai tentatively yelled twice, but it was obvious that the guy in front of him had completely lost his mind after drinking a whole bottle of red wine, and had no intention of answering at all, so he just kept this posture pressing on him, using Eyes that were a little watery from being slightly drunk stared at him firmly.

That look seemed to swallow Osamu Dazai alive.

Although he was only being pressed by his shoulders and his hands and feet were free, Osamu Dazai had no intention of challenging the □□ Taijutsu master at all. asked calmly.

"Zhongye, you don't really want to kill me with Jiu Zhuang's cowardice, do you? Although I really don't mind too much..."

"To shut up."

Dazai, who was interrupted by Chuya's cold voice, froze for a moment, he didn't expect the drunk Chuya to be so... strong.

Although Chuya, as the top cadre of the Communist Party, is indeed very tough to the outside world, but in front of him Dazai Osamu, he will be somewhat cautious and dare not use his strength, as if he is afraid that he will accidentally step on some pit and run away in time.

Now, drunk slugs probably don't have the brains to think about that.

I always feel that if I continue to talk now, some not-so-good things may happen.

But...wouldn't it be worse if I were to be afraid of mere slugs?

Thus, Dazai started his daily life.

"When will it be the dwarf's turn to give orders to me? Please have a little awareness of your own brain capacity?"

"Dazai."

He also called him softly when he heard it.

Then, before he was about to continue skinning, the person on him suddenly leaned over slowly.

He watched the sharp-edged face getting closer, and he felt the sweet and alcohol-smelling breath blowing gently at the ends of his hair, which made him feel a little itchy.

He watched the blue sea slowly sinking, about to submerge him in it, unable to breathe.

His mind seemed to be bound and he couldn't move, so he could only open his mouth slightly in a daze, and then... looked at him without any reaction and suddenly turned his head.

"……pain!"

Pushing Nakaya away as a conditioned reflex, Dazai sat up, frowned and wiped the side of his neck that had been bitten hard just now, looking at the few drops of red on his fingertips, the corners of his mouth twitched, and his head twitched. A few veins popped out

"So, does Zhongya really degenerate into a dog when he's drunk? You've learned a lot."

He gritted his teeth and said, thinking to bring Chuuya back to his senses, but he didn't want to raise his eyes, he saw that Zhongya was licking his mouth, using the tip of his tongue to smudge the bewitching red on the corner of his lips.

At that moment, Dazai was stunned.

He found that his body seemed to be a little disobedient, his eyes couldn't leave the corner of Chuya's mouth at all, and he even had a feeling of being slowly drawn towards him.

It's like being controlled by gravity.

... a big problem.

Dazai stared fixedly at Chuya's drunken face, and swallowed.

It seems that the situation is a little bit more than expected.

Myself...how could...

Just when Dazai's mind was in a muddy state, Chuya was not idle, he took another sip from the wine glass, hiccupped, and hit Dazai's shoulder with a slap, causing Dazai the pain There was another grin.

"Chuya... I won't pursue the fact that you hurt me, but can you please be gentle with the wounded?"

Dazai closed his eyes pretending to complain, and leaned back on the sofa as if giving up on himself.

"Really, as expected of a slug..."

"Boom..."

Dazai felt the weight of the hairy head on his shoulders, and the words he had managed to organize were crumbled again. He quietly opened one eye, looked at the person who had fallen asleep on his shoulders, pursed his lips, and finally I could only let out a long sigh.

"...Asshole."

Covering the wound on his neck, he took out his phone with his other hand and glanced at the time.

There was more than an hour before zero, and based on his understanding of Zhongye, such a short amount of time was not enough for him to wake up after being drunk.

"It's a good thing I finished writing the diary ahead of time. I'm so prescient."

Dazai laughed a few times as he spoke, but after a while, the corners of his mouth seemed to have no strength to raise it anymore, he just looked at the front with a blank face, and after a long time, in the silence, Another endless murmur wafted out.

"Asshole..."

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【Day 730】

For a while, I didn't know what to write. In short, the good news... I guess it's good news. The previous plan to test Zhongye finally has news.

but……

Do you want to do it?To be honest, I'm starting to hesitate again now.

If it weren't for yesterday's wine, I probably wouldn't feel lost today, and it's my own fault.

There is still... half a month before the deadline.

Allow me... to hesitate a little longer.

【Day 730】

If you're in a bad mood, just have some fun with him, otherwise he'll be worried about me, right?

So—even if I sneak a milk cat into his hat, he will never be angry~

It's really cute, Chuya, obviously it's the gravitational force that crushed the heads of many enemies, but the cat lay on top of his head, as if he didn't know where to put his hands, as if he was afraid that he would accidentally kill him. It's like hurting each other.

Well, it was sealed.

What to do, now I feel more and more shaken, I can probably imagine what kind of expression Zhong will show if I follow the plan, although if I can't see it with my own eyes, I will feel a little suspicious after all, but... …

Really, because of this reason, it is so easy to tear up the soft expression on the other party's face at this moment.

Although it is really worthless to me, but... For this Zhongya, will time not stop at the zero o'clock clock, and will he still need to see the next day with the pain that may be heartbreaking? Chaoyang.

... Ahhh!Damn it, why do I care so much about the little man's feelings!Obviously, I would never have taken these into consideration before!

I always feel that if this continues, the situation will develop to the point where even I can't control myself.

But... how strange...

This time I actually felt that there was nothing wrong with this, obviously I should hate this feeling of being out of control the most.

Zhongye, Zhongye, you really...

It's so annoying!

[Day 740]

Tomorrow is the deadline, and now, I feel miraculously calmed down.

It has already happened once for a person to plan for death.

And this time, amazingly, I started to think about the possibility of giving up the plan and living for another person.

It was like when I was 16, when I was 15.

I thought I had forgotten the throbbing, but I didn't expect it to just hide temporarily, like old wine buried in the ground, and when it was unexpected, it surged up and made me drunk.

But you want me to admit that I lost to Chuya?How can it be!

He must be the one who was tempted before me!It must be so!

It's probably not possible after I become the leader... Based on this calculation, maybe at the age of 16... tsk tsk tsk, Chuya, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person.

Well, then there is no other way, let me wait for two years and wait until the day I wear this red scarf, hum~

【One thousand five hundred and five days】

Today is the first time I start journaling as soon as I open my eyes, and it may be the last time.

Anyway, the day has finally come.

Sometimes I always feel that time is really a magical thing. When I go forward, I don’t know it, but when I go upstream, I realize how many beautiful moments I have missed.

When the phrase "I could have" was no longer just a timeless whisper of regret, but a possibility that could be actually experienced, I finally had the opportunity to do something... what I wanted to do.

like now.

Please bless me, now I am going to do great things.

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Dazai opened his eyes.

It's today.

He looked at the blood-red scarf that was neatly folded on the desk in front of him, and raised his hand to gently stroke the texture on it.

It's today.

The day when I was officially named the leader.

Too……

The day when I and Zhong also officially broke up.

Dazai turned his head to the side, seeing that not far away had been moved over, but no one had sat there to do work, and the corner of his mouth couldn't help evoking an expectant smile.

"Come back soon, Chuya."

I can't wait to see your face.

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The author has something to say:

good time~

In fact, I have never been very good at writing emotional dramas, so the enlightenment may be a bit too sudden, but my setting here is a two-way secret love, but Dazai didn't realize it at all.

In the next chapter, the 18-year-old story is too much, and Mr. Mori appears on the stage, and the next chapter confesses~

My personal understanding of Mori Ogai is that Chief Mori is a crumb, but Mr. Mori may be a good elder.

So Mr. Mori and Dazai, who were forced to feign death, are in a family relationship~ They are also teachers and fathers, probably