their ten years

The blue sky is like the affectionate gaze of a prince, looking at all kinds of things in the world softly, but for this huge but silent playground, this gaze seems a bit sad.

"Why?" Xiao Qi sat on the lawn a little wearily, with his head slightly lowered, his powerless tone was filled with deep sadness, and his fantasy became a sharp sword, which was inserted into Lin Yu's heart precisely and flawlessly.

Lin Yu has never seen Xiao Qi like this, so tired, so desperate, as if anyone standing in front of him may become a sinner.But Lin Yu has no choice, whether he is timid or selfish, the only way he can do now is to be hard-hearted, "There is no reason, really, Xiao Qi, I just want to change seats, anyway, we are in the same class , we can still meet often." Lin Yu tried his best not to sound like an excuse.

"I don't have any ideas, I just want to be nice to you, but I don't understand why every time I'm nice to you, you have to take a step away from me, do you know? Since I was a child, I have never been so at a loss as I am now , now in front of you, I don't even dare to do anything, I'm afraid that once I do, you will leave me." Xiao Qi raised his head and looked at Lin Yu, his eyes were full of sadness, as if as long as he gently If you touch it, your blood will flow like a river.

"Why are you being nice to me?" Lin Yu looked back at Xiao Qi in puzzlement.

"...I, I don't know either." Xiao Qi looked away in confusion.

"Oh! You don't know why you are nice to me, Xiao Qi, to put it bluntly, you are a rich son who is tired of playing rich people's games, and now you want to tease the poor, right?" Lin Yu didn't know either. Why did I say such hurtful words, but when I heard Xiao Qi say that I don't know why he was so kind to him, I suddenly felt a strong sense of loss in my heart.

"It's not for fun, I'm serious!" Xiao Qi hurriedly stood up from the lawn, rushed to Lin Yu, and defended himself.

Lin Yu looked at Xiao Qi complicatedly, saw two small selves in his pupils, then, with a seemingly desperate impulse, wrapped his hands around Xiao Qi's neck, stood on tiptoes, closed his eyes, looked up Kissing the red lips like rose petals, feeling the sudden stiffness of the other's body, Lin Yu's heart trembled, hiss!He bit Xiao Qi's lip cruelly.Xiao Qi came back to his senses suddenly, and pushed Lin Yu away suddenly, Lin Yu who fell to the ground looked at Xiao Qi staring at him in disbelief, chuckled but said decisively, "So, are you serious? "Xiao Qi avoided Lin Yu's sight with a complicated expression, said sorry without a head and no tail, and ran out of the playground like the wind of leaving.Looking at the distant figure, Lin Yu laughed heartbreakingly alone on the playground, with tears mixed in.

Xiao Qi, goodbye!Everything is over, my world is dark and lonely after all, but why does my heart hurt so much even though I am used to it?

——Lin Yu

"Xiao Qi, Mom is back today, and I want you to go out for dinner with me." Ai Jue stopped Xiao Qi who was about to enter the classroom in the corridor.

"Yeah." Xiao Qi responded in a low voice with no expression on his face. Lin Yu, who had just stepped into the classroom, stepped out of the classroom at the same time and passed by. The difference is that Lin Yu left without a trace, while Xiao Qi stopped After staying in place for a long time, he lifted his foot in.

Ai Jue looked at these two people, and felt strange in his heart. It has been more than two months since Lin Yu went out with Xiao Qi that day, but they have become the most familiar strangers.During these days, both Xiao Qi and Lin Yu have lost weight, especially Lin Yu, who is almost out of shape.Xiao Qi also changed, became taciturn, often stayed alone, smoking a cigarette, his eyes were blurred, and he didn't know what he was thinking.