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"Okay." Lin Huai replied without hesitation, but Wen Li'an's eyes looked deeper, and the confusion and struggle disappeared from his eyes little by little.

"Then..." Wen Li'an asked, "After we're done, what are you going to do with our relationship?"

"Follow the rules." Lin Huai replied, Wen Li'an should understand the rules of a one-night stand better than him.

"Little cousin, are you sure you can let me make it to the last step, and won't you push me away?" Wen Li'an's expression was very cold, his expression was always affectionate, but now he felt a sense of alienation from a superior position.

Before Lin Huai could reply, Wen Li'an continued: "If you regret it, will I still consider whether to rape you or not?"

"And even if we have slept, you definitely don't think about dating me, but pretend it didn't happen? According to your personality, you are more likely to avoid me from now on, and completely alienate me."

Lin Huai stared blankly at Wen Li'an, he hadn't thought about these things at all, just as he wanted to deny it, Wen Li'an interrupted him.

"...Little Cousin," Wen Li'an changed his name back, "I deserve to be treated very well."

After saying this, under Lin Huai's astonished eyes, Wen Li'an propped up his body and was about to get off the bed. Lin Huai panicked, he suddenly felt great fear, he rushed forward and hugged Wen Li'an waist.

"Don't go...don't go...it's my fault, don't go, please don't go." Wen Li'an felt Lin Huai trembling, he just wanted to interrupt, not leave, he stopped , but found that Lin Huai was shaking even more.

"Don't go, I'm sorry, don't go..."

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, please don't go, don't go... Please... I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Lin Huai held him tightly from behind, put his head on his back, and apologized repeatedly.

"sorry Sorry……"

Did you say this to yourself...Wen Li'an turned his head slightly, maybe it was in the front, but it didn't look like the back, it was for another person...Wen Li'an came back to his senses, and put his arms around Lin Huai , waiting for the other party to calm down.

After more than ten minutes, Lin Huai's mood calmed down, but he looked very tired, and the receiver could only straighten his body with the strength of grabbing his arm, but Wen Li'an knew very well that the other party's current state was definitely worse than before. The tension was more than ten times self-made.

He poured Lin Huai a cup of hot water and added some glucose into it. Lin Huai took a few sips and his complexion improved obviously. He leaned his body towards Wen Li'an and rested his head on his shoulder. Much better, Wen Lian sighed in his heart.

After Lin Huai finished drinking, Wen Li'an took his cup and buttoned his shirt for him. His gaze stayed on Lin Huai's neck and collarbone for a few seconds. There were several scratches and pinches on his fair skin. It was particularly glaring, and because of this, when Lin Huai took off his clothes, he was much more sober. What was Lin Qu thinking...or what was the treating doctor thinking? Lin Ya shouldn't be allowed to see Lin Huai.

Seeing that Lin Huai's condition was better, Wen Li'an hesitated for a moment, but still asked, "Lin Huai."

"Huh?" Although Lin Huai was tired, he felt more comfortable than before.

"Have you ever considered the possibility that Chen Shen is an antisocial personality?"

"..."

Lin Huai was silent, Wen Li'an knew that his question was abrupt, and Chen Shen was a strange person, but he could have a reasonable explanation for everything that was unreasonable, he could be black or white, not to mention that Lin Huai had always Just having a good impression of Chen Shen, coupled with guilt, inevitably hindered his vision.

Wen Li'an was not going to ask, but Lin Huai replied, "I've considered it."

This answer was unexpected by Wen Li'an, but it was also expected. This was the Lin Huai he knew.

"But even if it's the worst assumption, I don't think he feels nothing," Lin Huai said. "He told me a story about a monkey...I think he wanted to say something to me."

"Monkey story?" Wen Li'an frowned.

Lin Huai recounted the story that Chen Shen told him. In the story, Song Yun told Chen Shen through experiments on rhesus monkeys that healthy monkeys are abused and unable to live normally, while monkeys with congenital defects are born with love. In the case of foster mothers, they can integrate into society normally after they become adults. Even if they have their own offspring, even if they may still be socially unsocial and emotionally lacking, they will clumsily imitate what their adoptive mothers do to them to take care of them. My own child, the lack of genetic affection is repaired by love.

Chen Shen said that he thought it would be a closed loop that would be difficult to break until these monkeys could not give birth to offspring without human intervention, but Song Yun took him to see the new little monkey. That day, Chen Shen said that he Saw something different from it.

"He has been working hard to track down Song Yun's murderer. I think he has feelings. I don't want to doubt him. No, it's not that I don't doubt him. I just believe him." Lin Huai was silent for a while, "I'm I wish he didn't like me that much."

"...He doesn't like you, you're relieved." Wen Li'an smiled self-deprecatingly.

Lin Huai didn't hear this clearly, he fell asleep leaning on Wen Li'an.

He lived with Wen Li'an for three days, and Wen Li'an also accompanied him for three days. These three days were a rare time for Lin Huai to be at peace. Although he still couldn't help but think about Chen Shen, he could think about it quietly and slowly. Those remorseful hypotheses rarely appeared before, and he was able to calmly sort out his emotions. Although he and Wen Li'an did not talk most of the time, having more people by his side really made him feel at ease.

Three days later, when he went to visit Lin Ya again, Lin Qu stopped him outside.

Lin Qu said that there was a commercial project recently that needed someone to help, and he was too busy to spare. Lin Huai didn't think he could help the project. He suspected that Wen Li'an had said something. He made this arrangement because he got rid of the depression brought by Lin Ya. Lin Huai originally wanted to refuse, he couldn't let Lin Qu suffer all this alone. He was just a child before, but now he is an adult, he can act The pillar of the family, since he has chosen to let Chen Shen down, he should protect the family even more.

Lin Qu's attitude is unquestionable, he has already arranged everything, and Lin Huai will leave tomorrow.

Naturally, someone will help him pack his luggage, and someone will pick him up at the destination, everything is properly arranged.

Before leaving, he saw his brother-in-law who had just got off the car. The brother-in-law saw him and walked towards him, as if he wanted to say something. Although Lin Qu turned his back to his brother-in-law, he also saw his brother-in-law through the reflection of the glass. But directly asked the driver to drive.

In the car, Lin Huai received a text message from Lin Qu. Lin Qu explained that although your brother-in-law is acting very well and caring about Lin Ya, you must know that he is an outsider after all. If he asks something, you should not reply. Contact me in time.

He naturally understands that it is difficult for a husband and wife to suffer together in this kind of thing, so when Lin Ya had an accident, he stopped Lin Ya's female companion to contact her brother-in-law, and directly contacted Lin Qu. The three of them are the real family members. Lin Huai put down the phone, It's just... In fact, sometimes he also feels that he is an outsider.

Lin Qu accompanied her sister through the most difficult time. Now Lin Qu firmly believes that he can heal Lin Ya again. Since Lin Ya can recover from the first time, then she can recover from the second time, no matter how difficult the process is, It is enough to have him.

When he was a child, he couldn't intervene, and now he is an adult, he is also refused to intervene.