their ten years

That day, Mu Xiqian came home, she shared the home with Xiao Qi, lying on her and Xiao Qi's bed, thought a lot, thought for a long time, thought of the laughter with Xiao Qi when she was 11 years old, thought of 17 years old I was heartbroken that year, and I thought of the warm time of the past four years. It turns out that these 10 years have been my love from the beginning to the end. If I can, I really regret coming to China at the age of 11. When I met you, I I think, I will probably never love someone desperately again in the future, even if it is you, I love you so much that I want to give up my life, but I can't bear you.

The next day, Xiao Qi still didn't go home, but he called Mu Xiqian and asked her to come out. He waited for her at the door, and wanted to take her somewhere.

Two people were in the car, one was driving, the other was looking out the window, silent.

A relationship has come to this point, I don't know whose sorrow it is, but it is the most painful injury in my life, Xiao Qi, do you understand?Even a little bit.

When she saw a quiet street, Mu Xiqian suddenly said faintly, "I want to go down for a walk."

Xiao Qi looked at the street Mu Xiqian was looking at, and replied calmly, "Okay."

Green and lush trees towering on both sides, Xiyang mottled on the body through the cracks in the leaves, what a warm touch, but it can't warm a broken heart.

Xiao Qi and Mu Xiqian walked side by side on the street, so quietly that you could hear the sound of the breeze blowing through your hair.

Suddenly, Xiao Qi stopped, knelt down in front of Mu Xiqian, held up a dazzling diamond ring, stared at Mu Xiqian with bloodshot eyes, and said seriously, "Xiqian, I know that I have always I'm hurting you, making your heart hurt and making you sad, but I promise, from now on, I will take care of you with my life and never make you sad again, will you marry me?"

Mu Xiqian looked at Xiao Qi's actions calmly, and after listening to his words, she laughed, her heart was broken, silently, Xiao Qi, you still refuse to love me, perhaps, you have lost your heart a long time ago !

Today, I will not shed tears, I will hold my eyelids against the wind and try not to blink. I want you to know that what I want is love, not responsibility. Since you can’t afford it, then I will choose to let go, let go You also let me go. From then on, the mountains and rivers are wide and separated from each other.

"I don't want to." The soft voice fell into Xiao Qi's ears verbatim, Mu Xiqian looked forward, her eyes were covered by strands of long hair, her eye sockets were red, full of tears The fine water film, but still refused to fall, "You always know what I want, but you never give it to me, I always thought that as long as I am with you, waiting for you, you will let me go Into your heart, but you are still unwilling," Mu Xiqian smiled wryly, and turned her head to look at Xiao Qi calmly, "These years of separation and reunion, going around and going around, we have come to this day, it is already very uncomfortable. It's easy, Xiao Qi, this time, I'm really tired, I can't wait any longer, so I choose to let go, from now on, we are all free." After that, continue to move forward, alone , quietly.

Mu Xiqian's back gradually faded into a touch of white, like a thin layer of veil, which dissipated when the wind blew.Xiao Qi looked at the back that melted into a little white and disappeared into the field of vision, his eyes were wet, Xiqian, I owe you in this life, I probably can never pay it back, I'm sorry, let you meet someone like me, I'm sorry!

Walking alone, Mu Xiqian looked at a pedestrian carrying a travel bag not far away, pressed the shutter of a scene, and then continued to walk forward with a face full of joy.

I finally understand that some roads can only be walked by one person.Those who are well invited to go with them will spend time together in the rainy season, but one day, they will eventually be separated at a certain intersection.Walking alone in the world of mortals, the green radish brushes the skirt of the clothes, and the green cloud wets the promise.Mountains and water can look at each other, and the sun and the moon can have nothing to do with each other. At that time, it is just a person's floating world, and a person's long stream of water.

Xiao Qi, when I saw through all this, I realized that losing is more solid than having.