After crossing with the coser, I became the favorite of the big guys

"So what's going on??"

"Akabane Crane! You better give me a reasonable explanation!!"

"No need to explain, you can choose an ICU package yourself!"

"Don't push Xiaohesheng too much at this time. I think it's better to wait until Xiaohesheng fully recovers to ask such a thing. After all, many things are not easy to do when injured~"

"Sure enough, you are the most terrifying one as the head of the dormitory!!"

……

Akabane Crane huddled in the corner of the room expressionlessly, seemingly motionless, but panicked inside.

Back then in the battle on the Huangquan train, he also gambled... After all, he didn't know the result at all, and he didn't know whether Sheng Tianmulian would succeed or not.

After all, he didn't want to stay in that car forever, he still wanted to live, and he wanted to go home.

In the end, it came back... I didn't expect it to have such serious consequences.

It just sucks.

The EGO with nothing was so powerful that it even corroded part of the skin on his forearm and legs, which looked a bit shocking.But it should be able to grow out after a period of rest.

The only problem is that it hurts too much.

The red-feathered crane is not very afraid of death, but it is still quite afraid of pain.

"sorry."

The red-feathered crane sighed,

"I didn't know it would cause such a serious result. At that time, I had no choice. But...at least I woke up in time, which is a good thing."

If it wasn't for Sheng Tianmuren and Dazai Osamu who stopped him at the same time, he wouldn't dare to think about what would happen next.

...But if Rimbaud and Verlaine took action, they should be able to stop him quickly, but the two men's actions would not be so peaceful. At best, he would have to break his arm.

"We know about the train." Fyodor said abruptly, with a dangerous smile on his face.

"However... Xiao Hesheng, do you want to reflect on yourself, have you ever done anything to be sorry for us?"

Akabane Crane: "...Huh?"

Wait a moment? ?Why would they ask such a question suddenly? ?It stands to reason that if he really did something to offend his roommate... that should be the only thing, right?

But they should not know about the things in that world, how did they know? ?

There are only two possibilities. First, the roommates recovered their memories. Second, Sheng Tianmulian told them the truth of the matter. Third, Fyodor was deceiving him.

Akabane Crane trusted the last one infinitely, after all, it was not the first time he was cheated by Fyodor.

"Xiao Hesheng, you have already lost when you hesitate." Fyodor's voice whispered in his ear,

"Really, it really doesn't defend us at all."

"You lied to me again." The red-feathered crane sighed.

"After all, Xiao Hesheng always looks like he has a lot of secrets." The head of the dormitory patted Akabane Hesheng's hair, and the touch was as good as ever.

"Although Xiaohesheng is very good, it's not okay to continue like this. After all, your roommates are not bad."

"It's true that something happened." Akabane Crane sighed,

"However, this matter is very long, and I will not finish it for a while..."

He unconsciously looked towards the place where Shengtianmulian was.

Unlike the surrounded Akabane Crane, Sheng Tianmuren sat in the corner from the beginning, as if he was not from the same world as them.

Almost everyone is around him, caring about him, loving him...

This is indeed a happy thing.

However, all of this should have been owned by another person.

"Wait a mininute."

Akabane Tsurusheng struggled to get up from the hospital bed, and got out of bed under the confused eyes of everyone.Hesitation has just used the power of EGO, and his body is still in an extremely weak state.

But even so, he still had things to do.

"Give birth to Tianmu lotus."

The red-feathered crane was born in front of the white-haired young man, and stretched out his hand to him,

"If you don't mind, would you like to come over and talk together?"

The black-haired young man looked at him sincerely, and his identical red pupils reflected each other.

Shengtianmulian was stunned for a moment, but quickly turned his gaze back.

"No. I don't need your pity. It's disgusting."

"I have no mercy on you." Akabane Tsurusheng looked at him quietly,

"I just feel that everything I own should be yours too."

"..."

The silver-haired young man just lowered his eyes silently and didn't answer.

Was it supposed to be his own?

This sentence sounds really funny.

But that person's eyes didn't show any sympathy at all... Or rather, the person in front of him might be the one who knows his own existence the most in this world.

He knew what Shengtianmulian had experienced, and he also knew the pain that had accumulated for thousands of years.

He is the only one who can understand him.

But Sheng Tianmulian couldn't feel the slightest joy.

"Xiao Hesheng?"

Seeing Akabane Tsurusheng's inexplicable movements, everyone was stunned for a moment, not quite understanding what Akabane Hesheng wanted to do.

"I'm fine." Akabane Tsurusheng shook his head,

"I just shared a feeling with Lian, so I know something."

"To shut up."

Shengtianmulian suddenly raised her head, with a hint of viciousness in her eyes.

"But if you don't tell them, they will never know." Akabane Tsurusheng looked at him calmly,

"Why don't you want to let them know? Is it because you are afraid that they will still choose to abandon you after knowing it? Are you unwilling to rely on me a little bit when your consciousness is almost on the verge of collapse?"

"I do not want to hear!!!"

Sheng Tianmulian subconsciously wanted to lean back, but his back hit the cold wall, and he couldn't continue to stretch back in the end.

"Fear is not the only way out, and you can't completely escape the ring of reincarnation." Akabane Crane said lightly,

"We've got to figure out how to fix things, don't we?"

"shut up!!!"

Sheng Tianmulian finally exploded, he grabbed Akabane Hesheng's neck fiercely, and threw him to the ground without hesitation—

This impact was so hard that Akabane Tsurusheng's eyes went black for a while.The roommates around subconsciously wanted to step forward to organize, but Akabane Crane stopped him first.

"I... said... I can solve it myself..."

Akabane Tsurusheng grabbed the opponent's wrist with difficulty, and said intermittently,

"This is a matter between us, don't interfere."

"But……"

"Don't interfere."

Akabane Tsurusheng's hand held the opponent's wrist, his body was already in a weak state, as long as Sheng Tianmulian's hand was a little stronger, killing him would be a breeze.

But Akabane Tsurusheng was still unwilling to give up just like that.

He is betting on an outcome.

"What the hell are you thinking!! Do you think you can make decisions for me? Is it enough for you to know me! Why should I compromise with all this like you?? Why!!??"

Sheng Tianmulian's voice trembled slightly, his forehead hair fell down with his movements, but it covered the eyes full of hatred and anger.

His hands are pinching the extremely fragile pulse and bones, revealing a faint breath of life.

As long as he exerts a little force, he can be easily killed.

He can take revenge, he can vent his anger, he can watch the people below him struggling a little bit, breathing in pain, his pupils are dilated...and finally lose consciousness.

Just like the countless people he killed.

But would he be able to escape the pain in this way?

Of course not.

This pain is engraved in his body like a birthmark, no matter how many people he kills, or how many excessive things he does... it cannot be eliminated.

What's the point of killing Akabane Crane?Obviously he was willing to trust him at the risk of his life... Will this trust still be destroyed in his hands in the end?

Thinking of this, Akabane Tsurusheng noticed that the strength on his neck was gradually relaxing, and the young man in front of him also showed a painful expression.

In the end... still can't do it.

But that's also a good thing.

"Then would you like to talk to me?" Akabane Tsurusheng asked.

"up to you."

Shengtianmulian knelt on the ground, but felt as if her spine had been pulled out, and she lost all her strength.

So... what can he do next?

In the end, nothing can be done.

……

Sheng Tianmulian finally compromised.

But before that, he still wanted to be alone.

"You're still too impulsive."

Looking at the Akabane Crane who was coughing hard, Ango Sakaguchi's eyes showed worry,

"What if he really killed you just now?? Have you ever thought about your own safety???"

"Of course." Akabane Crane touched his neck, Sheng Tianmulian was obviously murderous just now, otherwise he wouldn't have such a circle of red strangle marks on his neck.

To be honest, he was indeed shaken for a moment.Fear did not appear, and he had experienced the threat of life and death more than once or twice.

Being too balanced is not a good thing either.At least because of this, he has been beaten up countless times by his roommates.

"I think I'm miserable." Akabane Tsurusheng pinched the hem of his clothes, his expression a bit melancholy,

"I was beaten up when I finally woke up, and I was beaten again when I finally saw you, and I was choked when I persuaded Lian in the end, and now I have to borrow money to be beaten up after I recover in the future... Can't you be more gentle with the patient?"

"Of course, the prerequisite is that you have the self-consciousness to become a patient." Fyodor said silently while typing on the computer.

"About Lian... you can treat him as me." Akabane Tsurusheng looked at the closed door not far away,

"It's just me who lost you."

"You who lost us?" Fu Heisher felt that this sentence was a bit strange.

"He is Akabane Hesheng, but after being assimilated by Bai Ye, he can't see his original appearance." Akabane Hesheng explained,

"It's like the combination of me and nothing, but nothing is more aggressive, so at that time I was completely deprived of consciousness, and I couldn't get information from the outside world."

"Since he is Xiao Hesheng, why does he want to kill us?" Sakaguchi Ango was puzzled,

"If it was you, you shouldn't have any killing intent towards us, right?"

"Everyone is subject to change." Akabane Tsurusheng shook his head,

"And in this world, the easiest thing to change everything is time."

"As long as the time is long enough, no matter how deep the relationship is, it will be gradually smoothed by the wind and sand. Human relationship itself is very short, and everyone who meets will have a day of parting, and only time will kill it."

"If you have experienced hundreds of years, can you still guarantee that your heart will still be exactly the same as before?"

"Could it be a side effect of Bai Ye?" The head of the dormitory seemed to realize something,

"Just like the Huangquan train you mentioned before, the flow of time will gradually slow down in it..."

"This sounds like torture." Fyodor said meaningfully,

"Xiao Hesheng, you would choose to merge with Bai Ye. This kind of thing sounds incredible."

"You can understand it as me in the IF timeline." Akabane Tsurusheng explained,

"Everyone in that timeline returned to the original world, but only he stayed after paying the price."

"That's why...he is full of hatred and wants to take revenge on the whole world."

After all, they just couldn't understand each other's feelings.

Man himself is a creature that is biased towards self, especially after enduring the unbearable oppression of life, there will always be some regrets.

Feelings are worn away by memory bit by bit, even forgetting my original thoughts, and finally dragged into the abyss by the pain...

So much so that when I came back to my senses, I was confused about [why I made such a choice].

Like the old man at the beginning, he also gave very precious things for others, but he regretted it in the end.

In the end, I couldn't blame others for this kind of thing, so the pain gradually gathered in my heart, and finally broke out.

That sentence is still very reasonable... If you don't explode in silence, you will perish in silence.If Shengtianmulian really couldn't express these emotions in his own way, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to see him now either.

"Tuk Tuk Tuk."

Akabane Tsurusheng knocked on the door of that room, trying to communicate with the other party,

"Lian, are you going to eat later? There is delicious baked rice for lunch today."

"..."

The other party didn't want to talk to him at all.

"If you really don't want to, I can't help it." Akabane Crane sighed,

"Do you still remember what I told you? I told you that I can help you undo Bai Ye's assimilation, even if it is to get rid of your pain completely, can you trust me a little bit?"

This sentence is indeed more effective.After a while, the door was finally slowly pushed open a crack, and a pair of vigilant eyes looked in the direction of Akabane Tsurusheng.

"You didn't lie to me?"

"No."

"You should know the fate of lying to me, right?"

"I have never fortified you, isn't that enough to express my sincerity?"

"..."

The door was finally pushed open.

Long silver hair fell to his side, and the vigilant young man stared straight at him, as if some kind of monster was about to drag him into it in the next second.

"You are finally willing to come out."

Akabane Crane blinked his eyes, and handed over the plastic bag in his hand,

"Today's dinner, I definitely can't eat such a strong taste, but you can still eat it."

"I don't need to eat to survive." The other party replied coldly.

"Sometimes eating is not necessarily to fill the stomach. This is also Ango-kun's intention, please accept it quickly." Akabane Tsurusheng stuffed the warm tin foil box into the opponent's hand,

"By the way, remember to come to the room tomorrow night. Fei Jia seems to have found the source of world consciousness. If it goes well, maybe he can find a way to separate you from Bai Ye."

"...I see, you can go."

Sheng Tianmulian slammed the door shut, and stopped talking to Akabane Crane.

Anyway, I still accepted the dinner, which is considered a great improvement.

Akabane Hesheng is also very clear that the reason why the other party is not so resistant to him is because he is also Akabane Hesheng.

As a peer, Akabane Hesheng can detect the change of the other party's mood, which is not a bad side effect.

But compared to giving birth to Tianmulian... Akabane Crane has more serious things to deal with.

Although he is now in a weak state and needs a good rest, he already almost knows what it looked like when he was controlled by the EGO armor and smashed the entire Yokohama.It is said that it was a near-natural disaster, and what he did caused a huge tsunami, which almost flooded the whole of Yokohama.

The Port Mafia was the first to know the facts, and fortunately other organizations did not know, otherwise Akabane Tsurusheng would probably be hunted down for a few blocks now if he went out.

"Mr. Mori Ogai, I hope you can go over and have a chat." Ango Sakaguchi handed the message to Akabane Tsuruo,

"He seems a little worried about your condition, but I think it's not just that he asked you to go over."

"...I hate dealing with old foxes."

Akabane Crane closed his eyes in pain,

"Didn't he get the ability license? What else can I do?"

"Nominally, you are still a member of the Port Mafia, so the things you do... To some extent, they should be attributed to the Port Mafia." Osamu Dazai was silent for a while,

"The only ones who know about this matter now are Verlaine, Rimbaud, and Mori Ogai."

"So how did Mori Ogai guess..."

"I don't know about that. But if it was him, wouldn't it be surprising if he could have guessed it?" Osamu Dazai shrugged.

It is indeed a serious impact.

And according to Ango Sakaguchi, the seriousness of this matter has been communicated to the Supernatural Secret Service Division, but they don't know that Akabane Crane did it for the time being, otherwise Akabane Crane would have to be invited to drink tea now.

"Basically, half of Yokohama needs to be rebuilt, as well as countless loss of personnel, plus a large number of buildings destroyed... Although it is said that some supernatural beings are dispatched to solve this matter, it will take at least a few years for the damage on the surface Come recover."

Fyodor closed the computer with a thoughtful expression on his face,

"Let's think about how much we can get for selling Xiao Hesheng."

"...It's painful."

Akabane Crane covered his face, his tone was weak,

"If we want to finance and improve this place, roughly how much will it cost?"

"It's a little bit difficult...but both the Vengley family and the Simon family have agreed to sponsor some funds to restore Yokohama, probably for your sake." Fyodor transferred the computer to the other party for a look,

"I can understand the Pengelie family. After all, you rescued Tsunayoshi Sawada's teacher and his guardian, but when did you get involved with the Simon family?"

"That's probably a story from another world."

Thinking of all the deeds in his mind, Akabane Hesheng sighed helplessly.

Putting aside the matter of dealing with world consciousness for the time being, he still has to rebuild Yokohama.

And... that old fox didn't know what he was planning, so I'm afraid it wouldn't be a good thing.

Rejecting the talks in the name of needing a break, Akabane Tsuruo wrote a letter and handed it over to Mori Ogai, roughly meaning that he could participate in the reconstruction of Yokohama and make up for the losses of the port mafia.The last and most important thing is - this matter must be kept secret, at least not known by others.

"My power is uncontrollable power, and the source of this power is not the same as Chuya's in the Central Plains. It cannot be controlled by Osamu Dazai." Akabane Tsurusheng wrote,

"So I hope you can keep it a secret—of course, it's just my hope. If you want to tell it, then I can't do anything about it. After all, I am a member of the port mafia, and you are my boss, so I naturally have to obey you instructions."

"It's all at your own discretion."

This sentence is more subtle.

On the surface, there is no mandatory requirement for Mori Ogai to keep it secret, but there are hints and threats inside and outside the words.

At least after seeing such a powerful natural disaster-level power, Mori Ogai will definitely not treat him too casually.

He must not dare to convey this information casually.

What's more, Akabane Tsurusheng is still a member of the port mafia in name. If Mori Ogai must convey it, it would be shooting himself in the foot.

He wouldn't do such a stupid thing.

"Mori Ogai is still going." Akabane Tsuru lay weakly on the table,

"But it's better to be late... As for the Supernatural Secret Service Division, I think it's necessary to talk about it."

"Do you want to talk over there too?" Sakaguchi Ango was slightly taken aback.

"Yes, after all, the chief farmer probably guessed that this matter is related to me. If he uses the name of investigation to convey my news, then I will still be in danger of leaking the news." Akabane Tsurusheng tapped his finger on the table Without a single poke,

"So it's better for us to say first, take the initiative, and use this as a condition to obtain more intelligence."

"Xiao Hesheng... Is it my illusion, why do I feel that you have become more cunning after you come back?"

"I don't know, maybe it's your illusion..."

At the same time, Fyodor also began to investigate the so-called hidden key based on the information provided by Akabane Tsuruo.

According to Akabane Tsuruo, the original Fyodor seemed to have stored a key on his website, but in fact Fyodor did find the key.And behind the key is all the information he collected.

It includes not only the strategy of world awareness, but also the secret of how to change the world code.However, if you want to get this key easily, you also need a certain medium.

"Except for the fact that Xiaohe gave birth to you, if we want to get this key, we must get another line of code."

"The other line of code refers to..." Akabane Tsurusheng became serious.

"I think you should be very clear." Fyodor smiled,

"The other line of password, of course, is on another you."

In the end, everything came back to the end.