Abandoned white moonlight

It was cold to touch his lips, and if you were too close, you could see the other's overly long eyelashes clearly, like water plants swaying under the water, the water hides the moonlight, posing danger.

The tears in Huo Youqing's eyes suddenly fell, he wiped his lips vigorously, then pursed his lips deeply, rubbed his fingers on his cheeks, and wiped away the tears.

Dai Yixin's words made him feel hopeless like never before, maybe he is the butterfly in the amber in science class.

No matter how hard you struggle, the final result is to be trapped in amber and become a seemingly lifelike specimen to be watched and played with.

Huo Youqing turned his face away, fully exposing his face to the bright moonlight, "If you can't do it, then I will do it. If I can't get rid of you, I will choose to end my own life."

As if guessing what Dai Yixin was going to say, he turned his face back, "Go back to that year and end my life, you can't stop me."

He had long thought about death, but his cousin had already lost his uncle and aunt. If he was gone, what would happen to his cousin?

But if he went back to end his life and put an end to the nine years of entanglement with Dai Yixin in advance, everything might be very different.

That year, my uncle and aunt didn't get into a car accident, and my cousin didn't need to be alone.They will be sorry for his death, but they still have each other.

Dai Yixin's brows and eyes moved slightly, as if he didn't understand Huo Youqing's words, or that he didn't understand Huo Youqing's choice, he asked in a low voice: "Why?"

"Why do you ask me why?" Huo Youqing smiled sarcastically, not knowing whether to laugh at himself or Dai Yixin, "You have a mental illness, so you will never understand my thoughts. Because you love me, I can't have Others, maybe I still think you are tolerant, at least you keep my cousin by my side, but I have a question I wanted to ask you a long time ago, is the girlfriend my cousin made yours?"

Dai Yixin did not deny it, he lowered his eyes, held Huo Youqing's hand that had just wiped away his tears, and pressed his fingers against his pale and bloodless cheek.He seemed to regard himself as an animal, and Huo Youqing was the owner of the animal. His fingertips were floating on the cold skin, as if he was touching a snake in a daze.

Huo Youqing was about to withdraw his hand when he heard Dai Yixin say: "I know I was wrong, and I regret it too, but I..." He paused, "Oftentimes I can't control myself."

The pupils were raised, and the pale eyeballs were nestled in the jet-black water plants, resembling bright and strange amber.

"You always leave me, there are always so many people around you, I am very jealous of them, jealous of them getting your smile and tolerance."

That year he didn't wait for Huo Youqing to come back at the airport. When he was taken back, he missed Huo Youqing very much. He was trapped in a cage where he couldn't even turn over for seven days. I miss Huo Youqing.

He wanted Huo Youqing.

This idea became more and more firm in thinking about it day and night.

No matter what, let Huo Youqing stay by her side.As for the annoying bees next to the roses, they should all be driven away.

Dai Yixin looked at Huo Youqing, who had no emotion on his face, and suddenly remembered that when he and Huo Youqing first met in country M, there were two memories in his mind, one of which became more and more blurred.But now he can vaguely remember that Huo Youqing didn't reject him so much at that time.

He remembered that he was injured on purpose, and Huo Youqing was really worried at that time.But now there is nothing.

Dai Yixin took the initiative to let go of Huo Youqing's hand, her eyes were a little scarlet at this moment, "If you dare to commit suicide, I will definitely let some people go down to accompany you."

Huo Youqing really showed his anger, he didn't wait for Huo Youqing to open his mouth, and pressed his fingers on the warm lips of the other party, "Don't be in a hurry, I just don't want you to die. I was not so annoying nine years ago? Youyou, if I let you go, can you treat him better? At least let him be your friend."

Huo Youqing was stunned for a while before realizing what Dai Yixin said, but he didn't feel relieved, only felt that Dai Yixin was lying to him again.

Dai Yixin has already retracted his fingers, and stood up from the bed, his gaze has been lingering on Huo Youqing's face, as if he wants to look at it a few more times, afraid that he will never see it again.

After an unknown amount of time, he turned around and walked towards the door, but before reaching the door, he turned back quickly.He grabbed Huo Youqing into his arms and caught the other's tongue.Under Huo Youqing's anger, he trembled all over but was powerless.

After 2 minutes, he closed his eyes, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes due to the uncontrollable tears.The crystal teardrops were accidentally swallowed by Dai Yixin, he paused, and finally loosened his grip on Huo Youqing.

When Huo Youqing opened his eyes again, Dai Yixin was no longer in the room.He didn't take Dai Yixin's words seriously, wiped his lips with the back of his hand carelessly, then turned over and continued to sleep.

On the second day, Dai Yixin disappeared.

At first Huo Youqing didn't take it seriously, but when his cousin came to the door and asked him happily and strangely why Dai Yixin was not there, he suddenly realized that Dai Yixin had disappeared for a whole week.