[Douluo] Twin Souls

Even though there were so many people around, and even a few spirit beasts staring at him outside, Tang San couldn't care less about anything.Pulling Tang Lan who was still a little weak, he buried his body deeply in his embrace.He didn't say sorry or anything, but his teeth had already bit his lip.How could he not regret that he handed over the Youxiang Qiluo fairy product to Tang Lan?If it weren't for that, how could Tang Lan be attacked by surprise.For herself, this is not the first time Xiaolan has been hurt.Tang San hated himself, hated himself for failing to protect Tang Lan well.

Besides, in the final analysis, the reason why Xiaolan was injured was because she insisted on obtaining the spirit ring of the Pit Demon Spider.It's ridiculous that he completely ignored Xiaolan's intentions just now, but in just a few moments, he almost never saw him again.

And Tang Lan, who was hugged by Tang San, was still angry that he ignored her just now and insisted on leapfrogging to absorb the ten thousand year spirit ring.But at this moment, feeling that the body holding her was trembling slightly, Tang Lan felt that she was very spineless and soft-hearted again.

It was like this every time, no matter how angry I was, as long as the usually mature and stable elder brother showed such helpless and fearful emotions because of me, Tang Lan could no longer stick to his previous decision.Tang Lan sighed, was it his own illusion, why did he always feel that the mature and tolerant elder brother in the past always wanted to comfort himself in turn recently.

Relaxing her body and letting Tang San circle her, Tang Lan rubbed Tang San's cheek, and slowly comforted Tang San, signaling that she was fine.But Tang San couldn't calm down so quickly this time, although he could still feel the warmth in his arms, the crisp, itchy and warm feeling when Tang Lan rubbed against his face was the same as before.But thinking of the situation where Tang Lan was stabbed by the Man Faced Demon Spider just now, Tang San felt his heart was still chilling.

It was just a little short, even if there was a slight deviation just now, Tang Lan would never be able to be held in his arms so well again.If it was just poisoned by the man-faced demon spider piercing the skin, Tang San still had confidence in being able to rescue Tang Lan.But if it was pierced through the body, let alone how the wound would be, the speed at which the toxin spread at that time was not at all what Tang San could stop now.

No matter what dangers Tang Lan encountered before, Tang Lan had never faced such dangers in front of Tang San.Even if Tang Lan was captured by the Titan Giant Ape that time, he didn't suffer any harm in front of Tang San, and it could give Tang San another hope.But just now, the last time the Man Faced Demon Spider cut Tang Lan's vitality just in front of Tang San.It can be said that Acacia heartbroken red is an accident among accidents. How much defense range can a flower that is less than a quarter of the palm have?It was after Tang Lan's dangerous dodges several times that he was hit on the chest and escaped.

Every step from the time the Man Faced Demon Spider rushed towards Tang Lan was full of thrills.Even if Tang Lan's dodge and movement just missed the position of a toe, he can't be held safely in Tang San's arms now.Every scene before, Tang San was still covered in cold sweat when he thought about it.

Tang San constantly wants to become stronger, constantly pursues great strength, the ultimate goal has always been single and clear.That is to protect Tang Lan well and guard him well.They will go to find their father, and then live an ordinary but peaceful life.And strong strength is also one of the guarantees for their peaceful life.

But now, Tang San felt a little dazed.Because he found that every time he became stronger, or when he made up his mind to improve his strength to a higher level, it would inevitably hurt Tang Lan.No matter how hard he tried, it still couldn't change the fact that Tang Lan got hurt every time because of him.This is really different from what I pursue.No, it's not different, it's the complete opposite.In order to seek strength, I just want to protect Xiaolan, but why do I get such results every time?

Tang San's eyes shifted to the Pit Demon Spider whose spider legs had been cut off, and his dazed eyes suddenly became sharp.If it is said that before the Man Faced Demon Spider attacked Tang Lan, Tang San still had some slight hesitation in his heart. Although he had confidence in himself, he was not [-]% sure.It doesn't matter if he really has something, but Tang San always has so many worries when he thinks that Tang Lan will be implicated.

But at this moment, looking at that ten thousand year spider, Tang San didn't have any hesitation in his heart.You say give up?Xiao Lan almost paid the price with her life for this, how could she give up on it?To some extent, that man-faced demon spider has also been absorbed by him.At this moment, it is even more impossible for the crypt demon spider to let it go.Although Tang Lan was injured every time he became stronger, Tang San couldn't think of a second way to protect Tang Lan.

Before they had enough strength, they couldn't go back to that remote, poor but peaceful Holy Soul Village.Those ordinary and simple lives in the past, from the moment they chose the path of soul masters, and before reaching the end, it is impossible to have them again.Regret is meaningless, so Tang San does not allow himself to regret.

Tang San let go of his embrace, the light in his eyes suddenly became persistent.Take out a roll of green leaves from the wishful treasure bag and stuff it into Tang Lan's mouth.At the same time, he took the Youxiangqiluo fairy product that Tang Lan took out from Xiaosan just now, and put it back into the wishful treasure bag.

That is Longzhi leaf, which has the effect of healing and strengthening the body, and it was also obtained from around the eyes of Binghuo Liangyi.After Tang Lan ate the Longzhi leaves, a feeling of coolness spread all over her body, and the depression in her chest immediately improved a lot.

Tang San circled Tang Lan and looked up at the mountain peak beside him, "In this mountain is Senior Dugu's hidden cultivation place. Here, there is a unique Ice and Fire Yin Yang Eye. When people and animals approach, they will be affected by the extreme cold and heat." Influenced by it, it will die suddenly in a short time. But it is also here that many treasures of heaven and earth are bred. The herbs I have now come from here. Ice and Fire Yangyi Eye is harmful to others, but because I have taken two kinds of herbs, which are beneficial to me. Absorbing the soul ring there will definitely have the effect of getting twice the result with half the effort. Please wait for me here, and I will complete the absorption of the soul ring as soon as possible. You also must not get close to the ice and fire. Eyes, so as not to be hurt by its breath."

Tang Lan also knew that Tang San would definitely not give up on that kind of crypt demon spider, so she didn't stop it.Just not stopping doesn't mean not worrying, hearing what Tang San said, he immediately squeezed Tang San's palm fiercely.

Tang San turned around and saw Tang Lan staring at him with a pale face, and his heart began to throb again.He stroked Tang Lan's cheek comfortingly, and then helped him cut his hair.Leaning in front of him and whispering: "I'll be back soon, nothing will happen, don't worry."

Tang Lan looked at his older brother, no matter how awkward he was, he couldn't help it.Unwillingly nodded, but still couldn't help but glared at him again.

Receiving Tang Lan's response, Tang San didn't stop, and nodded to the others around him. With the persistence in his heart, he came to the Pit Demon Spider after a few ups and downs.The blue silver grass swept out, rolled up the restrained insidious monster, released the eight spider lances from behind, and led his body towards the Ice and Fire Yin Yang Eye at an astonishing speed.

Tang San's explanation was to comfort everyone.And his persistence is because of strength, or to be more clear, it is Tang Lan.What happened just now once again reminded him of his lack of strength with facts.Now he just wants to make himself stronger and stronger, so that he has the strength to protect his partners and loved ones.

Tang San left, and also took away the Youxiang Qiluo Immortal Grade.But there are still some leftovers. Although the last few unwilling soul beasts are still unwilling to leave, they no longer dare to take a step further.And everyone seems to have fully recovered from the thrill just now.

Dai Mubai saw that nothing was wrong at this time, he turned back to guard Qing Zi who was still absorbing the spirit ring in the grove; the fat man sat down on the spot, patted his chest and panted.Just now he fired all his firepower in shock and anger, but now he realized that his soul power was seriously consumed, so he hurriedly meditated to recover; Oscar and Xiao Wu went to help Tang Lan to rest under a big tree, although Tang Lan didn't think he had reached the point of need. At the point of being supportive, Xiao Wu and Oscar insisted, but he did not refuse; Flender and Zhao Wuji looked at the few remaining soul beasts outside the poison formation, and discussed whether they were suitable for the soul rings that did not exist now. Tang Lan.But looking left and right, the master who needs the spirit ring and the master of the master are not in a hurry yet, they should just discuss and discuss among themselves for the time being.In the end, all the people tacitly did not bother Grandmaster and Liu Erlong who were standing at the other corner of the poison formation.

The thrill just now was over, and he probably got angry at that time, but now that he calmed down and recalled the situation at that time, Liu Erlong felt a burst of fear.

If it hadn't been for Tang Lan's decisive flick at that time, it is estimated that the master would have been the first person to die under the legs of the man-faced spider.Thinking of this, Liu Erlong's whole body was cold as if he had fallen into an ice cave, and his whole body even began to tremble involuntarily.

The master saw Liu Erlong standing alone by himself, neither spoke nor looked at him, just lowered his head slightly, not knowing what he was thinking.His face, which was fine just now, suddenly turned pale, and his body began to tremble slightly.The master was shocked when he saw it, and quickly walked over to hug Liu Erlong: "Erlong, Erlong? What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

The appearance of Liu Erlong really made the master a little panicked, and Liu Erlong in his memory was always healthy and full of vitality, and He Shi had seen such a time.Could it be the Man Faced Demon Spider just now?But Erlong didn't approach that Man Faced Demon Spider at all just now.

"What exactly do you want from me?" Liu Erlong finally spoke out just when the master was so panicked that he was about to call Flender over to help.

The master looked at the pale Liu Erlong who suddenly asked questions without thinking, and didn't know how to react for a while.But seeing Liu Erlong's reddened eyes and barely audible trembling pronunciation just now, the master suddenly felt that the softest part of his heart ached like a needle prick.

Not getting the master's return, Liu Erlong suddenly shook off the master's hand, and took two steps back somewhat staggeringly.Seeing the master hurriedly coming to support him again, Liu Erlong suddenly felt angry, which was different from the irritable and murderous urge when he was angry before.This anger was accompanied by powerlessness, Liu Erlong suddenly felt really tired.Looking at the master in front of him who made no secret of his worry and concern for him, Liu Erlong was no longer as happy as before, but instead aggravated the feeling of powerlessness in his heart.

"I'm tired, so tired..."

A very light statement was accompanied by Liu Erlong's first real collapse in 20 years.With the collapse of the spirit, there are also tears of the embankment.Liu Erlong is a man, and he is stronger and more stubborn than most men.In this life, except for the night when the master left him alone and the moment when he saw the master again, Liu Erlong never allowed himself to show such a fragile side.Regardless of whether the master suddenly disappeared 20 years ago, or reappeared 20 years later but turned a blind eye to him, Liu Erlong never felt so tired like he is now.Just now when the master was in that moment of life and death, Liu Erlong realized that if he just left like this, what would he do?

Waving the master's hand away, Liu Erlong leaned against the big tree, covering his eyes with the back of one hand.The transparent liquid kept overflowing from between the fingers, and then slid down the fingers and cheeks.He does not accept the consolation of the master, nor does he express anything.Just such a person quietly leaning against the tree trunk, even though everyone was already slightly twitching, he didn't stubbornly make any sound.Liu Erlong at this time is like a doll made of ceramics, which looks hard but is fragile and will break when touched.

"No, it's not... Erlong, it's not like this!" Facing Liu Erlong like this, the master really panicked.At this time, he no longer had the usual composure, and even his usually stiff face was now full of panic.

Grandmaster suddenly strode forward, completely ignoring Liu Erlong's resistance, leaning forward and hugging Liu Erlong forcefully in his arms.

Although Liu Erlong didn't want Grandmaster to get close to him at this moment, he was emotionally unstable and had no strength at all.After being hugged desperately by the master, he no longer struggled.It's just that the master's anxious and incoherent explanation didn't make Liu Erlong feel better at all.On the contrary, the grievances of the past 20 years completely exploded in the voice of the master apologizing.Liu Erlong was like a mountain torrent accumulated for many years, and finally found a place to vent at this moment.No longer obsessed with pushing the master away, instead he buried himself in his arms and wept loudly.

Hearing muffled weeping in his bosom, as well as feeling the warm and humid feeling of the front of his chest, Grandmaster was also heartbroken at this time.

Liu Erlong's sudden collapse made Grandmaster suddenly come to his senses.In fact, I ran away cowardly 20 years ago, although in the name of being good for Erlong, in fact, half of it was for myself.

Liu Erlong has always been strong, cheerful and full of vitality in the master's memory.This is what Liu Erlong attracted the master, and it is also the main reason why the master dared to leave Liu Erlong alone for 20 years.

Because of Liu Erlong's strength, and also because Liu Erlong loves him.

Liu Erlong is strong, so he can always be by Grandmaster's side when he needs him most.And no matter how deeply he was injured, he can still stubbornly guard the master one step at a time.Because no matter when, as long as the master needs him, he can always appear in the sight of the master.Maybe on the surface it seems that Liu Erlong is the one who is obeyed and accommodated.It was only at this time that the master realized that in the relationship between the two of them, Liu Erlong was the one he relied on.

Because of the certainty and dependence on Liu Erlong's feelings, although the master did not make a conscious choice, he subconsciously made the decision to escape.Because he knew that no matter when he came back, Liu Erlong would still wait for him at the same place.

This kind of thinking is very despicable and cowardly. The master used to force himself to deepen the idea that it was for Liu Erlong's good, while continuing to be an ostrich escaping from reality in his relationship.It was not until Liu Erlong's collapse today that he was dragged back to reality.At this time, Grandmaster really understood how deeply he had hurt Liu Erlong in the past 20 years.

Grandmaster ran away after his relationship with Liu Erlong was exposed, indeed most of the reasons were for Liu Erlong's good intentions.But there is a small part, the master admits, because he is indeed a timid deserter in terms of emotions.

The trauma of the previous relationship was too deep-rooted, if he hadn't met Liu Erlong during the time when the master was decadent.The master felt that maybe he had already died of despair because of decadence.Liu Erlong pulled him up from that dark relationship and gave him a safe and warm stop.

At that time, the master was really satisfied. For Liu Erlong, he really felt that it was the last salvation that God gave him.It was only at the moment when he was finally about to land successfully that he realized that what happened before seemed to be an illusory mirage.Between him and Liu Erlong, in fact, there is still a horizontal ditch that cannot be crossed.

The master had always thought that the horizontal ditch was their blood relationship and family, but only now did he know that the horizontal ditch was actually himself.

In the previous relationship, which one was the master left alone.Just when he thought he was about to get real happiness, the other party's ruthless abandonment was obviously a blow that the master who had been growing up in embarrassment in the family could not bear.The master at that time, really for a period of time, no longer had expectations for this world and life.

And after meeting Liu Erlong, Grandmaster finally slowly walked out of the haze.Maybe Liu Erlong is not his cousin, not a member of the Blue Lightning Tyrannosaurus family.Even if he is just a little soul master with no achievements or simply an ordinary person, there will not be so many painful entanglements between them.

It's just that those are just hypothetical ideas, and the problems that exist between them still exist.When these problems broke out, the master still loves Liu Erlong, but because of love, and love is very deep, so he ran away.

Because he can't bear the love of his loved ones to abandon him for other things again, the stabbed wounds will eventually heal one day, but the scars will always exist.Because of caring and love, I can't bear being abandoned even more.After being abandoned in love for the first time, he was able to be redeemed by Liu Erlong.Then this time he was abandoned by Liu Erlong again?Who else could he have?

Such thoughts surround the master all the time.Until he finally found out that all this was for Liu Erlong's good excuse, and then left all the burdens alone, and ran away alone, leaving Liu Erlong alone to guard an agreement that he had not made a promise at all.

This is a fair relationship that he selfishly imposed on Liu Erlong. He used various excuses to avoid it, and never cared about Liu Erlong's ability to bear it.It wasn't until this time that the master realized how much his actions at that time would hurt a person.Thinking about it now, if I were Erlong, I would probably have...

Thinking of this, the master subconsciously tightened his arms, not daring to imagine that kind of result.He lowered his head in fear, but was surprised to find that Liu Erlong had fallen asleep in his arms at some point.

The fatigue of the mind is always greater than that of the body, even if Liu Erlong has passed the seventieth level, it doesn't matter, the worries and worries of the past 20 years, it is only at this time that he can take a little rest.

The master carefully shifted the center of gravity of Liu Erlong's body to his left arm, bent slightly, bent his right arm down, and directly hugged Liu Erlong horizontally.Afterwards, he didn't go far, just sat down under the big tree that Liu Erlong leaned against just now, and put Liu Erlong carefully in his arms.

Looking at Liu Erlong's eyes and cheeks that were still moist, regret and guilt suddenly came to his mind, making it difficult for Grandmaster to even breathe.

It's not that he didn't think about letting go, maybe Erlong met someone who wasn't himself, so he would really be much happier.It's just that Liu Erlong's attachments and smiles will no longer belong to him... The master smiled bitterly and looked at his subconsciously tightened arms, let go?If you can't deceive yourself with such words, who else do you want to deceive?

The master raised his hand and carefully wiped away the excess water marks on Liu Erlong's face.

When Erlong wakes up and apologizes properly, and then behaves well in the future, I wonder if Erlong will forgive himself?Maybe it will take a long time.But this is also good, anyway, they will have a lot of time in the future.