Quick Transmigration: The villain's Bai Yueguang is dead again

In the living room of Yutang Villa, Xu Lanze sat on the sofa opposite Yu Xiao and said to the man in casual clothes in front of him.

"Brother Xiao, this used to be the place where you and your senior lived. Take a look, can you remember anything?"

That explosion wiped out all the alien races, and also swallowed Yu Tang and Yu Xiao's bodies.

It is said that no one will survive.

But Yu Xiao's body reorganized out of his control, and then drifted in space in a state of suspended animation as if he had started self-protection.

The queen monitored his situation in the empire, and immediately sent someone to meet Yu Xiao.

After bringing him back, he conducted research on Yu Xiao's body.

Only then did he discover what kind of identity Yu Xiao was hiding.

However, this time, after careful consideration, she did not regard Yu Xiao as an enemy, but intended to treat this young general who had given everything for the empire kindly.

So, she called Xu Lanze, told him the results of Yu Xiao's physical examination, and asked Xu Lanze to take care of Yu Xiao who was in a coma.

After that, she held a national mourning, and together with all the people of the empire, paid homage to these nebula knights who gave their lives for the empire.

One month after the national funeral, Yu Xiao finally woke up.

But he lost all his memories, and he didn't even know his own name.

But there was nothing wrong with his intelligence test.

And the learning speed is ridiculously fast, which can be called a genius.

Xu Lanze told him that his name was Yu Xiao, he was a general admired by everyone in the empire, and he was the only one who survived the defense battle.

And he also had a lover, also a general of the empire, named Yu Tang, who died in that war.

Yu Xiao nodded, expressing his understanding.

But there was no expression on one face.

He was like a machine, mechanically receiving what Xu Lanze told him about what happened between him and Yu Tang.

And what has he done in the Oro Empire in the past two years.

Xu Lanze gave him all the audio and video recordings left by him and Yu Tang, and he also read them one by one and memorized them in his mind.

He also searched the names of Yu Tang and Yu Xiao on the Internet, and even re-watched the wedding that year.

I have stored all the pictures in my mind, but I still can't convert them into any emotions to express.

Xu Lanze already knew from the queen why Yu Xiao became like this, but seeing Yu Xiao in this state, he still felt sad.

The boy who was laughing and joking every day before quietly pulled his sleeves to wipe his tears, and asked the indifferent Yu Xiao again: "Brother Xiao, did you remember anything?"

Yu Xiao looked around, then shook his head numbly, and replied indifferently: "No."

"..." Xu Lanze only felt that his throat was astringent. After adjusting for a long time, he forced a smile: "Actually, it doesn't matter if I don't remember. If I don't remember, I won't be sad..."

That war is a scar in the hearts of all the people of the Empire.

So many imperial soldiers all died in the early hours of that day.

It's really... too tragic...

And Yu Xiao, as the only survivor, if he knew that he fought with the heart of dying with his beloved, but survived by luck, then what would he think?

How much heartache should he have?

So at this moment, Xu Lanze really changed his mind.

He thought, it's better not to remind Yu Xiao.

Let him forget it.

Only by forgetting can we face the next life better.

After a three-month adaptation period, Yu Xiao returned to the position of general.

And took over all the previous work, and did it well, and even handled the formulaic work so well that there was no fault because of his calmer mind.

It's just that the citizens of the empire discovered that General Yu Xiao, who used to love to laugh, no longer smiled.

Everything he said during the interview seemed to be arranged, indifferently like a machine.

His schedule is full every day: rebuilding the space station, helping the Queen assemble the army, training recruits, conducting diplomacy with neighboring countries, coordinating the relationship between civilians and nobles, and so on.

And he didn't seem to be tired of such a heavy work, he just finished the task step by step, and then went back to Yu Tang's villa to rest.

This cycle every day, will not feel tired, and will not have any emotions.

Until one day, he accidentally opened a secret compartment in the study and found a box.

There are ten thick notebooks in the box.

Five are diaries, three are hand-drawn sketches, and two are various lyrics.

There are daily dates in the diary, and the first date is two years ago.

The sketches and portraits all depict the same person, the man who everyone said he loved very much, a man named Yu Tang.

Yu Xiao took out the notebook and flipped through it page by page.

Look very carefully.

From two o'clock in the afternoon until twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, I finished all of them.

It was the first time he had violated his schedule in months.

Afterwards, I washed up, went to bed, lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling above my head, but couldn't fall asleep.

Those ink marks spread on the paper seemed to suddenly open the door of dusty memories in his mind.

It slowly seeped in from the gap bit by bit, making him feel confused for the first time since he woke up.

what is love?

Why is it mentioned countless times in diaries, sketchbooks and lyrics that he loves this man named Yu Tang.

And why did he lose all his memories?

Without memory, what is the meaning of his existence?

No matter what, he couldn't figure it out. In the end, Yu Xiao just kept his eyes open until dawn.

And the next day, he violated the itinerary he had set before again, and willfully left Star Rhodes without telling anyone.

He went to the Cesix planet recorded in the diary.

According to the diary, he was found by Yu Tang here.

Seeing Yu Xiao in the general uniform standing in the recycle bin, the administrators around him were too scared to breathe.

They didn't connect the current Yu Xiao with the dirty smiling robot at all, so when Yu Xiao asked them: "Do you know Yu Tang? It's the general of the Oro Empire who took me away from here."

Their legs went limp and they knelt down in front of Yu Xiao.

Yu Xiao just looked at them indifferently, and then asked the same question again.

The group of administrators did not dare to neglect, and hurriedly answered his question with trepidation.

They told Yu Xiao everything Yu Tang said and did at the beginning, which was exactly the same as what was written in the diary.

A confused expression appeared on Yu Xiao's face again.

Then he just sat on the ground unexpectedly, quietly looking at the wreckage of the smiling robots on the ground, waiting for the sun to set.

Until the light of the setting sun shines on the entire recycling bin, staining the boy's trembling eyelashes.

The dusty memory in Yu Xiao's mind finally opened a small mouth, and he heard the familiar voice deep in his memory.

——From now on, I will be your family member and protect you from harm.

——You just need to know that he will be by my side in the future and will become the closest person to me.

——That string of numbers is not called a name at all. Now I will give you a name, just like my surname, Yu Xiao.

——From now on, you can call me brother, or just call me Yu Tang by my name, it doesn’t matter.

——And I just... called you to smile?OK?

Quietly listening to the voice in his head, Yu Xiao blinked, his face still expressionless.

But inexplicably, tears flowed down.

He learned on the Internet that this emotion is called sadness.

When you are sad, you will cry.

So he is sad right now.

But why sad?

Yu smiled and didn't understand.

But he knew it was the voice that made him cry.

He sat on the ground for a while longer until he could no longer hear the sound.

Yu Xiao just stood up.

Then he drove the spaceship back to the Oro Empire.

Xu Lanze asked him what he was doing, but he didn't say anything, he just went back to the villa, drove Yutang's motorcycle out of the garage, and started racing in Losar City following the records in his diary.

The speed was extremely fast, and the whistling wind around him drowned out his breath.

Then, he heard the voice again.

The owner of the voice was still that Yu Tang.

This time the man is laughing.

Laugh out loud.

Then ask him.

——Smile!Are you happy now! !

Breathing became more and more rapid, Yu Xiao opened his mouth and tried to make an arc.

"what……"

His throat seemed to be blocked by something, like a baby babbling, and he said "ah" a lot.

Only then finally showed a smile and shouted: "Happy!!"

"I'm, right now, super happy!!"

However, although he said he was happy this time, his tears flowed even more fiercely.

The feeling of his heart tightening made him feel nauseous, and he even began to retch physiologically.

The locomotive lost control and hit a roadblock, throwing Yu Xiao violently.

Passers-by called the police, and the traffic police and ambulance arrived together.

However, he found that the young man who fell on the ground struggled to get up, and threw away the helmet, revealing the face of Admiral Yu Xiao.

This time, Admiral Yu Xiao no longer had an indifferent face, but grabbed the grass on the ground with one hand, and tightly clutched the clothes on his chest with the other, coughing and weeping.

The traffic policeman walked up and called him cautiously: "General Yu..."

Hearing this sentence, Yu Xiao seemed to be stimulated by something, turned his head suddenly, glared at the man, and shouted: "I'm not General Yu!"

"He is General Yu! That man named Yu Tang is General Yu!"

"Two years ago, you stood here and called him General Yu! He is General Yu! He is your idol!"

Said these words like crazy.

Yu Xiao stood up staggeringly, his mind was in a daze.

He waved away the hand of the traffic policeman, picked up the locomotive, and drove to the next location on the diary.

——The couple's restaurant.

The traffic policeman saw blood on his clothes and wanted to go up to stop him, but was stopped by Xu Lanze who rushed over.

Xu Lanze faintly guessed that Yu Xiao might have thought of something, and at this time, it is best for everyone not to disturb him.

The female owner of the lovers restaurant saw Yu Xiao in a mess, her eyes were also red.

Apologetically, she invited all the guests away, made way for Yu Xiao, and asked the boy to come to the wall and watch quietly.

The pink light flowed, and the old handwriting circled by love was touched by the fingers, and the man seemed to whisper this sentence in his ear.

——I hope that my smile can have all the emotions earlier and live the way I want.

And what did he write behind Yu Tang's back?

What he wrote was: being with the master forever, always as happy as today, is what I want.

But now, where is his master?

Where did Yu Tang go?

And just when he thought of this, the voice in his head suddenly disappeared.

Yu Tang's voice disappeared.

The whole person was instantly wrapped in panic, Yu Xiao covered his mouth and nose, breathing rapidly, his chest rose and fell violently, holding the table with one hand, he could hardly stand up.

"General Yu Xiao!"

The female boss stepped forward to support him, but was waved away: "Don't touch me!"

Yu Xiao staggered and ran out.

Stopped a car, searched the contents of the diary continuously, and shouted to the driver: "Go to No. 302, Nanyu Street, Losar City!"

When he came to the slave market, Yu Xiao almost climbed out of the car.

Stumbled to the door.

Seeing his appearance, the guard didn't dare to stop him at all, and quickly let him in. When he entered, Yu Xiao happened to meet the little girl from two years ago.

The other party exclaimed: "Big brother! What's wrong with you?"

Seeing that familiar face, Yu Tang's voice finally appeared again.

——Smile, these rescued slaves used to have nationalities, but they were destroyed by human traffickers, so they can't even find their own family members now.There are also slaves who have been cruelly treated and violated, leading to insanity. If there is no place to house them, the only end is to starve to death on the street.And when I thoroughly investigated this case, I also discovered that Zhou Nanfeng was not the only nobleman involved in the population and trade...

- Where there is light, there will be shadows.

——But we can't use this sentence to comfort ourselves who are doing nothing.

——So, I hope you can listen to what I said to you before you came in.

——Find a job in his place, and make it your goal to eradicate the darkness and filth hidden under the prosperous appearance of the empire, and do your best to help more people.

——In this way, you can also gain more happiness.

Kneeling down on the ground with a plop, Yu Xiao frantically searched for something on his body.

Sugar, sugar, sugar?

He should have sugar with him?

According to the diary, he would find a piece of candy from his body and hand it to the little girl, and the little girl would thank him.

Then the man will smile at him.

Very nice smile.

He likes each other's smile.

But why can't I find sugar now?

He has to have this habit, he should have the habit of taking sugar.

Why can't I find it now?

"Where is the sugar..." He searched in a panic, muttering: "Where is the sugar, where is my sugar..."

"I should have brought sugar..."

After shouting like this for a long time, his movements suddenly stopped and he stopped searching.

Then, he muttered bewilderedly.

"lost……"

He covered his face and choked out sobs from his throat.

Said: "lost..."

"I lost the sugar..."

"I can't find it..."

"I can't find any sugar..."

In the end, Xu Lanze found Yu Xiao in a dirty corner of the slave market.

The girl was crying with him beside him, and even gave Yu Xiao the candy in her hand.

But Yu Xiao didn't want it, no matter what.

I kept saying that his candy was lost and couldn't be found.

Xu Lanze brought him back to the villa, wanting Yu Xiao to calm down before persuading him.

But the next day, Yu Xiao disappeared.

He went to the town recorded in the diary.

And when he set foot on that small town, Yu Tang's voice rang in his head continuously.

Yu Xiao cherished this feeling, and began to replay what he and Yu Tang had done in the diary.

Eating the devil's spicy dumpling, the pig's mouth was swollen into small eyes, but he kept laughing.

He would also pretend to kiss the air, and then start running toward the beach, repeating what he had said.

"You were kissed by a pig's mouth! You're going to be a pig too!"

He is like a lunatic, immersed in the world of memories, constantly performing astonishing one-man shows, sad and pitiful.

The residents of the small town all knew about him, and in order to comfort him, they prepared a bonfire banquet.

But the crazy Yu Xiao snatched the resident's guitar and sang to the campfire alone.

Almost the moment I opened my mouth, I thought of the lyrics.

Sing along with the feeling: "Where would I be if I hadn't met you.

Do what you think is right and make irreparable mistakes.

Maybe turn into an emotionally out-of-control monster, dominating the nightmares of the Cesiks.

That kind of me will definitely not have the vision of ordinary happiness.

Thank you for staying in the vast sea of ​​stars and picking up such an unbearable me.

Give me a home I never dreamed of.

As time flies by, I only care about you.

I am willing to infect your breath, and bow down to you wholeheartedly.

It is not a pity to lose the power of life.

so i beg you,

don't let me leave you.

I can't feel the slightest affection except you.

If there is such a day, you say that you are about to leave.

I will lose myself, into the boundless sea of ​​people.

Don't make any promises, just be together every day.

I can't just rely on pieces of memory to live on.

As time flies by, I only care about you.

I am willing to infect your breath, and bow down to you wholeheartedly.

It is not a pity to lose the power of life.

so i beg you,

don't let me leave you.

I can't feel the slightest affection except you.

......"

The singing voice went from crazy and out of tune at the beginning, to slowly and affectionately afterward.

Then there was complete silence at the end.

At the end of the song, Yu Xiao completely calmed down.

The boy holding the guitar raised his head and looked up at the starry night sky with deep eyes.

After a while, he finally showed a smile.

he remembered.

I remembered everything.

On that spaceship, he destroyed everything since the explosion.

But he alone survived.

That tragic cosmic fireworks took away the person he loved the most.

But he was left behind as a monster who was not even considered a human being, living in the world.

And he knew that even death in his current body was a luxury.

Before he died, he had promised to meet him in the next life, but in the end he found that he didn't even have the qualifications to set foot on the road to hell...

Like those two stars in the night sky.

It looks very close, but in fact there is a distance that will never touch each other.

Destined to be a tragedy.

Looking away, Yu Xiao returned the guitar to the resident, and sat on the beach until late at night.

Finally, when the first ray of sunlight fell on the sea at dawn, he spread his legs and stepped into the sea step by step.

Since you can't die, you can only choose to sleep.

Because he couldn't stay awake in a world without Yu Tang.

Not even one minute, not one second.

Light golden spots fluctuate on the sea surface.

Looking at the light that is getting farther and farther away from me.

Yu Xiao's body was gradually turning into a metallic smoky gray until it completely replaced the original skin color.

Then fall, fall, and fall.

Finally sinking into endless darkness...

The eighth volume is the eighth time that the villain dies