their ten years

That day, the sun was shining brightly. Even he, who had just become the deskmate, seemed to be coated with a layer of brilliance by God and turned into a ray of sunshine. He just rushed straight into Lin Yu's world without any hindrance. Lin Yu Think, my world may not be lonely anymore, even though it is my wishful thinking.

"You are Lin Yu, which really surprises me." Xiao Qi looked at Lin Yu.

"Well." Lin Yu lowered his head and pulled the corner of the old blue shirt in embarrassment.After all, No. [-] Middle School is an aristocratic school in Yuanyang City. Its cost is more expensive than other schools. Most of the people in it are either rich or expensive and have excellent grades. Only a few people from ordinary families are admitted for free because of their outstanding grades. , and Lin Yu is the poorest in this ordinary family - a farming family in a mountain village.

Xiao Qi looked at Lin Yu's little movements and thought, how could a boy have such fair and long fingers, which are even better looking than that girl Ai Jue's, but he said: "I always thought that the No.1 in the first year of high school would never change One...I didn't expect you to look so..." Beautiful, Xiao Qi couldn't say these two words to a boy no matter what, it would make him feel very strange and awkward.

Lin Yu kept silent. He discovered that he had different sexual orientations since he was a child, and became extremely sensitive to everything around him. At the same time, he also developed a reticent character.However, Xiao Qi's hesitation made Lin Yu mistakenly think that he disliked himself, which made him feel very uncomfortable. This seemed to be the first time Lin Yu cared about a stranger's attitude towards him. This is not a good sign. In the future, you Stay away from him, Lin Yu told himself silently in his heart.

Xiao Qi looked at Lin Yu's side face seriously reading a book, beautiful silhouette, but unfortunately there was no blood on his fair skin, it seemed that he would make up for him in the future, Xiao Qi was startled by his sudden thought, today he It's so strange, it's not like me, this feeling beyond my control makes Xiao Qi very uncomfortable, as if trying to prove that he is normal today, Xiao Qi hugs Lin Yu's shoulder with his brother , and said haha, "Lin Yu, from now on, you will be my buddy. If anyone wants to bully you, just call me, and I will bully you back."

Lin Yu's body froze obviously, and then he pulled down Xiao Qi's arm without a trace, looked at Xiao Qi strangely, and said "oh" in a low voice, this was the first time he hadn't touched a stranger On the contrary, Xiao Qi's body temperature is transmitted to him through the skin, making him feel so warm that it is nostalgic.This cognition once again strengthens Lin Yu's idea: stay away from Xiao Qi.

My world will never see light, I am alone in the dark looking for someone who can give me warmth, I found you, but you do not belong to my world.All I can do is stay away from you, for your own good, and for my own good.

——Lin Yu

Xiao Qi obviously felt that Lin Yu froze because of his touch, and this awareness made him feel disgusted in his heart. Really, he had never seen anyone weirder than Lin Yu, his language cells except " Um" means "oh", and he looks very, very, strange, how can there be such a beautiful boy, Xiao Qi thought, he is strange today because he met someone even stranger than him.

During the lunch break, Xiao Qi came into the classroom sweating profusely from the outside after playing basketball. Almost all the students in the classroom during the lunch break slept on their desks. Going to the seat, looking at the clean and refreshing Lin Yu, a cool breath permeates the lungs, and after a while, he fell asleep lying on the desk.The ceiling fan in the classroom whirred and turned, but it still couldn't blow away the hot summer heat. Soon, Lin Yu found that Xiao Qi's forehead was sleeping sideways to him, and his nose was covered with beads of sweat. He looked around, and then took out a With a clean tissue, gently try to wipe off the sweat on Xiao Qi's face, greedily looking at Xiao Qi's closed eyes and handsome facial features, while his heart is hitting the ribs on his chest at a crazy speed .At this time, he is like a thief in time, stealing a period of time in the long, long years, and then doing whatever he wants without restraint.Xiao Qi vaguely saw Lin Yu's gentle movements through the small slits of his eyes while he was half asleep and half awake. In this silent moment, Lin Yu's gentle treatment was silently melting a certain part of Xiao Qi's heart. place.

At the end of the day, Xiao Qi knew how Lin Yu got the first tumbler. He didn't seem to be tired, and he didn't need to rest. He just kept reading, doing homework, and going back and forth. The total amount of talking to himself, Still stuck in the conversation of "um" and "oh" in the morning, it's time for dinner, as usual, Xiao Qi had already gone to the restaurant with his cronies, but today, Xiao Qi dismissed them early, threatening to waste sleep and food to study, causing trouble Everyone made fun of him for forgetting to sleep and eat while watching porn, Xiao Qi glanced at Lin Yu intentionally or unintentionally, and saw that the latter was still sitting calmly like a cloud and doing his homework, but the slight redness behind his ears revealed his embarrassment , I don't know why, looking at Lin Yu like this, Xiao Qi feels very happy. He thinks, in fact, life is still very interesting.When only Lin Yu and Xiao Qi were left in the classroom, there was such a scene, Lin Yu was staring at the book, Xiao Qi was staring at Lin Yu, the two seemed to be competing in secret, neither of them would say anything first, In the end, Xiao Qi was defeated and asked, "Aren't you hungry?" Buried alive.Looking at the pretty boy with blushing cheeks who was about to drop his head to his knees, Xiao Qi couldn't bear to tease her, so he relieved his embarrassing laughter and said: "Actually, I'm already hungry, your stomach growled too much It's late, let's go, let's eat!"

"Lin Yu."

"Um."

"Are you local?"

"No."

"Then you live in school?"

"Ah."

"how do you feel."

"It's pretty good, um~, and it's more convenient than at home."

Xiao Qi looked at Lin Yu who was walking aside and seriously answering his questions. His pure eyes made people feel distressed. Xiao Qi had been to the dormitory. There were eight people in one room, but there was only one electric fan. He had to bring hot water back to the bathroom by himself when taking a bath. It's convenient to wash, but how inconvenient is Lin Yu's house!

Lin Yu noticed Xiao Qi's silence on the side, turned his head sideways and blinked his big eyes in confusion and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, Lin Yu. I said this morning that I treat you as a brother. You can tell me if you have any difficulties in the future. Do you understand?" Xiao Qi softened his voice and looked at Lin Yu.

"Well." Lin Yu avoided Xiao Qi's sight. If he looked up at this moment, he would find that there was a tenderness in those eyes that Xiao Qi couldn't even imagine.

Looking at the boiled cabbage on the opposite plate, Xiao Qi finally knew why Lin Yu's face was pale.At this time, Xiao Qi had no appetite, as if he was the one who was abused by the food, "No wonder you grow up like this, how can you grow well after eating this." Xiao Qi accused dissatisfiedly.

"I'm used to eating this." Lin Yu paused with his chopsticks, replied in a low voice, and then continued to eat, but his movements were much slower.

"Habit? So you eat this every day, no! Get me a meat dish right away!" Xiao Qi ordered.

Lin Yu pretended not to hear, and ate as if no one was around.Seeing that Lin Yu didn't intend to leave at all, Xiao Qi thought it might be because of Lin Yu's family background, so he said softly, "I will pay for all your meals in the future, and I will buy you some meat dishes again." Lin Yu snatched Before Xiao Qi got up, he put down his chopsticks, and said coldly: "I know you are rich, and I know you pity me, but I don't need it, please put your self-righteous sympathy in the right place in the future, not everyone is happy Accept your charity, at least I'm not. I'm full, I'm leaving first."

Looking at the food with only a few mouthfuls missing, and looking at the lonely back, Xiao Qi couldn't tell if he was more angry now, or more angry at being humiliated in public, he just felt that his fucking head was kicked by a donkey , Do some thankless things today.Lin Yu, you think I'm overwhelmed with sympathy, don't you?As you wish, I don't care about you.

This time, young master Xiao may have taken the initiative to care for someone for [-] years, but he was mercilessly rejected.No wonder Xiao Qi said to Lin Yu later, you are my robbery, from the first day I met you, you kept hitting me against the wall.

Xiao Qi, it's my business to be attracted to you, it's your business to be nice to me, but it's still my business to accept it or not, I'm afraid I'll accept it, one day you know that I enjoy your treatment of me with this mentality Well, you're going to feel sick, so go, even though you're going to hate me.

——Lin Yu

This time, Lin Yu might really hurt Xiao Qi's self-esteem. The two of them have been at the same table for a few days, and Xiao Qi didn't talk to Lin Yu again, and Lin Yu seemed to be wishing for it, which made Xiao Qi choke. It's like it's stuck in my throat, I can't spit it out, I can't swallow it, it's driving me crazy.No, Lin Yu immersed himself in his homework after class, as if there were endless homework, Xiao Qi wondered, isn't he annoying?Although Xiao Qi doesn't study very hard, he is smart, and he can get twice the result with half the effort. He belongs to the kind of person who can play, read, and can't help but make all the students want to strangle him in the cradle.

"Xiao Qi, help me peel an apple." Ai Jue at Lin Yu's back table leaned over and hammered Xiao Qi's back with an apple hammer.

"Is your brother the one who can help you peel apples? Don't create miracles here, you have to eat them yourself, hypocritical!" Xiao Qi glanced at Ai Jue with disgust.

Ai Jue had no hope for Xiao Qi at first, but seeing him like a deflated ball these days, he wanted to test his reaction to see if he was his brother. Now seeing this attitude, Ai Jue felt relieved. This is her brother.So, he flattened his mouth, "cut! I know I can't peel it, so I won't eat it." As soon as he let go and put away the apple and knife, Lin Yu turned around and took them, smiling at Ai Jue, "I Help you cut it!" Lin Yu has a good impression of Ai Jue, not to mention that Ai Jue is tall and beautiful, which is impressive, but when he first reported to the No. 1.7 Middle School last year, he carried a lot of bags on his body , Ai Jue, who was at the gate of No. 1.8 Middle School, took his luggage naturally and familiarly, and did not forget to introduce herself enthusiastically, "I am Ai Jue from the first year of high school. Although I am a girl, I am a man full of strength, haha , are you a junior high school student?" "Thank you, I'm also a freshman in high school." Compared with Ai Jue's generous and enthusiastic, Lin Yu's reaction was much shy, but Lin Yu didn't understand, even though he was pretty He is thinner and smaller, but he is [-] meters tall. How can he be considered a junior high school student?What he doesn't know is that Ai Jue compares any boy with her tall brother Xiao Qi, who is strong and [-] meters seven.But seeing Ai Jue say thank you in a daze, it is obvious that he has forgotten the encounter.