Abandoned white moonlight

When he went out this morning, the cold air suddenly made Huo Youqing realize that winter had really arrived.In the hospital, this winter atmosphere is heavier, with a cold and inorganic texture.

It is not accurate to say that it is a hospital, it is more like an expensive sanitarium, along the way, I did not see any other patients, it seems that Dai Yixin is the only patient living in the entire sanatorium.

And the patient was lying on the bed at this time.

Huo Youqing could easily observe the situation in the ward through the transparent glass.Dai Yixin's hands and feet were bound by blue and white restraint belts, which would have a bad meaning to any normal person, but he didn't seem to notice it. With his eyes open, his eyes seemed to be glued to the snow-white ceiling, and It seems not.

His hair was shaved, revealing a blue-white scalp. There was a scar left by the operation on the scalp. The stitches had been removed, but the edge of the knife was twisted, as if a small snake was clinging to it.

Huo Youqing didn't take a few glances, then turned and left.Dai Yixin's assistant caught up, "Mr. Huo, I'll take you back."

"No, I can take a taxi myself." Huo Youqing refused coldly.

The assistant said again: "The location is remote, it's hard to get a taxi." He glanced at the nearly three-meter-high floor-to-ceiling windows on the left, "It's about to rain, let me take you back."

This assistant was the same Assistant Gui back then. He and Dai Yixin had traveled to an extremely cold place, and he had a high fever on the way. When he woke up in the hospital, he saw Assistant Gui. At that time, Assistant Gui spoke good words for Dai Yixin.

I can't remember the original words, but the general idea is that Dai Yixin did something dangerous for him.

Huo Youqing stared at Assistant Gui's face for a few seconds, and finally agreed.He thought that the other party would talk about Dai Yixin in the car, but Assistant Gui didn't, so he nodded and left after sending him home.

Huo Youqing stopped at the gate of the community for a while, he looked up at the sky, the sky was groggy, like a large piece of mold produced by expired food.

When I got home, I took a shower and changed clothes first, then took care of my work, made myself a cup of coffee, and asked my cousin if he had seen one of his discs.

Xi Sui did many things, and finally it started to rain outside.The window cut off the cold rain, and at the sound of the rain, Huo Youqing fell on the sofa, hugging the pillow, and closed his eyes without thinking about anything.

This state lasted for a whole week. One late night, after closing the translation, he finally clicked on the webpage and entered the new words he had heard in the week into the search box.

Lobotomy.

Two days later, Huo Youqing called Assistant Gui.

When I came to the nursing home again, I still couldn't bear the feeling inside.Although it can be seen that there is a word of warmth in the design concept, once it is associated with a real disease, the sense of warmth will disappear.

This time Dai Yixin was not lying on the bed, he was sitting in a wheelchair, his feet on the ground stretched out from his trouser legs, his thin ankles could be seen at a glance.Huo Youqing glanced over and remembered four words - skinny.

He didn't know when Dai Yixin became so thin, but when he thought about it carefully, it seemed that Dai Yixin began to lose weight when he forcibly moved in to live with him.

The wheelchair stopped in front of the French window, Dai Yixin was covered with a blanket on his lap, staring at the yard without blinking.No, it can't be said to be staring, it's just that the direction of the wheelchair is facing the yard, and his face is facing the yard, so the line of sight falls outside.

His hands are still bound by the restraint belt, which seems to have grown out of his body, co-existing with it, and he cannot get rid of it in this lifetime.

Huo Youqing walked in front of Dai Yixin, this kind of movement was enough to attract the attention of any normal person.If Dai Yixin was normal, he would immediately turn his gaze to Huo Youqing's face, because it was Huo Youqing.

But Dai Yixin didn't.

He didn't see Huo Youqing at all, even if Huo Youqing blocked his view of the yard, his eyes didn't change.

Before looking at his brows and eyes, I always felt gloomy, but now they are empty, these amber eyes can't hold anything.

Huo Youqing lowered his head and looked at Dai Yixin with an almost mean look. He was looking for the opponent's flaws. He didn't believe that Dai Yixin would perform this operation that had been abolished for decades.

Lobotomy, a surgery that was said to be able to cure mental illness in the last century, but it turns out that this surgery cannot eradicate mental illness, on the contrary, it has very serious side effects, some people will be more ill, violent, and some People, after this kind of operation, will lose all thinking ability, in simple terms, become a fool who can't take care of himself.

There will be no memory, no emotions, and a better place than a vegetative state may be that you can open your eyes, but you still live in the human world as an empty shell.

How could Huo Youqing believe that Dai Yixin did this kind of operation? He thought it was just a trick, thinking that if he made a show of his head, he would sympathize with him?

dream!

What he has encountered cannot be made up for by a bitter plan.

The corners of Huo Youqing's lips twitched, revealing a sneer.Under the skylight, he raised his hand to unbutton the scarf around his neck, and then unbuttoned his coat.

All of this was done standing in front of Dai Yixin. After a while, Huo Youqing was like a newborn baby.Today's daylight is not bright, but Huo Youqing is too white, a pearly milky complexion, enough to dazzle people's eyes.

The heating was turned on in the room, but a layer of pimples still appeared on the skin.Huo Youqing didn't care, he lowered his slender neck and approached Dai Yixin's face, wanting to casually mock her hypocrisy and uselessness.

But he didn't find Dai Yixin's emotions.

In Dai Yixin's eyes, there is neither him nor anything.

Huo Youqing paused for a moment inexplicably, he clenched his lips and teeth involuntarily, the next step he squeezed into the wheelchair forcibly.Two grown men squeezed into one wheelchair, it was shameless and difficult.Although there was a blanket under it, Huo Youqing still felt that Dai Yixin's legs seemed to have only bones left, and he panicked.

He grabbed Dai Yixin's hand and wanted to untie the restraint belt, but suddenly saw the ring on the ring finger of the other's left hand.

Ring of the Knot of Hercules.

This ring was quietly worn on Dai Yixin's hand, it seemed that because Dai Yixin had lost weight, the ring looked a little empty, and was wrapped with very thin silk threads.

The metal snake ring is paired with transparent silk thread, the light and shadow are difficult to distinguish, magnificent and strange, Huo Youqing stretched out his finger to touch it, and in the next second, he tore the ring off Dai Yixin's ring finger and threw it out.After throwing it away, he looked back at Dai Yixin with provocative eyes.

Looking back?

Not looking back.

Dai Yixin didn't look at him at all.

Even if he lost Dai Yixin's ring.

Huo Youqing frowned even tighter, he untied the restraint belt of Dai Yixin's hand, and put it on his body.Although he didn't want to admit it, he was so familiar with Dai Yixin's hands that he couldn't help trembling when he touched his skin, and some memories that shouldn't have came out.

Dai Yixin's patience has always been poor in this kind of matter, but sometimes it is very good, and will deliberately force Huo Youqing to say what she wants to hear.

But there was never such a reaction, Dai Yixin had no reaction, as if what he touched was not the skin, but the blanket, or the air.

Huo Youqing suddenly let out a breath that had been stuffed deep in his chest before, he threw away Dai Yixin's hand, stood up and put on his clothes one by one.The first thing she did after getting dressed was to slap Dai Yixin in the face very hard without mercy.

"Do you think that I will forgive you?" Huo Youqing's words were very cold, and after saying this, he was slapped again, "Do you think I will believe in such a cruel scheme like yours? I don't believe it at all. You have the guts to pretend to be a fool all your life." !"

The third slap.

Dai Yixin's face was missed by him and he didn't turn around. Three slaps made his face flushed and his nose bleed.Dai Yixin was like a puppet, motionless. Nosebleed flowed from his tall nose, flowed over his lips, and dripped onto his clothes along his delicate chin.

Huo Youqing watched this scene, but slapped him again in anger.The beating was too hard this time, and the person was knocked down by him, and fell to the ground together with the wheelchair.

The loud noise attracted the attention of people outside, and someone knocked on the door. After Huo Youqing calmed down and took a breath, he turned around and opened the door with big strides.

Outside the door was the medical staff in charge of taking care of Dai Yixin. Seeing the situation in the ward, the other party took a breath in surprise, walked two steps in a hurry, but stopped again, and looked at Huo Youqing with complicated emotions.

"Sir, you shouldn't treat a patient like this. He hasn't had brain surgery for a long time. If you treat him like this, accidents will easily happen."

Huo Youqing's face still had a thin blush that had not completely subsided due to anger, and a pair of red phoenix eyes were surprisingly bright at this moment, as if there was a fire burning inside.

"He has undergone this kind of operation, so it doesn't matter how I treat him. What's the point of living in this world for a fool who can't take care of himself and use his brain at all? Wouldn't it be better to die."

The medical staff moved their lips when they heard the words, and did not refute or respond. There was silent condemnation in his eyes, but it was not obvious.

Huo Youqing didn't care about this, he was already a mean person when it came to Dai Yixin.

"Does Mr. Huo want Mr. Dai to end this state?"

A sudden sound interrupted the state of the room.

Huo Youqing turned his head and found that it was a foreign doctor in a white coat. He was not young, he should be over 40 years old, with slightly bald hair, looking at him with a smile.Huo Youqing noticed the foreign doctor's nameplate on his chest and realized something, "Are you his attending doctor?"

The foreign doctor nodded, "You can call me Lucian. It's nice to meet you, Mr. Huo. Unfortunately, I was out on business when you came last time, so I couldn't meet you."

Obviously he is Dai Yixin's attending doctor, but he turns a blind eye to Dai Yixin's pathetic appearance of falling to the ground.

Huo Youqing narrowed his eyes, "What did you mean by that just now? End this state? How do you end it?"

The foreign doctor's smile deepened, "I wonder if Mr. Huo has heard of euthanasia?"

Huo Youqing's eyes froze. Instead of answering the question, he said, "Do you know that the operation you performed has long been abolished?"

"know."

"Then how dare you do it?"

"Mr. Dai entrusted me and my team to do it, and we signed a no-responsibility contract under the publicity." The foreign doctor said, "Of course, if Mr. Huo wants to sue us, we will probably pay the corresponding price, but Mr. Dai The rewards are generous."

Huo Youqing heard the implication, the other party was not afraid of having his license revoked or going to jail.He turned his head and looked back, Dai Yixin was still lying on the ground, the wheelchair was pressing on him, his legs were stuck in the wheelchair in a twisted state, but he didn't respond.

"Is he always like this from now on?" Huo Youqing asked suddenly.

"Yes, Mr. Huo."

Huo Youqing looked at the foreign doctor again, "Why does he need this kind of operation?"

The foreign doctor groaned, and said with some helplessness and longing: "I have never seen such a selfish and selfless love, Mr. Huo, do you know? When Mr. Dai found me, I firmly disagreed to do this. An operation, but Mr. Dai interrupted me with one sentence. If you want to forget a person, you can perform other operations. But Mr. Dai resolutely gave up the possibility of creating new memories while choosing to let go of the memory. He said he did not want to be in the Falling in love with anyone but you after amnesia."

"Mr. Dai, do you have to let go of your memory? From your words, I can see that you love each other very much, why don't you try other methods?" Lucian remembered asking Mr. Dai at the beginning.

Mr. Dai stroked the ring in his hand, Amber's eyes were ashes from the fire, "Because my love will only make him suffer."

The tone was light, but when "he" was mentioned, the long eyelashes fluttered away, and the eyes were slightly curved.