[Curse back] dream tracing

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Until mid-September, it was the Association's Auxiliary Supervision Commendation Meeting. Since I entered the industry in the spring of 12, I was still a rookie in the first year, so of course it has nothing to do with her.But she was the best assistant supervisor in 13, and she is still this year.

In addition to useless praise and medals, there is also a large bonus.She went to the stage to accept the award with a blank face. The more crowded the place, the easier it is to control the painted skin.She had nothing to say to everyone: "Thank you everyone, we will continue to work together in the future."

She got off the stage with her things, and there was a dinner party after that, she only took a few mouthfuls and left after expressing herself.

I am really impatient with this kind of occasion. The place where the association holds this meeting is the banquet hall of a certain hotel, and it is here every year.Lighted a cigarette at the door, walked over alone, and then backed away, looking at her in surprise: "Isn't this...Miss Taohui?"

She squinted her eyes at this annoying name, remembering that the person in front of her was a subordinate of a long-term client or something.After all, at that time, she also took the high-end route in order to make a lot of money. The customers were long-term, and basically only fixed those few people, so she knew a little about their affairs.

She pressed out the cigarette butt: "ah, long time no see. How are you recently?"

"Very well, it's just that Miss Taohui's sudden resignation made our president worry for a long time."

"That's really embarrassing, but I found a suitable job at that time, so I left." She really didn't want to say anything more, and pointed to the door behind her: "We are still organizing a trade union, so I will go in first. I wish you all the best."

After finishing speaking, he ran in in a hurry, feeling so annoyed, he might as well just run home, because he was afraid that he would look for her later and force Lai Lai again.She found a corner and sent a message to Qihai: [How about finding a task to do, I really don't want to waste time here. ]

[Come and pick me up. ]

What a joy.So she immediately stood up and went to say hello to the leader, Nei Marsh. Once she said that she would lead someone to do a task, it was not easy to stop her, and she slipped away smoothly.After pulling him in, Qihai seemed very happy, so she asked, "What's wrong?"

"Well, the conjurer group is talking about you. Many people didn't know that you started to lead a permanent conjurer until you introduced your work performance this year before you took the stage. They all said that if they knew you were going to lead people, they wouldn't let me Got ahead."

"This kind of thing can only be said to be fate, right? It just so happens that you have a fixed person. You just asked me. My sister has been living in a nursing home before, and the price is cheaper, but she always comes to me in any emergency. There is no way. And it takes a lot of time to turn her over every day, wipe her body, apply ointment for massage and so on... It is expensive to live in the hospital now, but I don’t want to do these things.”

"Are you going to go on like this?" Qi Hai felt worried to death when she heard it: "Even if your sister is taken good care of, she might not be able to stay with you for a long time, right?"

Yuren didn't answer, but just drove quietly to the destination.The task of fooling around was quickly completed, and the report was also completed, and it would be fine to send people home.She was in a daze for a while, and went to the hospital. Her sister was still lying unconscious. No matter how hard and tired she was, she dared not tell her sister. She still hoped that her sister would wake up, thinking that she was just conscious. Trapped by her body, she could still hear her, so even if she was talking to her sister, it was good news but not bad news.

It was not until these two years that I finally gave up that unrealistic fantasy, and occasionally I was able to say something from my heart to my sister: "I am very afraid that you will leave, sister."

After a while, she said again: "It seems that living is very boring, but survival is like an instinct, which makes me full of fear of death. Sister, you are a spider's thread hanging on the cliff, and I didn't let me fall completely If you cut it off, then so will I... But it's not a bad thing. If you think about it carefully, I think it's fine for our family to leave together ten years ago, and we don't have to suffer so much for nothing. "

The suffering that life imposed on her body, the past that could not be washed away, were all like layers of soaked paper, covering her face coldly, layer after layer, gradually suffocating.

Stretching out his hand to touch Taeko's hand, it was very thin, because of long-term immobility, the muscles had shrunk, and the skin and flesh felt very loose.

The yellowing of the skin caused by the liver problem before has receded recently, but it is still a kind of gray that is only slightly stronger than that of a dead person, pink with a little bit of blood, and has not completely turned into the blue-gray color of a corpse.

The cold hand in her palm was gradually warmed by her, she took Taeko's hand and put it on her face: "Please help me, sister."

After leaving the hospital, almost all the cars in the parking lot were gone.From a distance, she saw someone standing beside her car, the silhouette was recognizable, it was Xia Youjie.Her footsteps instantly became hesitant, as if she was a god, and Xia Youjie, who was held by her almost in the same position as her sister, now made her feel afraid.

He was afraid that his ugliness would be exposed in front of him again and again, and that he would be like an unrepentant and humble prostitute who would seduce him shamelessly.

Xia Youjie obviously saw her too, but seeing her stop, he didn't come over, but took out his phone and called her: "Miss Yu Ren?"

The sound that has been processed by the radio wave in the ear is slightly different from the sound heard by the human ear. It is very clear at close range, and there is also a real sound that can be faintly heard far away.The two voices overlapped and called her again: "Miss Yuren, is there something embarrassing? If I embarrass you, I don't need to contact you in the future. Don't treat me..." Xia Youjie said Before he finished speaking, the phone hung up, and Yu Ren strode towards him, standing in front of him: "It's because of me, and it has nothing to do with you."

"Is it convenient to talk to me?"

"Sorry, it's inconvenient. I myself...for some reason, I hate social interaction. It's not that I hate you. In short, normal contact is fine." She lowered her head, restraining her various behaviors.Don't raise your head, don't reach out to fiddle with your hair, don't make any small movements: "In short, it doesn't matter if we don't see each other less in the future, I'm really sorry to cause you trouble."

Social fear?Xia Youjie suddenly realized: "I'm sorry, I don't know. Then your job is not convenient, Qi Hai is pretty easy to talk to, he won't be angry if you tell him to quit."

Yuren unlocked the car, but still didn't dare to look at him: "I'll take you back. Qihai, he is indeed a very good person. I have already told him about this two days ago, so now he It’s very accommodating to me, and I can barely continue.”

Xia Youjie got into the co-pilot, put on his seat belt, and leaned against the window as much as possible, trying to stay away from her, as if he was afraid that he would cause her trouble.

It's really embarrassing, Yuren glanced at him: "It's not like that all the time, and somehow it's better when you're in a crowded place, and it's easier to feel uncomfortable when you're facing a person. It feels good now, Don't be so careful."

Just after she finished speaking, she started to cry, why is it always like this?Always meek people are suffering?Because Xia Youjie felt sorry for his companion, was he going to be pushed on that road?Because she wanted her sister to live, kept a little hope, and gave her sister a chance to wake up, did she have to endure all kinds of torture?

The atmosphere became even more strange, Xia Youjie pressed her arm: "Stop first, Yu Ren, stop the car."

The car stopped on the side of the road, she took out a tissue and began to wipe away her tears, and put a hand on her head: "If you are sad, resign, don't do this job. Don't worry about your sister's medical expenses, I miss you Still affordable."

"You...you already..." She cried so hard that she couldn't speak clearly, and she was still trying to express herself: "I have already told her to live once, the rest is up to my younger sister .”

After a while, she calmed down a little, wiped her face clean, and forced a smile: "And there is no pressure at work, I think it's okay."

"Conjurer and assistant supervisor are not good jobs, don't you think it's hard work?"

As far as the nature of the work is concerned, indeed, she understands the kind of "hard work". She faces endless monsters, casualties, and the departure of teammates every day. She never sees even a good thing because of her work.

"I have done a lot of work, and for a while I even skipped class to work." This is what happened in the second half of high school before I ran to my mother-san in Ginza to recommend myself: "As long as it is work, it always seems to be very troublesome. The service industry always has to accept difficulties. Workers have to be squeezed by factory owners, farmers have to endure the dictatorship of the Agricultural Association, and ordinary workers have to work overtime and strive for performance. Our industry is just a little bit worse, and we can’t see a single good thing. Forget it, they probably still see a little bit of good things once in a while."

"But our salary is very high. If we go out to eat and stay, we will be reimbursed directly without asking a question. It is not shabby to make money."

She was fiddling with the tissue balls that had wiped tears from her fingers. When she was about to lose it, she wanted to entrust someone who was stronger than her: "Where is Mr. Xia You? Do you feel hard recently?"

"Thanks to your list, I was exhausted some time ago, so I really need to take a break recently."

"No companions? Wouldn't it be better to ask them to help?"

"Yes, but they went to exorcise them directly—you know, my technique needs to face the curse spirit."

That's it, Yu Ren heaved a sigh of relief, and turned his head to him: "That's great, Mr. Xia You is not alone. Before...Although I was very embarrassed, I was really worried about this matter."

A faint soreness spread from his chest, Xia Youjie sighed, why is this person like this?After working so hard, are you still worried about him, a guy she didn't even remember before?

But many, many warlocks are people like Hanren, who can obviously turn a blind eye, but still make a gentle decision to stand up for irrelevant ordinary people, which has caused the current desperate situation.Although Xia Youjie also knew that he was beautifying her, Yuren was quite satisfied with the high salary of the association.

This kind of social fear probably doesn't have many friends, so there is no need to hesitate, Xia Youjie invited her directly: "I have two adopted daughters, and they are still waiting for me to go home for dinner. If you don't mind, come have a light meal together? They are both lovely and love the grapes you brought back."

I specifically said that there are two children, is it because I just said that "social terror" is not so easy to attack when there are many people?

She nodded: "Thank you."