[Curse back] dream tracing

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While eating breakfast, Xia Youjie was trying to recall what happened at that time: "I really didn't realize that you could see it at the time... It's weird that you were able to send the gift later—" mentioning this incident Xia Youjie was also a little unhappy.He took a bite of the sandwich: "How do you know Heijing?"

"Tiannei and I are classmates in the same school. Once you came to our school, Heijing was almost taken away by someone. You took her away. I saw it at the time, so I saw Heijing come to the school later. Please let her hand over any procedures within the day."

This was why Xia Youjieye was unhappy when he recalled this incident.Kuroi was almost kidnapped back then. After saving Kuroi, Tenuchi Riko was not too worried about herself who was about to complete her mission, but it was very sad to keep her only family member Kuroi involved, so she didn't have any demands in the future. After saying goodbye, I have to go directly to the Xingxing Palace and wait for the time to come.

Young Riko Amauchi, who hasn't had a good look at the world yet, and hasn't seen her since.Shortly thereafter, Heijing handed Xia Youjie a key to a public locker in the urban area, saying that he would put things in it after Friday, and asked him to get it.

Two gifts and a thank-you letter, signed by Yu Ren Taeko, Yu Ren Jiang, were placed in the locker. It was the first thank-you gift Xia Youjie received.

The past gradually came to mind, Xia Youjie looked at her: "You—you were there at that time, just huddled in the corner, weren't you?"

Yuren Jiang laughed: "Yes, the mop in Ms. Heijing's hand was still taken from me."

Putting down the sandwich in his hand, Xia Youjie sighed and leaned back in the chair.In fact, when talking about the past, he always felt very regretful. If Riko Amane was prevented from being fused, what would be the result?

Can he and Gojo Satoru continue to walk on the same path?Can you keep him from going on the current path?

This seems to have something to do with Tiannai Riko's affairs, but it doesn't seem to have much to do with it.The main reason was that Xia Youjie was fed up with the righteous arguments he used to talk about. He hated ignorant ordinary people, endlessly lying on the magician's body to suck blood.

So he wanted these vampires, all dead.

Yu Renjiang couldn't eat anymore if she didn't eat alone, she wiped her mouth: "How are you recently?"

"Yes, I feel very happy to leave the association. I don't have to wipe my ass with those stupid monkeys anymore. Every time I see them being eaten by a curse spirit, I can laugh. If it wasn't for the fact that my strength temporarily didn't allow me, I would I want to release the curse spirit to swallow them one by one."

So naturally, he said such things to the association's running dog, an auxiliary supervisor with a good reputation and strong professional ability.

Perhaps it was Yu Renjiang who gave him courage because of his special treatment, but he had already done so.

And Yuren just showed a look of sudden realization: "So you think so, before I always guessed why you did that and why you left the association." She didn't feel that she shouldn't or that what he said made her sick What, not even a comment.

The two of them looked at each other until Xia Youjie stretched out his hand and pinched her chin across the table: "What else?"

"What do you want to hear? The ridicule of your unrealistic goal, or to tell you with empathy, I hope they all die too?" Her eyes were still calm, but the night before, When the Gap Girl Curse Spirit was lying on her back, she was obviously scared.

She broke Xia Youjie's hand: "Most of the time, I don't want others to comment on my own affairs, do I? Isn't it enough for me to agree with ideals?"

That's what I said, but it was because I was shaken that I was eagerly looking forward to the response of others, especially a positive response.Yu Renjiang treated him so differently, he thought that, at least, this guy would cater to him perfunctorily and perfunctorily.

Xia Youjie, who came up with such an idea, knew that he had reached a dead end.But no matter how you think about it, this seems to be an inevitable thing, because the belief that he once regarded as a standard, protecting ordinary people, and protecting the weak can no longer be established.

It's fine if it's just him, but why do all the innocent magicians need to be persecuted for those guys?

Look, the one in front of me is also a victim. When she was still young, she watched her parents die. Over the past ten years, her sister is still in a vegetable state and has never shown any signs of waking up. And judging by the current situation, It's kind of like running out of fuel, and maybe I won't be able to save my life in the future.

It was Yu Ren who looked away first, she looked out the window, fingered the fork lightly, after a while, she took out a business card: "Contact me anytime if you need it, thank you all the time. Please be careful Take care of yourself, although I really don't want to comment on other people's affairs, but—but..." She seemed to be hesitant, and finally said it in very euphemistic words: "There are enough embarrassing things for people to live in this world. , I hope you don't embarrass yourself."

Like last night, she quickly started the car and left. Xia Youjie put away her business card and smiled helplessly - yes, isn't she just embarrassing herself?But now, it seems that only this old man who has just reunited and has only two sides is still worried about his situation, and it seems that no one can be blamed for this, it is Xia Youjie's own choice.

When he chose to turn the problem he faced into a train problem, when he separated himself from his companions, in the end, he flipped the track switch and let the fast-moving train come towards him.

Mornings are always a little bit quieter—if there isn't a morning rush accident.Fortunately, there was no one who couldn't think about it today, so she was able to sneak to the hospital in some time, and her sister was still living in the ICU, and her condition was as stable as when she left, very badly stable.

Her kidneys and liver are still failing, and she once seriously asked the doctor if she could donate a kidney and a part of her liver to her sister, but the doctor advised her not to: "To be honest, Miss Yuren, your sister has been in a coma for ten years. In the case of severe brain damage, we all feel that it is a miracle to be able to survive until now. Of course I know your deep affection for your sister, because of her countless efforts and painstaking efforts over the years, but... ..Please forgive yourself, and forgive her too. Let her see that you are still dedicating to such a her, and even if she continues to live, she will still be tortured."

I understand all the reasons, but Yu Renjiang has already sacrificed almost everything that can be sacrificed for her sister to survive. If it is only a part of the internal organs that can be lost, she is willing to continue to sacrifice, as long as her sister can continue to live and accompany her.

Taeko's existence has been completely embedded in her flesh and blood, and has become a part of her. It is better to say that she needs a pillar that can support her to go on—this is Taeko.

Lying on the glass and looking at my sister, this is not a nursing home, not a place where you can go in and touch your sister just by changing clothes.Because of a liver problem, Taeko's complexion is now abnormally yellow. She looked at her sister in fear and remained motionless until the phone rang.

I'm used to pulling myself out of any state, and quickly pulled out my phone to pick it up: "Yu Ren."

"Please go to..."

Endless tasks, running errands, high-level and high-level conjurers who need a little care, and countless tragedies caused by curse spirits, and finally there is the sister lying in the hospital and the savior who seems to be almost unable to survive Xia Youjie.

He used to not understand his intentions, and thought that he would at least be more relaxed if he left the association, but now he realized that he might as well be a fool and not want to work for the association so much.

Everything about her seemed to be at a dead end, she was approaching the edge of the cliff step by step, only the numbness after the endless pain filled her whole body, working mechanically, earning money, paying for her sister's medical bills, and then buying herself favorite things drinks, eat what you want most, and wear all kinds of luxury clothes.

No matter the price, it seems like every day is the last day of living.

Nearly half a month later, Taeko escaped from death by spending money endlessly, but her physical condition was probably too high for the equipment in the sanatorium to continue to maintain, so she took three or four high-tech medical equipment and went to work together. Moved upstairs to a single room.

A hospital stay is much more expensive than a nursing home, of course she knows.For a few years, she was so poor that she could barely afford food, and lived in a semi-basement with only four stacks of tatami mats and only half a window, just to save money for her sister's medical treatment.

But now she doesn't care about money anymore.

Smoking in the garden of the hospital also seems immoral, but she didn't care at all, she just sat on a chair, basked in the sun, squinted her eyes, finished smoking a cigarette, pressed the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash can, and went up to look again Taeko, then left the hospital.

It stands to reason that today is a day off. She always stays in the hospital and is used to not socializing. After some incidents, she doesn't like socializing. She prefers to be alone with her sister in the ward.

But today she did have something to do, she looked at the time, it was still early, Xia Youjie made an appointment at 11:30 noon, and probably invited her to lunch by the way, saying that she had something to ask her.

Because I had nothing to do, I arrived at the restaurant almost an hour earlier. I just got a glass of water and picked out a book from the decorative bookshelf to read, "La Traviata".

She laughed, opened a certain section of the book and began to read.

Putting it into the slightly clichéd plot now, but looking at the relationship between Armand and Marguerite from the perspective of "I", some facts, plus some imagination of "I", it is not so monotonous, and even readers are also interested. I will follow "I" and start to make some guesses subconsciously.

In reality and fantasy, everyone can pick out the right pieces and put together the Armand and Marguerite in everyone's mind-although this has no effect on the final ending, they missed it after all, even The last time they met, they broke up badly. After Marguerite died, only endless regret and pain were left to Armand.

The summer sun was too hot, and when she decided to read a book to pass the time, Yu Ren lowered half of the curtains, and she leaned on the sofa, took off her shoes very impolitely, and lay down to read a book.

The sun illuminated the book and half of her arm in her hand, her slender and white fingers seemed to be melting in the sun, and the cheeks hidden in the shadows could vaguely see the glowing silhouette in the dimness because of the reflection on the pages of the book. You Jie stood at the door of the box, stared at her silently for a few seconds before knocking on the door frame, and walked into the box: "Have you been waiting?"

She raised the book in her hand: "Anyway, there are things to pass the time." Then she put the book down, sat up, and stuffed her bare feet directly into black thick-heeled high-heeled shoes.

Following Xia Youjie was the waiter: "Do you want to order?"

Xia Youjie, who was impatient with dealing with ordinary people, nodded, and Yu Ren stretched out his hand winkingly: "Let's do it ourselves, we've decided to call you, thank you."

After taking the notebook and pen, she pushed the menu to Xia Youjie: "Then what would you like to order, sir? I asked just now. The signature of this restaurant is sizzling beef with black pepper and Kyushu-style seasonal stir-fry. There are chilled plum tomatoes, which seem to be very suitable for summer, would you like some?"

There was a sweet smile on his face, and his eyes were also crooked, like little stars shining inside, Xia Youjie looked at her and laughed: "Have you ever been a restaurant waiter? You are so professional ah."

Unexpectedly, Yuren nodded: "Yes, I did. There was a time when the economy was tight, and I did a lot of work at that time."

Flipping through the menu, Xia Youjie found the corresponding dish according to her recommendation. Sure enough, he still seemed to have an appetite. The irritability of having to go out to eat was also dispelled. He pushed the menu directly: "I don't have any preferences. , you can do as you wish.”

Yuren lowered his head to look at the menu, raised his eyelids and glanced at him: "Nonsense, you added more vinegar to the soup when you ate noodles last time, and you chose scallop meat as a side dish, but you didn't eat it in the soup, but I eat it alone with a little soy sauce, and I like food with a bit of chewiness, a refreshing taste, and a sour-sweet taste—probably not too sweet, right?"

While talking, he had already confidently written down the name of the dish he liked in the notebook, Xia Youjie was speechless, it was roughly like this.Only the sour and sweet taste is not accurate. It should be that when eating cold noodles, I like to add a little vinegar to it, which will make it feel more refreshing.

After writing the menu, she handed the things to the waiter, and then closed the door of the box: "So, what do you need me for? I will try my best."