Aristocrat Boys School

Qin Chuxu.

When the name vaguely appeared, Qin Zhao's face seemed to coincide with another face that was the same but not completely similar.Jian Chi blinked his eyes, and the phantom had only half dissipated. Qin Zhao raised his head when he sensed it, and frowned slightly.

"Turn your head over."

Just as Jian Chi wanted to ask why, Qin Zhao's eyes already conveyed the answer clearly.After a 180-degree change in the attitudes of the surrounding students, the familiar Qin Zhao actually caused Jian Chi to feel a little like nostalgia, so he silently shifted his gaze to the window next to him.

"Are you looking for me?"

Qin Zhao stopped his movements again, and was slightly displeased with Jian Chi who turned away for only a second and then suddenly turned back, "What are you looking at?"

Staring at it for three seconds, until Qin Zhao's expression was covered with a thin layer of inquiry, Jian Chi whispered "nothing" and then moved away for the second time, trying to respond to the voice from the bottom of his heart: "Qin Chuxu?"

Obviously, that sudden voice did not come from Qin Zhao, even though it sounded exactly the same, there were still slight differences in tone.Compared with the dreams and cognitions that subverted the worldview experienced in the past, being able to hear the voices of others seems to be less surprising.

But still a little scared.

The voice laughed softly, now Jian Chi can be sure that it is indeed Qin Chuxu.It's been a long time since we saw each other, and there are many things that I can't finish and don't know how to say, but Jian Chi doesn't feel embarrassed and alienated.Probably because Qin Chuxu was the only one who knew the truth like him, Jian Chi had natural trust in him and asked, "Can you hear my heart?"

"I don't have this ability, but I have been looking at you," Qin Chuxu said, "The expression gave you away."

Jian Chi, who was pointed out, was stunned for a moment, and then he was surprised, "Why don't you...not be in Qin Zhao's body this time?"

It's very strange to change the two words, but I can't think of a better alternative for a while.Qin Chuxu noticed Jian Chi's embarrassment, and his voice contained a perceptive smile, "Not now, Qin Zhao's spirit has not reached the target to accommodate me, in other words, he is not excited enough, and he has no opportunity to take advantage of it. So I can only respond to you in this way."

Jian Chi was startled, and soon realized that the two times Qin Chuxu appeared before, each time was when Qin Zhao was emotional, and then suddenly, the soul was replaced.Thinking back now, the two mood swings were all because of him, Jian Chi felt a little guilty, and covered it up with a new topic: "Do you have something to say to me?"

Qin Chuxu replied: "It's not me who has something to say, but you."

The fingers placed on the side of the bed trembled slightly, followed by an unsurprising peace of mind.After leaving the sight of Ji Huaisi and others, Jian Chi never deliberately concealed her thoughts. It would be too tiring to be wary of her surroundings all the time.He didn't answer for a while, and Qin Chuxu didn't make a sound as if he had disappeared, but Jian Chi knew that he was still looking at him somewhere, and said in a low voice: "I want to know, what happened now is driven by the plot. down?"

Before asking, Jian Chi never carefully organized this sentence in his mind. Every word came out naturally after hearing Qin Chuxu's voice, and came from his subconscious that he seldom explored.

After speaking, Jian Chi himself was taken aback for a moment, and then felt relieved.

He has had this thought for a long time, and he has been avoiding it deliberately or unintentionally.However, everything that has happened today can no longer be summed up in a few words. Jian Chi is actually calm in his heart, even so calm that he is almost pessimistic. It is impossible for people to change the ending of history even if they go back to a hundred years ago.

At the beginning, he was eager to get out of the shackles of the plot, and looked at himself in the situation with the eyes of an outsider, and he did a lot of stupid things because of this.Later, more and more connections were like a net entangled with everyone. At that time, Jian Chi seldom thought about breaking away, because he had completely integrated into Sanston and everything around him.

Ji Huaisi, Shao Hang, Wen Chuan, Bai Xiyu...all of them are no longer symbols in the book. When Jian Chi realized this for the first time, he knew that he was already inseparable from this so-called world in the book .

Qin Chuxu's voice sounded after a brief silence, each word was bitten seriously and deeply: "I once said a word, you may have forgotten it, I want to say it again, this time it will be the last time, you want Always remember, this is not a book, but your life."

As if being hit in the head by someone, the wind blowing away the thick cloud in front of her eyes, and Jian Chi's hesitation and confusion.

"The plot you think comes from everyone's initial choice. Have you heard of the domino effect? ​​Every choice is like that little card. Only when Bai Xiyu splashes Shao Hang with water will hostility develop between them." The hostility brought curiosity, until the final emotion. Going back to the beginning, if Bai Xiyu hadn’t taken the initiative to provoke Shao Hang, their story would not have happened like falling dominoes. Breaking it down into points one by one, the plot just It is a collection of choices. The original "Jian Chi" made what he thought was the right choice and got the final outcome. Now, it is you who make the choices. Every choice you make that is different from the original "Jian Chi" is the future. The real reason you pushed this situation.”

The sound of Qin Chuxu's last word fell, and Jian Chi couldn't recover for a long time. Qin Zhao had already packed up the bandages that had been removed from the bed, and said to Jian Chi: "Don't exercise strenuously in the past few days. If the wound is uncomfortable, you can come and take care of it. You can go. gone."

One of the two voices was on the outside, the other on the inside, one clearly touched his heart, but the other was blurred and subtle under the power of the former. It took half a minute for Jane to recall her thoughts, and replied: "Okay... I see."

I even forgot to say the 'thank you' that is often said.

Qin Zhao couldn't help looking at Jian Chi a few more times, seeing him getting out of bed, unaccustomed to the sudden vacancy of his left foot slowly moving towards the door, walking ten steps crookedly like a drunk person, Qin Zhao twisted it Eyebrow, "If you feel uncomfortable, you can rest here for a few minutes."

"No need." Jian Chi had already touched the door, and then remembered to turn around, "Thank you."

After Qin Zhao was rejected, he didn't look at him again, just like if he didn't hear the word.The voice in her head made Jane Chi have no time to care about others, she closed the door, leaned her back against the white wall next to her, and supported her body to dissipate the stale air stuck in her chest, "I always feel that I did something wrong to Let things go in an increasingly uncontrollable direction."

"There is no absolute right or wrong, it's just that everyone's choice is different," Qin Chuxu's solemnity faded from his words, and he returned to the familiar casual and leisurely, "Do you still feel that the people you know are exactly the same as the description in the book? ?”

Jian Chi subconsciously nodded, then slowly shook her head.

Different.

They are flat and blunt in the book, and all emotions are like an open white paper for everyone to browse.But Jian Chi gradually realized that the Bai Xiyu he knew was not the innocent and pitiful protagonist in the book, and the Shao Hang, Wen Chuan, and Shen Shuting he had come into contact with were not only the extreme side when facing emotions.As time went on, his choice no longer had to consider the results as before, and the rationality in his bones was gradually taken over by sensibility. This process was what made Jian Chi most disturbed.

"There's a saying that's been quoted [-] times, but it still applies."

Qin Chuxu laughed softly.

"Jane Chi, being yourself is enough. There is no perfect ending in the world, only one that satisfies you."

This sentence penetrated into the depths of my heart that no one has ever visited, leaving an indelible and vivid mark.

"Why didn't you tell me before you went to remove the cast?"

When Ji Huaisi saw Jian Chi's unharmed left foot, he stretched his brows first, and then frowned slightly, and asked with a disappointed tone, which flashed by, making people pay more attention and feel self-blame.

"How is it? The doctor said you are recovering well?"

Jian Chi repeated Qin Zhao's words, and said, "I wanted to talk to you, but I heard that the student union is very busy these days, so I went by myself."

In the third term of high school, the main members of the student union are facing graduation and need to pass on their duties to others in advance, including Shen Shuting and Ji Weisi, the two presidents and vice presidents. They have to hand over the most work and are also the busiest positions.There was no sign of fatigue on Ji Huaisi's face, and the hand hanging by his side inadvertently touched the back of Jian Chi's, "No matter how important the student union's affairs are, they are not as important as you, and there is Shen Shuting on it, so I will just run out lazily. He also has to help to bear it first, and nothing will happen."

Jian Chi choked, why did it sound like she was trying to express herself?

Ji Huaisi tilted his head and smiled, his eyes were gentle and clear, "I'm lying to you, how could I be so irresponsible?"

For some reason, Jian Chi always felt that the first paragraph was more appropriate to the real Ji Waisi. He once again thought of the speculations about stalking in his heart, but now is not a good time to speak.Ji Weisi's hand, which was swaying due to his steps, slid across the back of his hand again. On the way to the student union, there were sparse figures around him. Ji Waisi didn't hold Jian Chi directly, but every time he slid across the skin, it brought a burst of warmth Jian Chi felt that it was wrong to avoid it, and when he passed by again, he held Ji Huaisi's restless hand.

Ji Whisper paused for a moment, with a slightly deep smile, which seemed to be mixed with a touch of surprise, "Aren't you worried?"

Jian Chi thought that it was someone else who was not embarrassed, and said, "Then I let go."

Ji Huaisi didn't answer, but he clenched his hands tightly. Realizing that Jian Chi said this on purpose, a slight fluctuation flashed in his eyes, and then he slowly and gently closed his hands.Maybe it was because it was the first time to respond proactively like this, Jian Chi's heart beat a little faster just now.

Have to say, really cool.

Qin Chuxu's words lingered in his ears again, and Jian Chi felt that he was really slow, or stupid, and only then did he understand the three words 'be yourself'.His uncertainty about his relationship and his wavering towards Ji Weisi, in addition to the other party's reasons, there is also a small part that cannot be ignored from himself.

He was always too worried about these things, and sometimes even wondered if Ji Huaisi fell in love with him because of some force majeure arrangement, for example, Bai Xiyu in the plot used to be him now.Qin Chuxu's words made Jian Chi realize very clearly that everything that happened now came from his choice, there was no 'plot', no dramatic change, this moment seemed to remove a heavy stone that had been pressing on his heart for a long time, looking back at the past Jian Chi couldn't help admiring Ji Huaisi's good concentration.

Fortunately, Jiweisi can't read his current thoughts, and the office is not far away.Ji Huaisi stopped at the door, looked at Jian Chi earnestly, and asked what he had asked before: "Do you really need me to go in?"

Jian Chi didn't forget the main purpose of coming here this time, she sank her impetuous heart, and shook her head, "It won't take much time, I want to talk to him first."

"That's fine," Ji Huaisi saw Jian Chi's persistence, and didn't force him to listen to his own thoughts, and stretched out a smile that could not be refused, "I will stand at the door, and call me anytime any danger arises."

I don't know how fragile he is in Ji Huaisi's eyes, Jian Chi even suspects that what is waiting in the room is not Bai Xiyu, but some terrible monster.However, when the door was opened, there was no picture as rich as imagined. The office was spacious and bright, and it was also unbelievably quiet. Bai Xiyu was sitting on the other side of the sofa, and when she heard the sound, she stood up abruptly and looked in Jian Chi's direction, her eyes widening. His face was reddish, as if just such a meeting made him panic and didn't know what to do.

Jian Chi closed the door behind him, and after a crisp sound, all the questions that he had thought came to mind.