[Curse back] dream tracing

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It’s not enough to make only one cake after paying two shares of money, so after finishing one cake, Jiang looked at the cooking table next door: “Make another cookie? The ingredients over there haven’t been moved much yet.”

This time, no one made trouble, and it was done very quickly. The three older wastes were taken away by the young boss.

The cookies were packed in the exquisite packaging bags provided by the store and given to the three wastes who could only eat. The cake was split into four pieces on the spot, and each person got one piece.Jiang planned to take it home to eat, and Gojo Wu opened it on the spot and started eating: "The cream is a bit thick and greasy. Next time, Jie, don't touch it."

"It's good to eat something, don't pick and choose." Xia Youjie put on a kind smile on his face: "Okay, you two go back to school, I have to send this child home."

"No, I'll go back by myself. Thank you for asking me to come out." Jiang nodded and went out with the cake box, but Xia Youjie didn't care so much and just followed her away.

This overzealous attitude, as well as the particularly familiar cake in her hand, caused her to have some complicated emotions that she didn't know how to describe.She was sure that Xia Youjie didn't seem to remember so many things, but he seemed to have some impressions.

The two walked towards the tram stop, Xia Youjie was a little distressed: "Do you think I'm annoying?"

"No, I'm very happy that you come to see me often." She still lowered her head, with her long hair covering her cheeks, looking very shy.

Starting over doesn't mean she doesn't care about the past at all, but she always thinks that she should take care of him more, and now she is redeemed because of her sister's help. Similarly, she also wants to work hard, so she stopped going astray early Only Xia Youjie can do it.

If you want to do this, you can't do it without dealing with it.

However, Xia Youjie has never pursued this contradictory posture, and has always treated her very tolerantly. Coupled with today's incident, she suspects that part of Xia Youjie's consciousness has returned, just like in the past, loving her tenderly She, compared with others, she is even favored.

This Xia Youjie, at least partly, is her Xia Youjie.

Sending her back to the temporary apartment, Xia Youjie bent down and looked at her sideways: "Okay, you're home, just bid farewell to me, don't keep your head down, okay?"

Just talk, what are you doing so close?Jiang took a step back, but raised her head and looked at him obediently: "Well...goodbye..."

The family is still in a special period, and Jiang's performance is always worrying. Her parents consulted a psychologist secretly, and they also said that they should pay attention to the child's psychological problems. They may have a tendency to depression recently, and some symptoms of autism may be After the start of school, it will be relieved when exposed to a new environment. If possible, take the children to participate in social activities. I also consulted the parents who just lost a daughter and gave some suggestions.

Under such circumstances, even if he always felt that the kid had bad intentions for his daughter, he still had to stop them from interacting, because this was the only friend Jiang was still dealing with.So I can only say with a cold face: "Jiang, it's okay to go out to play, but you have to make more friends."

It’s just that after the promise is over, there will be no more. If you go out, you will go out. Either you will be alone in the bookstore, or you will be bored at home, and you will help with cooking. I got in touch, and one day when a relative came to visit, I went upstairs without saying hello, which was very rude.

The Yuren couple were a little embarrassed: "This child has been in a bad mood recently, please be considerate...We are also very distressed."

The relative who came to visit sighed: "It's really hard, but it should get better after a while."

People's reason and emotion are always in conflict. Intellectually, relatives at that time wanted to euthanize their sister, and then adopted her not all because of the desire for compensation. It is unreasonable for her to keep her sister all the time. the guy.Facts have also proved that it is really not something ordinary families can afford to keep a vegetative person all the time. She needs to support her and her relatives naturally also need it. It is not worth spending the family's savings and future for a non-biological girl.

But emotionally, she needs someone who can vent her grievances a little bit, and these relatives who are indeed somewhat indifferent have become that target.Who would believe her when she said clearly that she knew something might happen and didn't want to see her relatives?He can only say that she is crazy, so he can only ignore them completely.

Fortunately, school will start soon, and her mother, Chiyoko, was originally a full-time wife. Because of such a big change in the family, she also decided to start working again to distract her attention, instead of going to school after her husband went to work and her daughter went to school. One stays at home and then becomes a childcare worker in a nearby kindergarten.

The family of three took a photo at the school gate when they entered school—Xia Youjie took it, and he came here to send Jiang to school, which made Yuren’s father so angry that he was very serious after sending his daughter to the school. Said: "Xiao Jiang is very dependent on you, and we are very grateful to you. But she is still young, you should be a little bit more restrained!"

Ah...disliked?

A brand new school, the experience is really completely different.It is an ordinary school with a low entry threshold, and it is not a girls' school with a more serious school spirit. It is quite a free school.

Although I don't want to mention the way of learning crafts, Jiang also admits that he is quite talented in painting, so he joined the art club.I don't know what her dear old father did. Anyway, Xia Youjie has been sneaky recently, so he only dared to come on weekends, and he had to call in advance to ask if it was convenient.

"It's convenient, come whenever you want."

"Ah...then I won't go to your house..."

Jiang smiled and was heard over the phone, but it doesn't seem to matter, right?She said: "Okay, I'm going to the painting materials store. I joined the art club and I need to buy some things." After she finished speaking, she was about to pack up and go out. The old father who was resting at home on the weekend saw it and put down the newspaper: "Xiao Jiang Do you want to go out?"

"Well, buy some painting materials."

"Papa will accompany you?"

"Senior Xia You will come over." When she said this, she felt a little embarrassed for no reason. She stood at the door and glanced at her father, who was also looking at her, and then said earnestly: "Xiao Jiang, You are still young. Even if you want to act like a baby, you should come with your parents, why are you always facing that guy?"

But after he finished speaking, he stood up and took out his wallet, and gave her a few more banknotes: "If you want to buy something, bring more money, and come home early. Mom came back early after work, and we will have dinner at night." Barbecue, if you come back late, there will be nothing left."

After a few months of silence, being cared and loved by parents, I have fully awakened.The good time seems to have washed away all the dirt on her body, but because she still can't let go of the past, she can't get along with her parents as she did a long time ago.

She could only nod: "well, I'll come home early."

This kind of distress can't be shared with anyone, and she has long been used to dealing with these unhappiness by herself, but when she saw Xia Youjie, she still began to miss the Xia Youjie she knew, who could share all her moods and be with each other. She was so honest that she had revealed all the scandals to the other party - even if she was cheated, and she could be willful occasionally, even if it was unreasonable, Xia Youjie would fully tolerate her.

Jiang is going to get in touch with color from gouache. She used to do sketches and sketches, especially sketches. After all, she needs to use them for work.While choosing drawing paper, brushes and commonly used paints according to the introductory tutorials on the Internet, I asked: "How is the study in Jugao? Is there a big difference from ordinary schools?"

Now that Xia Youjie has been in school for a few months, she has to start caring about this matter. After about a year and a half, the incident of Riko Tiannei will happen, which made Xia Youjie feel uncomfortable afterwards.

Facing a whole wall of paintbrushes, Xia Youjie took out two brushes from the grid and compared them. It seemed that there was not much difference. He wondered why he had to classify them so carefully. There are a lot of classes, and I go out two or three times a week to take practical classes. To be honest, those practical classes--" He was halfway through, and after Jiang Ye turned his head to look at him, he continued: "It's really boring, weak I'm going to die. I can do it all by myself, but I still have to team up with Wu, it's completely unnecessary."

"I think it's pretty good. After all, both of you are underage. You shouldn't do this kind of thing."

"It needs capable people to do it. It depends on adults. Tell me, what can those people do?" He pointed his finger at other people wandering around in the store, being particularly impolite and looking down on those people.

Raise the paintbrush in your hand: "Make paintbrushes, make paints, make good-looking clothes, delicious food, build all kinds of buildings, plant and breed all kinds of ingredients. Without those people, you would starve to death naked, Xia Senior Oil."

Ah this...

"I don't think the only meaning of your existence, Senior Xia You, is to exorcise curse spirits. Apart from that, you have a strong body and a smart mind. Maybe you can be an excellent athlete, pilot or astronaut."

Why?Xia Youjie touched his warm ears: "Really?"

"Well, I'm just giving you an example. You might be able to do other things. Do you want to learn to paint with me?" In order for Xia Youjie to accept the existence of ordinary people, Jiang paid too much .

Isn't this flattering?Xia Youjie immediately agreed.

When I was talking, I made a promise, but when I actually did things, there were serious problems. Jiang had never taught anyone, and she couldn’t teach anyone at all. The starting point of teaching was also ridiculously high. I only bought a sketchbook and a pencil. Eraser started teaching.She asked Xia Youjie to draw the drink cup she just bought.

It wasn't difficult at all, the two sat in the park studying the cups, Xia Youjie's drawing was pretty good, but Jiang was not satisfied: "The most important thing in sketching is light and shadow, you have to draw the changes in light and shade and shadows."

Oh ok, try to paint, darken the color or something, but Jiang still has to say: "You have to take a good look, this dividing line between light and dark is slanted, why is it vertical?"

Oh ok, change that.Finally, she said: "There is a little reflection here. Look carefully. Is the color lighter than this side? The color should be lighter. It doesn't mean that the closer you get to the shadow, the darker it is. This is also part of the relationship between light and shadow. You have to look carefully." .”

After barely following the instructions, she said, "It's a mess, it seems that you don't have the talent in this area, senior."

Xia Youjie held the notebook and covered his heart, unable to figure out where the problem was, where did the quiet and shy Xiao Jiang go?Obviously just now I was saying that I can do anything.